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Best ship with less than 100 works on AO3 round 2 part 1: Fred x Hermione vs Remy x Jamis
Fred x Hermione
Remy x Jamis
Voting ended onApr 12
Fred x Hermione (from RIverdale!) (97): "they dated in high school but she left him for the rich kid she ended up marrying, and then as adults when she returns to town with her husband in jail they carry on an affair. spicy stuff! they even end up competing over whos going to be the next mayor, which couldve been insane foreplay but was never explored sadly"
Remy x Jamis (5): "Fellas, is it gay to be broken out of years long apathy and anger by admiration for your captain and then devote your life to serving him? Is it gay to betrothe the man you have a crush on to your sister so that he doesn't have to return to his horrible family and can instead stay by your side, forever?"
hello! since I read a lot on here and also on AO3, I thought I might as well compile every oneshot, series, and/or blurb I've been hoarding quietly over the years. hope you enjoy some of these as much as I do and give some love to these great authors.
some things to keep in mind:
⢠95% of this list are 'remus x reader' fics because he's my beloved, so I made a section for the ones that aren't hehe - no poly!marauders
⢠these are all either female or gender neutral reader
⢠you might find one slytherin!reader because that's my house, but that isn't an element in these stories
⢠most are smuts. sue me.
⥠fluff
âž angst
âď¸ smut
â° favourites
Remus Lupin
fics/oneshots:
professor!lupin roleplay âď¸
you just want to be good for him - blurb ⥠âď¸
you want him to be more rough but he's scared he'll hurt you - blurb âď¸
remus has a secret admirer âĄ
shy!remus x shy!reader plus slight fake dating âĄ
remus returns after his first date âĄ
remus is a fool who pushes people away âžâĄ
after years of getting bullied, you meet remus âžâĄ
you're studying moon phases and the effects each stage had on lycanthropes âžâĄ
marauders, lily and you help remus after a rough full moon âž
coworkers post hogwarts - muggle!reader âž âď¸
now this is an intense read; as a former catholic i cannot stress enough how much i enjoyed reading this. also the subheadings are all spot on ugh
flatmate!remus and mirror sex âď¸
hot tub after a difficult full moon ⥠âď¸
â° james and sirius love watching remus fuck his gf, unbeknownst to either of you âď¸
â° remus and hermione discuss poetry (slightly âž) âď¸ AO3
canon divergent (post-war?)
tall remus for the win âď¸
remus is given an alternative potion to wolfsbane âď¸
tired, whiny reader âž âď¸
comforting remus in the shrieking shack âž âď¸
blurbs:
marauders' morning routine âĄ
how each marauder would act when in love âĄ
remus as your boyfriend headcanons âĄ
marauders' ongoing joke
remus helps overwhelmed reader after a long week âď¸
Others:
The Debt of Time AO3 (read the tags)
summary: When Hermione finds a way to bring Sirius back from the veil, her actions change the rest of the war. Little does she know her spell restoring him to life provokes magic she doesn't understand and sets her on a path that ends with a Time-Turner.
The Life Cycle of the Common Rat âž AO3
summary: peter pettigrew: rat, traitor, coward. above all, human.
after the war, hermione works at the hogwarts library âžâĄ AO3
too fun not to read
sirius is smitten by weasley!reader âď¸
fred pranks hermione... or that's what she thinks âĄ
SUMMARY: A Gryffindor party, a prototype lust potion, and Hermione Granger trying very hard not to think about Fred Weasley in ways she shouldnât. Too bad the magic had other plans.
âSâthat what you meant, âMione?â He breathed. âDid you mean me?â
She shivered. Everything in her screamed to pull him closer.
â...Yes,â she whispered.
Fred exhaled like heâd been holding it the whole time. And then, finally, he touched herâjust his fingers brushing her wristâbut it was enough to ignite everything again.
CW: MDNI 18+ | smut, truth or dare, but really only truth and the other option is to taste vomit and sell your soul to the devil, fast burn, this is why snape drinks, mildly dubious consent, tension, best friend's brother, partying, drinking
A/N: hey guys, had a lot of chocolate and not a lot of sober. cant beluvee i didnt pst this sooer on tumblah. fremione huge WWWWWWWWW enjoy
11.7k words.
It was wrong. So, so morally wrong, that what she wanted was not someone random, someone with no complications, but insteadâher best friendâs brother.
She didnât know when it started.
When her gaze started catching his fiery hair amongst crowds. And why her gaze lingered on him particularly, and not his twin, who shared his face but hadnât carried quite the same charm Fred did; or mostly, how she felt when faced with it.
Maybe it was the way he had always been soft with her.
Fred joked a lot, more so than George. She always rolled her eyes at his antics, but she couldnât deny that they made her chuckle every time without fail. And lately, she noticed her laughter dragged too long for it to be considered normalâand so was the feeling it left behind.
The glint in his eyes when he caught her each time never failed to make her stomach flutter, either.
Maybe it was more than that.
She didnât want to admit it. Not even to herself.
But the way heâd lean just a little closer when he spoke to her, like she was the only one worth listening toâthat did something.
Her heart always beat faster, traitorous and loud, whenever he said her name.
He had a way of making it sound like a secret.
âHermione.â Like it meant something. Like she meant something.
And maybe thatâs when it startedâwhen she caught herself smiling before heâd even opened his mouth. When she started searching for him in the halls in between classesâjust so she could catch his eye for half a second longer.
She told herself it didnât matter.
But it did.
Especially now.
âHey, Hermione,â Fred called out, his voice easy and brightâno cocky smirk this time, just that familiar glint in his eyes and a soft, teasing smile tugging at his lips.
Hermione was sitting in one of the Gryffindor common room chairs, Harry and Ron at a nearby table playing wizardâs chess. A few students were nearby, conversing with each other and relaxing.
Fred swiftly dropped into the seat next to her.
She paid no attention, and continued reading the book in her handsâone of the many among the pile sheâd built up on the side table nearby.
âFigures Iâd find you buried in books. Dâyou ever take a break?â Fredâs voice tilted, and in her periphery she saw him lean in to take a look.
Her heart fluttered against her control at his proximity. But she forced herself not to look up.
âReading is my break.â She responded curtly, though a playful smirk tugged faintly at her lips.
âShouldâve known youâd relax with something exhausting.â Fred said, and she could hear the grin in his voice even without looking at him.
It made the corners of her mouth curl up. She finally glanced toward him, unable to stop herself. They locked eyes, and her breath caught for a moment.
He was really⌠too close. And his eyes, hazel, twinkling with light as they always did, captured her.
She briefly clocked his attire. He was wearing his v-neck jumper, with the signature white shirt adorned with the Gryffindor colored tie.
Sheâd seen him wear it plenty of times, but she couldnât deny that each time he pulled it off well.
âThatâs rich coming from someone who thinks a good time involves fireworks and a nosebleed.â
Fred chuckled at her retort.
âWhy are you smiling like that?â Ron perked up from their chess game.
She was broken out of her daze at the words, heart pattering against her chest. Her head snapped toward Ron.
âLike what?â
There was a tightness in her voice she hadnât meant to show. Her heart skipped again. Had sheâd been that obvious? She didnât even realize sheâd been smiling a certain way at allâlet alone in a way that someone could notice. Could Ron tell? Tell what she felt⌠toward Fred?
Fred leaned against the arm of his chair, arms crossed, and dropped his voice to a mock whisper.
âSheâs charmed by my brilliance. Let her have this, mate.â
Hermione rolled her eyes, forcing a casual tone even as her pulse picked up. âYouâre impossible.â
Fred grinned, unfazed. âAnd yet, here you are.â
Harry glanced up from the board, a quiet smirk tugging at his mouth. Ron, on the other hand, went still, his jaw visibly tightening.
âWhatever,â Ron muttered. âWhy are you even here?â
âOh, yâknow. Just paying George a visit.â
âRight. So visit him,â Ron snapped, his attention turning back to the chess board.
Fred raised a brow. âBlimey, whatâs got you so rattled today? Canât I say hi without getting hexed?â
Ron rolled his eyes and made an aggressive move on the boardâonly for Harry to calmly slide his queen across the center.
