#face horror

took a nap this afternoon and had a dream. here is the dream

i turned into the Unidentified Fucking Thing pictured above, after observing in a mirror that the skin of my face was all saggy and i could see there was another face underneath. i was scared to pull it off all the way (what if it wasnt finished yet), but after some deliberation i decided to say fuck it and yank off the bandaid (aka the My Face). the new face only had 1 eye despite both eye sockets still being visible & there WAS blood congealed around the sides but it wasnt as bad as it looked

after that the cyclops-me quickly transformed into a character of his own. he was clearly some kind of fish-man, though sometimes he was completely bipedal and sometimes completely a fish. he went up on land via a sewer and immediately 2 women decided they were in love with him. as a fish with no concept of heterosexuality or monogamy he was very confused and distressed when the women became so jealous of one another spending time with him that one of them started a fight, during which the other one accidentally shot a hole in her own foot with a shotgun.

Do you enjoy toying with my emotions? To be someone that i crave to see one more time? A savior, that is what he was, and you ripped him away from me. You took him from my arms, and you laughed in my face as i watched you turn him into some unspeakable horror. I will not let you see the pain it brings me. I will bring him back. All those times he saved me i will bring him back. No matter the cost. No matter damnation.