Why is it that the absolute best, 200k-word, life-ruining fanfics only reveal themselves past midnight, when I have responsibilities, alarms, and a fragile adult reputation to maintain the next morning?
Anyway. See y'all when Iām emotionally attached to fictional people and wildly unprepared for the morning.
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Best ship with less than 100 works on AO3 round 2 part 1: Fred x Hermione vs Remy x Jamis
Fred x Hermione
Remy x Jamis
Voting ended onApr 12
Fred x Hermione (from RIverdale!) (97): "they dated in high school but she left him for the rich kid she ended up marrying, and then as adults when she returns to town with her husband in jail they carry on an affair. spicy stuff! they even end up competing over whos going to be the next mayor, which couldve been insane foreplay but was never explored sadly"
Remy x Jamis (5): "Fellas, is it gay to be broken out of years long apathy and anger by admiration for your captain and then devote your life to serving him? Is it gay to betrothe the man you have a crush on to your sister so that he doesn't have to return to his horrible family and can instead stay by your side, forever?"
hello! since I read a lot on here and also on AO3, I thought I might as well compile every oneshot, series, and/or blurb I've been hoarding quietly over the years. hope you enjoy some of these as much as I do and give some love to these great authors.
some things to keep in mind:
⢠95% of this list are 'remus x reader' fics because he's my beloved, so I made a section for the ones that aren't hehe - no poly!marauders
⢠these are all either female or gender neutral reader
⢠you might find one slytherin!reader because that's my house, but that isn't an element in these stories
⢠most are smuts. sue me.
ā” fluff
ā¾ angst
āļø smut
ā° favourites
Remus Lupin
fics/oneshots:
professor!lupin roleplay āļø
you just want to be good for him - blurb ā” āļø
you want him to be more rough but he's scared he'll hurt you - blurb āļø
remus has a secret admirer ā”
shy!remus x shy!reader plus slight fake dating ā”
remus returns after his first date ā”
remus is a fool who pushes people away ā¾ā”
after years of getting bullied, you meet remus ā¾ā”
you're studying moon phases and the effects each stage had on lycanthropes ā¾ā”
marauders, lily and you help remus after a rough full moon ā¾
coworkers post hogwarts - muggle!reader ā¾ āļø
now this is an intense read; as a former catholic i cannot stress enough how much i enjoyed reading this. also the subheadings are all spot on ugh
flatmate!remus and mirror sex āļø
hot tub after a difficult full moon ā” āļø
ā° james and sirius love watching remus fuck his gf, unbeknownst to either of you āļø
ā° remus and hermione discuss poetry (slightly ā¾) āļø AO3
canon divergent (post-war?)
tall remus for the win āļø
remus is given an alternative potion to wolfsbane āļø
tired, whiny reader ā¾ āļø
comforting remus in the shrieking shack ā¾ āļø
blurbs:
marauders' morning routine ā”
how each marauder would act when in love ā”
remus as your boyfriend headcanons ā”
marauders' ongoing joke
remus helps overwhelmed reader after a long week āļø
Others:
The Debt of Time AO3 (read the tags)
summary: When Hermione finds a way to bring Sirius back from the veil, her actions change the rest of the war. Little does she know her spell restoring him to life provokes magic she doesn't understand and sets her on a path that ends with a Time-Turner.
The Life Cycle of the Common Rat ā¾ AO3
summary: peter pettigrew: rat, traitor, coward. above all, human.
after the war, hermione works at the hogwarts library ā¾ā” AO3
too fun not to read
sirius is smitten by weasley!reader āļø
fred pranks hermione... or that's what she thinks ā”
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SUMMARY: A Gryffindor party, a prototype lust potion, and Hermione Granger trying very hard not to think about Fred Weasley in ways she shouldnāt. Too bad the magic had other plans.
āSāthat what you meant, āMione?ā He breathed. āDid you meanĀ me?ā
She shivered. Everything in her screamed to pull him closer.
ā...Yes,ā she whispered.
Fred exhaled like heād been holding it the whole time. And then, finally, he touched herājust his fingers brushing her wristābut it was enough to ignite everything again.
CW: MDNI 18+ | smut, truth or dare, but really only truth and the other option is to taste vomit and sell your soul to the devil, fast burn, this is why snape drinks, mildly dubious consent, tension, best friend's brother, partying, drinking
A/N: hey guys, had a lot of chocolate and not a lot of sober. cant beluvee i didnt pst this sooer on tumblah. fremione huge WWWWWWWWW enjoy
11.7k words.
It was wrong. So, so morally wrong, that what she wanted was not someone random, someone with no complications, but insteadāher best friendās brother.
She didnāt know when it started.
When her gaze started catching his fiery hair amongst crowds. And why her gaze lingered on him particularly, and not his twin, who shared his face but hadnāt carried quite the same charm Fred did; or mostly, how she felt when faced with it.
Maybe it was the way he had always been soft with her.
Fred joked a lot, more so than George. She always rolled her eyes at his antics, but she couldnāt deny that they made her chuckle every time without fail. And lately, she noticed her laughter dragged too long for it to be considered normalāand so was the feeling it left behind.
The glint in his eyes when he caught her each time never failed to make her stomach flutter, either.
Maybe it was more than that.
She didnāt want to admit it. Not even to herself.
But the way heād lean just a little closer when he spoke to her, like she was the only one worth listening toāthat did something.
Her heart always beat faster, traitorous and loud, whenever he said her name.
He had a way of making it sound like a secret.
āHermione.ā Like it meant something. Like she meant something.
And maybe thatās when it startedāwhen she caught herself smiling before heād even opened his mouth. When she started searching for him in the halls in between classesājust so she could catch his eye for half a second longer.
She told herself it didnāt matter.
But it did.
Especially now.
āHey, Hermione,ā Fred called out, his voice easy and brightāno cocky smirk this time, just that familiar glint in his eyes and a soft, teasing smile tugging at his lips.
Hermione was sitting in one of the Gryffindor common room chairs, Harry and Ron at a nearby table playing wizardās chess. A few students were nearby, conversing with each other and relaxing.
Fred swiftly dropped into the seat next to her.
She paid no attention, and continued reading the book in her handsāone of the many among the pile sheād built up on the side table nearby.
āFigures Iād find you buried in books. Dāyou ever take a break?ā Fredās voice tilted, and in her periphery she saw him lean in to take a look.
Her heart fluttered against her control at his proximity. But she forced herself not to look up.
āReading is my break.ā She responded curtly, though a playful smirk tugged faintly at her lips.
āShouldāve known youād relax with something exhausting.ā Fred said, and she could hear the grin in his voice even without looking at him.
It made the corners of her mouth curl up. She finally glanced toward him, unable to stop herself. They locked eyes, and her breath caught for a moment.
He was really⦠too close. And his eyes, hazel, twinkling with light as they always did, captured her.
She briefly clocked his attire. He was wearing his v-neck jumper, with the signature white shirt adorned with the Gryffindor colored tie.
Sheād seen him wear it plenty of times, but she couldnāt deny that each time he pulled it off well.
āThatās rich coming from someone who thinks a good time involves fireworks and a nosebleed.ā
Fred chuckled at her retort.
āWhy are you smiling like that?ā Ron perked up from their chess game.
She was broken out of her daze at the words, heart pattering against her chest. Her head snapped toward Ron.
āLike what?ā
There was a tightness in her voice she hadnāt meant to show. Her heart skipped again. Had sheād been that obvious? She didnāt even realize sheād been smiling a certain way at allālet alone in a way that someone could notice. Could Ron tell? Tell what she felt⦠toward Fred?
Fred leaned against the arm of his chair, arms crossed, and dropped his voice to a mock whisper.
āSheās charmed by my brilliance. Let her have this, mate.ā
Hermione rolled her eyes, forcing a casual tone even as her pulse picked up. āYouāre impossible.ā
Fred grinned, unfazed. āAnd yet, here you are.ā
Harry glanced up from the board, a quiet smirk tugging at his mouth. Ron, on the other hand, went still, his jaw visibly tightening.
āWhatever,ā Ron muttered. āWhy are you even here?ā
āOh, yāknow. Just paying George a visit.ā
āRight. So visit him,ā Ron snapped, his attention turning back to the chess board.
