#fleshsuit

Chapter 1

The Miami sun felt different on this new skin. Toralf—or the man he was wearing—strutted down Ocean Drive, the late afternoon heat a warm hand on the broad, sculpted shoulders of the muscle suit. He felt the heat extremely intense under the artificial skin and the handsome mask. He was already sweating. His own grey chest, pale and slightly soft, was a distant memory beneath the silicone perfection. Every glance from a passing guy, every lingering look from a patio table, was a shot of pure, addictive adrenaline. This is what it feels like to be seen. He adjusted the straps of the thin, white tank top he’d borrowed from his friend’s closet, the fabric straining over the impossible chest. His dark curls and his dark stubbles felt incredibly, when he touched his masked head. But now he had to escape the sun.

The bell over the door of the boutique grocery store jingled. Inside, the air was cool, smelling of expensive coffee and kale. He moved with a confidence that wasn’t his, reaching for a bottle of cold-pressed juice. That’s when he saw Kevin.

Kevin was maybe twenty-five, blond hair swept back from a tanned, open face. He wore tight, faded jeans and a simple black tee that hugged a lean, swimmer’s build. He was studying a package of gourmet cookies. Toralf felt a familiar, old-man flutter in his real stomach, but the suit’s unyielding torso gave nothing away. He cleared his throat.

“Tough choice, huh?” His voice, through the confidence of the disguise, came out smoother, more confident.

Kevin looked up, and his blue eyes widened slightly. A slow, appreciative smile spread across his face. It was the smile Toralf had been hunting for all week. “The sea salt caramel ones are lethal,” Kevin said, his voice a warm, easy baritone. “I’m Kevin.”

“Leo,” Toralf lied, the name tumbling out. A name for the body.

Their fingers brushed as Kevin handed him the cookie package to inspect. The touch sent a jolt through Toralf’s real skin, insulated beneath layers of lube and silicone. They talked. About nothing. About the heat, about a new bar. The conversation was light, but the current underneath was anything but. Kevin’s gaze kept dropping to Toralf’s—to Leo’s—arms, the defined pectorals visible through the tank.

“You live around here?” Kevin asked, leaning casually against the freezer door.

“Just house-sitting for a friend,” Toralf said. “Place on Biscayne. He’s in Europe.”

Kevin’s smile turned sly. “Nice. I’m just a few blocks over. In a shoebox.” He paused, letting the hum of the freezers fill the space. “You know, I was just about to head back. I could use some help carrying this six-pack.”

The invitation was as clear as the Miami sky. Toralf’s heart hammered. This was it. The test. Could he? In the borrowed skin, in the borrowed life… yes.

“Lead the way,” he said, his playful voice steady.

Kevin’s apartment was a shoebox, but a stylish one. The door hadn’t even clicked shut before Kevin was on him. One hand cupped the back of Toralf’s fake neck, the other slid around the hard waist of the muscle suit. Their mouths met, and the kiss was all heat and hunger. Kevin tasted like mint and ambition. Toralf groaned into it, the sound muffled by the other man’s lips. The sensation of pressure, of wetness was overwhelming.

Kevin pulled back, breathless, his eyes dark. “Fuck, you’re built,” he muttered, his hands roaming over the rigid chest, squeezing the biceps. He tugged at the tank top. “Off. I want to see.”

Panic, cold and sharp, pierced the haze of desire. The suit. The lube. The seams. But Kevin was already pulling the fabric up. Toralf lifted his arms, helping, the movement a little stiff. The tank came off. Kevin just stared, a low whistle escaping him. He leaned in, licked a slow stripe over a perfect, fake nipple. Toralf felt the vibration, the suction, a bizarre and thrilling echo through the suit’s material to his own sensitive flesh beneath.

“Bedroom,” Kevin panted, stepping back and pulling his own shirt off in one fluid motion.

In the dim light of the bedroom, Kevin was a vision of youthful beauty. Toralf watched, mesmerized, as Kevin stripped, his cock already hard and eager. He pushed Toralf back onto the mattress. The suit was restrictive, awkward for lying down, but Kevin didn’t seem to notice. He kissed his way down the defined abdomen, his hands sliding under the waistband of Toralf’s shorts.