âCheckmate,â Harry said, and the enchanted pieces sprang to life, slicing through Ronâs king with a sharp snap.
The tension broke just slightly, but Hermione couldnât help feeling the heat in her cheeks, hyper aware of the way Fredâs eyes kept occasionally glancing towards her.
âBloody hell! Did you practice over break or something?â Ron groaned, slumping back as his king toppled.
Hermione and Fred both let out a laugh. Fredâs eyes flicked to herâwarm, lingering, and she didnât dare move. The book rested forgotten in her lap.
He gave her a small, lopsided smile.
âYou cominâ to our party tonight, Hermione?â
âWhat? Just to see you make a fool of yourself?â
âAh, just another day for me, innit?â Fred smiled cheekily.
Hermione sent him a funny look, but chuckled against her control.
âFine. Maybe.â
âIâll take it,â he shrugged, the corners of his lips still turned up.
Sheâd known all about the Weasley twinsâ partiesâhosted late at night in the Gryffindor tower, but had never gone before.
It wasnât her scene, and felt like sheâd be too out of place in such a rowdy atmosphere.
It didnât help that being near Fred only contributed to her intrusive thoughts about him, and if she wasnât sober, she feared some of those thoughts might leak out.
And she couldnât have that happen.
But his words⌠him personally asking her. Hermioneâs heart fluttered.
Did he want her there? Did he like⌠spending time with her?
Or was he just being polite?
She dismissed the thought. She was reading too deeply into this.
âProbablyâs gonna be deader than Headless Nick,â Ron muttered from the table.
âYou wound me,â Fred said in mock offense, hand placed over his chest.
Ron just huffed, ignoring him.
Fred sent her a look briefly, before turning his gaze away.
âWell, thatâs my cue. Later, RonniekinsâNext time try thinking two moves ahead, yeah?â
âSod off,â Ron muttered, but it was half-hearted, seemingly more annoyed at himself than anything else.
Fred chuckled, that always present smirk never leaving his lips. He started to stand from his seat, but as he moved, his arm briefly brushed against Hermioneâsâaccidental, trivial.
But it affected her more than it should.
Tingles ran through her where they touched, spreading through her body. Fred hadnât paid any attention to it, already moving off toward the stairs to the dorms.
He threw them a lazy wave over his shoulder, not bothering to look back as he rounded the corner.
But his presence still remained. Hermione still felt that light, insignificant touch on her arm.
Like a constant reminder that what she felt toward him would never go away, would never stop plaguing her.
She swallowed in an attempt to calm her beating heart.
Ron watched the spot where Fred had just disappeared, then turned to her with a frown.
âYou know he only keeps going when you react like that.â
Hermione looked over, brow furrowed. âReact like what? Itâs just Fred.â
Ron rolled his eyes, letting out a huff, as if what sheâd said had just proven his point, then started resetting the chessboard, the clack of pieces a little too sharp.
Hermione sat back, staring at the open book in her lap. But she couldnât focus on it anymore.
Her eyes drifted to where Fred had gone, then quickly snapped away.
Students passed and went as she stood at the steps looming into the chaos.
Cups filled with liquid left unattended, scattered here and there on tables. Drunk students chatting, lingering in groups. Some danced to the loud music filling the large chamberâmusic she hadnât heard until she entered the common room.
She knew the Weasley twins were smart. Even if they messed around a lot.
Thatâs why they hadnât been caught for these parties before.
She imagined several Muffliato charms were placed beforehand, and a strict understanding that if anyone were to snitch, theyâd face severe consequences.
ââMione! Didnât think youâd come,â Fred shouted from nearby.
Soon, his familiar tall stature and signature red hair came into view.
She froze for a moment, not expecting to see him so quickly, but managed to recover. She couldnât show how he affected her.
Couldnât show how the nickname made her pulse race.
Hermione gave him a small smile as he jogged towards her, cup in hand. In the light, with him closer, she could see his reddened cheeks; clearly heâd been drinking. His movements appeared more sluggish, more loose.
âHey,â she greeted, her voice almost being drowned out by the music.
âSâbit loud in hereâyou can blame George for that,â Fred laughed. He leaned in closer, probably so she could hear him better. âWant a drink?â He smiled, gesturing to his cup.
Really, why had she come here?
This was proving more difficult than she thought.
She wasnât going to go, but the way Fred asked her, so kind, so expectant, she felt she couldnât turn down the request.
But to be this close to himâdrink with him?
It felt too intimate, even if it wasnât supposed to be.
âSure,â she mused, nodding her head.
He grinned, turning around for her to follow.
Hermione was swept through the crowd, Fred mouthing âSâexcuse me, tryna get my friend a drink here,â to get people out of the way. And what made it worse was he kept looking back to see she was following.
Always looking out for her. Even now.
Her heart battered against her chest.
They finally reached their destination, a little corner in the common room where George was talking with Lee, both laughing occasionally at something theyâd say.
âLook who came,â Fred spoke, and then suddenly their eyes were on her.
âHermione!â George greeted, giving her a smile. Lee gave her a subtle wave.
She smiled, saying hello to them both.
âNow, what dâya want? We gotââ Fred moved to a table covered in liquor bottles. âFirewhisky and then erâŚâ he picked up a bottle, âmore firewhisky! Proper selection, innit?â
Hermione let out a small laugh.
It was quite the collection, and she had no clue how he managed to get so many. Surely not in an appropriate wayâthis was Fred after all.
âOh, quite the options. I guess hm⌠maybe⌠firewhisky?â Hermione fake mused, tilting her head to sell the act. âMight be too risky, I donât knowâŚâ
âCanât go wrong with risky,â he smirked, already grabbing her a cup to pour the firewhisky.
For some reason, the words make her falter slightly, her heart fluttering. Curse her, but the words had an insinuation she knew she wasnât supposed to think about.
Hermioneâs heart thundered in her chest at the slight brush of their fingers as he handed it to her.
She felt all too sober to deal with this right now. To deal with being so close to him.
Everyone around her was drunk. So why shouldnât she let go too? Thatâs why Fred had invited her, right? To let loose? To have fun?
Maybe itâd help to stop thinking for once.
She took big gulps out of her cup at the new found resolution, tongue darting out to lick her wet upper lip when she lowered it.
Fred watched her, eyes glinting with something she couldnât quite placeâamusement, or intrigue, perhaps.
She swore for a second his eyes flickered to her lips, but all too quickly they were back to eye level.
âWoah, calm down. Sânot gonna run away from you,â Fred joked, laughing.
Hermione chuckled at the witty comment. He always found something funny to say. It was rather the opposite of her, where she shoved her face in books, took everything more seriously (more seriously than him, mostly), where Fred loved letting loose.
And she liked that about him.
It was why in his presence, she felt the temptation to do the same. He made her want to stop thinking about all her worries.
âIt just might,â she chimed, playing into his joke.
Fred smiled, letting out a chuckle. He moved swiftly to grab the Firewhisky bottle, topping up her cup.
âYou know, sâgood look on you, âMione. Should let loose more,â Fred commented, glancing up at her.
Her pulse raced.
That nickname again. It sounded entirely different coming from him. Made her feel entirely different.
âWhat? Trying to get me to be more like you, Fred?â Hermione mused.
He chuckled, his eyes twinkling with amusement.
âWho wouldnât want that?â He sent her a cheeky smile.
âOh, I donât know, I quite like not blowing up the classroom every other day, honestly.â She countered, watching his every movement.
Fred laughed, but before he could say anything else, George leaned in, muttering something in his ear. He turned his attention toward whatever George said, laughing at the comment.
Hermione let her eyes wander. The room felt warmer, heavier, the air thick from the bodies packed inside.
And yet, she noticed something else.
Everyone here looked free. Unburdened.
A breeze drifted in from the cracked window nearby. She stepped toward it absently, letting the cold air hit her flushed skin. Fred joined her a moment later, drink still in hand.
