#facesofdepression

Sometimes I not feeling like speaking or being sozial at all ... #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #spectrumgirlslife #hsp #infi #aspi #mylife #myrules #keepyourcirclesmallandreal #recovertime #cptswarrior #bereal #mythoughs #traumarecover #letitoutbeforeiteatsyouupalive #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp8zd-Co3Wq9L_8J5snKwGp1RVJM4qE0QRqF7c0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Lifetime story How often do you sit at home and wish someone would ring you and suggest, well anything rather than these 4 walls? How many of you have had a night out planned, or arranged coffee with friends and suddenly "these 4 walls" seem the only safe haven because it's the only place you don't have to pretend you are ok, so you cancel. Or when you are invited out you tell them how terribly sorry you are but you're already booked up that weekend, when you are actually just really busy holding it together in your safe box. And so the first problem starts, all by itself , people stop asking you and the isolation that at first wasn't true becomes your only truth. Please don't give up on your friends, ring them, go round, even when they don't want you too, because they really do they just don't know how to say it. Everyone says: "If you need anything, don't hesitate, I'll be there for you "... I've done this for more Mental Health Awareness!! #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #spectrumgirlslife #hsp #infi #aspi #mylife #myrules #keepyourcirclesmallandreal #recovertime #cptswarrior #bereal #mythoughs #traumarecover #letitoutbeforeiteatsyouupalive #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime (bij Antwerpen) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpgriYzoYgQF1r8FPEn_Bo0FFDb-S5sfzeoBxk0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Puuursome huggies 😘😘😘 If you really want to live your life to the fullest and realize your greatest potential, you must be willing to run the risk of making some people mad. People may not like what you do, people may not like how you do it, but these people are not living your life. You are! #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #spectrumgirlslife #hsp #infi #aspi #mylife #myrules #keepyourcirclesmallandreal #recovertime #cptswarrior #bereal #mythoughs #traumarecover #letitoutbeforeiteatsyouupalive #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime (bij Antwerpen) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpeGZtLI0ceKsQbHVCxatA_X4pITuBMyb5B0_k0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

When you see my head tilt to the side and I start to stare into space. I would run. The voices inside my head just gave me a brilliant idea. Be very afraid! 🙈🙈🙈 #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #spectrumgirlslife #hsp #infi #aspi #mylife #myrules #keepyourcirclesmallandreal #recovertime #cptswarrior #bereal #mythoughs #traumarecover #letitoutbeforeiteatsyouupalive #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstimeago (bij Antwerpen) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpTwpi1ohFpco1-HX_jxY8BLHQ03onVaTsjBnQ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Puuursome nighty night huggies 😘😘😘 let me start this last day of this shitty shifting year with a beautiful memory from its over 9 years ago 😁😁😁 it's needed me over 4 years therapie, depression burn out narc stuff to find my own path way back out of hell . I was down on the edge and get myself back to who I was long ago and I'm blessed and thankful for all the ppl and sure music stand with me even when they not know me this much but one thing they know from the beginning they never had to doubt my loyalty and respect even when I not see them anymore they know who I am. Never judge a book by its cover I'm not there where I want to be but I'm moving forward. That's why it's difficult to talk with cartapilers nowerdays I'm not a victim I'm a surviver à fucking warrior and I'm not going back to please everyone I'm not an ass kisser... Maybe this year I start finally treat ppl they way they treat me with feeling shitty and gaslighting myself 😭😱💔 #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #mylife #myrules #keepyourcirclesmallandreal #recovertime #cptswarrior #bereal #mythoughs #traumarecover #letitoutbeforeiteatsyouupalive #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime https://www.instagram.com/p/Cmz-7v5Iyq7J2g9TEWXUhkSAUXYLh67ZilBGIM0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Und plötzlich wird es still. .. Jeder von uns had eine andere Geschichte auch Rucksack genannt. Jeder von uns had andere Erlebnisse gehabt auch sind es dieselben menschen gewest. Es ist nicht so das menschen sich nicht ändern können oder wollen, es ist mehr das es welche unter uns gibt die so gut sind in Masken tragen manche um sich zu schützen aber andere wiederum um nicht erkannt zu