This is the moment. The shorts and underwear were the only things covering the suit’s lower half, the only barrier to the complicated junction where the silicone of the upper body and lower body met and Toralf’s real body could be visible. Kevin yanked them down in one fierce motion.

This move revealed Toralf’s own erection, which was trapped in a specially designed false cock at the front of the lower part of the suit, the real skin aching against the soft, internal lining. The suit’s false cock was impressive and sculpted slightly curved upwards. Kevin froze for a second, staring at the setup.

Toralf held his breath.

But Kevin just let out a rough, turned-on laugh. “Hot,” he breathed, and then he took Toralf’s false cock into his mouth.

The sensation was explosive. It had been years since anyone’s mouth had felt this good, this eager, this young. Kevin’s tongue swirled around the head, his lips created a perfect, tight seal as he sank down. The false cock intensified the sensation even more.Toralf cried out, his back arching, his hands fisting in the sheets. The contrast was maddening—the visual of this beautiful man servicing a body that was a masterpiece, while the frantic, exquisite pleasure was entirely his own, hidden and primal.

“Kevin… fuck…” he choked out.

Kevin pulled off with a wet pop, his own need clear. He grabbed lube from the nightstand, lubricating himself quickly. “Want you,” he said, his voice raw. He pushed Toralf’s legs up, his fingers slick and cool as they pressed against Toralf’s real entrance through a small hole in the suit. “Ready?“

“Yes. God, yes.”

The preparation was fast, almost frantic, a blur of burning stretch and desperate need. Then Kevin was pushing in, and the world narrowed to that single, searing point of connection. Kevin’s thrusts were deep, powerful, driving Toralf’s fake body up the bed with their force. Each slam sent shockwaves through him. He could see the sweat-slicked muscles of Kevin working, could feel the hot puff of Kevin’s breath.

Toralf wrapped his legs around Kevin, the suit’s thighs straining. He was lost. In the pleasure, in the deception, in the sheer physicality of it. He reached between them, fisting his own cock, the slide made easy by his own precum and the leftover lube from the suit’s application. The dual sensations—the deep, rhythmic filling and the tight, frantic friction of his own hand—coiled a spring in his gut.

Kevin’s pace became erratic, his grunts louder. “So fuckin’ tight… that suit… seeing you like this…” he babbled, his hips stuttering.

The words, the raw approval, tipped Toralf over the edge. His orgasm ripped through him, a silent, convulsing wave that made his real body shake violently inside its silicone shell. His come striped up over his hand, out of a small hole at the tip of the false cock splashing onto the hard, false abdomen of the suit. The clenching of his own muscles around Kevin’s thrusting cock was the trigger. Kevin shouted, burying himself deep, his body rigid as he pulsed inside Toralf.

For a long moment, there was only the sound of ragged breathing. Kevin collapsed on top of him, a heavy, sweaty weight on the unyielding chest. He nuzzled into the fake neck. “Damn, Leo,” he murmured, his voice thick with satisfaction. “You are… unreal.”

Toralf stared at the ceiling, feeling the warm trickle inside him, the sticky mess on his stomach. The mask felt suddenly heavy, suffocating. The thrill was still there, buzzing under his skin, but so was something else. Something cold.

Kevin shifted, propping himself up on an elbow. He traced a finger through the come on Toralf’s—on Leo’s—stomach, a lazy, possessive smile on his face. “So,” he said, his eyes bright and curious. “So where did you get this suit? It’s incredible.” His finger strayed higher, towards the seam where the mask met the neck of the muscle suit, hidden in the shadows. “I mean… how does this even come off?”

Kevin’s finger traced the seam at Toralf’s neck, the touch light and inquisitive. Toralf held his breath, the post-orgasm bliss instantly replaced by a cold, trickling dread.

“It’s… complicated, I found it in the wardrobe of my friend and it’s hard to take it off,” Toralf rasped, his voice still Leo’s, but strained.

Kevin’s gaze was fixed on his own finger’s path. He leaned closer, his nose almost brushing Toralf’s throat. “Is it?” he murmured. Then he went still. “Wait.”

Toralf felt it too. A bead of moisture, warm and slick, tracing a path from under the edge of the mask, just behind his ear. His own sweat, trapped for hours, had finally found an escape route. It glistened in the low light.

