#fakeituntilyoumakeit

Okay, hear me out—Duke Thomas is not a morning person. At all. But he has somehow perfected the art of pretending to be one. Every single morning, while the rest of the Batfamily is still deep in their nightmares (or are trying to piece their broken lives back together with the smallest ounce of sanity), Duke is up, two cups of coffee deep and acting like he just loves the crack of dawn.

He'll sit at the breakfast table, overly chipper, the sunlight hitting his face just right, and start rambling about how great it is to "greet the day." He'll talk about the peaceful morning air or how the world is so full of possibilities—basically a walking ad for a coffee commercial. He has to be the enthusiastic one because if he isn’t, the awkwardness will consume him like a black hole.

The truth: Duke wakes up every single morning feeling like a truck hit him, then reversed and ran over him a few more times. His body is screaming at him, "Why are you even here right now?!" But instead of admitting that he's just trying to stay alive long enough to make it to noon without falling asleep mid-conversation, he forces himself to fake it 'til he makes it.

Duke’s secret truth: "Okay, I’m awake... I guess? But why are we having serious discussions before 11 a.m.? My brain is still on ‘please leave me alone’ mode. I should be in bed right now... But I’m the morning person, right? Totally love mornings. So, let’s talk about our plans for the day, even though I’m still on autopilot. Totally fine. Totally fine."

personality profiles ~ dean winchester for @fakeituntilyoumakeit

(orange) (estj) (the loyalist) (gryffindor) (choleric) (air) (summer)

You're not fooling me, you know that? With this sympathy-for-the-devil crap. I know what you are...  

                                    “what am I?”

Sejak Sajak

"Sejak Sajak"  adalah sebuah puisi karangan Helvy Tiana Rosa yang disulap dengan indah menjadi sebuah lagu. Malam ini aku menikmatinya, aku begitu kagum akan setiap kata yang dirangkai begitu kaya akan makna.

Aku mulai berhayal akan seseorang yang mungkin tahun ini atau tahun depan Allah hadirkan (bentuk doa pribadi). Seperti kalimat dari puisi tersebut bahwa "cinta selalu bekerja dengan cara rahasia". Rasanya rumit untuk dipikirkan dan dijelaskan bagaimana semesta bekerja merangkai rahasia. 

Ada titik dimana kita mungkin melewati sesuatu yang terasa berharga tapi ketika Allah berkata “tidak” apa boleh buat, pasti itu sudah hasil yang terbaik. 

Karena harus kita yakin bahwasannya yang terbaik adalah apa-apa yang Allah persilahkan. Seperti kata mentor cinta jika berjodoh ada tiga tandanya yaitu dimudahkan menerima kekurangannya, mendapat restu orangtua, dan dimudahkan jalan menuju pernikahan.