âYouâre always surrounded by people,â she said, eyes on the crowd. âReckless, loud, brilliant people. It must be... nice.â
Fred shrugged, a crooked grin forming. âSuppose it is. But what, not your crowd?â
She shook her head, a soft smile on her lips. âNo, not really. I think I justâI donât know. Sometimes I wish I could be like that. Let go. Be drawn to⌠people like that.â
Fred tilted his head. âPeople like what, exactly?â
Hermione didnât answer. Not directly. Her gaze turned back to the window, to the stars beyond. âThe kind that make it easy not to think so much.â
Fred didnât laugh. Didnât joke.
When she glanced at him, he was watching her, too quiet for someone like him. Her heart skipped. Maybe sheâd said too much. Maybe sheâd meant more than she should have.
The air between them shiftedâjust slightlyâbut it was enough to make her look away.
Fred cleared his throat. âRight. Uhââm just gonna chat with a few mates over there, you alright alone forra bit?â
She nodded quickly, then asked casually, âDo you know where Harry or Ron are?â
Fred blinked, like sheâd pulled them both back down to earth.
âYeahâRonniekinsâ sulking in his room. Harry went to him, I think.â
Hermione nodded, thanking him, and turned away.
She didnât look at him again.
But she felt itâhow something hung unspoken between them now. And maybe that was exactly why she needed to find her friends.
She continued drinking from her cup as she surveyed the area, moving through the dense crowd toward the direction of the dorms.
As she neared the stairwell, she spotted Harry and Ron walking down.
âHey! Was just wondering where you were,â she spoke, their gazes shifting up to her.
Ron shrugged, but his words were everything but careless, sharp and pointed, âDidnât think youâd be enjoying this, âMione,â
It was there she decided that the nickname definitely felt different coming from Fredâs lips.
âOh, piss off, Ron,â Hermione rolled her eyes, sipping from her cup again just to spite him.
âIgnore him, heâs just being a right git,â Harry commented.
âNot my fault I didnât wanna be here, you dragged me into this.â Ron argued, giving Harry a narrowed look.
But before Harry could respond, familiar blonde curls came into viewâand that headband she always adorned herself with.
Lavender.
Oh lord. Here we go.
âWon-Won! Where have you been?â Lavenderâs sharp, irritating voice was sadly not drowned out by the music.
But Hermione wished it was.
Lavender carried a similar cup to Hermione in her hands, her cheeks flushed like Fredâs.
âHey, Lav,â Harry greeted her with a cheeky grin, and she knew he was teasing Ron; he never called her with a nickname.
Ron sent him a look.
âYou donât mind if I steal him from you guys, right?â She smiled, her eyes wide and way too expectant. Like theyâd already said yes.
âGo ahead,â Harry said, lightly shoving Ron forward.
Ron sent them a desperate look as he was quickly dragged away by Lavender, her arm hooked around his; preventing him from escaping.
Hermione let out a laugh.
âHeâs glued to her side for the night, I reckon,â Hermione mused, glancing at Harry.
He chuckled. âDefinitely. He needs this, though. Donât know whatâs up with him today, right bitter and all.â
Hermione nodded, glancing around the room. She spotted the Weasley twins from far away, chatting with a group of people.
âGuess I should get a drink too?â Harry said.
Hermione gestured for him to follow, bringing him to the same spot Fred had.
She poured him Firewhisky in a similar cup, handing it to him. Then, she proceeded to chug the remainder of hers, placing the empty cup on the table.
âRonâs right, though. Didnât think youâd be here. Drinking no less,â Harry said, eyes darting over the crowd before landing back on her.
âJust wanted a change, I sâpose,â Hermione answered, the words coming out more slurred than she intended. It wasnât a lie, not really, but it wasnât fully the truth, either.
She had wanted a change; but deep down, she came to see Fred, too. Even though she knew she shouldnât crave that, but did anyway.
Hermione rarely ever drank, either, so that meant that when she did, she got drunk a lot faster. It was nice, not having to drink so much to get that warm, happy feeling, but it also meant it more easily affected her.
Made her lose control easier.
Harry nodded, sipping from his cup.
âHarry! Hermione!â Georgeâs voice rose above the music and chatter, calling from across the common room.
Their heads turned, spotting him waving toward them by the fireplace.
Hermione sent Harry a look, and he gave her a small smile, nodding for her to lead the way.
They moved through the crowd to where George was, finally reaching the spot. George was sprawled across the arm of one couch, Fred sat cross-legged on the floor with a drink in hand, Angelina, Katie, and Alicia deep in conversation across him.
Hermioneâs eyes flicked to Fredâand found him already watching her. He winked, slow and unbothered, and gave a crooked smile.
Like their small moment earlier hadnât happened.
Her chest tightened unexpectedly.
âPerfect timing!â George said brightly. âYouâre just in time for the next round.â
Hermione blinked. âRound?â Her and Harry said at the same time.
Fred grinned and tipped his drink slightly toward her. âTruth or Hex. Our own special.â
George patted the couch. âCome on. Sit. Play. Itâs dead simple. Tell the truth, or drink and take a dare. Loser charms their drink to taste like something horrid.â
Harry raised an eyebrow, amused. âSounds safe.â
âOnly emotionally scarring, I promise,â Fred said, glancing at Harry before turning back to her.
Harry dropped into the couch next to George. Hermione hesitated for a second, scanning the seats. Only one spot was openânext to Fred.
Her pulse quickened as she moved to sit, careful not to brush against him. Still, their legs ended up barely an inch apart.
Fred leaned slightly closer, voice low and teasing. âNervous, âMione?â
She didnât look at him. âHardly.â
But she wasâonly not about the game.
âGood,â he said. âBecause youâre up next.â
Hermione's throat bobbed, forcing her body to remain still. Forcing herself to not focus on their proximity.
âAlright,â George clapped his hands once. âHermioneâs up. Truth or Hex?â
Hermione looked around the circle. George was grinning wide, the girls looking similarly eager, Harry looked half-curious, half-concerned, and Fred⌠Fred had that maddening sparkle in his eye like he always did.
She straightened her posture. âTruth.â
George grinned. âWhatâs something you think about more than you should?â
Hermione opened her mouth to argue that the question was stupid, that it didnât mean anything, but Fred was already watching her, analyzing her every movement.
They locked eyes, and she faltered.
She tried to think hastily, think of anything that wasnât him, but she couldnât.
âIââ She reached for her drink instead. âDare.â
âOoooh,â George said.
Fred still watched her, an unreadable expression on his face.
George rubbed his hands together, clearly delighted. âLetâs see then⌠I dare you to swap drinks with someone.â
âThatâs it?â She asked, suspicious.
Fred raised his cup. âMine tastes like vomit and regret. Your move,â
Hermione narrowed her eyes but took it from him anyway, ignoring the flutter in her chest when their fingers brushed for the second time that day.
She sipped. Grimaced. âMerlin, what did you do to it?â
Fred laughed. âTold you.â
The rounds continued. Angelina picked truth, Hermione asking her to tell one of her most embarrassing moments, which really wasnâtâunless you considered a voice crack in Transfiguration class that prompted McGonagall to ask if she was ill, a âmostâ embarassing momentâand Katie had taken a dare.
âDescribe your most recent dream⌠but make it scandalous.â Angelina said, smirking.
Katie let out a laugh, shaking her head. For a moment, Hermione thought she might just drink, but then she started to speak.
âAlright,â Katie grinned, clearly not as bothered as Hermione guessed. âMost recent dream⌠I was late to practice, broomless, and Madam Hooch made me do laps around the castleânaked.â
Laughter erupted around the circle.
âOh, but thatâs not the scandalous part,â she added, leaning forward. âFred was there too. Said heâd âescort me for moraleâ. Very noble.â
Fred choked on his drink, coughing out a laugh. âWhat can I say? Iâm a giver.â
Hermione forced a small smile, but her fingers tightened slightly around her cup.
Fred glanced at her in her peripheryâtoo quick to be anything, but just sharp enough for her to wonder about.
The game continued on with the rounds. Then, Fred was next.
âTruth or Hex?â George asked, eyebrows raised.
Fred swirled his drink slowly, like he had all the time in the world. âTruth.â
âTruth? Brave choice, Freddie. Alrightââ George leaned forward, eyes gleaming. ââif you had to snog someone in this room right now, who would it be?â
A few of them let out low oohs and chuckles. Angelina gave Fred a look, and Alicia raised her eyebrows, amused.