Fred raised a brow. āBlimey, whatās got you so rattled today? Canāt I say hi without getting hexed?ā
Ron rolled his eyes and made an aggressive move on the boardāonly for Harry to calmly slide his queen across the center.
āCheckmate,ā Harry said, and the enchanted pieces sprang to life, slicing through Ronās king with a sharp snap.
The tension broke just slightly, but Hermione couldnāt help feeling the heat in her cheeks, hyper aware of the way Fredās eyes kept occasionally glancing towards her.
āBloody hell! Did you practice over break or something?ā Ron groaned, slumping back as his king toppled.
Hermione and Fred both let out a laugh. Fredās eyes flicked to herāwarm, lingering, and she didnāt dare move. The book rested forgotten in her lap.
He gave her a small, lopsided smile.
āYou cominā to our party tonight, Hermione?ā
āWhat? Just to see you make a fool of yourself?ā
āAh, just another day for me, innit?ā Fred smiled cheekily.
Hermione sent him a funny look, but chuckled against her control.
āFine. Maybe.ā
āIāll take it,ā he shrugged, the corners of his lips still turned up.
Sheād known all about the Weasley twinsā partiesāhosted late at night in the Gryffindor tower, but had never gone before.
It wasnāt her scene, and felt like sheād be too out of place in such a rowdy atmosphere.
It didnāt help that being near Fred only contributed to her intrusive thoughts about him, and if she wasnāt sober, she feared some of those thoughts might leak out.
And she couldnāt have that happen.
But his words⦠him personally asking her. Hermioneās heart fluttered.
Did he want her there? Did he like⦠spending time with her?
Or was he just being polite?
She dismissed the thought. She was reading too deeply into this.
āProbablyās gonna be deader than Headless Nick,ā Ron muttered from the table.
āYou wound me,ā Fred said in mock offense, hand placed over his chest.
Ron just huffed, ignoring him.
Fred sent her a look briefly, before turning his gaze away.
āWell, thatās my cue. Later, RonniekinsāNext time try thinking two moves ahead, yeah?ā
āSod off,ā Ron muttered, but it was half-hearted, seemingly more annoyed at himself than anything else.
Fred chuckled, that always present smirk never leaving his lips. He started to stand from his seat, but as he moved, his arm briefly brushed against Hermioneāsāaccidental, trivial.
But it affected her more than it should.
Tingles ran through her where they touched, spreading through her body. Fred hadnāt paid any attention to it, already moving off toward the stairs to the dorms.
He threw them a lazy wave over his shoulder, not bothering to look back as he rounded the corner.
But his presence still remained. Hermione still felt that light, insignificant touch on her arm.
Like a constant reminder that what she felt toward him would never go away, would never stop plaguing her.
She swallowed in an attempt to calm her beating heart.
Ron watched the spot where Fred had just disappeared, then turned to her with a frown.
āYou know he only keeps going when you react like that.ā
Hermione looked over, brow furrowed. āReact like what? Itās just Fred.ā
Ron rolled his eyes, letting out a huff, as if what sheād said had just proven his point, then started resetting the chessboard, the clack of pieces a little too sharp.
Hermione sat back, staring at the open book in her lap. But she couldnāt focus on it anymore.
Her eyes drifted to where Fred had gone, then quickly snapped away.
Students passed and went as she stood at the steps looming into the chaos.
Cups filled with liquid left unattended, scattered here and there on tables. Drunk students chatting, lingering in groups. Some danced to the loud music filling the large chamberāmusic she hadnāt heard until she entered the common room.
She knew the Weasley twins were smart. Even if they messed around a lot.
Thatās why they hadnāt been caught for these parties before.
She imagined several Muffliato charms were placed beforehand, and a strict understanding that if anyone were to snitch, theyād face severe consequences.
āāMione! Didnāt think youād come,ā Fred shouted from nearby.
Soon, his familiar tall stature and signature red hair came into view.
She froze for a moment, not expecting to see him so quickly, but managed to recover. She couldnāt show how he affected her.
Couldnāt show how the nickname made her pulse race.
Hermione gave him a small smile as he jogged towards her, cup in hand. In the light, with him closer, she could see his reddened cheeks; clearly heād been drinking. His movements appeared more sluggish, more loose.
āHey,ā she greeted, her voice almost being drowned out by the music.
āSābit loud in hereāyou can blame George for that,ā Fred laughed. He leaned in closer, probably so she could hear him better. āWant a drink?ā He smiled, gesturing to his cup.
Really, why had she come here?
This was proving more difficult than she thought.
She wasnāt going to go, but the way Fred asked her, so kind, so expectant, she felt she couldnāt turn down the request.
But to be this close to himādrink with him?
It felt too intimate, even if it wasnāt supposed to be.
āSure,ā she mused, nodding her head.
He grinned, turning around for her to follow.
Hermione was swept through the crowd, Fred mouthing āSāexcuse me, tryna get my friend a drink here,ā to get people out of the way. And what made it worse was he kept looking back to see she was following.
Always looking out for her. Even now.
Her heart battered against her chest.
They finally reached their destination, a little corner in the common room where George was talking with Lee, both laughing occasionally at something theyād say.
āLook who came,ā Fred spoke, and then suddenly their eyes were on her.
āHermione!ā George greeted, giving her a smile. Lee gave her a subtle wave.
She smiled, saying hello to them both.
āNow, what dāya want? We gotāā Fred moved to a table covered in liquor bottles. āFirewhisky and then erā¦ā he picked up a bottle, āmore firewhisky! Proper selection, innit?ā
Hermione let out a small laugh.
It was quite the collection, and she had no clue how he managed to get so many. Surely not in an appropriate wayāthis was Fred after all.
āOh, quite the options. I guess hm⦠maybe⦠firewhisky?ā Hermione fake mused, tilting her head to sell the act. āMight be too risky, I donāt knowā¦ā
āCanāt go wrong with risky,ā he smirked, already grabbing her a cup to pour the firewhisky.
For some reason, the words make her falter slightly, her heart fluttering. Curse her, but the words had an insinuation she knew she wasnāt supposed to think about.
Hermioneās heart thundered in her chest at the slight brush of their fingers as he handed it to her.
She felt all too sober to deal with this right now. To deal with being so close to him.
Everyone around her was drunk. So why shouldnāt she let go too? Thatās why Fred had invited her, right? To let loose? To have fun?
Maybe itād help to stop thinking for once.
She took big gulps out of her cup at the new found resolution, tongue darting out to lick her wet upper lip when she lowered it.
Fred watched her, eyes glinting with something she couldnāt quite placeāamusement, or intrigue, perhaps.
She swore for a second his eyes flickered to her lips, but all too quickly they were back to eye level.
āWoah, calm down. Sānot gonna run away from you,ā Fred joked, laughing.
Hermione chuckled at the witty comment. He always found something funny to say. It was rather the opposite of her, where she shoved her face in books, took everything more seriously (more seriously than him, mostly), where Fred loved letting loose.
And she liked that about him.
It was why in his presence, she felt the temptation to do the same. He made her want to stop thinking about all her worries.
āIt just might,ā she chimed, playing into his joke.
Fred smiled, letting out a chuckle. He moved swiftly to grab the Firewhisky bottle, topping up her cup.
āYou know, sāgood look on you, āMione. Should let loose more,ā Fred commented, glancing up at her.
Her pulse raced.
That nickname again. It sounded entirely different coming from him. Made her feel entirely different.
āWhat? Trying to get me to be more like you, Fred?ā Hermione mused.
He chuckled, his eyes twinkling with amusement.
āWho wouldnāt want that?ā He sent her a cheeky smile.
āOh, I donāt know, I quite like not blowing up the classroom every other day, honestly.ā She countered, watching his every movement.
Fred laughed, but before he could say anything else, George leaned in, muttering something in his ear. He turned his attention toward whatever George said, laughing at the comment.
Hermione let her eyes wander. The room felt warmer, heavier, the air thick from the bodies packed inside.
And yet, she noticed something else.
Everyone here looked free. Unburdened.
A breeze drifted in from the cracked window nearby. She stepped toward it absently, letting the cold air hit her flushed skin. Fred joined her a moment later, drink still in hand.
