Hey! I hope you're in a better place now (as am I). Like you might wanna stab me for this, but I am actually HAPPY rn. This is the means it an end. There are SO many bright things on the horizon. Zerrie can't be drug out any farther. It will be over soon enough. Larry has the ability to come out if they choose soon enough. The band will have new management soon enough. And if zayn REALLY LEFT bc he was unhappy, now he is truly free and has so many opportunities. I'm so happy (':
Hi!  I think I’m doing better now.  You’ve got a good point.  If Zayn was in bad health, he needed to leave.  If Zayn’s not in bad health and it was a forced decision, I’m sure he’ll be back.  It sucks that One Direction may be semi-permanently down to 4, but either scenario is actually a good thing overall.  I think you gave my perspective a little nudge and now I can have some peace of mind.  I’m still going to be sitting here trying to put the puzzle pieces together, but I’ll have peace of mind while I do it.  Thank you!
I’m going to publish this 1) so I don’t lose it, and 2) so maybe other people can find the same peace of mind.