Fred didnât answer right away. His gaze drifted to the cup in his hand. He swirled the Firewhisky, then flicked his eyes up.
Right to Hermione.
But just as soon as it landed, it was gone, his head turning to George.
It was a split-second glance, but it landed like a blow. Her heart stuttered. She tried to keep her face unreadable, even as heat crept up her neck.
âDunno,â Fred said, drawling his words. âBit of a tough choice, Georgie. Might need ânother round to be sure.â
Laughter sounded from the group. George groaned dramatically.
âCop out, that is.â he muttered, nudging Fredâs shoulder with his hand.
Hermione forced a laugh, but her fingers curled a little tighter around her cup. She wasnât sure what bothered her moreâFredâs look⌠or the fact that sheâd wanted him to say her name.
âDrink up, then.â George urged, nodding toward his cup.
Fred obliged, taking a huge gulp. His face distorted, wincing at the taste.
George just watched with a wicked grin on his face, then hummed. âAlright thenâŚâ He mused, brow furrowing, clearly in thought.
Fred, after recovering from the drink heâd just paled from, leaned back casually, hands flat on the floor to support himself. He looked far too pleased with himself for someone whoâd just dodged a truth question.
âCanât decide?â Fred taunted. âYouâre usually much quicker, Georgie.â
George held up a finger. âDonât rush the creative process.â
He looked around the circle of Gryffindorsâhalf-empty Firewhisky cups, scattered cushions, flushed faces from too much laughter. Then his eyes landed on Hermione.
His grin widened.
âGranger,â he said. âWhy donât you decide?â
Hermione blinked, and Fred straightened next to her. âMe?â
âYeah. Youâve got that sharp, scary brain. Do your worst.â
All eyes turned to her. She felt the heat of it immediatelyâFredâs most of all. His stare bore into her, though she could only see it from her periphery, too afraid to catch his gaze. She didnât know what he was thinking, and that scared her most of all.
âOkay,â she said coolly, more-so than she felt. âHe has to stay completely silent for the next two rounds.â
Fred raised an eyebrow, like heâd misheard her. âWhat, no talking?â
âNo talking, no gesturing, no jokes. Just⌠quiet,â she said, finally glancing at him. His eyes held hers, and a glimmer of intrigue flashed through them. âIf you can even do it.â She added, shrugging, though her heart battered hard in her chest.
The room broke into laughter and groans.
Sheâd expected Fred to as well, and he did a little, the corner of his lips curling up just slightly, but he didnât move, faltering more than sheâd expected him to.
âFine. Challenge accepted.â He said finally, shrugging, imaginarily zipping his lips with his fingers.
Hermione smiled lightly, though her chest remained heavy.
Itâd been the only thing she could think of that didnât sound like she cared more than she should. A bit of quiet she admittedly needed, too. Just for a moment.
Just to keep herself steady, keep herself from him.
The game moved on, Harry opting out of his truth, downing his drink Hexed with a charm George had chosen, something along the lines of a rotten egg, choosing dare and having to perform a short singing performance (which admittedly damaged her eardrums), while Alicia chose truth.
After theyâd finished, George flopped backward onto the couch, tossing an arm over the backrest.
âWell, that was anticlimactic. Thought someone would cry or snog someone unexpected by now.â George sighed.
âYouâre losing your edge, Georgie,â Fred quipped, finishing the last sip of his drink, which had been removed of its charm.
âOr maybe youâre just too predictable,â Katie teased.
Laughter again.
Out of the corner of Hermioneâs eye, she saw someone approach. She turned to look, spotting Lee. He ducked in next to Harry, the three of them now messily pressed together.
His face was slightly flushed from the alcohol, his smile lazy and loose. âOi! Thought youâd have fun without me?â
George grinned, easily jumping into passionate conversation with him. They started talking about⌠Quidditch? Hermione had stopped tuning in near the start, her gaze now focused on the fireplace.
Fred leaned toward Hermione, voice quieter now. âYouââ
She turned her head, catching the movement but not his words. âWhat?â
Their eyes locked, and Hermioneâs breath caught.
He leaned in closer, his shoulder brushing hers, warm breath ghosting near her ear. âI saidââ
âFred,â Angelina called suddenly, and Hermioneâs head moved swiftly as if taken out of a trance.
He didnât answer, still trying to speak to Hermione, clearly not hearing her.
Angelina exhaled sharply and stood, moving closer to them. âFred, are youâohâ!â
She faltered, foot catching on the rug. The drink in her hand sloshed as the liquid flew forward.
And landed right on Hermione.
George and Lee fell silent. Everything felt too silent.
But the music hadnât stopped. The distant chatter hadnât stopped.
Just them, at this moment.
âBloody hell, Ange!â Fred exasperated, and she saw him look at her from the corner of her eye.
âOh my god, Iâm sorryââ Angelina spoke, but Hermione couldnât even listen.
She sat frozen, her eyes locked onto her now wet clothes, drenched in the familiar and sharp smell of Firewhisky.
âHermioneââ Fred said.
âIâm fine. Itâs okay,â she cut Fred off, glancing up to Angelina. She was expecting to see sympathy, regret, but she was met with an impassive face.
Too stoic to be truly apologetic.
âIâm justâgonna get changed.â Hermione stammered, turning her eyes back to Fred.
His eyes were wide, laced with concern. She gave him a sheepish smile, trying to reassure him she was fine.
âAlright, but donât get lost,â Fred joked, his lips curling slightly, but it fell flatter than usual, not reaching his eyes.
Hermione forced a chuckle, her mind too preoccupied to think properly, then quickly stood to maneuver around the couchesâtrying to get away quickly.
She didnât know why she came.
Maybe this hadnât been a great idea.
And Angelina⌠It looked like sheâd done it on purpose.
As Hermione walked away, she heard Fred from behind her.
âYou can be a right duffer, Angelina,â
He sounded annoyed, more-so than usual. Was he just mad at Angelina? Or was he mad that it had happened to her?
No. She couldnât think like that.
That would never be the case. It was clearly the former.
But some small part of her was elated that he maybe was being protective.
Hermione shook her head, weaving through the crowd, running up the stairs to the dorms. Finding hers, she quickly shut herself in, letting out a deep sigh.
This wasnât how she wanted the night to go. But she shouldnât let it bug her.
She quickly changed into a new set of clothes, the sound of music muffled from down below.
It was okay. Sheâd return, and itâd be fine. Everything was fine.
Hermione opened her dorm door, and stepped back into the hall.
A sound to her rightâwhere the boys dorms wereâcame from down the hall. It sounded like someone moving, and was then followed by chatter.
She walked closer to the other side, peering down the hall, trying to see what was happening, only to find a staggering student mumbling to themselves. They leaned against the walls, before struggling with one of the doors, finally getting it open, and shut it behind them.
The hall fell into silence once more.
Hermione sighed, but it was then she noticed the door to what she knew as Fred and Georgeâs dorm, was wide open.
Her brow furrowed. Of course. Just like them to forget to close it.
She walked down the hall, hand raised to the door frame to close it, when her curiosity got the better of her.
Just a peek wouldnât hurt. Right?
She leaned in, examining the room.
It was just like she imagined, cluttered and messy, bed sheets crumpled, random magical objects (surely to be used in pranks, knowing them) scattered across bedside tables.
But something caught her eye.
A singular, familiar Firewhisky bottle laid on one of the tables.
She guessed it was either Fredâs or Georgeâs; just another one in their extensive stash.
Hermione stepped forward unconsciously, picking up the bottle.
She was still too sober for her liking, even with how much of a lightweight she was. And she knew the twins had plenty more downstairs.
So taking this one wouldnât hurt right?
She didnât want to go down feeling this soberâdidnât want to seem so out of place when everyone had been rather sloshed.
Plus, Fred had said he liked seeing her let loose. And she liked that⌠a little too much.
She wished he said more about what he liked about her.
She shook her head, forcing the thoughts away. They needed to stop. She needed to get him out of her head. Or she just needed to stop thinking at all.
So she opened the bottle, taking a swig without a second thought.
