oh no, a fic where Svetlana isn’t very fond of Shane (stemming from the resentment Ilya had for him during tlg and which she picked up from him during that time) and is quite neutral towards him.
they don’t see each other much, but when they do there is a cool politeness between them. Shane has given up trying to win her over (and a quiet part of him is still jealous about the romantic and sexual relationship her and Ilya had). they both love Ilya and that’s what really matters.
but maybe it all blows up at a dinner party in their home, where the Irina Foundation is being discussed, and Luca or someone asks a question about Irina. and Ilya lights up, Svetlana too because Irina was her mothers very good friend, and they share such lovely funny stories that has everyone around the table laughing and shedding tears in equal manner.
and Svetlana is on her third glass of wine when she turns to Ilya and says,’remember how she used to tease us about our future wedding? she said that with her and my mother organising it, it would be the most beautiful wedding in all of Russia! I don’t doubt it, they hosted such wonderful parties. My 10th birthday party, remember Ilya? It was a carnival! A spectacle! Only the best for my future daughter-in-law, she said to me!’ and she’s laughing and so is everyone else. but Shane isn’t, because it’s always something he’s wondered about. If Irina was alive, would she like him? Would she approve of him for her son? Would she resent him for forcing Ilya away from Russia? Would she have pushed him towards Svetlana?
But he’s not going to ask Ilya these questions because how unbearably selfish is that? These are questions that can never be answered. The rest of the party goes on, and Shane excuses himself for a moment when he can.
Svetlana rolls her eyes as he leaves, telling Ilya,’ I’m sorry you’ll have to deal with that later.’
Ilya is shocked, and after a long conversation with Svetlana, realises the wrongful resentment he carried towards Shane during tlg has caused her (and maybe others! Some of the Centaur’s too perhaps!) to have a bad impression of him. But most importantly, has caused Shane to have a bad impression of himself.
And by god does Ilya fix that.













