I was so excited to read a new installment for the betaverse, and it turned out amazing as usual. Sorry if it's a little chaotic of a message, but it's 4am and i really wanted to share my thoughts
It was stated in the beginning that the reader was afraid of being near alphas, i knew the reason behind it was going to be devastating. But I didn't expect it to be that bad. Your writing is always so immersive, that sometimes i just cry for the mc's in your fics.
During the party, i had a strong impression that Akaashi and Kuroo recognized reader, but then i wasn't so sure. I just assume that they learnt the truth after Himari told them, that's why Bokuto barged into reader's house. I really apprecited the scene in the bathroom bc it reminded me of my own struggles with socialising, you captured the inner turmoil really well
I decided to read more about honeysuckle and apparently it has the meaning of love that has been lost, and it's kinda true. I'm not sure about the others but Bokuto sure missed his beta and the omega was a temporary replacement for him.
Maybe I'm wrong, but i think Himari's feelings were genuine, she definitely shouldn't have told them about mc's traumatic past, but she deserves to be happy.
“Are you this prickly with everyone, or am I just lucky?” “The polite thing to do is say hello. He won’t bite.” No wonder reader doesn't like him the most. Can you also clarify, please, what was 'the thing' that Bokuto mentioned?
The nsfw part was idk what to say. I enjoyed reading it too much. The way Bokuto needed to be as close as possible, how the bond started to cloud reader's judgement (those several mentions of your alpha, your mate). Also when Akaashi said that you don't need to think, you have your alphas for that – that was so hot. And then Kuroo entered the scene and i forgot how to breathe all over again. Now this is my favourite smut from all of your fics
Rhi, thank you a lot for another beautiful work.
the bit about the meaning behind honeysuckle was definitely planned. 100% intentional. absolutely 👀
as far as the rest goes, kuroo and akaashi knew from the start. not the reader's identity – obviously, they weren't there that night and bokuto himself didn't know who she was, but they were already pack at the time. they knew there was a beta out there who slipped the leash. their beta.
kuroo finds her through chance. the night she's dragged out for drinks and meets him 'properly' for the first time (as opposed to him creeping on her in a packed elevator) is a confirmation of sorts. from there, everything was set up to drag her in, including, somewhat unwittingly, himari.
but yes, kuroo is obnoxious and irritating and deliberately trying to rile her up because he's a bastard <33
the 'thing' was, as kuroo said, a shopping trip. they were going to tell her that they planned on formally bonding himari and they wanted her help picking some things for her nest. bokuto (who wasn't supposed to be crashing the party) likely thought it was gonna end in them dragging her home to fuck in said nest. kuroo, who was slightly more realistic about the reader's apprehension and feelings towards them, knew that it was never going to get that far before they spooked her. nevertheless, being the antagonistic asshole that he is, planned on enjoying himself by seeing how far he could push her up to that point. and maybe crowding her in one of the quieter corners of the store, pushing her up against all that soft fabric...
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you are such a talented writer—literally art through words
i have got to ask: how was/is sylus during your pregnancy? how does he feel seeing your body change to accommodate growing his big babies?
also, does she end up giving him a girl? do they end up having even more? 🤭
ohhh thank you dear thats so sweet to hear!! 🥹💖 pls take this lil drabble as a long answer lol :,) [based off this fic] CW: slight yandere, pregnancy, suggestive, dubious feelings
hehe OKAY so sylus is super attentive to mc we’ve established that!! also i don’t wanna say he falls more in love with you bc that’s quite literally impossible- he’s already down atrocious. but that’s not to say something inside him doesn’t soften and melt into a puddle whenever he sees your belly bump or rubs it reverently with his hand. your pregnancy both reminds him to be strong, to be that one grounding force in your life, the thing both you and your blossoming family can lean on- but at the same time it brings the epiphany that he’s just a man at the end of the day… and if one thing will make him weak, it’s his wifey <3
but to concisely answer your question: sylus is possessive, yes- hawk-like in the way he watches over you, but he’s also very soft. he knows and hates that he can’t be around the base all the time for you (if life was simpler, he’d be glued to your side 24/7), especially when you’re at your most vulnerable, too big to properly move, hormonal and requiring some sort of aid- emotional or physical- around the clock.