The warm liquid coated her throat, warmer than she remembered Firewhisky being. It also tingled, making her wince, her lips smacking together unconsciously.
But the feeling never went away. It only amplified.
A surge of heat went through her body, spreading down her throat to her arms, to her stomach, down her legs.
To the center of her thighs.
Footsteps shook her out of her thoughts, and her head snapped to the door.
Fred stood by the doorframe, eyes examining her.
âSnooping, âMione?â He smirked, eyes twinkling with amusement.
âNo, Iââ She started, stunned, heat warming her cheeks at being caught.
His eyes moved from her gaze downward, landing on the bottle in her hand. They flickered to the bedside table sheâd gotten it from, then back to her hand. His eyes widened.
âWhatâHermione, did you drink that?â Fred cut her off, his eyes focused on the bottle in her hand.
âSorry, your door was open so Iââ
âNo. I donâtââ Fred spoke, his voice sounding weirdly⌠worried? She couldnât quite place his tone. âJust, did you drink it?â
Hermioneâs brow furrowed. She wasnât expecting him to react like this.
Was he mad sheâd drank his Firewhisky?
But it didnât seem like that. This seemed like something else.
Before she could form words, her core fluttered again. A gasp left her mouth.
She knew that feeling. All too well.
Nights when sheâd grown heavy with lustâtouching down there to relieve herself.
It was the exact same.
Her eyes locked with Fredâs again. They were still wide, but something in them had changed. He seemed⌠more urgent than before.
Fred swore under his breath, striding across the room.
Hermione blinked, swaying slightly where she stood. Her heart hammered against her ribs, her skin starting to flush and burn.
âOkay, listen to me,â Fred said in a low voice, reaching for the bottle. His fingers brushed hers, and the contact alone made her shiver. He hissed through his teeth, yanking the bottle away and setting it down on the desk behind him. âThat wasnât Firewhisky, âMione.â
She stared at him, brain moving sluggishly, the heat in her growing stronger.
âWhat⌠was it then?â She asked, voice hoarser than sheâd meant it to be.
Fred ran a hand through his hair, tugging slightly at the ends. âItâs a prototype. George and Iâweâre working on some⌠uh, enhanced drinks.â
âEnhanced,â Hermione repeated dumbly. Her knees wobbled.
Fred cursed again, stepping closer instinctively. His hands hovered like he didnât know where to touch herâor if he should.
âItâs not dangerous,â he said quickly, like he needed to reassure her. âIt just⌠it, uhââ He glanced away for half a second, like even he was embarrassed. Fred, being embarrassed? It was unlike him, she thought. âIt heightens want. Lustful⌠want. You werenât supposed to drink it, Hermione.â
Another wave of heat rolled through her, stronger this time. She clenched her fists in the fabric of her jeans, trying to anchor herself, but it was useless.
The only thing she could think about was Fred.
His scent, his closeness, the way he was looking at her like he wanted to fix thisâbut also like he wanted to run.
And, Merlinâs beard, what had he just said? It heightened⌠lust?
She had just drank a lust potion⌠and now she was in front of Fred.
Losing herself in his presence.
Her heart raced, fear rising for a moment, only to be replaced by that warm, fluttery feeling again.
Hermione swallowed thickly. âI feelâŚâ She couldnât finish.
âI know,â Fred said quickly, rubbing the back of his neck. âI know. Shite, okay, we can fix this. You just have to sit, breathe, itâll passââ
But the way his voice had wrapped around her name, the concern in his eyesâit didnât help.
It made it worse. It made her want to close the gap between them and bury her hands in his hair.
âFred,â she whispered, a little brokenly.
He froze.
She took a step closer.
Fred stepped back like heâd been burned. His eyes darted to the door, the noise from downstairs creeping up the staircase. Laughter. Footsteps.
Panic flickered across his face.
âWe canât stay here,â he muttered, more to himself than her. âAnyone couldââ He broke off, moving toward her quickly. âCome on.â
His hand closed gently around her wristâwarm, careful, but firmâand Hermione let him pull her along. She stumbled after him, her body tingling everywhere his skin touched hers.
They crept into the hallway, Fred poking his head out first, scanning the common room below.
Too many people. Too loud. Too dangerous.
He cursed under his breath again, pausing for a moment, before guiding her down the stairs anywayâthe only way out of the noise, of the people, of the chaos.
They passed people quickly, but Hermione didnât dare glance. Fred just continued leading her, pushing her through.
They stumbled out into the Hogwarts halls, the painting behind them falling shut.
He continued moving, further and further away from the common room.
She didnât know where they were headed. She couldnât think.
All she could feel was his hand on her, and this heat that swelled from belowâhow much she wished heâd touch her somewhere else.
Fred rounded a corner, yanking open a door to a classroom without hesitation. He pulled her inside, shutting the door behind them with a quiet thud. Darkness swallowed them whole, only thin slivers of moonlight cutting through the old windows.
He pulled out his wand, murmuring Muffliato in a rushed, urgent breath, before slipping it back into his trousers.
Hermione moved to lean heavily against the wall, breathing hard. The potion was burning through her now, sharp and hungry, and Fred felt like the only solid thing she should cling to.
He paced once, running a hand through his hair again, muttering something that sounded suspiciously like âbloody hell.â
Hermioneâs chest heaved. She couldnât tear her eyes away from him.
âOkay,â Fred said finally, stopping a few feet away, like he didnât trust himself to get closer. His voice was rough. âYouâre gonna be fine. Itâll wear off. Justâjust stay put. Stay here.â
She pressed her head against the wall, trying to find something cool, something to ground her.
It didnât help. Nothing would.
Because Fred was looking at her like that.
And she wantedâMerlin, she wantedâ
âFred,â she breathed, half-pleading, her hands fisting uselessly at her sides.
He swore again, this time louder, and turned away from her like he couldnât even bear to look at her.
âFred,â she whispered again, the sound wrecked and small.
He stood with his back to her, hands gripping the edge of a dusty old desk like he could anchor himself there, like if he moved, he would do something heâd regret.
Hermioneâs heart thudded against her ribs. The heat inside her was unbearable nowâcurling, clawing, needyâand she didnât know how to hide it.
Her hands shook as she pushed off the wall.
She barely remembered crossing the room.
Only that one moment she was staring at the broad set of his shouldersâand the next, her fingers brushed against the back of his jumper.
Fred flinched like sheâd burned him.
âHermioneââ His voice cracked. He twisted to face her. âWhatââ
Her lips parted. She couldnât breathe. Couldnât think.
Only feel.
The potion thrummed under her skin, in between her legs, drowning everything else.
âPlease,â she whispered. Her hands slid up his chest, clumsy, desperate. âHelp me, Iâmake it stopââ
Hermione couldnât even think about what she was saying. Everything had changed so quickly, and the potion gave her no room to question whether this was right or not.
She just felt her need for him.
And it was stronger than ever.
Fredâs eyes widened, his jaw tightening, his whole body stiffening.
âHermioneâŚâ he said roughly. âWhat⌠do you feel right now?â
Hermione paused, peering into his gaze. That lovely, hazel hue stared back at her.
âIâŚâ Hermioneâs voice trembled, overwhelmed at the warmth and want coursing through her. âI feel⌠warm, andââ
âNoâwhat do you feel about me right now?â Fred cut in, his hand hovering over her shoulder, hesitant.
Hermioneâs cheeks warmed, the rational part of her waking at his words, at the blunt statement. But her mouth opened before she could even think.
âI want you,â she breathed.
She barely recognized her own voiceâwrecked, pleading.
The truth, the dark secret sheâd been hiding, pushing down for so long, was out. Just like that. So easily.
It felt like she wasnât in control. Or really, that the potion was just unleashing everything from her she didnât want to reveal.
Fredâs breath caught, his eyes darkening.
âDâyou really mean that?â His tone was low, breathy. The hand that had been hovering started to inch closer, like he was losing control over himself.
Her body throbbed. Ached. Burned.
âPlease,â she begged again, pressing closer, fists twisting in the fabric of his jumper. âI canâtâFred, please, justââ
Fred made a low, broken sound deep in his throat.
Like he was in pain.
