#felart

The perfect daughter ( inspirer by wes borland self portrait )

Trying to remember to add more definition to Whisper's Nosferatu features made me realize I've spent too much mental energy on making my characters palatable to an invisible audience. Whisper is a rebel in a lot of senses of the word and I feel like part of the reason I've struggled with portraying them so much is because of that internal struggle. Worked on this off and on during our Vampire sessions both last week and last night and I like it much more than her formal iterations. Progress!

Vanna belongs to @nymphaeale 💜 🖤 Struggling to work with faded colors; I originally set out with this just being a warm up for faces, but the base ended up reminding me of Vanna, so I took the opportunity to draw the Vampire/Malkavian that I think has the most humanity in our Masquerade sessions. Fought with differentiating the details in the chains/earrings due to my cataract obscuring my light sensitivities, but I purposely didn't allow myself to obsess over small details here. Frustrating to not be able to polish stuff the way I normally like to, but I think it'll be good for me to try and let go a bit.

3rd Nov 1981, how it should’ve gone

it is halloween yet

“I live inside my own world of make-believe; kids screaming in their cradles: profanities. I see the world through eyes covered in ink and bleach. Cross out the ones who heard my cries and watched me weep.” --‘Cradles’ by Suburban

Uni is kicking my ass didnt have time to draw at all lately

The ghost