#fnsd

I’ve been experiencing a seemingly random flare of seizures for the last week or so. My life is generally fine and stable right now, so I don’t know what’s causing them, but every night when I’m laying in bed I have at least one seizure. This is now the 5th year since I got diagnosed and I thought I had a solid handle on triggers and coping, but then these random episodes happen and I feel disappointed and defeated.

I stopped drinking liquor and doing any sort of drugs (mostly weed) because it triggered my seizures every time. Now I work at a restaurant and my coworkers go out almost every night and get shitfaced and I feel so weird about it. Like I don’t want to be drunk in public or drunk at all, but I wish it was just because I don’t want to and not because I’ll have a seizure and be unresponsive for hours. I also feel like they won’t every truly accept me like they do each other because I won’t/can’t participate in those activities with them

Last smackdown episode was a joke right? It can't be real...

been trying to get rid of my tics lately this shit SUCKS. for the first few days it was going fine but it's just so uncomfortable....