Journal Entries
Bought some patterns for shorts. I have a bunch of patterns already, but what I wanted to go for would involve a looooooot of drafts and changes. These patterns were on sale for around $3 each so...I already have the fabric...and I NEED shorts so...
Finally paid for my launch permit renewal, got the kayak out and cleaned, and already threw it on top of the car. Heading out as early as I can tomorrow. Not even going to my favorite spot because its to far and if I think to much about it I won't go. Heading to the place that's 5 minutes away.
My mom is home and everything is fine. Once she got here and we said our hellos I finally shut my door and just broke down sobbing. I'm still going to talk to my therapist about doing a thing and move forward with that even though things "seem ok for now". I'm learning
I did a nervous system reset that my therapist had sent me awhile ago. Last time we did it together and I became co-conscious with some other part of me. Nothing happened today except feeling dizzy. I'm going to try and work it into my morning routine, just so I can say I'm trying
Finally got that fucking flyer (yes flyer) for Summer. I feel like they chose a horrible picture but whatever. I had 250 printed (another $100+ purchase. Yay. Yes I am completely broke why do you ask) that I can pick up tomorrow. I'll laminate them and post them around town over the weekend (hopefully).
I'm counting down the minutes until I can go to bed

















