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Hello again!

Sooooooo.. idk I'm kinda excited for this entry because it was just such an amazing Weekend and I will never Forget that!

Sooo.. i flew from Munich to Manchester on friday. The first time I flew all alone. and on both flights i was sitting next to old, weird People but well..

It was nice being in Manchester for a couple minutes or sth. but it made me sad that I saw the Etihad Stadum (is it called this?) where Robbie and OLLY were performing that night..  and it was even sadder as i saw the next day pics of People Meeting olly before the Show! ah! but well..

In Leeds my friend Prisca joined me on the Train iand it was really emotional. I saw her the last time in London and well.. if it wouldn't be her I'd never went on the trip. because alone? but I know now I would've regret it!

In Sunderland we got a cab to our guesthouse (which we got pretty spontanious!) and the guy was so nice! he told us he just came from Holidays in mexico! haha and showed us where which culture lives in Sunderland. He even showed us the way to the Stadium so we could walk! haha but it was so fail as i didn't get to Close the door of the cab and started swearing in german!

it was nearly midnight as we arrived but Long no time to sleep! it was just an incredible room! Ollie Marland followed me that night! :D and Prisca fell off the bed :D  oh and the next day we were too stupid to get the shower working.. well... first in the morning we made a trip to the seaside anyways! The beach was just the street down and BEAUTIFUL! And look how our street was called:

And our guesthouse was called St. George! If that isn't a sign! Then we went to the Festival and first got our tickets as they weren't sent to Germany and even though Prisca had her own ticket I wanted her to sit next to me! haha! Everything came different then though..

A short time we were at the back entrance! And we even saw The Vamps! But sadly didn't meet them :( We had to go though as I had a Little interview to attend. They were all so nice there! And as a "thank you" we got GOLDEN CIRCLE WRISTBANDS! But first we went to our seats and Prisca wanted to stay there but I was like "there's one Chance I can be Close to Union J I want to go down there!" and we ended in the second row behind two lovely The Wanted Fans called Georgia and Mally! If it wasn't for them the Boys would've never seen our flag!

Becaaaaaaaaaause.. I made a Germany flag but didn't get them to see it and then Georgia took it and when the Boys came to the front of the stage at the end of 'Carry You' they saw it and Jaymi looked at it shocked and blew us a kiss and George smiled at us and ah! After the Performance I was sitting on the floor crying! haha

  The Festival at all was amazing! James Arthur performed his new Songs the first time with band and stuff and it was just amazing and The Vamps and well Amelia Lily (there were the Boys backstage and i couldn't concentrate on her haha!) and UJ and Conor Maynard (who really surprised me and is live AMAZING!) and Lawson and Stooshe and Rita Ora and The Wanted (omg they're so fucking amazing live! I became a huge fan I guess.. oh god!) and Little Mix! I was screaming so loud haha! And I usually don't scream! but hello? i was partly front row at a Little Mix Performance! Look at the Beauty!

Oh and JLS peformed too and I have to say it was pretty emotional! I mean it was the first and last time I saw them live and ugh.. they are incredible! Oh and they saw our flag too! haha :) The whole day was emotional.. in this Stadium One Direction will be playing next year and even though we won't be there.. it was an amazing Feeling!

Afterwards we wanted to go to Tesco but it was Closed and at McDonalds was a huuuuuuuuuge Queue so we made our way "home" and picked up some Pizza (which was incredible even though that night we didn't eat much haha!) and as we came home, hooked up our phones to the charger and logged into wifi i got this incredible notification "@thevampsband are now following you!" I DIDN'T EVEN TWEET THEM! but that was a lovely surprise!

  The next day we went to the beach again but then it started raining and as we came back we were literally soaked! haha

It was the most amazing Weekend I've ever had and i can't wait to go next year again and wooohooo!

  Haha well.. I'm weird!

Love you guys!

Hello Sweethearts,

i know this entry comes late. Pretty late. But I'm sorry. I couldn't bring myself to write it. I'm so freaking lazy since the tour it's not normal.

So it's been 16 days now since the Berlin stop of the European leg of the Take Me Home Tour. 16 days since the best night of my life (don't get me wrong i was at the Munich gig too, but Berlin was unforgetable!) and now I want to tell you about my One Direction experience in Berlin.

So on the 10th I travelled after work the whole afternoon to Berlin. Lucky me first of all I didn't know how to get to my hostel as the bus didn't drive and the underground didn't go frequently either. And then.. I ENDED IN A ROOM WITH A JAPANESE TOURIST GROUP. I mean.. really? That's not even funny anymore! 