werden wie sie wirklich sind. .. Manche Menschen sind so gut in manipulieren das als jemand die Wahrheit über sie spricht man selbst als der schlechste mensch da steht egal was Sie getan haben sie werden alles leugnen und dich als krank abstempeln und weiter ihr Ding tun um andere davon zu überzeugen das du total irre bist und sie keine Idee haben wo du das her hast sie sind darin so gut das als du endlich über deine Traumas reden willst und sie jemand erzählst das die andere geschokt sind und dir nicht glauben können weil sie nicht dabei waren ja diese Menschen sind auch nicht so dumm das alle es mitbekommen und nach außen hin siet alles total normal aus für jeden die echte heile weld aber wag es jemand dein Herz auszuschuetten ..... und plötzlich wird es still an der anderen Seite ... ~♡~inka~♡~07/18 #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #spectrumgirlslife #hsp #infi #aspi #mylife #myrules #keepyourcirclesmallandreal #recovertime #cptswarrior #bereal #mythoughs #traumarecover #letitoutbeforeiteatsyouupalive #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #overwhelmed #triggermoments https://www.instagram.com/p/CmusgWVt_uPo6u5iMwWP2n-LSj1FutKhkWNNYY0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Yes I'm a human I have feelings i can think and I walk my own path . Im not rude i only say bloody honestly what I'm thinking even when its hurt you . Oh damn yesssss im different I've no need to explain myself ever and ever to ppl try to understand me and not judge. Yeah im sick and twisted no need to be jealous of have pitty i am me and I like it . No need for ppl in my life they repeat instead of understand. i can handle myself alone very good so ive you still in my life its becaus i like you in one or the other way 😜 Sorry but im not sorry I've you not a part of my life anymore i give more chances than ppl deserve i will forgive you for my own peace im not a human that not likes to hate but can't forget and hell no not Let you in my life again when i say bye i mean it . And now guess what I've came a long way so far without medication and still alive cause I'm a fighter its my life and I decide how i Will keep and take in my life and last but not least blood is not all respekt ,loyalety and trust is what i prefer. Ive you call me now crazy. .. stupid of a biatch nice for you I'm used to this ppl not want the hear the true anymore. not send me a request or texts I will not answer anymore. you not respect me my family and my feelings i unfriend you and I've you keep on going i Will Block you . Thats my acount my life my rules I've you sweetys can't life with it unfriend me its easier than you think. For all my sweeties friends and family im sorry for de rude words but some ppl not get my point and not understand the nice way. im finalyyyyy healing and not go back past called past because it was . im not an egoist or narzist and sure not an angel im only me but i decide now whats good for me my soul and myself 😜😈😇🍸 ~♡~inka ~♡~ ☆06~01~2018☆ #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #mylife #myrules #keepyourcirclesmallandreal #recovertime #cptswarrior #bereal #mythoughs #traumarecover #letitoutbeforeiteatsyouupalive #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes https://www.instagram.com/p/CmuscSHNLv6RFTiHqwRO7iJXvDlBTrhxNcoT9Q0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Old-school introvert Being an introvert does not means we are actualy chose to be alone and feeling lonley. Its more we know our time is short and we not want to wast it on small talk shitt chat. We actualy like to talk about deeper things. we have no need to know whats up or whatever the hell our neigberhood is up to . We also not all like to chat there ppl like me they still old shool and prefer a nice conversation from face to face over a shitt chat where you can't see the other person in flesh and blood there Actually introvert ppl out there they need to look you in the eyes to believe what you talking about. No its not a lack of interest its a old shool way called meeting friends they Actually matter even in time from sozial media ...thats whats makes us feel alone and lonley to not have someone to talk and feel understand thats never a asking for attention. .. Thats how some of us introvert are we not complicated nor attention searching we are Actually old souls they do it the old shool way . ~♡~ inka ~♡~ ☆06~01~2018☆ #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime #spectrumgirlslife #hsp #infi #aspi #mylife #myrules #keepyourcirclesmallandreal #recovertime #cptswarrior #bereal #mythoughs #traumarecover #letitoutbeforeiteatsyouupalive #facesofdepression #yourbeautiful #yourenough❤️ #onestepatatime #beyourbestself #selflovefirst #movingforward #healingvibes #healingneedstime https://www.instagram.com/p/CmNczcDoK_DjBdCyowPI7uTOixbz18V74n0M-w0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=