luke and kieran help where they can and sylus silently entrusts that they’ll hold the fort down while he’s gone, but even then, papa isn’t the keenest on the idea of the boys lingering around you for long periods of time,… especially when he isn’t there as well. it’s not that he worries they’ll make some sort of move on you or anything (God knows they’d sooner wish death upon themselves than to lay a hand on sylus’s girl), but more so that you’ll grow a little too lenient on them. he’s not an incredibly jealous guy,.. but the streak is certainly there.
sylus thinks there’s something undeniably intimate in it as well: his beautiful wife pregnant with his kin, relying solely and fully on him. it deepens your bond, and your trust in him (and ultimately your affection, he hopes).
oh and seeing your body change and reshape itself to accommodate his kids ABSOLUTELY drives him crazy. you’ll be insecure and whatnot, subconsciously trying to wrap yourself in baggy clothes (his massive wardrobe making that very convenient), walking around the manor with a blanket draped over your shoulders, not meeting his eyes when sylus inevitably can’t keep his hands off for any longer and brings you to bed. but he’ll kiss away those tears you can’t help from falling and croon at your ear, his hands will appreciatively roam over all those new curves you loathe and he’ll be super super gentle when he fucks you... tell you the sweetest things- purring reassurance in that velvety, deep voice of his as his lips meld lovingly with yours.
seeing you a lil plump, extra soft and vulnerable- round with his children- makes it near impossible to keep a level head around you but he does his best. you’re always the priority, even when it feels like he’ll cum in his pants like a teenager when you slot yourself in his arms and bashfully guide his big hands toward your aching, swollen breasts. someone is standing at attention immediately.
ahem. also… this outcome can be imagined in another way, that’s completely fine wit me— but in my head, sylus DOES end up getting the precious baby girl he wanted. is he satisfied? oh one hundred freakin percent. for… how long? eh. maybe anywhere from half a year to twelve months before that baby fever kicks right back in and puts reader on her ASS. poor exhausted woman is furious at him for constantly nudging her towards having a bigger family; but to be fair, sylus won’t actually voice those returning wants until weeks or months down the line, for that exact reason. he doesn’t wanna piss her off too bad haha.
this time around he’ll try to cushion the blow by saying ‘oh but we have two boys and only one girl- we need just one more to tie the numbers up. our little sweetheart will hate us if we don’t give her someone to play dolls with, dont you think?’ or some nonsense like that. im sorry but to me, sylus wants a big family. i dunno i just think that man WANTS DESPERATELY for mc to domesticate his crazy ass!!! a bunch of trifling lil toddlers scampering around his home seems like a great way to do that! i mean, if not, what else would his house be so massive for? honestly, you’d both just be wasting the space otherwise :(
in any case, your mean pouty face can’t fool sylus. you absolutely adore those little ragamuffins he gave you and will give you. there’s no denying that. <3
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ok tell me about school reunion fic (delete??) plz -suze
It was an absolutely bonkers idea where Lily lost a bet rather significantly, resulting in her being made to go to her school reunion wearing a t-shirt that said JAMES POTTER IF YOU'RE READING THIS I FANCIED YOU AT SCHOOL, which she did with every outward appearance of unaffected confidence whilst slowly dying inside.
Sorry I don't know if you mentioned this in one of your Iron Lung or BloodyMary posts but is your Simon trans by chance?
YES!!! i’m a sucker for t4t relationships. since he wasn’t ever able to get top surgery he had to work out a lot to firm his chest. then when he got #mutated, the gills that grew on his chest and to his ribs tore some of the breast tissue out of the way to make room for gill tissue and gill raker system (basically like really bad top surgery)
