#findingkayla

Today I feel numb. Yesterday we both broke, no yelling, no fighting but a lot of truths were said. I don't want to live without him. I don't want our marriage to fail. But we both need to work on ourselves. I'm not blaming him. We've both have stopped loving each other the way we should.

It's hard to keep a marriage happy and alive when you get zero time to work on it. We don't have a village supporting us. We don't get alone time, dates or anything. But we both know we need improvement and we both have agreed to work on us and ourselves.

I've started a note page where I am listing things to read to myself everyday. Things like: stop care what others think, you can't control people's opinions of you, etc. Going to make sure I remind myself everyday of those things.

If you have any good ones I should add, let me know. Guess we'll see how many I have in a year.