āYouāre always surrounded by people,ā she said, eyes on the crowd. āReckless, loud, brilliant people. It must be... nice.ā
Fred shrugged, a crooked grin forming. āSuppose it is. But what, not your crowd?ā
She shook her head, a soft smile on her lips. āNo, not really. I think I justāI donāt know. Sometimes I wish I could be like that. Let go. Be drawn to⦠people like that.ā
Fred tilted his head. āPeople like what, exactly?ā
Hermione didnāt answer. Not directly. Her gaze turned back to the window, to the stars beyond. āThe kind that make it easy not to think so much.ā
Fred didnāt laugh. Didnāt joke.
When she glanced at him, he was watching her, too quiet for someone like him. Her heart skipped. Maybe sheād said too much. Maybe sheād meant more than she should have.
The air between them shiftedājust slightlyābut it was enough to make her look away.
Fred cleared his throat. āRight. Uhāām just gonna chat with a few mates over there, you alright alone forra bit?ā
She nodded quickly, then asked casually, āDo you know where Harry or Ron are?ā
Fred blinked, like sheād pulled them both back down to earth.
āYeahāRonniekinsā sulking in his room. Harry went to him, I think.ā
Hermione nodded, thanking him, and turned away.
She didnāt look at him again.
But she felt itāhow something hung unspoken between them now. And maybe that was exactly why she needed to find her friends.
She continued drinking from her cup as she surveyed the area, moving through the dense crowd toward the direction of the dorms.
As she neared the stairwell, she spotted Harry and Ron walking down.
āHey! Was just wondering where you were,ā she spoke, their gazes shifting up to her.
Ron shrugged, but his words were everything but careless, sharp and pointed, āDidnāt think youād be enjoying this, āMione,ā
It was there she decided that the nickname definitely felt different coming from Fredās lips.
āOh, piss off, Ron,ā Hermione rolled her eyes, sipping from her cup again just to spite him.
āIgnore him, heās just being a right git,ā Harry commented.
āNot my fault I didnāt wanna be here, you dragged me into this.ā Ron argued, giving Harry a narrowed look.
But before Harry could respond, familiar blonde curls came into viewāand that headband she always adorned herself with.
Lavender.
Oh lord. Here we go.
āWon-Won! Where have you been?ā Lavenderās sharp, irritating voice was sadly not drowned out by the music.
But Hermione wished it was.
Lavender carried a similar cup to Hermione in her hands, her cheeks flushed like Fredās.
āHey, Lav,ā Harry greeted her with a cheeky grin, and she knew he was teasing Ron; he never called her with a nickname.
Ron sent him a look.
āYou donāt mind if I steal him from you guys, right?ā She smiled, her eyes wide and way too expectant. Like theyād already said yes.
āGo ahead,ā Harry said, lightly shoving Ron forward.
Ron sent them a desperate look as he was quickly dragged away by Lavender, her arm hooked around his; preventing him from escaping.
Hermione let out a laugh.
āHeās glued to her side for the night, I reckon,ā Hermione mused, glancing at Harry.
He chuckled. āDefinitely. He needs this, though. Donāt know whatās up with him today, right bitter and all.ā
Hermione nodded, glancing around the room. She spotted the Weasley twins from far away, chatting with a group of people.
āGuess I should get a drink too?ā Harry said.
Hermione gestured for him to follow, bringing him to the same spot Fred had.
She poured him Firewhisky in a similar cup, handing it to him. Then, she proceeded to chug the remainder of hers, placing the empty cup on the table.
āRonās right, though. Didnāt think youād be here. Drinking no less,ā Harry said, eyes darting over the crowd before landing back on her.
āJust wanted a change, I sāpose,ā Hermione answered, the words coming out more slurred than she intended. It wasnāt a lie, not really, but it wasnāt fully the truth, either.
She had wanted a change; but deep down, she came to see Fred, too. Even though she knew she shouldnāt crave that, but did anyway.
Hermione rarely ever drank, either, so that meant that when she did, she got drunk a lot faster. It was nice, not having to drink so much to get that warm, happy feeling, but it also meant it more easily affected her.
Made her lose control easier.
Harry nodded, sipping from his cup.
āHarry! Hermione!ā Georgeās voice rose above the music and chatter, calling from across the common room.
Their heads turned, spotting him waving toward them by the fireplace.
Hermione sent Harry a look, and he gave her a small smile, nodding for her to lead the way.
They moved through the crowd to where George was, finally reaching the spot. George was sprawled across the arm of one couch, Fred sat cross-legged on the floor with a drink in hand, Angelina, Katie, and Alicia deep in conversation across him.
Hermioneās eyes flicked to Fredāand found him already watching her. He winked, slow and unbothered, and gave a crooked smile.
Like their small moment earlier hadnāt happened.
Her chest tightened unexpectedly.
āPerfect timing!ā George said brightly. āYouāre just in time for the next round.ā
Hermione blinked. āRound?ā Her and Harry said at the same time.
Fred grinned and tipped his drink slightly toward her. āTruth or Hex. Our own special.ā
George patted the couch. āCome on. Sit. Play. Itās dead simple. Tell the truth, or drink and take a dare. Loser charms their drink to taste like something horrid.ā
Harry raised an eyebrow, amused. āSounds safe.ā
āOnly emotionally scarring, I promise,ā Fred said, glancing at Harry before turning back to her.
Harry dropped into the couch next to George. Hermione hesitated for a second, scanning the seats. Only one spot was openānext to Fred.
Her pulse quickened as she moved to sit, careful not to brush against him. Still, their legs ended up barely an inch apart.
Fred leaned slightly closer, voice low and teasing. āNervous, āMione?ā
She didnāt look at him. āHardly.ā
But she wasāonly not about the game.
āGood,ā he said. āBecause youāre up next.ā
Hermione's throat bobbed, forcing her body to remain still. Forcing herself to not focus on their proximity.
āAlright,ā George clapped his hands once. āHermioneās up. Truth or Hex?ā
Hermione looked around the circle. George was grinning wide, the girls looking similarly eager, Harry looked half-curious, half-concerned, and Fred⦠Fred had that maddening sparkle in his eye like he always did.
She straightened her posture. āTruth.ā
George grinned. āWhatās something you think about more than you should?ā
Hermione opened her mouth to argue that the question was stupid, that it didnāt mean anything, but Fred was already watching her, analyzing her every movement.
They locked eyes, and she faltered.
She tried to think hastily, think of anything that wasnāt him, but she couldnāt.
āIāā She reached for her drink instead. āDare.ā
āOoooh,ā George said.
Fred still watched her, an unreadable expression on his face.
George rubbed his hands together, clearly delighted. āLetās see then⦠I dare you to swap drinks with someone.ā
āThatās it?ā She asked, suspicious.
Fred raised his cup. āMine tastes like vomit and regret. Your move,ā
Hermione narrowed her eyes but took it from him anyway, ignoring the flutter in her chest when their fingers brushed for the second time that day.
She sipped. Grimaced. āMerlin, what did you do to it?ā
Fred laughed. āTold you.ā
The rounds continued. Angelina picked truth, Hermione asking her to tell one of her most embarrassing moments, which really wasnātāunless you considered a voice crack in Transfiguration class that prompted McGonagall to ask if she was ill, a āmostā embarassing momentāand Katie had taken a dare.
āDescribe your most recent dream⦠but make it scandalous.ā Angelina said, smirking.
Katie let out a laugh, shaking her head. For a moment, Hermione thought she might just drink, but then she started to speak.
āAlright,ā Katie grinned, clearly not as bothered as Hermione guessed. āMost recent dream⦠I was late to practice, broomless, and Madam Hooch made me do laps around the castleānaked.ā
Laughter erupted around the circle.
āOh, but thatās not the scandalous part,ā she added, leaning forward. āFred was there too. Said heād āescort me for moraleā. Very noble.ā
Fred choked on his drink, coughing out a laugh. āWhat can I say? Iām a giver.ā
Hermione forced a small smile, but her fingers tightened slightly around her cup.
Fred glanced at her in her peripheryātoo quick to be anything, but just sharp enough for her to wonder about.
The game continued on with the rounds. Then, Fred was next.
āTruth or Hex?ā George asked, eyebrows raised.
