idk if this is a shared experience but I can only watch the marvel movies where Tony and Peter are BOTH alive
So this means I have only watched many movies in the MCU once cause anything else makes me too sad
I grieved Tony like a real person cause he's real to my brain because he means to much to me (it's the autism I think) so anything that reminds me he died is too upsetting
THE REASON I'M SAYING THIS IS BECAUSE I'm watching Far From Home for the second time ever tonight (I haven't seen it in many years because it killed me the first time I saw it and I can't handle sadness like that again) and I'm scared 😕😞
wish me luck guys💔💔













