#frustratedaf

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ugh this is fucking miserable.

Being in Love with someone who still loves and is still hurting over their ex is frustrating. But I've been there for him before the Heartbreak and I'll be there for him long after. I've been trying to give him space while still trying to be that one person that reminds him of how amazing he truly is. I just hope that he realizes who it is that I am, and I hope that he knows He's worth fighting for. Even if Loving him means taking a risk, that's a risk I will gladly take over and over again. But again, I hope he realizes who it is that I am ... Someone who's been in Love with him since the very first time our eyes met, even after everything, I've never let the flame go out because believing in something means fighting for it, even if it does take time. Once upon a time I looked into his eyes and knew exactly who he was, I just hope that one day He'll look at me the same and know exactly who it is that I am. FUCKKKKKKUGGHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😫😫😫😩😩😩