#fluffy asks

carmen would be flustered when he realized he was in love with you. it was so abrupt that it made his chest hurt and his brain all scrambled and confused. he'd never truly been in love before so when he realized on a random tuesday afternoon, you sitting with richie, tolerating one of his awful and loud stories, and him cooking family dinner for everyone, he didn't know what to do.

he had fully stopped chopping the carrots and stared at his hands. what the fuck is this, he thought. your laugh at richie's antics rang through his ears and he felt his heart nearly melt. he wanted nothing but to be around you all the time. he missed you even when you were just in the other room.

the days to follow this realization were strange. he was frustrated not knowing how to express his newfound feelings or what to do with them. some days carmen just wanted to scream out loud that he was insanely in love with you, other times he rehearsed in the mirror how he would confess at the perfect romantic moment, yet it never seemed to come.

it was late at night and carmen was slowly gathering his things to leave your apartment. “i should go,” he announced. you pouted watching him pull his jacket over his shoulders and his hat over his head. you walk him over to the door, stopping at the doorframe to kiss him.

“goodnight, sweetheart,” he mumbled into your lips.

“goodnight.” with one last peck he starts towards the elevator and you made you way back into your home. his heart starts racing as he realizes that he’s ending yet another night without confessing.

it had been a 2 weeks since carmen realized he was in love with you. he spent his days attempting to say something but he couldn’t muster the courage. the further he made it to the elevator the more he became angry with himself.

“fuck!” snatching his hat off in frustration, he ran back to your apartment and knocked on the door frantically. you appeared just moments later, looking at him through furrowed brows.

“hey. did you forget something?”

“no. i didn’t forget anything.”

“oh. is everything okay?” his palms began to tickle with sweat, his mouth growing dry and feeling like it was filled with cotton. the silence was getting louder and you both stood there awkwardly, similar to the night of your first date where he didn’t know whether to bid you a good night with a kiss. wringing the hat between his hands and shifting his weight between each foot, carmen took a breath.

“i love you,” he confessed. you gasp a bit and grip the door handle tighter as you become nervous.

“you don’t have to say it back. i really don’t expect you to. you can never say it, honestly. i won’t mind that because i just want you to know that i love you.” he internally cursed himself for how much he was rambling but simultaneously relieved that he finally expressed himself. it was silent for a few seconds. you didn’t know what to do or say as if your brain was short-circuited.

he loves me? he loves me… you thought.

“okay, um. i’ll go-“ before carmen could move another inch away from you, you pull him in for a kiss. you couldn’t think of anything else to do as your body began to heat up with anxiousness, happiness, and lust. carmen leaned further into the kiss, your tongues soon dancing with each other.

“i love you too, carmy,” you say once you both are able to come up for air. it was as if you set a fire off inside of him once you said those words as carmen closed the front door behind him and began to kiss you again with such ferocity and passion. he leads you to the bedroom, looming over top of you once you’re on the mattress. he ravages your neck, sucking, kissing and licking the sensitive skin which forces your back into an arch. you feel his bulge growing over your thigh and you press into it making him groan.

his lips traveled lower as he began to cup your breasts and teased your nipples with his fingers. “fuck, carmy. please” you whine. you clench your thighs in order to tame your weeping heat but nothing suffices. you need him.

it feels as if it takes forever until you both have your clothes off but carmen is truly savoring every minute of being with you. after eating you out as if it was his last meal he was finally about to be inside of you. lining himself up at your entrance he rubs your clit with his throbbing tip. he shivers at the feeling, soon pushing himself into your velvety walls.

“god, you feel so good. always so fucking good,” he mumbles. your breath hitches at his size which you still haven’t gotten accustomed to yet. he stretches you out, hitting just the right spots with every thrust and buck of his hips.

“just like that- oh god. yes.. please.” you gawk at the way he’s losing himself inside of you, him drunk off your pussy and you the same for his cock. the both of you slur your words, nearly drooling for each other.

carmen reaches for your hands, clasping them tightly once he’s got them. the simple touch makes you clench around him, that familiar feeling begins to rise from your heat. you shut your eyes tightly, overwhelmed with the sensations.

“look at me,” he instructs. “look at me, baby.” you whine almost in protest as you were greedily fucking him back to reach your own ecstasy.

“carmy, please. s’close. i’m s’close.” you follow his commands, keeping your eyes on his blue ones, losing your senses as your orgasm approaches. his face and your surroundings become blurry while tears approach. his slow deep strokes become sloppier the longer you look at him.

“i know, baby. i know,” he coos, wiping a loose tear with his thumb.

“i love you, i love you, carmy-nnngh fuck!” your release possesses you, legs and arms attacked with goosebumps, your abdomen shivering. your pussy clenching around him and nearly pumping him further into you encourages his own orgasm. you feel his dick stutter while he kisses you, drowning out his own sounds of bliss.

still inside of your dripping core, carmen plants kisses all over your face, chest, and arms. he savors you even more, not wanting to release himself from you.

“you love me?” you ask, the tip of his nose teasing yours.