Kevin pulled back just enough to look. His eyes, dark with satiation a moment ago, now sparked with sharp, electric curiosity. He watched as another droplet welled and ran down the side of Toralf’s silicone neck.

“You’re sweating like hell,” Kevin stated, his voice low. “Underneath.”

Before Toralf could form an answer, Kevin leaned in again. But not to kiss. He licked. A slow, deliberate swipe of his tongue up that salty trail, from collarbone to jawline. The sensation was a bizarre duality—the pressure of the tongue on the mask, and the intimate, wet heat that seemed to seep through to Toralf’s own clammy skin.

“Tastes real,” Kevin breathed against his skin. His hands came up, framing Toralf’s face. His thumbs pressed against the neckline of the mask, just below the ears. “How real is it, Leo?”

Toralf’s heart was a frantic drum against the suit’s rigid interior. “Kevin, don’t—”

It was too late. Kevin’s fingers found purchase. He didn’t yank, not at first. He pulled, steady and insistent, peeling the silicone away from the skin beneath. There was a resistance, a suction, and then a soft, wet schlurp as the seal broke.

Cool air hit Toralf’s real face—his fifty-five-year-old face, damp with sweat, his hair a mess. The world seemed to tilt. He squeezed his eyes shut, unable to watch Kevin’s reaction.

The sound Kevin made wasn’t disgust. It was a sharp, sucked-in breath. A pause that stretched for an eternity. Toralf forced his eyes open.

Kevin was staring. His blue eyes were wide, scanning the lines around Toralf’s eyes, the silver stubble on his jaw, the softer, more lived-in texture of his skin. There was no horror. No anger. A slow, incredulous smile began to curl Kevin’s lips.

“Well, hello,” Kevin whispered, his voice full of awe. “Who are you, really?”

“Toralf,” he choked out, the name sounding foreign and small.

Kevin’s smile widened. It was predatory, delighted. “Toralf.” He said it like he was tasting it. He leaned down and kissed him—not Leo, but Toralf. The kiss was different. Softer, at first, then deeper, more probing. Kevin’s tongue slipped into his mouth, and it felt more intimate than anything they’d done before. He was kissing the truth.

When he pulled back, his eyes were blazing. “You fucking genius,” Kevin laughed, a rough, excited sound. “All this time… this incredible body…” His hands slid down from Toralf’s real shoulders to the hard, sculpted pectorals of the suit. “I want to see. All of it. Now.”

He pushed himself off the bed, standing tall and naked, his own arousal visibly stirring again. He pointed to the center of the room. “Get up. Show me. A striptease, daddy. Show me what’s underneath this masterpiece. Inch by inch.”

Humiliation warred with a shocking, desperate arousal. The command, the use of daddy, sent a jolt straight to Toralf’s spent cock, which twitched against the suit. The thrill of being seen, even like this, was a drug he couldn’t refuse. He swung his legs off the bed, the movement awkward in the restrictive suit.

He stood, facing Kevin. The younger man crossed his arms, a king awaiting a performance.

Toralf’s hands trembled as he reached for the neck of the muscle suit and pulled to get one arm free inside the torso. It was hard work to get it free. He peeled the torso up and slipped his head through the head opening.

The hard, perfect chest came finally free with lots of sweat pouring down on the wooden floor. Beneath it was the reality: Toralf’s own torso, pale, sprinkled with grey hair, the skin slightly loose, the muscles much less defined. He heard Kevin’s sharp inhale. He continued, putting the torso of the suit on the bed like discarding a second skin and started peeling away the lower part revealing the soft curve of his stomach, the natural dip of his navel. The contrast was obscene. The suit’s rigid, oiled perfection lay flat on the bed, showing his vulnerable, older body.

“Keep going,” Kevin urged, his voice husky.

Toralf pushed the suit down over his hips. It was harder here, the lube having dried. He had to shimmy, the material clinging. He bent, pushing it down his thighs, past his knees, revealing his own legs—thinner, with faint varicose veins, covered in silver hair. Finally, he stepped out of it, kicking the empty, deflated silicone shell aside. He stood there, completely exposed, breathless, his real cock half-hard and glistening with sweat and leftover lube.

Kevin stared, his gaze a physical caress. “Fuck,” he breathed. “This was so sexy.”