Fred swirled his drink slowly, like he had all the time in the world. āTruth.ā
āTruth? Brave choice, Freddie. Alrightāā George leaned forward, eyes gleaming. āāif you had to snog someone in this room right now, who would it be?ā
A few of them let out low oohs and chuckles. Angelina gave Fred a look, and Alicia raised her eyebrows, amused.
Fred didnāt answer right away. His gaze drifted to the cup in his hand. He swirled the Firewhisky, then flicked his eyes up.
Right to Hermione.
But just as soon as it landed, it was gone, his head turning to George.
It was a split-second glance, but it landed like a blow. Her heart stuttered. She tried to keep her face unreadable, even as heat crept up her neck.
āDunno,ā Fred said, drawling his words. āBit of a tough choice, Georgie. Might need ānother round to be sure.ā
Laughter sounded from the group. George groaned dramatically.
āCop out, that is.ā he muttered, nudging Fredās shoulder with his hand.
Hermione forced a laugh, but her fingers curled a little tighter around her cup. She wasnāt sure what bothered her moreāFredās look⦠or the fact that sheād wanted him to say her name.
āDrink up, then.ā George urged, nodding toward his cup.
Fred obliged, taking a huge gulp. His face distorted, wincing at the taste.
George just watched with a wicked grin on his face, then hummed. āAlright thenā¦ā He mused, brow furrowing, clearly in thought.
Fred, after recovering from the drink heād just paled from, leaned back casually, hands flat on the floor to support himself. He looked far too pleased with himself for someone whoād just dodged a truth question.
āCanāt decide?ā Fred taunted. āYouāre usually much quicker, Georgie.ā
George held up a finger. āDonāt rush the creative process.ā
He looked around the circle of Gryffindorsāhalf-empty Firewhisky cups, scattered cushions, flushed faces from too much laughter. Then his eyes landed on Hermione.
His grin widened.
āGranger,ā he said. āWhy donāt you decide?ā
Hermione blinked, and Fred straightened next to her. āMe?ā
āYeah. Youāve got that sharp, scary brain. Do your worst.ā
All eyes turned to her. She felt the heat of it immediatelyāFredās most of all. His stare bore into her, though she could only see it from her periphery, too afraid to catch his gaze. She didnāt know what he was thinking, and that scared her most of all.
āOkay,ā she said coolly, more-so than she felt. āHe has to stay completely silent for the next two rounds.ā
Fred raised an eyebrow, like heād misheard her. āWhat, no talking?ā
āNo talking, no gesturing, no jokes. Just⦠quiet,ā she said, finally glancing at him. His eyes held hers, and a glimmer of intrigue flashed through them. āIf you can even do it.ā She added, shrugging, though her heart battered hard in her chest.
The room broke into laughter and groans.
Sheād expected Fred to as well, and he did a little, the corner of his lips curling up just slightly, but he didnāt move, faltering more than sheād expected him to.
āFine. Challenge accepted.ā He said finally, shrugging, imaginarily zipping his lips with his fingers.
Hermione smiled lightly, though her chest remained heavy.
Itād been the only thing she could think of that didnāt sound like she cared more than she should. A bit of quiet she admittedly needed, too. Just for a moment.
Just to keep herself steady, keep herself from him.
The game moved on, Harry opting out of his truth, downing his drink Hexed with a charm George had chosen, something along the lines of a rotten egg, choosing dare and having to perform a short singing performance (which admittedly damaged her eardrums), while Alicia chose truth.
After theyād finished, George flopped backward onto the couch, tossing an arm over the backrest.
āWell, that was anticlimactic. Thought someone would cry or snog someone unexpected by now.ā George sighed.
āYouāre losing your edge, Georgie,ā Fred quipped, finishing the last sip of his drink, which had been removed of its charm.
āOr maybe youāre just too predictable,ā Katie teased.
Laughter again.
Out of the corner of Hermioneās eye, she saw someone approach. She turned to look, spotting Lee. He ducked in next to Harry, the three of them now messily pressed together.
His face was slightly flushed from the alcohol, his smile lazy and loose. āOi! Thought youād have fun without me?ā
George grinned, easily jumping into passionate conversation with him. They started talking about⦠Quidditch? Hermione had stopped tuning in near the start, her gaze now focused on the fireplace.
Fred leaned toward Hermione, voice quieter now. āYouāā
She turned her head, catching the movement but not his words. āWhat?ā
Their eyes locked, and Hermioneās breath caught.
He leaned in closer, his shoulder brushing hers, warm breath ghosting near her ear. āI saidāā
āFred,ā Angelina called suddenly, and Hermioneās head moved swiftly as if taken out of a trance.
He didnāt answer, still trying to speak to Hermione, clearly not hearing her.
Angelina exhaled sharply and stood, moving closer to them. āFred, are youāohā!ā
She faltered, foot catching on the rug. The drink in her hand sloshed as the liquid flew forward.
And landed right on Hermione.
George and Lee fell silent. Everything felt too silent.
But the music hadnāt stopped. The distant chatter hadnāt stopped.
Just them, at this moment.
āBloody hell, Ange!ā Fred exasperated, and she saw him look at her from the corner of her eye.
āOh my god, Iām sorryāā Angelina spoke, but Hermione couldnāt even listen.
She sat frozen, her eyes locked onto her now wet clothes, drenched in the familiar and sharp smell of Firewhisky.
āHermioneāā Fred said.
āIām fine. Itās okay,ā she cut Fred off, glancing up to Angelina. She was expecting to see sympathy, regret, but she was met with an impassive face.
Too stoic to be truly apologetic.
āIām justāgonna get changed.ā Hermione stammered, turning her eyes back to Fred.
His eyes were wide, laced with concern. She gave him a sheepish smile, trying to reassure him she was fine.
āAlright, but donāt get lost,ā Fred joked, his lips curling slightly, but it fell flatter than usual, not reaching his eyes.
Hermione forced a chuckle, her mind too preoccupied to think properly, then quickly stood to maneuver around the couchesātrying to get away quickly.
She didnāt know why she came.
Maybe this hadnāt been a great idea.
And Angelina⦠It looked like sheād done it on purpose.
As Hermione walked away, she heard Fred from behind her.
āYou can be a right duffer, Angelina,ā
He sounded annoyed, more-so than usual. Was he just mad at Angelina? Or was he mad that it had happened to her?
No. She couldnāt think like that.
That would never be the case. It was clearly the former.
But some small part of her was elated that he maybe was being protective.
Hermione shook her head, weaving through the crowd, running up the stairs to the dorms. Finding hers, she quickly shut herself in, letting out a deep sigh.
This wasnāt how she wanted the night to go. But she shouldnāt let it bug her.
She quickly changed into a new set of clothes, the sound of music muffled from down below.
It was okay. Sheād return, and itād be fine. Everything was fine.
Hermione opened her dorm door, and stepped back into the hall.
A sound to her rightāwhere the boys dorms wereācame from down the hall. It sounded like someone moving, and was then followed by chatter.
She walked closer to the other side, peering down the hall, trying to see what was happening, only to find a staggering student mumbling to themselves. They leaned against the walls, before struggling with one of the doors, finally getting it open, and shut it behind them.
The hall fell into silence once more.
Hermione sighed, but it was then she noticed the door to what she knew as Fred and Georgeās dorm, was wide open.
Her brow furrowed. Of course. Just like them to forget to close it.
She walked down the hall, hand raised to the door frame to close it, when her curiosity got the better of her.
Just a peek wouldnāt hurt. Right?
She leaned in, examining the room.
It was just like she imagined, cluttered and messy, bed sheets crumpled, random magical objects (surely to be used in pranks, knowing them) scattered across bedside tables.
But something caught her eye.
A singular, familiar Firewhisky bottle laid on one of the tables.
She guessed it was either Fredās or Georgeās; just another one in their extensive stash.
Hermione stepped forward unconsciously, picking up the bottle.
She was still too sober for her liking, even with how much of a lightweight she was. And she knew the twins had plenty more downstairs.
So taking this one wouldnāt hurt right?
She didnāt want to go down feeling this soberādidnāt want to seem so out of place when everyone had been rather sloshed.
Plus, Fred had said he liked seeing her let loose. And she liked that⦠a little too much.
She wished he said more about what he liked about her.
