[ FL3 ] omfg iām rereading/revamping this fic and completely forgot about the āI donāt need bothā line LMFAO IMš§āāļølike it legitimately came back to haunt me gdiš
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[ FL3 ] omfg iām rereading/revamping this fic and completely forgot about the āI donāt need bothā line LMFAO IMš§āāļølike it legitimately came back to haunt me gdiš

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dang it, teresa! i guess iāll talk about first love last love here!Ā
i donāt know what possessed me to create this monster of a fic in two weeks, but it happened and i miss it so damn much. the past and present timelines interweaving definitely added to the original length, but i think itās what allowed me to really dig deep into yoongiās and readerās personalities and characteristics. we got to see their past motivations and how those either changed or somewhat stayed the same in present time. it was so fun writing two different sides of yoongi, as well. but we just know the true origin of both past and present storylines was my greedy ass saying why not both blonde yoongi and dark-hair undercut yoongi??
when they talked through yoongiās low motivation at school, itās a conversation i wish i had during my early education days. if someone told me to just keep doing what i loved instead of what i thought was consideredĀ ānormal,ā i think i wouldāve been living doing what i wanted to do. maybe this story flew out of my fingers because it took my true feelings about education and music and art in general and plastered them on the pages with no issues.
the hardest thing about writing FL3? slowly unveiling what the hell happened between them. it was somewhat difficult to not give too much away while at the same time keeping the weight of the event substantial enough for readers to stay invested! that was definitely a feat - one that i hope i achieved.Ā
and as for describing how the music sounded to the reader and the last performance scene: i definitely took experience from many orchestra concerts iāve been to/been apart of and dug up emotions i experienced while listening to black swan for the first time. black swan was also the backbone/entire vision of the opening scene, as well.Ā for yoongiās piano playing, i thought of the pianist we had in my high school. he was a savant that memorized pieces after one look at the sheet music and one of the coolest people iāve ever met.Ā
also, iāve done this with both yoongiās and hoseokās stories so far: i made sure to incorporate a lot of their solo songs and some bts song titles somewhere in the fics LOL
OH, speaking of directorās cut: there was another scene with yoongi and reader going upstairs in the frat house with jk, but i decided that it messed with the flow of the story so i ended up taking it all out. the sexual tension between them was heavy in that scene, but i think what exists in the final draft is still.. enough ASDFSDJF. but 4k of the original first draft is now sitting in my pile of google doc scrapsš„²
oh!! also, aspa is black and modeled after one of my irl friendsš love them both sm
one last thing: someone asked for a drabble regarding the school uniform so i still need to write that at some point eheheh
By "Come back here before I grab something else" (Yoongi in first love last love) what did he mean I don't get it I'm stupid
LOL he meant reader's ass