He stepped forward, closing the distance. He didn’t touch Toralf’s body. Instead, he knelt and picked up the discarded muscle suit. It lay in his hands, a limp, hollow mannequin. He looked from it to Toralf, a wild idea lighting up his face.

“My turn,” Kevin said.

He grabbed the bottle of lube from the nightstand, squeezing a generous amount into the chest cavity of the suit. More, inside the lower part. He slicked the interior until it gleamed. Then, with a focused intensity, he stepped into it.

Toralf watched, mesmerized, as Kevin—young, tan, lean—began to fill the shell he had just vacated. Kevin worked his legs into the silicone thighs, his real skin sliding against the wet, slippery interior with soft, slick sounds. He lifted the torso up, wrestling his arms into the sleeves, then pulled the torso over his head. The slurping sound was intense.

He pulled the torso down und stood up. And it was Leo standing there. But different. The suit fit him perfectly, the muscles appearing even more defined on his slimmer frame. The mask lay on the bed. Kevin picked it up, looked at Toralf with a wicked grin, and began to work it over his own head. It was a struggle, a wet, noisy process of stretching and pulling. Toralf could only watch, his own arousal now full and aching.

With a final, wet pop, the mask sealed into place. Kevin—now Leo—ran his hands over the hard chest, down the carved abs. He turned to the mirror on the closet door, tilting his head, flexing. He let out a low, distorted laugh from within the mask.

Then he turned back to Toralf. He stalked towards him, the movement carrying Leo’s confident swagger but charged with Kevin’s frenetic energy. He pushed Toralf, making him stumble back until his legs hit the bed and he sat down hard.

The young man in the rubbery suit loomed over him. He put a hand on Toralf’s chest, over his real heart, and pushed him down onto his back.

“You liked getting fucked inside this body, didn’t you?” Kevin’s voice came through the mask, muffled but clear. He climbed onto the bed, straddling Toralf’s hips, the hard, false cock of the suit brushing against Toralf’s very real, very hard one. “Now you’re going to fuck me in it.”

He reached behind himself, his fingers, slick from the suit’s interior, finding Toralf’s erection. He guided him to the suit’s rear access hole—a discreet opening Toralf knew very well. Kevin positioned the tip there, the silicone rim already lubed from within.

“Take him,” Kevin commanded, his voice a guttural rasp. “Take him. Fuck Leo. I want to feel you in here with me.”

Toralf’s mind shattered. The psychology, the role-reversal, the raw, perverse thrill of it consumed him. He gripped Kevin’s—Leo’s—hard, silicone hips. He pushed up.

“Hi Sebastian, sorry if I’m late.” I said entering the music room. I’ve had a busy day, with it being my final day of teaching.

The young man looked up from his guitar and smiled.

“No worries, teach, I’ve just been sitting jammin’ a bit while waiting.” Sebastian said innocently.

“Well, I’m not a teacher much longer,” I replied as I closed the door.

“Does it feel strange to have your last day today?” Sebastian asked curiously.

“Sort of… But it’s a great opportunity. I still wanted to talk to you about the strings, I’ve been pulling.”

“Yeah?!” Sebastian eyes lit up, he sat up straight, eager to hear, what I had to tell him.

“I’ve been talking to a producer at Alpha Centauri and showed him some of your music, and he is considering you-”

“What?! Are you fucking serious?! They really are going to let me-”

I had to cut off the excited young man, I handed him my phone; “Here, you can read the mail, he sent me, yourself.” He smiled a million dollar smile.

I handed him my battered old phone and pretended to be reading over his shoulder, as Sebastian excitedly read the quite long e-mail.

Unfortunately for Sebastian the mail wasn’t real, as a matter of fact, I had written it myself, but I just needed to be very close to him and have him be distracted. Then I jabbed the syringe into his neck.

The young man immediately lashed out, falling off the chair and dropping the phone in the process. He looked up at me with a shocked, but already somewhat vacant expression.

I immediately sat on top of him, pinning him down, pressing one hand against his mouth, whilst holding his right arm down against the floor. He was no doubt much stronger than me, but with the drug debilitating his body, it was much easier than expected.

“I’m sorry, Sebastian,” I said with apathy, “but this is the opportunity, I’m talking about.”

He tried retaliating with his left arm, but soon appeared to lose control of it, causing it to flail around randomly until the drug really kicked in.

