#findyou

“I opened a book and in I strode. Now nobody can find me. I've left my chair, my house, my road, My town and my world behind me.

I'm wearing the cloak, I've slipped on the ring, I've swallowed the magic potion. I've fought with a dragon, dined with a king And dived in a bottomless ocean.

I opened a book and made some friends. I shared their tears and laughter And followed their road with its bumps and bends To the happily ever after.

I finished my book and out I came. The cloak can no longer hide me. My chair and my house are just the same, But I have a book inside me.”

Maknae Minho has barely addressed this. I cannot wait any longer. Monsta X is out here trying to kill some people. First they release this bop. I'm over here blushing to death listening to it in my car.

I've already discussed Someone's Someone in another post. But, every time this song comes on, for about 5 seconds I think it's Backstreet Boys. Then I get happier when I realize it's Monsta X. 

THEN. They come out with this teaser for their new MV. 

I'M DEAD. 

RIP,

Key's BFF

Today I wrote in my journal for the first time in 6 years.....it was actually riveting. I was reflecting on my recent trip to NYC. It was my first big from somewhere so far from home. For you this may mean nothing. The experience was life changing. I have dreamed of going to New York since I was a kid. I am hip hop. I break dance, I rapp, I make beats, and I sketch from time to time. When I was kid I used to throw up taggs around my small town, I will not take credit for which ones, my city isnt the kind of town that would recognize such  craft anyway.

It was super important to me that I go see the mecca of almost all the things that combine to create my identity. I never felt more at home in my life. I never felt more sure of and comfortable with who I am. I went sailing. I got sea sick and threw up on the side of the boat. But I conquered almost all of my most major fears. I encourage everyone to push and grow beyond all of their self placed limits. But lets talk about some shit we all care more about...