She shook her head, forcing the thoughts away. They needed to stop. She needed to get him out of her head. Or she just needed to stop thinking at all.
So she opened the bottle, taking a swig without a second thought.
The warm liquid coated her throat, warmer than she remembered Firewhisky being. It also tingled, making her wince, her lips smacking together unconsciously.
But the feeling never went away. It only amplified.
A surge of heat went through her body, spreading down her throat to her arms, to her stomach, down her legs.
To the center of her thighs.
Footsteps shook her out of her thoughts, and her head snapped to the door.
Fred stood by the doorframe, eyes examining her.
āSnooping, āMione?ā He smirked, eyes twinkling with amusement.
āNo, Iāā She started, stunned, heat warming her cheeks at being caught.
His eyes moved from her gaze downward, landing on the bottle in her hand. They flickered to the bedside table sheād gotten it from, then back to her hand. His eyes widened.
āWhatāHermione, did you drink that?ā Fred cut her off, his eyes focused on the bottle in her hand.
āSorry, your door was open so Iāā
āNo. I donātāā Fred spoke, his voice sounding weirdly⦠worried? She couldnāt quite place his tone. āJust, did you drink it?ā
Hermioneās brow furrowed. She wasnāt expecting him to react like this.
Was he mad sheād drank his Firewhisky?
But it didnāt seem like that. This seemed like something else.
Before she could form words, her core fluttered again. A gasp left her mouth.
She knew that feeling. All too well.
Nights when sheād grown heavy with lustātouching down there to relieve herself.
It was the exact same.
Her eyes locked with Fredās again. They were still wide, but something in them had changed. He seemed⦠more urgent than before.
Fred swore under his breath, striding across the room.
Hermione blinked, swaying slightly where she stood. Her heart hammered against her ribs, her skin starting to flush and burn.
āOkay, listen to me,ā Fred said in a low voice, reaching for the bottle. His fingers brushed hers, and the contact alone made her shiver. He hissed through his teeth, yanking the bottle away and setting it down on the desk behind him. āThat wasnāt Firewhisky, āMione.ā
She stared at him, brain moving sluggishly, the heat in her growing stronger.
āWhat⦠was it then?ā She asked, voice hoarser than sheād meant it to be.
Fred ran a hand through his hair, tugging slightly at the ends. āItās a prototype. George and Iāweāre working on some⦠uh, enhanced drinks.ā
āEnhanced,ā Hermione repeated dumbly. Her knees wobbled.
Fred cursed again, stepping closer instinctively. His hands hovered like he didnāt know where to touch herāor if he should.
āItās not dangerous,ā he said quickly, like he needed to reassure her. āIt just⦠it, uhāā He glanced away for half a second, like even he was embarrassed. Fred, being embarrassed? It was unlike him, she thought. āIt heightens want. Lustful⦠want. You werenāt supposed to drink it, Hermione.ā
Another wave of heat rolled through her, stronger this time. She clenched her fists in the fabric of her jeans, trying to anchor herself, but it was useless.
The only thing she could think about was Fred.
His scent, his closeness, the way he was looking at her like he wanted to fix thisābut also like he wanted to run.
And, Merlinās beard, what had he just said? It heightened⦠lust?
She had just drank a lust potion⦠and now she was in front of Fred.
Losing herself in his presence.
Her heart raced, fear rising for a moment, only to be replaced by that warm, fluttery feeling again.
Hermione swallowed thickly. āI feelā¦ā She couldnāt finish.
āI know,ā Fred said quickly, rubbing the back of his neck. āI know. Shite, okay, we can fix this. You just have to sit, breathe, itāll passāā
But the way his voice had wrapped around her name, the concern in his eyesāit didnāt help.
It made it worse. It made her want to close the gap between them and bury her hands in his hair.
āFred,ā she whispered, a little brokenly.
He froze.
She took a step closer.
Fred stepped back like heād been burned. His eyes darted to the door, the noise from downstairs creeping up the staircase. Laughter. Footsteps.
Panic flickered across his face.
āWe canāt stay here,ā he muttered, more to himself than her. āAnyone couldāā He broke off, moving toward her quickly. āCome on.ā
His hand closed gently around her wristāwarm, careful, but firmāand Hermione let him pull her along. She stumbled after him, her body tingling everywhere his skin touched hers.
They crept into the hallway, Fred poking his head out first, scanning the common room below.
Too many people. Too loud. Too dangerous.
He cursed under his breath again, pausing for a moment, before guiding her down the stairs anywayāthe only way out of the noise, of the people, of the chaos.
They passed people quickly, but Hermione didnāt dare glance. Fred just continued leading her, pushing her through.
They stumbled out into the Hogwarts halls, the painting behind them falling shut.
He continued moving, further and further away from the common room.
She didnāt know where they were headed. She couldnāt think.
All she could feel was his hand on her, and this heat that swelled from belowāhow much she wished heād touch her somewhere else.
Fred rounded a corner, yanking open a door to a classroom without hesitation. He pulled her inside, shutting the door behind them with a quiet thud. Darkness swallowed them whole, only thin slivers of moonlight cutting through the old windows.
He pulled out his wand, murmuring Muffliato in a rushed, urgent breath, before slipping it back into his trousers.
Hermione moved to lean heavily against the wall, breathing hard. The potion was burning through her now, sharp and hungry, and Fred felt like the only solid thing she should cling to.
He paced once, running a hand through his hair again, muttering something that sounded suspiciously like ābloody hell.ā
Hermioneās chest heaved. She couldnāt tear her eyes away from him.
āOkay,ā Fred said finally, stopping a few feet away, like he didnāt trust himself to get closer. His voice was rough. āYouāre gonna be fine. Itāll wear off. Justājust stay put. Stay here.ā
She pressed her head against the wall, trying to find something cool, something to ground her.
It didnāt help. Nothing would.
Because Fred was looking at her like that.
And she wantedāMerlin, she wantedā
āFred,ā she breathed, half-pleading, her hands fisting uselessly at her sides.
He swore again, this time louder, and turned away from her like he couldnāt even bear to look at her.
āFred,ā she whispered again, the sound wrecked and small.
He stood with his back to her, hands gripping the edge of a dusty old desk like he could anchor himself there, like if he moved, he would do something heād regret.
Hermioneās heart thudded against her ribs. The heat inside her was unbearable nowācurling, clawing, needyāand she didnāt know how to hide it.
Her hands shook as she pushed off the wall.
She barely remembered crossing the room.
Only that one moment she was staring at the broad set of his shouldersāand the next, her fingers brushed against the back of his jumper.
Fred flinched like sheād burned him.
āHermioneāā His voice cracked. He twisted to face her. āWhatāā
Her lips parted. She couldnāt breathe. Couldnāt think.
Only feel.
The potion thrummed under her skin, in between her legs, drowning everything else.
āPlease,ā she whispered. Her hands slid up his chest, clumsy, desperate. āHelp me, Iāmake it stopāā
Hermione couldnāt even think about what she was saying. Everything had changed so quickly, and the potion gave her no room to question whether this was right or not.
She just felt her need for him.
And it was stronger than ever.
Fredās eyes widened, his jaw tightening, his whole body stiffening.
āHermioneā¦ā he said roughly. āWhat⦠do you feel right now?ā
Hermione paused, peering into his gaze. That lovely, hazel hue stared back at her.
āIā¦ā Hermioneās voice trembled, overwhelmed at the warmth and want coursing through her. āI feel⦠warm, andāā
āNoāwhat do you feel about me right now?ā Fred cut in, his hand hovering over her shoulder, hesitant.
Hermioneās cheeks warmed, the rational part of her waking at his words, at the blunt statement. But her mouth opened before she could even think.
āI want you,ā she breathed.
She barely recognized her own voiceāwrecked, pleading.
The truth, the dark secret sheād been hiding, pushing down for so long, was out. Just like that. So easily.
It felt like she wasnāt in control. Or really, that the potion was just unleashing everything from her she didnāt want to reveal.
Fredās breath caught, his eyes darkening.
āDāyou really mean that?ā His tone was low, breathy. The hand that had been hovering started to inch closer, like he was losing control over himself.
Her body throbbed. Ached. Burned.
āPlease,ā she begged again, pressing closer, fists twisting in the fabric of his jumper. āI canātāFred, please, justāā
Fred made a low, broken sound deep in his throat.
