fourblackcats replied to your post: ā[[MOR] what the fuck even is my college personality Iām so...ā:
just wait till college everything is supposed to get better right (?) and isn't it when you stop caring that everything falls into place? so idk my advice is crappybut if u want to feel better i could draw or write or send pics of my kitten ily<3
college is so fuckin' weird like the typical thing in high school with everyone I knew was "shit man high school sucks I can't wait for college so I can socialize and do whatever I want and really live life" but high school was great for me in the sense that it was all put together for me and it was predictable but going to a college that none of my friends attend except for two music majors that I don't see, I'm receding a lot more because I can't remember how to socialize with people I don't know because for 12 years I saw the same people every day and even if you didn't know somebody you could just wait a semester and you'd have some idea of who they were but now I'm just like who are all of you I can't tell what you're like, half of you are adults I cannot relate to anybody. And I want to get back into theatre but it's the same problem because I know nobody and nothing and the only reason I succeeded even slightly in high school theatre is because I knew everyone and I was a hard worker but that's not going to get me anywhere now.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE A PERSON