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đ love is a word, you gave it a name by CuckooTrooke / @larrydoinglaundry [E, 158k]
After two decades in brutal show business, Louis Tomlinson is trying to restore his tranquility of mind in the peace of Northern Europe where the sun barely sets, Maria's bar is always open, and young Harry has an irresistible spark in his eyes.
đ Demon and Immortal (series) by delsicle / @eeveelou [E, 90k]
Harry is a demon and Louis is his eternal mate.
đ an everlasting eclipse by you_explode /@nobodymove [M, 63k]
The sky is a deep blue and a soft breeze blows through the willow trees. From his position outside the railway station, Harry can see the centre of the village in one direction and rows of trees in the other. He feels his nerves could choke him, but so too could his excitement.
He is to have a family.
Anne of Green Gables/Anne With An E AU. In 1891, orphan Harry is adopted by the Teasdales and goes to live on their small farm in Holmes Chapel. In his new life he finds supportive relationships, he finds himself, and eventually, he finds a home.
đ Angel of Little Deaths by superglass [M, 54k]
Itâs morning light when he looks back at Louis, bright and unfiltered, like a halo. He will never forget this image; he will chase to find it again, in this same way. So perfect in time; if he had a camera heâd capture it. How the thin knit of the sweater falls over the dip of Harryâs collarbone, his lovely neck bared for Louisâ lips when they come close again. His lips stretched wide and pink in a closed smile, until they break free to reveal his bunny teeth. How his legs cross almost childishly, bare ankles crossed, the creamy expanse of his thighs pale. His hair, messy and disheveled, before an array of light. His new love: Harry. His new muse; his new everything. or
Louis is a lonely artist in Florence, Harry is a runaway Parisian student. 1970s au.
đ Amor Victorious by HappyPrince / @happy-prince [E, 38k]
Louis finds himself following Harry on a journey through Italy, complete with long train rides, greasy food, naked Christs, and too many lingering touches. They're definitely not like other tourists and he definitely doesn't have a crush on his best friend who happens to be an alpha, too.
đ starin' back from the lookin' glass (there stood a woman where a half-grown boy had stood) by 4ureyesonly28 / @evilovesyou [E, 23k]
Harry squeezed his feet into the black heels his mother handed him from their little satin bag and stood up, slightly wobbly for a few seconds before he caught himself.
âTheyâre small on you, I know,â Mama said quietly as she went and grabbed the mirror. âYouâll have to use your first money to get a place to stay, but after that you need to buy shoes that fit youâŠâ
She was still speaking, but Harry couldnât hear her anymore over the blood rushing in his ears as she turned the mirror and made him look at himself.
He looked⊠He was⊠He felt like a woman. Where just under an hour ago, heâd seen a boy, barely a young man, shaving off the bits of his beard that had started to grow in so late, he now saw a woman. She was as real as he had ever seen. His posture, unsure and shy, morphed into hers, shoulders straight and hip cocked as she tried her best to balance herself on the high heels sheâd inherited.
đ Little Black Dress (I wanna see the way you move for me, Baby) by HachimansKitsune [M, 19k]
Harry's has an obsession he feels guilty about. When an impulsive moment leads him to make the purchase, he expects to never actually follow through with his desires. Then Louis finds the dress -- the slinky, silky black dress -- and Daddy takes the decision out of Harry's hands.
đ fallin' and laughin' at the drinks we spilled by enbyharry / @non-binharry [E, 14k]
Louis is living his best #vanlife and travelling around the US, visiting big cities and small towns. In an effort to see as many places as he can, he never stays for more than a day. He stops in some bar in the middle of nowhere Kentucky where he meets a beautiful boy named Harry. He stands out from the rest of the patrons in the bar with his black midi slip dress and fur coat draping off his shoulders, despite it being a hot summer night.
They drink and dance and maybe even get into a bit of a brawl with a couple of locals who have something to say about Harryâs expression (big mistake, sheâs a queen who can hold her own) so Harry takes Louis back to his place where he bandages them up and they continue their party into the sunrise.
When Louis heads back to his van in the morning, boxer briefs missing and a draft coming through the large hole in the shoulder of his t-shirt, he thinks maybe Harry might be worth sticking around in this town for a little bit longer.
