#feeling alive

...what

where am i

oh no

Will the stars ever align

for my body to heal with my mind—

just enough to find my way?

Will I take flight

like a bird in the wind,

and land in your arms?

Will I be gifted

a love so different,

to start over,

to feel alive again?

My mind is an endless torment

of the worst—

but I know you’re the best.

I just want to be strong enough.

Please—

Permit me to feel those sacred lips on mine,

Softly engage your fingers upon my skin,

Break away this tense feeling,

Giving into this subliminal state,

Levitating as this desire reaches its peak,

As the embers burn up deep within me,

Savouring as your tongue explores,

Every part of my darkest thoughts,

Erratically losing my mind under you...

©️fallencalliope