Like he was in pain.
āYou donāt get it, Hermione. The potionāā Fred paused, swallowing harshly, āāItās not just⦠normal want.ā
Hermioneās hands continued to move over his jumper, his body trembling under her touch.
āWhat do you mean?ā She managed to ask, her voice soft.
āIt only reacts to someone if thereās already⦠something there,ā he added quietly, gaze flicking down to her lips before returning to her eyes.
Hermioneās stomach flipped. She pulled away swiftly, the movement taking every bit of control left in her.
It was at that moment another wave of heat coursed through her. Her legs pressed against each other against her control, panic surging within her.
āFred,ā she said, barely audible, āyou should go.ā
āI know,ā he said. But he didnāt move. āIābloody hell, just⦠Can you tell me one thing first?ā His hand ran through his hair, antsy, like he wasnāt really sure whether to be saying this.
Hermione gulped, peering into his gaze. The room felt too warm, her skin too sticky, the need present in her all too encompassing.
Every nerve felt like it was on fire.
āWas it me?ā
Hermioneās brow furrowed, confused on what he was asking.
His fingers passed through his hair again, āWhat you said. What you think about a lot,ā
Hermione froze, finally realizing what he was saying. Truth or Hex. What George had asked her.
Whatās something you think about more than you should?
Of course it was him. It was always him.
Thatās what terrified her, and also excited her.
She hated that her eyes always searched for him in a crowd, but even then, when she finally caught sight of himāthe flutter in her stomach made all the worry wash away.
She let out a whimper against her will, unable to force any words.
Something in Fred seemed to crack, the last thread of restraint slipping from his fingers. He took a careful step forward, watching her the whole time.
Hermioneās breath hitched. She didnāt move.
āI didnāt want to think it meant more,ā he said, his voice low. āBut tonight, you looked at me like that and I justāā
He stopped right in front of her, chest rising and falling hard, lips parted like he was about to say more but didnāt know how.
Hermioneās hands clenched at her sides. Her pulse thudded in her ears. āI didnāt mean for it to happen like this,ā she said, voice trembling. āI didnātāI canātāā
Fred leaned in slowly, cautiously, until his mouth was near her ear. His breath brushed her skin, and her eyes fluttered shut.
āSāthat what you meant, āMione?ā He breathed. āDid you mean me?ā
She shivered. Everything in her screamed to pull him closer.
ā...Yes,ā she whispered.
Fred exhaled like heād been holding it the whole time. And then, finally, he touched herājust his fingers brushing her wristābut it was enough to ignite everything again.
Fredās fingers lingered, unsure at first, like he was waiting for her to pull away.
She didnāt.
Hermioneās hands moved back to his chest, eager to touch every part of him.
She leaned in before she could stop herself, her forehead barely brushing his. Her breath trembled. āI donāt know what Iām doing,ā she admitted, voice nearly silent.
Fredās hand slid up to her cheek, warm and careful. āI know this isnāt right,ā he murmured. āI know I shouldnāt want what I wantāā
āBut you do.ā She finished for him.
His words matched exactly how sheād been thinking for the past months. The whole situation still felt so surreal to her, that her and Fred were even in this position to begin with.
But she didnāt want it to stop.
āI do,ā he breathed.
He leaned in, pausing for just a second, his breath ghosting over her skin like a dangerous promise.
And then, finally, closed the distance. Their lips met, soft at firstāalmost questioning.
But then Hermione kissed him harder.
It was too much and not enough, messy and desperate, all the tension from the night spilling over. His hands buried in her hair, her fingers fisting his jumper, holding on like if they stopped theyād have to face the reality of what they were doing.
The taste of him, the feel of his mouth against hersāit was everything sheād dreamed of. She gasped against him, overwhelmed with emotion.
Hermione barely registered when Fred backed them into a desk, his hands curling under her thighs to lift her onto it. She let him, never breaking the kiss.
Each part his hands touched had her nerves fluttering, each sensation heightened from the potion. But really, she knew it was because it was him touching her.
His hands gripped her hips, dragging her flush against him.
The kiss deepened. Heated. Desperate.
Hermione gasped into his mouth, the heat between her legs pooling, unbearable now.
Fred kissed her back like a man drowningādevouring, desperateābefore yanking away, breathing ragged.
āTell me to stop,ā he rasped, forehead pressed to hers. His hands shook where they held her. āHermioneāFuck, tell me to stopāā
āDonāt you dare,ā she whispered back.
Fred let out a low, desperate laugh, almost disbelieving. Her eyes met his, noticing how fierce and glassy they were with need.
And then he kissed her again, harder this time.
Hermione whimpered into the kiss, clutching at his jumper, yanking him closer.
She needed more. More of him. Needed him to touch her, claim her, anything to end the ache burning through her.
Fred pulled back again, breathing hard, forehead resting against hers.
āThis is wrong,ā he rasped, voice low and broken. āYouāyouāre Ronās best friend. I shouldnātāā
Hermione shook her head frantically, trying to chase his mouth again, but he held her still, his hands trembling against her waist.
āFred, please,ā she whispered, the words spilling out without shame. āI want you. Iāve always wanted you.ā
His breath hitched, like her words knocked the air from his lungs.
āYou donāt mean that,ā he said, voice rough. āNot really. Not like this.ā
He searched her eyes, like he needed to believe herābut didnāt trust himself to.
āI do,ā she insisted, her hands gripping the front of his jumper. āI swear it. Fred, Iāā She broke off, chest heaving.
Her whole body screamed for him, but her heart ached too, heavy with the truth sheād never dared to say.
āI like you,ā she choked out. āEven if I shouldnāt.ā
Fredās hands fisted in the fabric at her hips, like he was barely holding himself together.
āYouāre not thinking straight,ā he muttered, squeezing his eyes shut. āThe potionāā
āNo, itās notāitās not just that,ā Hermione gasped, desperate for him to believe her. āPlease. Please donāt make me beg. ā
Fred opened his eyes, and the look he gave her nearly undid herāall wrecked, all wrong, all hers.
āIf I touch you now, Hermioneāthereās no going back.ā He said, voice low.
She nodded, barely. āI know,ā she breathed. āBut I donāt want to go back.ā
Fred swore under his breath, sending shivers down her spine as she waited for him to answer.
He stared at her for a long, awful second.
And then, as if fully resigning himself, he closed the distance again, kissing her.
Slower this time. Deeper. Like he was memorizing every part of her he wasnāt supposed to have.
His hand cupped her cheek, thumb trembling as it brushed against her skin.
āIf you want me to stop,ā he murmured against her mouth. āTell me. Iāll stop.ā
āDonāt you dare,ā she repeated.
And Fred groaned, low and wrecked, before pulling her into him.
His hands moved, skimming down her sides, hesitant at firstālike he couldnāt believe he was allowed to touch her. His fingers dug into the curve of her waist, holding her like sheād disappear if he let go.
Hermione gasped against his mouth, nails tracing up his chest, tugging at his jumper, desperate to feel more.
Fred cursed under his breath, breaking the kiss to stare at herāflushed cheeks, parted lips, eyes blown wide and glassy.
Just searching. Looking at her, examining her.
Hermione met his gaze, her body unconsciously rubbing against his, desperate for some relief.
He kissed her againārougher this time, tasting the small whimper she gaveāand pressed his hips against hers.
She let out a sharp breath as his arousal touched her, hard and hungry, like heād been holding back far too long. Her hips rolled forwards, finally seeking some of that relief sheād been begging for.
Fred let out a low groan, but didnāt break the kiss. His hands started to roam over her, slipping under her sweater, caressing her skin.
Everywhere he touched burned, sending jolts of pleasure to places she hadnāt even known could ache like this.
Hermione matched his actions, but faster. Her fingers hooked on the bottom edge of his jumper, twisting it upwards.
Fred broke away from her mouth, and his hands replaced hers, messy and quickly, as he pulled it up and over his head. It fell on the ground nearby, discarded.
Hermione took in the span of skin, eyes wide, hazy almost at the sight. His chest heaved, and she couldnāt stop her hand from going forward, tracing down the middle of his ribcage, moving in time with his breaths.
