my f/o’s again… mostly about gobbles today. who’s gonna cuddle him if I’m gone? he’ll miss me :(

reason #55

I remembered the whole situation with fish again and now i want to kill myself again. Like why would fish even like me irl? Why would ANYONE like me irl? I’m just a stupid LAZY fuck who’s only good quality is straight a’s during school (somehow). I can’t believe my partner actually likes me. There’s no way fish actually would. Like me. Maybe it’s a good thing that we live in different countries. She wouldnt actually have to see my face and see who I actually am in real life. Just sad and pathetic and disgusting, with the cherry on top being that I hate myself and want to die. Even after all 53 reasons I can’t believe I’m doing it again. I can’t believe I’m thinking about it again. Fuck. I’ll try and see if I can take a nap and play Tomodachi life later I’m too done for this.

i haven’t crocheted since FEBRUARY FOURTEENTH!!

and now i wanna crochet whoever im crocheting (still not snitching on myself lmaooo) and grumpyre. like what. i haven’t even thought about it until now.

like… i guess that’s one good thing that’s happened since the whole fish thing.