âYou donât get it, Hermione. The potionââ Fred paused, swallowing harshly, ââItâs not just⌠normal want.â
Hermioneâs hands continued to move over his jumper, his body trembling under her touch.
âWhat do you mean?â She managed to ask, her voice soft.
âIt only reacts to someone if thereâs already⌠something there,â he added quietly, gaze flicking down to her lips before returning to her eyes.
Hermioneâs stomach flipped. She pulled away swiftly, the movement taking every bit of control left in her.
It was at that moment another wave of heat coursed through her. Her legs pressed against each other against her control, panic surging within her.
âFred,â she said, barely audible, âyou should go.â
âI know,â he said. But he didnât move. âIâbloody hell, just⌠Can you tell me one thing first?â His hand ran through his hair, antsy, like he wasnât really sure whether to be saying this.
Hermione gulped, peering into his gaze. The room felt too warm, her skin too sticky, the need present in her all too encompassing.
Every nerve felt like it was on fire.
âWas it me?â
Hermioneâs brow furrowed, confused on what he was asking.
His fingers passed through his hair again, âWhat you said. What you think about a lot,â
Hermione froze, finally realizing what he was saying. Truth or Hex. What George had asked her.
Whatâs something you think about more than you should?
Of course it was him. It was always him.
Thatâs what terrified her, and also excited her.
She hated that her eyes always searched for him in a crowd, but even then, when she finally caught sight of himâthe flutter in her stomach made all the worry wash away.
She let out a whimper against her will, unable to force any words.
Something in Fred seemed to crack, the last thread of restraint slipping from his fingers. He took a careful step forward, watching her the whole time.
Hermioneâs breath hitched. She didnât move.
âI didnât want to think it meant more,â he said, his voice low. âBut tonight, you looked at me like that and I justââ
He stopped right in front of her, chest rising and falling hard, lips parted like he was about to say more but didnât know how.
Hermioneâs hands clenched at her sides. Her pulse thudded in her ears. âI didnât mean for it to happen like this,â she said, voice trembling. âI didnâtâI canâtââ
Fred leaned in slowly, cautiously, until his mouth was near her ear. His breath brushed her skin, and her eyes fluttered shut.
âSâthat what you meant, âMione?â He breathed. âDid you mean me?â
She shivered. Everything in her screamed to pull him closer.
â...Yes,â she whispered.
Fred exhaled like heâd been holding it the whole time. And then, finally, he touched herâjust his fingers brushing her wristâbut it was enough to ignite everything again.
Fredâs fingers lingered, unsure at first, like he was waiting for her to pull away.
She didnât.
Hermioneâs hands moved back to his chest, eager to touch every part of him.
She leaned in before she could stop herself, her forehead barely brushing his. Her breath trembled. âI donât know what Iâm doing,â she admitted, voice nearly silent.
Fredâs hand slid up to her cheek, warm and careful. âI know this isnât right,â he murmured. âI know I shouldnât want what I wantââ
âBut you do.â She finished for him.
His words matched exactly how sheâd been thinking for the past months. The whole situation still felt so surreal to her, that her and Fred were even in this position to begin with.
But she didnât want it to stop.
âI do,â he breathed.
He leaned in, pausing for just a second, his breath ghosting over her skin like a dangerous promise.
And then, finally, closed the distance. Their lips met, soft at firstâalmost questioning.
But then Hermione kissed him harder.
It was too much and not enough, messy and desperate, all the tension from the night spilling over. His hands buried in her hair, her fingers fisting his jumper, holding on like if they stopped theyâd have to face the reality of what they were doing.
The taste of him, the feel of his mouth against hersâit was everything sheâd dreamed of. She gasped against him, overwhelmed with emotion.
Hermione barely registered when Fred backed them into a desk, his hands curling under her thighs to lift her onto it. She let him, never breaking the kiss.
Each part his hands touched had her nerves fluttering, each sensation heightened from the potion. But really, she knew it was because it was him touching her.
His hands gripped her hips, dragging her flush against him.
The kiss deepened. Heated. Desperate.
Hermione gasped into his mouth, the heat between her legs pooling, unbearable now.
Fred kissed her back like a man drowningâdevouring, desperateâbefore yanking away, breathing ragged.
âTell me to stop,â he rasped, forehead pressed to hers. His hands shook where they held her. âHermioneâFuck, tell me to stopââ
âDonât you dare,â she whispered back.
Fred let out a low, desperate laugh, almost disbelieving. Her eyes met his, noticing how fierce and glassy they were with need.
And then he kissed her again, harder this time.
Hermione whimpered into the kiss, clutching at his jumper, yanking him closer.
She needed more. More of him. Needed him to touch her, claim her, anything to end the ache burning through her.
Fred pulled back again, breathing hard, forehead resting against hers.
âThis is wrong,â he rasped, voice low and broken. âYouâyouâre Ronâs best friend. I shouldnâtââ
Hermione shook her head frantically, trying to chase his mouth again, but he held her still, his hands trembling against her waist.
âFred, please,â she whispered, the words spilling out without shame. âI want you. Iâve always wanted you.â
His breath hitched, like her words knocked the air from his lungs.
âYou donât mean that,â he said, voice rough. âNot really. Not like this.â
He searched her eyes, like he needed to believe herâbut didnât trust himself to.
âI do,â she insisted, her hands gripping the front of his jumper. âI swear it. Fred, Iââ She broke off, chest heaving.
Her whole body screamed for him, but her heart ached too, heavy with the truth sheâd never dared to say.
âI like you,â she choked out. âEven if I shouldnât.â
Fredâs hands fisted in the fabric at her hips, like he was barely holding himself together.
âYouâre not thinking straight,â he muttered, squeezing his eyes shut. âThe potionââ
âNo, itâs notâitâs not just that,â Hermione gasped, desperate for him to believe her. âPlease. Please donât make me beg. â
Fred opened his eyes, and the look he gave her nearly undid herâall wrecked, all wrong, all hers.
âIf I touch you now, Hermioneâthereâs no going back.â He said, voice low.
She nodded, barely. âI know,â she breathed. âBut I donât want to go back.â
Fred swore under his breath, sending shivers down her spine as she waited for him to answer.
He stared at her for a long, awful second.
And then, as if fully resigning himself, he closed the distance again, kissing her.
Slower this time. Deeper. Like he was memorizing every part of her he wasnât supposed to have.
His hand cupped her cheek, thumb trembling as it brushed against her skin.
âIf you want me to stop,â he murmured against her mouth. âTell me. Iâll stop.â
âDonât you dare,â she repeated.
And Fred groaned, low and wrecked, before pulling her into him.
His hands moved, skimming down her sides, hesitant at firstâlike he couldnât believe he was allowed to touch her. His fingers dug into the curve of her waist, holding her like sheâd disappear if he let go.
Hermione gasped against his mouth, nails tracing up his chest, tugging at his jumper, desperate to feel more.
Fred cursed under his breath, breaking the kiss to stare at herâflushed cheeks, parted lips, eyes blown wide and glassy.
Just searching. Looking at her, examining her.
Hermione met his gaze, her body unconsciously rubbing against his, desperate for some relief.
He kissed her againârougher this time, tasting the small whimper she gaveâand pressed his hips against hers.
She let out a sharp breath as his arousal touched her, hard and hungry, like heâd been holding back far too long. Her hips rolled forwards, finally seeking some of that relief sheâd been begging for.
Fred let out a low groan, but didnât break the kiss. His hands started to roam over her, slipping under her sweater, caressing her skin.
Everywhere he touched burned, sending jolts of pleasure to places she hadnât even known could ache like this.
Hermione matched his actions, but faster. Her fingers hooked on the bottom edge of his jumper, twisting it upwards.
Fred broke away from her mouth, and his hands replaced hers, messy and quickly, as he pulled it up and over his head. It fell on the ground nearby, discarded.
Hermione took in the span of skin, eyes wide, hazy almost at the sight. His chest heaved, and she couldnât stop her hand from going forward, tracing down the middle of his ribcage, moving in time with his breaths.
Fredâs breath hitched as her hand trailed down further. Right when she met his waistline, his hand gripped hers firmly, strong but not painful. Her eyes swept upwards quickly, meeting his gaze.
