#frambouaz

I don’t know if it’s because I came back here, or because I turned into a fangirl like old times but it reminds me of you, a lot, and I miss you. Really miss you. I’m having a breakdown tonight. I keep on crying. And I listen to our songs. I’m stuck in those memories of us. And your death anniversary is coming and it’s not helping. I wish you were here. You would know what to say to comfort me. It’s not fair. Cancer’s a bitch. There’s so much you’re missing. Our friends are having babies. Our lives have changed so much. I’ve changed. When I looked at myself in the mirror tonight, I noticed that I’m different. In 3 years, you change physically and mentally. And since you’re gone, you didn’t get the chance to know this version of me. I wish I could go back to 2012, when we were innocent and careless. I love you so much. I will always.

i know ;___; she was always so strong and kind even when she was in pain and suffering from her illness and it hurts me so much to know she’s no longer with us bc the world was a better place with her in it. she was such a precious human being and a very dear friend to me. i will always miss her

may she rest in peace

thank you!!! It's literally such a huge honour to me :')

deby ♥♥♥you're always so sweet, dear! tons of love right back at you!

Always <3