DWC Day 1: Love/Regret (Attzi)
Warnings: offscreen character death, me struggling with a new speech syntax
Summary: Attzi has dinner with her family. (Attzi is also a new character, and there are no additional stories from her perspective. Jump in while itâs easy!)
Attzi sat at one of the two tables her parents had pushed together in their dining room to make space for everyone to be together. One was square, and the other was round, but they were making it work all the same. Her family was scattered into the chairs surrounding the tables, helping themselves to food as they chattered. She counted her mother, her father, her aunt and uncle, and her five cousins. Everyone had made it tonight, which was great. Sheâd put herself at the bottom of the last table so that she could use her right ear to keep track of the conversations. A muted buzz sounded off to her left, but she was used to that.
âAttzi, that outfit looks amazinâ,â called one of her cousins, which triggered a series of agreements from around the table. Most eyes fell on her, and so she grinned and paused eating so she could reply.
âThanks! I got a new tailor. Heâs a real nice guy, anâ heâs got a great eye for what looks good on me, ya know?â
Her motherâs head tilted. âIs that because thereâs interest there?â
Attzi shook her head and tried to stifle a laugh behind her steak knife. âMa, if there was interest, I wouldnât be wearinâ the clothes he got me. Y'know me.â
She sighed, and Attzi cheerfully and pre-emptively rolled her eyes. She knew what was coming next. So did her father, apparently, because he cut her mother off, raising his voice ever-so-slightly from the other end of the mismatched tables.
âDidja get new jewelry? I donât recognize the chain ya got on your belt.â
Of course heâd notice that; he was a jeweler, and had made everything Attzi wore. She rummaged around in her pocket and pulled out a golden watch, unlatching the chain with a claw so she could set it on the table.
Her aunt gasped as her silverware clattered onto her plate. âThatâsâ Thatâs Fyxâs! I never thought Iâd see that watch in one piece again.â
The table fell silent, and Attzi felt her last truly clear memory roll to the surface of her mind as she pushed the button that would flip the watchâs case open.
âItâs good tâ see ya outta the workshop,â her mother had said, setting two paper bags on the kitchen counter. âThe two of youâve practically been livinâ there.â
âFyx needs help, and I ainât got nothinâ better ta do.â Attzi had been struggling to get her parka back on as she replied; winter had come to Everlook with a vengeance that year. Sheâd finally managed the zipper, and had pulled the hood up over her ears, ringing her vision in fur as her mother continued.
âYour pa could always teach you his trade, Atz.â Her mother frowned slightly. âYâalready gather half his supplies for him!â
âRight. Exactly. I like helpinâ family.â Sheâd pointed a clawed finger at her mother. âNow, thanks for lunch. Gotta run. Heâs addinâ power to everythinâ today, tâsee if weâve got all the wirinâ right.â
âNo problem. Have fun, the both a' ya.â Her mother had shaken her head, but she'd been smiling.
Attzi had grabbed the lunch bags before putting on her gloves, which sheâd realized immediately was going to turn out to be a problem. Walking quick, then. Sheâd shouldered the door to the house open, and then began her trek down the block to the familyâs workshop, lungs burning with each breath.
The smell had been the first thing to tip her off as she'd gotten close. The air had been sharp, and full of ozone, and something in it had been making the hair at the back of her neck tingle. Itâd only taken Attzi a second to realize that her cousin had turned the machine on without her being there. Sheâd bolted into a run, dropping their lunches into the snow in her hurry.
But she hadnât been in her work boots, which she used when she went out mining for ore and gems. Those had cleats, and could handle snow and ice. Her shoes that day had been meant for the lab, and so had next to no power to grip the slick and powdery ground beneath her. Attzi had slipped before she could get to the buildingâs entrance, landing on her back in the middle of the road and knocking the breath out of her lungs.
Sheâd been struggling to get up when there was a crackle, and then a boom. Her left ear had popped painfully, and then silenced into a soft ring as sheâd been knocked hard away by the blast. She'd gone skidding across the street and against the wall of the far building. Everything had blossomed hot against her skin for a moment, and then sheâd lost consciousness.
She shook her head to clear it, coming back into the present with a jolt. Her aunt and uncle were holding out their hands, quietly asking for the watch. She leaned over the table, passing it over to the closest hand. The pair inspected it silently before trading it down the line, letting Fyxâs brothers and sisters see his former favorite watch, as well. His familyâs fingers ran along the case, now free of scorch marks and dents, and held it to their ears to listen to it tick.
Her whole family loved watches. She knew just from the looks on their faces that to them, the tick was as good as a heartbeat.
âFyx'd be thrilled it was workin' again,â her aunt managed, at last passing it back across the table.
âItâs better than whole,â Attzi replied, jaw setting a bit grimly as she returned the watch to its place at her side. âIt can turn back time.â
Only a few seconds, for now. But it was a start, right? She rubbed at her gently ringing left ear and smiled as the family tried to bring the conversation back up to a cheerful level. This was a reunion, after all, and none of them wanted to feel sad when they were around people they loved.