#fangirlthoughts

Hal and Barry are annoyed since the youngsters got physically with each other, and that happens very often, teenage hormones 😁

(Tbh due to it Hal and Barry have less private time together)

Back then I couldn't rank Woozi's placement in my bias list. I know that Hoshi would be irreplaceable as my ultimate bias, but Woozi felt too close to that to be called a biaswrecker. He's more than that.

So I decided that he would be my 1.5. I'm so grateful to him, for making great songs that became a part of my life. He's an amazing person, despite his tsundere nature, you can still see how much he cares for his members and for Carats as well. One of my fave things he said was, "You guys are my querencia" to his members. He's actually a softie.

Come back to me...

please Wally...

But Wally can't hear anyone due to his new self, he has just one target: Nightwing!

Nightwing knew he had no chance against Wally in running away, but he knew his weakpoints and although it breaks his heart fighting against him, he must use the knowledge to stop the now black speedster otherwise he would kill him.

Kid Flash as a reversed version or I would say 'Kid Midnight' like in the song by IRONTOM

I was sitting in the train while I drew this (worked better than I thought XD)

I listened to the song 'Doomsday' by Nero

But now I have to say there are better songs which would fit for the dramatic scene like

'Archangel' or 'Love and Loss' by Two Steps from Hell

1st day of the year...

And I decorate my wall with HalBarry 💚❤️ (calendar pic from last year), the heart isn't digital, I just cut it out, took a white pen to add the highlight ^^

Last night I had a dream and dudes this isn't fun anymore...I woke up in the middle of it, sobbing, tears in my eyes, I started to cry, the pain unbearable in my chest, totally not aware if this was true or not for a moment

Idk every part of that dream anymore, but I wanna share it with you:

I was Hal Jordan, not my real self, but really Hal, I felt it, with Barry by my side.

Then there were another Hal and Barry, evil ones, evil Barry wanted to seperate us, wanted to take my Barry away from me

(We were in a house with apartments and an elevator) I just remembered the scene were I held my Barry in my arms and:

"Don't look into the mug evil Barry has in his hands", but evil Barry succeeded and my Barry was like brain dead suddenly.

I pushed the button for the evelator in panic evil Barry could do more damage.

Then I was in the elevator, I softly shook my Barry but he had that empty gaze, I desperately screamed

"I'M GREEN LANTERN!!!"

"I'M GREEN LANTERN!!!"

"I'M GREEN LANTERN!!!"

But Barry didn't react

I broke down in tears hoping for a wonder, my chest hurt so much, crying I screamed:

"IN BRIGHTEST DAY,

IN BLACKEST NIGHT,

NO EVIL SHALL ESCAPE MY SIGHT..."

This was the part where I woke up...sobbing

Horrible!

I have to mention that I had dreams with such emotional strengh like that very very rare maybe 5 times in my whole life?

But damn I felt all the love, the desperation, the pain....I mean I cried when I woke up, do I have to say more?

Flashback...

It all started with my thoughts which song releases were in the year when Hal and Barry were born, that's why that picture of Barrys mom was born.

I thought abt. when Hal and Barry could be born and why not drawing the process from pregnancy to childhood moments, with the songs they came out in their years of childhood.

I love it 😍

So here is Nora Allen in the 70s (I also did research what clothes were in in that time) when Henry and she got the news that she was pregnant with Barry 😌

Inktober is over, but....

nevertheless I wanna share it with you!

When Hal and Barry are together, you see the result, Aquaman isn't very amused XDDD

Do you know Bailey May? If yes, then you're awesome and if not, let me tell you something about him. He's the guy who makes me happy, the guy who is definitely the source of my happiness. That kind of feeling when you see just a smile on his face could change my mood. His smile is like a medicine, he makes me see the good things and forget about the bad. Yeah ! That's how I loved that guy. And yes, IM A FANGIRL . 

The life of a fangirl is hard. Everyone should admire our dedication. I always find freedom by being a fangirl because I know to myself that it's my life. It makes me happy everyday. I don't care whatever they say, even if it's not good to hear, besides people always judge with or without any reasons. By the way, I started liking Bailey since he was joining Pinoy Big Brother and I'm so happy that he is now an international performer. A member of a global pop group, Now United created by Simon Fuller. Bailey really deserved all the blessings the he receives.