Fredās breath hitched as her hand trailed down further. Right when she met his waistline, his hand gripped hers firmly, strong but not painful. Her eyes swept upwards quickly, meeting his gaze.
āNot yet,ā he breathed, voice hoarse, but the corner of lips still managed to curl up.
Hermione let out a whimper, confused and overwhelmed with the absolute need to touch him further.
āIf you touch me now, Iām liable to combust,ā Fred said, his voice a mix of desperation and amusement. He gave her a crooked smile, his grip on her wrist tightening just slightly, as if to steady himself. āAnd thatād really ruin the mood.ā
āYou did say ācanāt go wrong with riskyā,ā Hermione said breathily, her free hand lightly brushing across his chest. āIām just taking your advice.ā
Fred grinned further. āCurse you for being so smart,ā he huffed, his voice strained.
Hermione let out a small chuckle, matching his grin.
āBut you like it,ā she whispered.
āYeah,ā he murmured, his voice breathy. His hand let go of hers and moved to press her down further on the desk. āBut let me have one shred of self-control, yeah?ā He said with a cheeky smirk.
Her hand fell softly by her side, and desperate for something to hold onto, something to ground herself, she gripped at the edge of the classroom desk.
Hermioneās heart skipped at his boldness, at the weight of his words. Sheād thought countless timesāhidden, wrong thoughts that sheād forced deep downāabout what Fred would be like when he was being intimate.
But nothing compared to seeing it in personāthe way his face flushed, his eyes half-lidded and locked on her, as if she were the only thing that existed.
Fred leaned forward, capturing her lips once more in a heavy kiss. Every bit of her urged to do more, but she found herself listening to his words despite the want to disregard them.
Something about Fred taking control made her ache in ways she didnāt have words for.
She vaguely registered his hand tracing the side of her zip-up sweater, moving further up, right to her shoulder.
His mouth left hers, and started slowly, painfully trailing down the side of her neck, kissing as he went. Hermione shivered with each touch, small breaths leaving her mouth, her eyes falling shut in response.
He kissed her shoulder, then started to move further in, right above her breasts. Hermioneās hands left the side of the desk to tangle themselves in his hair. Fred let out a groan in between the kisses, pressing his hips against her once more.
Right when his lips met between her collarbones, he paused for a moment. Hermioneās eyes flickered open, meeting his. Her breath caught in her throat at the sight, his hair tousled from her fingers having run through, and his gazeā
It was dark, searching, and he briefly glanced down at her zipper, where his hand now was. It became clear to her what he was asking, and Hermione nodded quickly, his hand starting to pull downwards.
The sound of her sweater being unzipped resonated loudly in the otherwise quiet room.
The fabric fell open, the only thing between his bare skin and hers now a tank top she had haphazardly thrown on. Fredās fingers hooked under the shoulder strap, agonizingly slow, and Hermione let out a quiet whine, growing impatient.
Fred let out a low chuckle, but didnāt move faster, like he enjoyed getting the reaction out of her.
It was so⦠him. He always did enjoy spurring a reaction, and it came as no surprise that he enjoyed it in situations like this, too.
āTsk. So impatient, Hermione.ā He teased, grinning against her skin.
āCan you really blame me?ā Hermione huffed out, but she met his grin regardless.
āNo, but donāt they say slow and steady wins the race?ā Fred hummed, sending her another cheeky smirk.
Hermione rolled her eyes, but just to spite him, tugged harshly on his hair, earning a low moan from him. His jaw fell slack, his eyes widening, before he quickly recovered, a sinister grin forming on his lips.
Fred swiftly grabbed his wand out of his pocket, muttering a quick Evanesco under his breath, his smile never leaving his lips.
āWonāt be needing thisāā Fred said with a cheeky smile, but paused before he could finish talking, smile faltering as he took in her appearance, as if he just realized what heād done, āāanymoreā¦ā He finished, his voice low and breathy.
Hermioneās breath hitched as cold air hit her flushed skin, only to realize she was now completely naked from the waist up, her hands falling from his hair absentmindedly.
His eyes roamed over her, dark and heady, as if committing every part of her to memory. Her chest heaved with ragged breaths as she let him examine her.
The lust potion had previously triumphed over any amount of shame or embarrassment, but in this moment, she couldnāt deny she felt a little self-conscious.
Sheād never⦠done this with anyone before, and being here with him, having him see her like this, was a little more overwhelming than she thought itād be.
But her worries washed away as Fred spoke once more.
āBeautiful,ā he breathed out, chest heaving like hers. āHermione, youāre beautiful.ā
Her stomach fluttered at the words; at how earnestly heād said it, how enamoured he looked, and from that alone, Hermione felt inclined to believe him.
She didnāt respond, not really sure of what to say, and just watched as his hand moved forward slowly, his fingertips finally brushing against her breast.
Hermioneās back arched in response, her skin tingling where he touched. Fred met her response by letting out a low, ragged breath, and then placed his hand fully over her breast, grasping lightly, hesitantly, as if he still couldnāt believe what he was doing.
But he quickly grew more confident, and so did Hermione, as she felt another wave of heat course through her, fabricated but also so, so pleasing.
She pressed up against him, her impatience nearing its peak, and let out his name in a wrecked, desperate voice.
āFred, please,ā
He let out a groan and leant forward, his free hand starting to palm her other breast, while his lips wrapped firmly around her nipple and sucked, hard.
She felt the pleasure immediately, letting out a whine, her hands moving to hold onto his biceps to feel more of himāto be closer to him.
He pulled away after a short moment, letting out harsh breaths as he took in the sight of her. Hermioneās legs wrapped around his, dragging him flush against her.
Fred let out a stuttered breath as her hand moved to his arousal once more, pressing in lightly.
She liked this side of him, liked how good it felt to be teased with, especially because it was him, but sheād become too warmāneeded him too much now. She couldnāt wait anymore.
Her gaze met his, pleading, and he seemed to understand the desperation within her as his hands quickly replaced hers. He started unbuckling his belt, the clang too loud, too emphasized, but it was all she could focus on as she held her breath.
Fred gave her a look as he fumbled with the buckle, like his hands wouldnāt work right.
Hermione tugged at his belt then to help, clumsy and urgent.
āThis is mad,ā he said, his voice eager. āThis isāinsaneāā
His trousers fell quickly when the belt became undone, leaving him only in his underpants. Hermione couldnāt help but stare at the bulge pressing against the fabric, gulping as she realized how real this situation was.
What they were really about to do.
She didnāt realize how much sheād been staring until Fredās hand went under her chin, tilting her head up. āEyes up here, Hermione,ā Fred smirked.
Her cheeks warmed at his words, but before she could even respond, Fredās hands moved downwards, curling into the waistband of her jeans, tugging them down, and lifting her legs to toss them across the room.
Hermione didnāt dare move, eager for what he was about to do next.
He leaned forward and captured her lips, rushed, messy, like the few moments he hadnāt been kissing had been too long for him to handle.
She felt his hand slip under the fabric of her knickers, finally brushing against the spot she ached the most.
Fred swore against her lips, pulling away slightly to look down at where his hand touched. āFuck, youāre soaked,ā his voice came out heavy and ragged.
Hermione let out a whimper, head falling back unconsciously. She could feel how wet she was, and could only imagine how drenched his fingers must be.
Her body was thrumming with need, and the more he touched her, the worse and better it got.
The hotter, the heavier.
She felt ruined alreadyāundone by his hands alone.
Hermione felt his hand against the back of her neck, and then she was dragged forward, kissing him again, wet, unforgivingāfilled with everything that brewed between them.
And then his finger entered her, curling up just to hit that spotāthat spot that had every part of her trembling.
āHm? āMione, does that feel good?ā He breathed against her lips with a teasing lilt. āRight there?ā
That nickname again. Itād always been different when he used it, but now it had changed again.
Itād become more heated. More breathy. Less innocent.
Far, far from innocent.
Hermioneās head fell back once more, as āpleaseā and āyesā fell from her mouth against her control. Fred responded by adding another finger, the heel of hand pressing against her clit.
The combined pleasure had loose, wrecked breaths falling from her lips.
āYouāre driving me crazy,ā Fred muttered, and curled his fingers just right, pulling a wanton moan out of her.