âNot yet,â he breathed, voice hoarse, but the corner of lips still managed to curl up.
Hermione let out a whimper, confused and overwhelmed with the absolute need to touch him further.
âIf you touch me now, Iâm liable to combust,â Fred said, his voice a mix of desperation and amusement. He gave her a crooked smile, his grip on her wrist tightening just slightly, as if to steady himself. âAnd thatâd really ruin the mood.â
âYou did say âcanât go wrong with riskyâ,â Hermione said breathily, her free hand lightly brushing across his chest. âIâm just taking your advice.â
Fred grinned further. âCurse you for being so smart,â he huffed, his voice strained.
Hermione let out a small chuckle, matching his grin.
âBut you like it,â she whispered.
âYeah,â he murmured, his voice breathy. His hand let go of hers and moved to press her down further on the desk. âBut let me have one shred of self-control, yeah?â He said with a cheeky smirk.
Her hand fell softly by her side, and desperate for something to hold onto, something to ground herself, she gripped at the edge of the classroom desk.
Hermioneâs heart skipped at his boldness, at the weight of his words. Sheâd thought countless timesâhidden, wrong thoughts that sheâd forced deep downâabout what Fred would be like when he was being intimate.
But nothing compared to seeing it in personâthe way his face flushed, his eyes half-lidded and locked on her, as if she were the only thing that existed.
Fred leaned forward, capturing her lips once more in a heavy kiss. Every bit of her urged to do more, but she found herself listening to his words despite the want to disregard them.
Something about Fred taking control made her ache in ways she didnât have words for.
She vaguely registered his hand tracing the side of her zip-up sweater, moving further up, right to her shoulder.
His mouth left hers, and started slowly, painfully trailing down the side of her neck, kissing as he went. Hermione shivered with each touch, small breaths leaving her mouth, her eyes falling shut in response.
He kissed her shoulder, then started to move further in, right above her breasts. Hermioneâs hands left the side of the desk to tangle themselves in his hair. Fred let out a groan in between the kisses, pressing his hips against her once more.
Right when his lips met between her collarbones, he paused for a moment. Hermioneâs eyes flickered open, meeting his. Her breath caught in her throat at the sight, his hair tousled from her fingers having run through, and his gazeâ
It was dark, searching, and he briefly glanced down at her zipper, where his hand now was. It became clear to her what he was asking, and Hermione nodded quickly, his hand starting to pull downwards.
The sound of her sweater being unzipped resonated loudly in the otherwise quiet room.
The fabric fell open, the only thing between his bare skin and hers now a tank top she had haphazardly thrown on. Fredâs fingers hooked under the shoulder strap, agonizingly slow, and Hermione let out a quiet whine, growing impatient.
Fred let out a low chuckle, but didnât move faster, like he enjoyed getting the reaction out of her.
It was so⌠him. He always did enjoy spurring a reaction, and it came as no surprise that he enjoyed it in situations like this, too.
âTsk. So impatient, Hermione.â He teased, grinning against her skin.
âCan you really blame me?â Hermione huffed out, but she met his grin regardless.
âNo, but donât they say slow and steady wins the race?â Fred hummed, sending her another cheeky smirk.
Hermione rolled her eyes, but just to spite him, tugged harshly on his hair, earning a low moan from him. His jaw fell slack, his eyes widening, before he quickly recovered, a sinister grin forming on his lips.
Fred swiftly grabbed his wand out of his pocket, muttering a quick Evanesco under his breath, his smile never leaving his lips.
âWonât be needing thisââ Fred said with a cheeky smile, but paused before he could finish talking, smile faltering as he took in her appearance, as if he just realized what heâd done, ââanymoreâŚâ He finished, his voice low and breathy.
Hermioneâs breath hitched as cold air hit her flushed skin, only to realize she was now completely naked from the waist up, her hands falling from his hair absentmindedly.
His eyes roamed over her, dark and heady, as if committing every part of her to memory. Her chest heaved with ragged breaths as she let him examine her.
The lust potion had previously triumphed over any amount of shame or embarrassment, but in this moment, she couldnât deny she felt a little self-conscious.
Sheâd never⌠done this with anyone before, and being here with him, having him see her like this, was a little more overwhelming than she thought itâd be.
But her worries washed away as Fred spoke once more.
âBeautiful,â he breathed out, chest heaving like hers. âHermione, youâre beautiful.â
Her stomach fluttered at the words; at how earnestly heâd said it, how enamoured he looked, and from that alone, Hermione felt inclined to believe him.
She didnât respond, not really sure of what to say, and just watched as his hand moved forward slowly, his fingertips finally brushing against her breast.
Hermioneâs back arched in response, her skin tingling where he touched. Fred met her response by letting out a low, ragged breath, and then placed his hand fully over her breast, grasping lightly, hesitantly, as if he still couldnât believe what he was doing.
But he quickly grew more confident, and so did Hermione, as she felt another wave of heat course through her, fabricated but also so, so pleasing.
She pressed up against him, her impatience nearing its peak, and let out his name in a wrecked, desperate voice.
âFred, please,â
He let out a groan and leant forward, his free hand starting to palm her other breast, while his lips wrapped firmly around her nipple and sucked, hard.
She felt the pleasure immediately, letting out a whine, her hands moving to hold onto his biceps to feel more of himâto be closer to him.
He pulled away after a short moment, letting out harsh breaths as he took in the sight of her. Hermioneâs legs wrapped around his, dragging him flush against her.
Fred let out a stuttered breath as her hand moved to his arousal once more, pressing in lightly.
She liked this side of him, liked how good it felt to be teased with, especially because it was him, but sheâd become too warmâneeded him too much now. She couldnât wait anymore.
Her gaze met his, pleading, and he seemed to understand the desperation within her as his hands quickly replaced hers. He started unbuckling his belt, the clang too loud, too emphasized, but it was all she could focus on as she held her breath.
Fred gave her a look as he fumbled with the buckle, like his hands wouldnât work right.
Hermione tugged at his belt then to help, clumsy and urgent.
âThis is mad,â he said, his voice eager. âThis isâinsaneââ
His trousers fell quickly when the belt became undone, leaving him only in his underpants. Hermione couldnât help but stare at the bulge pressing against the fabric, gulping as she realized how real this situation was.
What they were really about to do.
She didnât realize how much sheâd been staring until Fredâs hand went under her chin, tilting her head up. âEyes up here, Hermione,â Fred smirked.
Her cheeks warmed at his words, but before she could even respond, Fredâs hands moved downwards, curling into the waistband of her jeans, tugging them down, and lifting her legs to toss them across the room.
Hermione didnât dare move, eager for what he was about to do next.
He leaned forward and captured her lips, rushed, messy, like the few moments he hadnât been kissing had been too long for him to handle.
She felt his hand slip under the fabric of her knickers, finally brushing against the spot she ached the most.
Fred swore against her lips, pulling away slightly to look down at where his hand touched. âFuck, youâre soaked,â his voice came out heavy and ragged.
Hermione let out a whimper, head falling back unconsciously. She could feel how wet she was, and could only imagine how drenched his fingers must be.
Her body was thrumming with need, and the more he touched her, the worse and better it got.
The hotter, the heavier.
She felt ruined alreadyâundone by his hands alone.
Hermione felt his hand against the back of her neck, and then she was dragged forward, kissing him again, wet, unforgivingâfilled with everything that brewed between them.
And then his finger entered her, curling up just to hit that spotâthat spot that had every part of her trembling.
âHm? âMione, does that feel good?â He breathed against her lips with a teasing lilt. âRight there?â
That nickname again. Itâd always been different when he used it, but now it had changed again.
Itâd become more heated. More breathy. Less innocent.
Far, far from innocent.
Hermioneâs head fell back once more, as âpleaseâ and âyesâ fell from her mouth against her control. Fred responded by adding another finger, the heel of hand pressing against her clit.
The combined pleasure had loose, wrecked breaths falling from her lips.
âYouâre driving me crazy,â Fred muttered, and curled his fingers just right, pulling a wanton moan out of her.
