So beginner term came to an end last week and today, I start my middle term!
I will not lie, this has been hard and I am only 12 weeks in. I have had many upset and downs, some of those downs being pretty low points for me. I really started questioning if I made a mistake committing to 9 months of this program. I still question it tbh.
School for me has never been easy. As a neurodivergent person diagnosed with ADHD and Autism, school has always been much harder for me than most people. I've always struggled taking tests, turning in homework on time, and I stress out when I have to ask for help. I haven't been in school for 10 years before going to KHS. So my last experience with school was High School 😅
Trade Schools are definitely a little different. Similar structure but there is a lot more... I dont want to say "leniency" but close to it. In a nutshell, while on one hand the instructors do care, at the end of the day, its on us as students if we want to progress. Example being if students neglect to turn in homework, the instructors are not going to hold your hand to get it done. You either do it or don't. One thing I have had to hammer into my head, however, is that my work is gonna be shit.
At the end of the day, all I can give is my best. And sometimes, that might result in some shoddy work (on a time crunch lol)
Tbh... I dont want to see what my final exam score was 😂🤣
I spent over 3 hours in a secluded room and went over that test 3 or 4 times before committing to turning it in. I did my best and thats all that matters to me.
Now my forge final.... my proficiency... bruh 🤣😂🤣
Listen.. the sheet you see in this post is what proficiency finals looks like. Executing XYZ skills in a certain time frame. When I have all the time in the world, I make good work! But when I have 30 minute to make a shoe.... yeeaaahhhh.... I did my best!
I did have an essay to write and got a 9.5/10 score!! So thats good!!
All this to say, I did pass my beginner term without being put on acedemic probation 👏👏👏👏
Now to survive middle term!
I am going to be making my own shoe boards with my final project and proficiency final stuff!