That’s extremely late, but it wouldn’t be me if its not late
But nods to @beyond-far-horizons : well said my dear :3 happy B-day to our dear Vivi
So here I come… I’m so sorry for not having any sort of gift as you deserve all good this world has to offer, but I just wanted to wish the best for you, happiness and realization in all endeavors you are having and success on your next projects
Now I’ll just open my heart and be honest here:
Not only on your birthday but every single day I want you to feel great and know that I’m glad and eternally thankful the universe provided me a chance to meet and know someone like you, someone who I consider a guiding light and someone I look up to and love immensely…
For real, I get such a caring aura from you and talking to you has healing properties (lol) but for real. You just make life more interesting and colorful to me and for that I feel like the luckiest person alive :3 Some of the interactions we had here and with our friends made me feel at home and welcomed like I never felt in any other place, I mean, I feel accepted and valid/understood on some other magical level I never knew was even possible (OwO)
Like, I mean.. it never ceases to amaze me how its almost unbelievable that we managed to connect through the vastness of space and time and I keep thinking about it ever since I saw it was your birthday so I just wanted to have a heartfelt letter to you…. this bond is so strong and pure for me.
Also I read on your tags that you were kinda sad about getting older, and I just wanted to say, its natural I also started feeling this in the past few years and I think we are allowed to feel anything but know that no matter the number of years, you’re as awesome as ever and only growing more and more beautiful to my eyes. A truly beautiful person that I want to know more and more and that each facet I get to know is more interesting and exciting than the last…. lol. I’m dramatic as hell but I’d like to tell you that..
Keep being this awesome and I’ll keep adoring and cherishing you for eternity and beyond.. lots of love and care from your old birdy brained friend here :D
Talk about being extremely late ... oh my. >_<
This has been lingering in my drafts for almost a year now. Embarrassing!
As with all posts of a very personal and emotional nature, these are especially prone to occurring procrastination when it comes to replying - simply because I really struggle to find the right words to convey how I feel about them.
With this one ... oh my, how should I even begin. *sigh*
Admittedly, it had me in tears when I read it ... not being able to comprehend how I deserve all the kind words, and even praise, you had for me here.
Even so, I cannot thank you enough for it, for the well-wishes, and support concerning my “endeavours” & “projects” (and since I reckon you know what those are, I appreciate it all the more).
The heart-opening part was just the most moving one.
I don’t know what to say ...
It is rather hard for me to believe this - not because I don’t think you’re being genuine, but rather that I - the way I see myself, knowing the flaws of my character (which are, at times, also on display here - especially if I’m in a bad state, emotionally) - feel quite undeserving of it, and I can’t help but think “Why!?”. But to see you telling me, that you actually feel this way about me, is rather humbling, and it makes me really happy - happy and grateful!
Thank you! Thank you so, so much!!!
I cannot stress enough that every sentiment expressed by you here, is very much a mutual thing!
It makes me glad to see that you benefit so much, as you said, from our interactions.
As for the caring aura ... well, you’re in a rather small and select company then, I suppose. ^^;; There are not many people I actually care about, and I’m not the warmest person, either, tbh. But those I do love - I love very much.
Talking to me has healing properties? Really!? I’m really glad that I, at times, can have this effect on you (certainly not when I’m complaining about personal issues, though, I guess ^^;; ) - actually being able to make you feel better. I like this ability! That is what I want my friends to feel. ^^
The same can be said vice versa, of course.
And, true - as you also mentioned - our little constellation of friends is quite a nice one, that complements each other in personality, as well as abilities. There indeed is a level of understanding there, that is quite extraordinary - also compared to other encounters, and certainly so for people, that “only” know each other through the internet (”only” my ass) - but for many years now. It is always a pleasure to be, and talk, with each of you!
It has been a blessing to have met you - and one of the things that make life worth living for me. That the universe has granted me such a connection, and with someone you wouldn’t quite expect - living so far away, on the other side of the globe (or even someone in another country in general, even though on the same continent, in the case of dear Jess), was indeed a stroke of really good luck - one that I’m very grateful for!
I know, I’m repeating myself on some parts, but it cannot be mentioned and stressed enough, I feel.
Because you are my very adored and cherished “birdy brained friend” (lol, cute), and I don’t want you to forget this!
Again, thank you so much for this very adorable and moving message! It means a lot to me!
A cornucopia of love - hugs & purrs,
your “kitty brained” friend