#fallbackskywrites

I fell out of love with you

I stopped all my words

I wrote no more

I had no motive

41. top 10 favourite songs

Uhhhh of all time? This probably isn’t a perfect top 10 but is definitely 10 songs I love very dearly:

Shores of Orion by God is an Astronaut

Friend of the Night by Mogwai

Youngblood by Russian Circles

I’ll Be Yours by Placebo

H. by Tool

If You Want To Sing Out by Cat Stevens

Game of Pricks by Guided by Voices

The Savage Myth by Ernesto Schnack

Once by Reuben

Virginia Woolf Underwater by Chelsea Wolfe

The time for Dandelions is over

No more dots of yellow on the side of the road

No length of green sprouting from the freshly dug earth

No bundle of happiness laying over sadness

Where you now rest

Thinking back, we had nothing to do with Dandelions

But somehow I associate them with you

I feel hollowed out, like a great big scoop has taken to my bones

And then disappeared, all my marrow with it

There are now spaces where spaces should not be

I can feel it with every step I walk and every breath I take

There's a lack of solidarity, an ever changing balance observed in the way I treck

Up stairs and past doors in well worn hallways

In sickness I have found comfort

And the love of friends who have not loved me in an age

I feel hollowed out

A scent of the sea caresses me

Blonde hair acts up

As if ghostly fingers are running through strands of silk.

A scent of the sea released by water hitting garden soil

It smells like the Liffey

Near the lower docks.

Leaves in the trees sway slightly

And sweat runs down sunburnt skin

A body leans over a broom

To stop brushing at moss on a cracked drive way.

A soft Breeze travels across the land

Soothing many, touching many

We sit and stare at words on a page

Ink blurred by tear drops

Smeared by careless hands

I sit lost as you wander beyond the words

And into my deepest thoughts

You bury yourself into my mind

And try to fix what cannot be fixed

I'm sorry but I'm broken

You know what?

Go fuck yourself,

Shove your sorry up

Where the sun don't shine

You've caused me

So much misery,

A sorry doesn't change it