đ I Hope We Never Change by @hellolovers13 [E, 12k]
âI just wanted to try how it feels.â
âThe clothes?â Niall asked.
Harry nodded. âIs that, that's too weird right, I shouldn't-â
âHey, stop it. I told you already, it's not weird. It's just how you feel. That's okay. You can try whatever you want, okay. And you can always, always talk to me. Remember that.â
or Harry is confused about everything, so is Louis.
At least they have Niall.
đ People just gotta have fun by korichiro [E, 11k]
Louis is insecure about his gender indentity. A coming-out story of sorts.
đ It's Thursday. Let's Get (un)Dressed. by @bananaheathen [E, 9k]
When Louis is peer-pressured into downloading TikTok over the holidays, he fully expects to hate it. And he does hate it. All of it. Well... except for aspiring OOTD influencer, @harrystyles.
đ but if you really hold me tight by loulicate / @loulicate-recs [NR, 8k]
In which Harry just needs warm cookies, couple sweaters and a certain pretty boy to save this year's Christmas.
đ little black dress (it's all right) by istajmaal [E, 8k]
harry is a girl sometimes. louis loves her all the time.
đ and she sleeps in his bed by yourdelicatepov / @harrysmaison [M, 7k]
Never in his life had Louis ever thought about his gender. Heâd never really given a thought of who he was and what he wanted to be, as an individual. Being gay was different, to him it felt different than this. The flamboyance was expected, and accepted. He owned it, owned the fact that he was flamboyant. Exuberant. A bit too stylish. Different. Of course, there was no denying that. But when it came to his own gender, heâd always thought he was just one of the lads. Or well, he definitely used to think that until Harry painted his nails and then called him âprettyâ.
đ Here's to Elysium by sitandadmire / @louistomlionson [T, 5k]
It's 2045. Dedicated Gunters and IOI Sixers are desperate to find Halliday's Easter egg inside the extraordinary virtual game called the OASIS. Through their attempts to win the Copper Key, the first of three keys, two avatars become closer than they ever expected.
Or: A 1D x Ready Player One Fusion feat. Lara Croft!Harry.
đ She Feels So Good by zedi [E, 4k]
Louis knows that voice. Harryâs used that voice in his ear more times than Louis can count, said such sweet, naughty things while popping a hip out and pressing up against Louis. All while wrapping the words in that voice. Thatâs the voice that comes out when Harryâs in a skirt, nails done and gestures soft and flirty. Thatâs the voice Louis is a sucker for every time, even now when itâs coming from a prerecorded segment playing off a monitor.
Thatâs Louisâ good girl.
đ Your Gift Is Wasted On Me by 5secsoflarry [G, 4k]
"We will have a baby soon darling. Remember, we plan on finding a surrogate after Christmas..."
Louis knows the words are of little comfort but he does not know what else to say.
OR Harry wants a baby really bad so they use a surrogate and well, after a few years one baby turns into six...
đ Exhilarator by 28sunflowers / @vintageumbroshirt [G, 3k]
Lou had always felt a little bit different from his peers. It had been a confusing and frustrating affair, to grow up without feeling like he belonged to one role or another. He had had to fight small wars almost everyday, both within himself and against the world.
But then, on the first day of college, a green eyed boy gives him an encouraging smile from across the room and itâs all Louis needs to stand taller and prouder amidst a class full of strangers.
đ kiss me with adventure 'til i forget my name by orphan_account [NR, 3k]
âWow,â Louis says softly, stunned. âYou lookâŠâ
Vibrant, luminescent, glowing, unreal, magnificent, exuberant, fucking fuckable.
or where Louis both loves and hates her job.
đ And Everything In Between by fanshae [T, 2k]
The first day Harry wears a skirt to school Louis gets in two fist fights and has to borrow Harry's concealer for his busted knuckles. It was more than worth the dention but Louis lets Harry brush his lips over the scraped skin anyway.
đ Ready For Anything by wannabebestseller [G, 1k]
Harry is genderfluid and Louis is the most supportive husband anyone could ever ask for.Â
đ Cherry Blossom (You are Mine) by braveromantic [NR, 1k]
Happiness can be found in the most surprising of places. For H, happiness is a queer bar in the middle of her college town, with a blue-eyed beauty and an energy drink she should have ordered more of.
