#fifthmonth

5TH MONTH HELL YEAH!

Babe, I never thought I would fall for you this hard, you got me! 

Since the very first day I laid my eyes on you, until now you are still the same beautiful woman I fell in love with. 

Well, the only difference is that, those eyes shines for me now and the smile you wear are caused by the circumstances I make out of love. 

Things have been rough this month, but I knew it wasn’t bigger than our what we have; actually, nothing is.

The thought of losing you kills me, I planned every single detail of my future with you, and it’s hard to see a world without you in it, because honestly. You are completely, inevitably part of me.

I will always look at you like you are the only woman in the world. You are all I could ever ask for, and I’d rather be stuck staring at you forever if I could. You are my heaven on earth, and since you became mine, no one else was ever worth looking at.

You will never understand how much you mean to me. It’s way beyond words could ever express. You know this. ❤️

Do you remember? 

yeah, those days when we were together? sobrang saya! every night when I sleep I always think about the next day we get to be together again. Sobrang sarap lang love, sobrang sarap lang sa feeling na nasa iisang higaan tayo both. Since that day, every morning when I open my eyes, iniisip ko soon makakasama na kita. Sobrang ni lo look forward ko yung day na yun love. When I get to wake up every morning to the sweet sound of your voice, when I open my eyes and you’re the first thing I’ll see. Yung anytime pwede kita i hug, i kiss, ganun. 

Tapos anytime we can gimmick, date, roadtrip, beach etc. I CAN’T WAIT!!!!

I GOT SO MUCH IN STORE FOR US WHEN WE’RE LIVING TOGETHER NA ULIT! 

Anyway, baby about your doubts... yeah. I swear NO ONE and can take me away from you. I am fully committed to you, and you have me submitted completely. I am yours completely babe, that’s one of the things you should know about me. That when I submit, and when I give promises, I keep my word. You’re the one I want to marry, and I wanna spend the rest of my life with YOU. I swear baby there might be girls out there whom you think maybe better than you, but damn baby IDGAF about who they are, how they look, where they’re from and shit. I AM YOURS, LIKE, I BELONG TO YOU NOW. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever met, and I mean that with every ounce of honesty in me. No matter what you say about your own personal insecurities, you are perfectly imperfect in my eyes. You are an astoundingly, undeniably beautiful masterpiece and I will always keep getting lost in your eyes. No matter what you say, I will never stop telling you this. 

I will always take care of you, and I will make sure that as long as you’re mine, nothing will break you apart. I want you the happiest you can be while you’re with me. I will never hurt you, I will court you everyday baby, count on that. We will fight, we will argue about little nonsense things. Babe,  “giving up” is not an option, let that shit go na.

There isn’t a problem that the two of us can’t fix. No more pride, from now on it’s all about love and understanding. It’s still a long journey ahead of us and I can’t promise you we won’t fight, babe it’s gonna be really, really, really hard. When one of us is going weak, the other one should be strong. That’s how we’ll be unbreakable. We’re gonna have to work together, okay? I want this, I want you, every inch of you. Your flaws, mistakes, your past, present and future. I want you. That’s why I’m willing to take the hits, we fight, we keep going, we can do this! Tayo pa ba! 

A true, matured, ready relationship is two unperfect people refusing to give up on each other. 

Even of there are a hundred of reasons to give up, we’ll keep finding that one reason to hold on. 

You are the best thing that ever happened to me. Always remember that.

I wanna grow old with you, I wanna see our kids grow until have their own family, and then solo nanaman kita (YES!) 

I JUST CAN’T WAIT TO MARRY YOU BABE.

We’ll get there soon!

5 down, 153 more to go! 

Cheers to more memories and challenges, my love!