When he stopped struggling, I got up and checked the door was locked, and then quickly took off my clothes, stuffing it into a plastic bag.

Sebastian was completely unconscious by that time, so I could take off his clothes with ease as well. His naked body was a sight to behold – young, strong and handsome, except slightly twisted as his insides had decayed.

I laid on top of what remained of Sebastian to squeeze out all the air and gunk still trapped in his body. It was like lying on a deflating balloon, a visible vapour left every orifice, and soon he was completely flat and empty.

“I’m done with teaching, now it’s time to take what should have been mine.” I monologued, as if Sebastian could still hear me.

I picked up Sebastian’s skin, shook it a little and marvelled at the result. Not hesitating any further I stretched his mouth wide and began slipping my feet inside. It was a struggle to get inside, but eventually I got my foot all the way down. The next foot was easier, and as soon as I could wiggle my toes within Sebastian’s feet, I could easily pull his strong legs into place as well.

I fed my dick into his hollow shaft, and it sprung to life, after which I could pull his gaping mouth over my butt. I pulled the stretchy skin further up my body, my own gut being replaced by Sebastian’s flat stomach.

“You’re by far the most talented musician I’ve ever taught, and I’m sick and tired of teaching, now I’m getting the music career, I always dreamt of when I was your age.”

It wasn’t getting any easier, but I was so close. Getting my arm inside his mouth, whilst being stretched around by abdomen was more difficult than anticipated, but I eventually managed to get one arm in, and the result spoke for itself. It was smooth, tan, strong… and mine! I flexed it a couple of times, and even stroked my arousal a couple of times… It was perfect.

After a little more struggling, I could plunge my other arm into his, and that was the last major obstacle.

With a simple movement, the chest and shoulders slid into place, and with only his vacant head dangling behind mine like a hood, I was almost done.

I gently ran my new hand over my new firm chest, feeling my pecs, both slabs of smooth and strong muscle.

“Just imagine how far the two of us can go together as one. I want the fame, the money, the-” I paused, that would be the last time, that I would hear my own voice. It was time to finish.

I stretched Sebastian’s mouth wide one last time, so it could swallow me whole. A tingling sensation rushed through my body and mind, as Sebastian’s mouth snapped shut around mine.

The sensation of darkness and unintelligible pictures and thoughts rushed through me, but suddenly there was light and clarity.

“FUUUUUUUUCK!” I growled triumphantly. Looking down my new body, I was beyond satisfaction. I instinctively looked up at the clock over the door. I had been here longer, than expected. I needed to slip into Sebastian’s routine, there would be plenty of time for self-gratification later, though I had to strongly repress the urges.

I put on Sebastian’s underwear, socks, t-shirt, pants, his signature necklace and wristbands. There was something particularly pleasing about claiming these personal keepsakes as my own. Finally, I slipped on his biker jacket, it was a perfect fit and still smelled strongly of leather and the sweat of the young man.

I picked up his guitar and the plastic bag with the last remaining traces of my old self.

I quietly left the room, wanted to head outside to get some fresh air and sun.

Everything seemed brighter and lighter outside the classroom as I stepped into the hallway.

But after having only walked about 200 metres, I felt unwell, as if the hallway was spinning. I needed to sit down, so I sat on the stairs leading to the upper floors. I suppose the transformation wasn't completely done yet.

As I sat here, waiting for the dizziness to go away, I decided to put this new body to the test. I strummed the guitar like it was the most natural thing in the world, and I could feel both my and Sebastian's talent streaming through my fingers and the notes they produced.

It was almost an unreal sensation. I was better than my old self, I was better than Sebastian, I was on a whole other level. The dizziness had precipitated, and I got back on my feet. A couple of girls passed by in the hallway, they had noticed my music, they smiled at me, and I flashed signature Sebastian’s grin right back at them. Once they were gone, I burst into laughter.

I grabbed my phone and gave a call to NewU Records, who were the ones I had actually gotten an agreement with, and they were going to make me their new star, all I had to do was give them a call.

Everything was set up for Sebastian. Record deal, new apartment and future career, all set up by me. From my savings I've even bought a white convertible, which I think would go extremely well with my new identity.

I took it for a spin later that night, like a totally insufferable, self-absorbed and enviable celebrity with the world at his feet. It feels so good, it feels so right. This is going to be sweet.