As I was alone in Berlin I thought I could meet up with some foreign Directioner's who happend to came from Bavaria too. We had a lot of fun as we went to the venue the boys would be playing the next evening checking all the secret corners and stuff. There was an old man which name i don't remember playing that evening and it was pretty weird walking around when there were just old people coming out of the arena. haha Then we went to my hostel to get a drink to loosen up a bit just to go back to the venue at midnight to celebrate that we'd see them today oh and entertaining the Builders with our "professional" dancing to 'One Way Or Another' and 'C'mon C'mon'. Yup we're weird. 

The next morning I got up at 6.30 as my friend would arrive at 8.30 on the train station and I had to get ready and stuff. So I took my suitcase and everything (as I didn't want to wake my nice roommates up) and sat in a corner of the showerroom to do my nails (just to ruin them as I changed into my onesie.. oops). I packed my stuff and made my way to the station.

As I passed the venue on my way a so far unknown feeling became noticable. A small tingling in my stomach. I couldn't abort a little squeak. I was so excited. Then I met Steffi at the station and we went back to the venue to get a good position at the backstage entrance. We sat there for quite a while. As we were the first ones there a security guy came calling us "sweeties" - weirdo, eh?!

The busses came and we weren't even excited. But the more busses came the more people came too. When Camryn arrived at the venue I started spamming her that I'd like to meet her and that she should come out and stuff and when I didn't think at all she replied with "When?" haha I was literally freaking out! We didn't get our meet up but we met her later. 

Police didn't even let us near the baracades and even got some dogs to "take care" of us -.- So we stood on some stones trying to see the boys but no look - even though we saw Sandy, Dan and a shirtless Josh leaving the bus. ;) 

After waiting way longer without any achievement we went to the other side watching all the crazy fans. And then.. Camryn walked past us! First I didn't know if I should go to her but a friend took me and - what a surprise - she recognized me after I said I was the girl who dm'ed her and asked me how I'm doing. Sadly I didn't get a picture but after I saw some of my friends tweets about Cam I figured she was somewhere in front of the arena and I just ran.. and met her! She's such a sweetheart! Also I met some friends, especially Tanja which made me really happy! :)

In Berlin in general I met so many people and every couple minutes there was someone shouting my name like "Silvi omg it's you" haha it was funny! Even if I didn't know who most of the people are.. ;) 

We also saw Niall and Josh coming back in the cab and Sandy in front of the venue greeting a friend of his, I guess? Anyways.. luckily my friend was an o2 customer and so we had a special entrance and got in with one of the first, then buying some merchandise (Tourshirt, Tourprogramme, Last First Kiss Shirt, Wristbands) and then straight to the toilet to get rid of my onesie. Or at least get out of it haha. We went to our seats and - WOW! We sat 4th row and it was amazing! I was literally shaking! 

We really were the party corner as Steffi, Mary, Anna, Tascha and I were even dancing and singing to the music before Camryn, and also partying hard when she hit the stage! 

I don't even care that we were filmed during the concert for the movie. I don't care that Paul was standing right next to us so long. I don't care that I had the most embarassing poster (but well NIALL SHOWED ME HIS CHEST HAIR DURING CHANGE MY MIND). I don't care that my foot was partially fractured after the concert again. IT WAS THE FUCKING BEST NIGHT OF MY WHOLE LIFE! I was screaming like I never screamed before. I'm not a screamer. But idk.. I didn't know what happened to myself! I didn't recognized myself! I was jumping, singing, screaming. That wasn't normal but it was AMAZING! 

Video's here: http://www.youtube.com/user/FighterForLJRB

After the concert I brought Steffi to the train station and went to the backstage entrance chilling with some girls I knew from other 1D appearances in Germany but after the saw that the buses already left I went to my hostel and sat in the Lobby - where surprisingly were other Fans too, but I think no one who spoke German.. oops. And we were in Germany. Yup. Anyways... 

I was chilling there, looking at some pictures and sending some my lovely update twitter account I was insider for (@1DAussieUpdates - follow them! They are lovely!!! Love them to pieces!) and the next day I chilled in the lobby and well.. went home. 

So that was my 1D experience from Berlin. I think tomorrow or something like that I will post my entry for Munich too! :) 

Love youuuuuuu!

~ Silvi xX