âPlease, pleaseâFred, ah, I need youââ She rushed out, her mind in a haze, âI needââ
Fred removed his fingers and tugged harshly at her knickers, letting them fall to the floor. He let out a curse, and Hermioneâs gaze met his face as he took in the sight of her.
Like he couldnât control himself, he brought his thumb to her clit, teasing it lightly, his gaze entirely focused as she unravelled once more under his touch.
âYouâre going to be the death of me, you know that?â Fred managed out, his voice hoarse, his teasing touch never stopping.
âI could say the same about you,â she breathed out, surprised she could still form a coherent thought.
He let out a chuckle, breathless, like all the air had been taken out of his lungs.
He moved his hand, and met her gaze, before tugging his own underpants down, his arousal now in full view to her. His hand wrapped around himself, his jaw tightening as he tugged once like he couldnât stop himself, like he was desperate for relief.
Hermione swallowed as she took him in, this being a first for herâonly ever seeing stuff like this in textbooks hidden away at the back of the libraryâand felt it could never compare to the real thing.
The tip was red in color, inflamed, and curled up against his stomach.
Fred cast her a lookâdark, destroyedâbefore pressing himself against her core, thrusting forward with a rugged grunt.
Hermione let out a moan, gasping as he brushed over her clit.
He thrust forward again, his hands finding her hips once more, grasping, holding on like it was all that was keeping him stable.
And then, finally, he lined himself up at her entrance, pausing for a moment. Holding himself still, fighting himself even now.
âLast chance,â he rasped, voice barely a whisper. âTell me no.â
Hermione looked up at himâthe one sheâd wanted for longer than she could admitâand pulled him closer with trembling hands.
âYes,â she whispered.
Fred groaned, deep and guttural, and pushed in slowly, inch by agonizing inch.
Hermione gasped, head falling back against the desk, clutching at his shoulders as he filled her. The pleasure immediately ran through her, satiating the burn that continued to relent.
It was too much, yet not enough.
Fred moved slowly at first, careful, letting her adjust, murmuring curses against her skin. But when he picked up the pace, his breath became rougher, harsher.
She could barely breathe, barely think, only feelâhim moving inside her, him pressing kisses against her throat, her jaw, her mouth.
It was messy, desperate, beautiful.
Everything sheâd wanted for so long.
He held her like she was something precious even as he moved faster, thrusts growing rougher, needier.
âYouâreââ Fred groaned, burying his face against her neck, âkilling meââ
Hermione moaned, nails digging into his back, legs wrapping tighter around his waist, pulling him deeper.
âFred,â she gasped. âDonât stopâpleaseââ
He didnât.
He just thrusted into her harder, groaning against her skin, losing whatever last shreds of control heâd shown before.
The sound of skin against skin, the creak of the old desk under them, the breathless gasps spilling from Hermioneâs mouth, filled the room.
Hermione clung to him desperately, her hands buried in his hair, her mouth pressed to his shoulder as little broken whimpers fell from her lips.
Fred kissed herâmessy, bruising kisses that missed her mouth half the time, smearing across her jaw, her throatâlike he couldnât get enough, couldnât stop even if he tried.
âHermioneââ he muttered against her skin, ââyouâre perfectââ
Every drag of his hips against hers lit up her nerves, made her dizzy, made her want more. Her body arched into him without thought, chasing every touch, every deep thrust.
Fred was gripping her like he was terrified sheâd disappear if he let go.
Her voice cracked, raw with need as she let out a moan, and Fred growled low in his throat, slamming into her harder, deeper.
Hermione cried out, pleasure spiraling higher and higher, tightening in her belly until it was almost unbearable.
Fred kissed her again, swallowing her sounds, thrusting into her with a ragged rhythm that was getting sloppier, more frantic.
âYou feelâfuckâyou feel so good,â he gasped against her mouth.
Hermione was closeâso close it hurtâbut she didnât want it to end yet, wanted to stay like this, wrapped around him, forever.
Fred must have felt it too, because he slowed, dragging out each deep, rolling thrust, making her whimper and sob against his lips.
The heat coiled tighter, higher, building unbearably between them.
When he finally drove into her harder again, Hermione shattered, body clenching around him, a broken, desperate cry ripped from her chest as she came.
Fred followed with a strangled groan, thrusting into her a few more times before burying himself deep, finishing inside her, shuddering as he collapsed against her trembling form.
They clung to each other, breathing ragged and uneven, Hermioneâs heart hammering in her chest.
Fred kissed her temple, her cheek, her jawâfrantic, soft kissesâlike he still couldnât quite believe she was there.
Hermione squeezed her eyes shut, overwhelmedânot just from the lingering effects of the potion, but from him.
From the way he was holding her.
Like she was his.
Then, Fred pulled away slowly, eyes still locked on her, his hands twitching. Like it pained him to do so.
He moved to search for his trousers on the floor, pulling out his wand from them, muttering Scourgify under his breath, followed by another spell to redress them, the clothes flying swiftly, carefully, back onto their skin.
But the absence of her undershirt and braâvanished by his magicâreminded her of what theyâd just done.
Hermione lay there, spent, chest heaving, breath uneven. Her skin felt flushed, raw, and she could feel every inch of her body, suddenly too aware of everything.
She blinked up at him, dazed, still coming down from the sort of euphoric high, but already that haze of desire was starting to clearâreplaced by something else.
Something heavier, though not unwanted.
Fredâs hands were shaking as he leaned forward, brushing hair out of her face, his fingers trembling against her skin. He kissed her temple like he couldnât stop himself.
ââm sorry,â he whispered hoarsely, uncertainty lacing his tone, like he wasnât sure if that was the right thing to say.
Hermione blinked up at him, dazed, still riding the last of the potionâs effects, but the edges of reality were quickly returning. The heat in her belly, the frantic need that had driven her to this momentâit all felt like a dream, a feverish blur.
But she didnât regret it. Never would.
She managed a tiny, tired smile, a little breathless but starting to steady herself.
âIâm not.â
Fred gave a wrecked laugh, burying his face in her hair, clinging to her like he was afraid the world might come crumbling down at any moment.
Fred pulled away slowly, breaths still heavy, his hands lingering on her for a moment. Hermione swallowed, blinking up at him, her chest rising and falling too quickly.
A heaviness settled deep within her, despite the fact that this was what sheâd wanted for so long. She couldnât place it at first, but she knew nowâsheâd become suddenly aware of the consequences their actions might have.
The very consequences thatâd prevented her from pursuing this in the first place.
Who sheâd done this with.
Fred. Her best friendâs brother.
âHermione?â Fredâs voice was soft, hesitant.
She ran a hand through her hair, still trying to catch her breath. âI... I canât believe we just did that.â
Fredâs brow furrowed, concern flickering in his eyes. âAre you alright?â
âI⌠yeah. I am,â she said slowly, as if testing the words. âBut it feels like I shouldnât be.â
He gave a small, nervous laugh. âBecause of Ron.â
She nodded, guilt twisting in her stomach. âHeâd lose it. If he knew.â
Even though they both had acknowledged it, had known that was a complication, it felt all the more real now that she actually had to deal with it.
Fred looked down, running a hand through his hair. âYeah. He would.â Then, more quietly, âBut Iâm done caring about what he might think,â
Her eyes shot up, searching his face.
ââMione⌠I like you. Even if I shouldnât,â his lips curled up slightly as he referenced her earlier words. âBut I canât deny it anymore.â
Hermione felt a small smile tug at her lips, feeling a little more certain at his words.
âIâve tried to ignore it,â she admitted. âTried to tell myself it was nothing. That it would pass.â
Fred didnât speak. He just watched her, quietly waiting.
âBut it hasnât,â she said softly. âAnd I donât want it to.â
Something in his expression relaxedârelief, maybe. Hope. He took her hand, gently this time, like he was afraid she might still pull away.
âI want this,â she whispered, eyes locked on their hands, her voice steadier now. âI want you.â
Fred let out a breath he didnât seem to realize heâd been holding, then leaned in, resting his forehead against hers.
It was unspoken, but they both knew. The restâthe complicationsâcould come later.
Right now, all that mattered was the small, reassuring smile Fred gave her before leaning in, kissing her again. Soft. Certain.
And filled with everything neither of them had been able to say.
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