āPlease, pleaseāFred, ah, I need youāā She rushed out, her mind in a haze, āI needāā
Fred removed his fingers and tugged harshly at her knickers, letting them fall to the floor. He let out a curse, and Hermioneās gaze met his face as he took in the sight of her.
Like he couldnāt control himself, he brought his thumb to her clit, teasing it lightly, his gaze entirely focused as she unravelled once more under his touch.
āYouāre going to be the death of me, you know that?ā Fred managed out, his voice hoarse, his teasing touch never stopping.
āI could say the same about you,ā she breathed out, surprised she could still form a coherent thought.
He let out a chuckle, breathless, like all the air had been taken out of his lungs.
He moved his hand, and met her gaze, before tugging his own underpants down, his arousal now in full view to her. His hand wrapped around himself, his jaw tightening as he tugged once like he couldnāt stop himself, like he was desperate for relief.
Hermione swallowed as she took him in, this being a first for herāonly ever seeing stuff like this in textbooks hidden away at the back of the libraryāand felt it could never compare to the real thing.
The tip was red in color, inflamed, and curled up against his stomach.
Fred cast her a lookādark, destroyedābefore pressing himself against her core, thrusting forward with a rugged grunt.
Hermione let out a moan, gasping as he brushed over her clit.
He thrust forward again, his hands finding her hips once more, grasping, holding on like it was all that was keeping him stable.
And then, finally, he lined himself up at her entrance, pausing for a moment. Holding himself still, fighting himself even now.
āLast chance,ā he rasped, voice barely a whisper. āTell me no.ā
Hermione looked up at himāthe one sheād wanted for longer than she could admitāand pulled him closer with trembling hands.
āYes,ā she whispered.
Fred groaned, deep and guttural, and pushed in slowly, inch by agonizing inch.
Hermione gasped, head falling back against the desk, clutching at his shoulders as he filled her. The pleasure immediately ran through her, satiating the burn that continued to relent.
It was too much, yet not enough.
Fred moved slowly at first, careful, letting her adjust, murmuring curses against her skin. But when he picked up the pace, his breath became rougher, harsher.
She could barely breathe, barely think, only feelāhim moving inside her, him pressing kisses against her throat, her jaw, her mouth.
It was messy, desperate, beautiful.
Everything sheād wanted for so long.
He held her like she was something precious even as he moved faster, thrusts growing rougher, needier.
āYouāreāā Fred groaned, burying his face against her neck, ākilling meāā
Hermione moaned, nails digging into his back, legs wrapping tighter around his waist, pulling him deeper.
āFred,ā she gasped. āDonāt stopāpleaseāā
He didnāt.
He just thrusted into her harder, groaning against her skin, losing whatever last shreds of control heād shown before.
The sound of skin against skin, the creak of the old desk under them, the breathless gasps spilling from Hermioneās mouth, filled the room.
Hermione clung to him desperately, her hands buried in his hair, her mouth pressed to his shoulder as little broken whimpers fell from her lips.
Fred kissed herāmessy, bruising kisses that missed her mouth half the time, smearing across her jaw, her throatālike he couldnāt get enough, couldnāt stop even if he tried.
āHermioneāā he muttered against her skin, āāyouāre perfectāā
Every drag of his hips against hers lit up her nerves, made her dizzy, made her want more. Her body arched into him without thought, chasing every touch, every deep thrust.
Fred was gripping her like he was terrified sheād disappear if he let go.
Her voice cracked, raw with need as she let out a moan, and Fred growled low in his throat, slamming into her harder, deeper.
Hermione cried out, pleasure spiraling higher and higher, tightening in her belly until it was almost unbearable.
Fred kissed her again, swallowing her sounds, thrusting into her with a ragged rhythm that was getting sloppier, more frantic.
āYou feelāfuckāyou feel so good,ā he gasped against her mouth.
Hermione was closeāso close it hurtābut she didnāt want it to end yet, wanted to stay like this, wrapped around him, forever.
Fred must have felt it too, because he slowed, dragging out each deep, rolling thrust, making her whimper and sob against his lips.
The heat coiled tighter, higher, building unbearably between them.
When he finally drove into her harder again, Hermione shattered, body clenching around him, a broken, desperate cry ripped from her chest as she came.
Fred followed with a strangled groan, thrusting into her a few more times before burying himself deep, finishing inside her, shuddering as he collapsed against her trembling form.
They clung to each other, breathing ragged and uneven, Hermioneās heart hammering in her chest.
Fred kissed her temple, her cheek, her jawāfrantic, soft kissesālike he still couldnāt quite believe she was there.
Hermione squeezed her eyes shut, overwhelmedānot just from the lingering effects of the potion, but from him.
From the way he was holding her.
Like she was his.
Then, Fred pulled away slowly, eyes still locked on her, his hands twitching. Like it pained him to do so.
He moved to search for his trousers on the floor, pulling out his wand from them, muttering Scourgify under his breath, followed by another spell to redress them, the clothes flying swiftly, carefully, back onto their skin.
But the absence of her undershirt and braāvanished by his magicāreminded her of what theyād just done.
Hermione lay there, spent, chest heaving, breath uneven. Her skin felt flushed, raw, and she could feel every inch of her body, suddenly too aware of everything.
She blinked up at him, dazed, still coming down from the sort of euphoric high, but already that haze of desire was starting to clearāreplaced by something else.
Something heavier, though not unwanted.
Fredās hands were shaking as he leaned forward, brushing hair out of her face, his fingers trembling against her skin. He kissed her temple like he couldnāt stop himself.
āām sorry,ā he whispered hoarsely, uncertainty lacing his tone, like he wasnāt sure if that was the right thing to say.
Hermione blinked up at him, dazed, still riding the last of the potionās effects, but the edges of reality were quickly returning. The heat in her belly, the frantic need that had driven her to this momentāit all felt like a dream, a feverish blur.
But she didnāt regret it. Never would.
She managed a tiny, tired smile, a little breathless but starting to steady herself.
āIām not.ā
Fred gave a wrecked laugh, burying his face in her hair, clinging to her like he was afraid the world might come crumbling down at any moment.
Fred pulled away slowly, breaths still heavy, his hands lingering on her for a moment. Hermione swallowed, blinking up at him, her chest rising and falling too quickly.
A heaviness settled deep within her, despite the fact that this was what sheād wanted for so long. She couldnāt place it at first, but she knew nowāsheād become suddenly aware of the consequences their actions might have.
The very consequences thatād prevented her from pursuing this in the first place.
Who sheād done this with.
Fred. Her best friendās brother.
āHermione?ā Fredās voice was soft, hesitant.
She ran a hand through her hair, still trying to catch her breath. āI... I canāt believe we just did that.ā
Fredās brow furrowed, concern flickering in his eyes. āAre you alright?ā
āI⦠yeah. I am,ā she said slowly, as if testing the words. āBut it feels like I shouldnāt be.ā
He gave a small, nervous laugh. āBecause of Ron.ā
She nodded, guilt twisting in her stomach. āHeād lose it. If he knew.ā
Even though they both had acknowledged it, had known that was a complication, it felt all the more real now that she actually had to deal with it.
Fred looked down, running a hand through his hair. āYeah. He would.ā Then, more quietly, āBut Iām done caring about what he might think,ā
Her eyes shot up, searching his face.
āāMione⦠I like you. Even if I shouldnāt,ā his lips curled up slightly as he referenced her earlier words. āBut I canāt deny it anymore.ā
Hermione felt a small smile tug at her lips, feeling a little more certain at his words.
āIāve tried to ignore it,ā she admitted. āTried to tell myself it was nothing. That it would pass.ā
Fred didnāt speak. He just watched her, quietly waiting.
āBut it hasnāt,ā she said softly. āAnd I donāt want it to.ā
Something in his expression relaxedārelief, maybe. Hope. He took her hand, gently this time, like he was afraid she might still pull away.
āI want this,ā she whispered, eyes locked on their hands, her voice steadier now. āI want you.ā
Fred let out a breath he didnāt seem to realize heād been holding, then leaned in, resting his forehead against hers.
It was unspoken, but they both knew. The restāthe complicationsācould come later.
Right now, all that mattered was the small, reassuring smile Fred gave her before leaning in, kissing her again. Soft. Certain.
And filled with everything neither of them had been able to say.