#fandom jokes issue

i hate being the character fanfic authors use for their "no beta we die like (name)" tags. like thanks for reminding me

fanon problems: theyve turned my death into a meme. like, literally just the screencap of it gets laughs out of people for some reason. i guess because i'm smiling in it in a way that looks kind of goofy without the context? but like, how about you guys try being in my position and see if you can pull off a regular smile. i was literally trying to encourage the guy who was holding me in his arms as i died to not get caught in the cycle of violence. and i was in the worst physical pain i'd ever had in my life. grrrgh

You know what, if those bastards can joke about my ‘death’ I can too

Entering this universe as a fictive has been an interesting experience -- in fact, a fascinating study into the human mind and the collective unconscious -- and for the most part I would even describe it as enjoyable. However, seeing what those who encountered me through playing the games I appear in think of me… I am glad to have seen expressions of gratitude and affection, but parts of the community also have… a propensity for "jokes" in extremely poor taste. I refer not to simply immature humor -- I work with teenagers, I am well accustomed to that, exasperating though it can be. I am also aware that humans tend to find my appearance strange or offputting; I have long since made my peace with that. I have no desire to appear other than how I do, and at times people's startled reactions are even amusing -- if a little awkward. The comments I have now seen are… quite another matter. Certain people "joke" about my smile appearing as if I intend to abuse the young people whom it is my duty and indeed my calling to assist and guide, and make comments or "memes" suggesting I would commit various… truly depraved acts. I realise I cannot prevent them from saying such things, nor do I expect people discussing someone they view as a fictional character to consider the possibility of offending me. However, I would advise humanity not to judge so readily by appearances. Not all that appears strange is in fact malicious, while if you think that those who commit evil acts will always have an offputting appearance, I'm afraid that is sadly naive. Keep an open mind, and judge people by their actions. I do not wish this letter to be solely a complaint, however. Yuki-sama, Shiomi-sama: I mourned your deaths more than I can put into words. It is some measure of relief to me to know that versions of you survive in some way in this world, and that your heroism is known here. Aigis-sama, I learned much about what makes someone human from meeting you. Narukami-sama, you are a true leader and seeker of the truth, and I am sure you will continue to do great things in your future, in every world. Amamiya-sama… I am sorry. I wish I had been there to assist you; instead, I could only watch as you were deceived, as you were wronged… I failed you, and yet you saved me: for that, I can never repay you enough. I am eternally grateful. You were all truly remarkable guests, and it was an honor to guide you in your journeys, even if for some of you it was for all too short a time. Yours sincerely, Igor

we’re all just that “baking my [blank] into a cookie because I miss them meme” arent we

This one may be a bit heavy, folks, apologies in advance

[you think there is something horrible about being a transfem alter of a character for whom the idea of crossdressing is a fandom joke] -n. (#🔮🎭)