Mind so full of memories and thoughts that never disappear
Push them back, hold them at bay, but they fight their way through when they are least wanted
Remind myself daily to stay in the light, the present, and don’t let the dark, the past, push through to infect the happy place I’ve found
Fear used to rule me with an iron grip and I can still feel it in there waiting and hoping I’ll fall back to the place where he had control.
I am fighter, I will always have dark and I will always have light, there will always be good and will always be bad
Is the war won or will I always have to fight the urge to give in to the fears that live in my head
The answer isn’t easy because unknowns are the scariest thing to me, but time is all that will tell the challenge is enjoying the time and not worrying about all the things that float through my mind .
War won or continued fight in the end it doesn’t matter because what I do know is that I will win!