kimi antonelli x fem!reader — pre-race ritual (nsfw)
warnings : smut, breast focus, oral breast contact, motorboating, manual stimulation, over the clothes grinding, p in v, fluff and emotional intimacy, established relationship, light pinning, mild language, not proofread
word count : 2.4k, masterlist, a/n : hai another smut fic..
he’s supposed to be sleeping. race tomorrow. fourteenth on the grid, not where he wants to be.. you felt the tension radiating off him all through dinner, the way he pushed pasta around his plate, the silence heavier than any words.
when you got back to the hotel, he'd kicked off his shoes, sat on the edge of the bed, and stared at the wall for five minutes straight.
now it's past midnight. the city hums outside the window. some circuit city, interchangeable, all floodlights and distant traffic. you're propped against the headboard in one of his mercedes tees. he's beside you, on his back, staring at the ceiling.
"you need to sleep," you say.
"i know."
"so sleep."
"can't." he rolls onto his side, facing you. his curls are a mess against the pillow. in the dark, his eyes are all pupil. "my head is... loud."
you reach over, thread your fingers through his hair. he leans into it like a cat, eyes half closing. then open again. on you. specifically, lower.
"kimi."
"i’m not-" he groans, presses his face into the pillow. muffled: "i wasn't trying to."
“you were”
he lifts his head. caught. that pink flush creeping up from his collar, the one the cameras never catch because he's too composed in public. never with you.
"maybe i was."
"maybe?"
"okay." hs sits up, cross legged now, facing you. "okay. i've been thinking about them all day. qualifying was shit and all i could think about was coming back here and-“ he gestures vaguely at your chest, then drops his hands. "this is stupid. you're trying to help me sleep and i’m being a- "
"kimi."
"—a horny teenager, which i am, technically, but-“
"kimi."
he stops.
"come here."
he doesn't need telling twice. he crawls across the bed, settles between your legs, and drops his forehead directly onto your sternum. the weight of him presses you into the pillows. his arms snake around your waist.
"this okay?" muffled against the cotton of your shirt.
"more than okay."
"good." he nuzzles into you. not subtle. not trying to be. his nose drags along the curve of your left breast, and when he exhales, the heat seeps through the fabric. "because i really, really need this tonight."
you feel the tension bleed out of his shoulders. his grip tightens around your waist, pulling you closer, and then his face is buried between your tits like it's the only place on earth that makes sense.
"i love them," he says. doesn’t lift his head. doesn’t stop pressing his face into you. "i love you, but i also.. really love them."
"i know you do."
"you don't understand." he shifts, mouth now dragging along the neckline of your shirt. "before a race. after. in the car. our of the car. i’m supposed to be thinking about tire degradation and i’m thinking about your tits."
"that’s probably not in the mercedes playbook."
"toto would kill me." he laughs. real this time, a puff of warm air against your skin. then his voice drops. "worth it."
he hand finds the hem of your shirt. hesitates.
"can i?”
"since when do you ask?"
"since always. i’m polite."
"take it off, kimi."
the shirt goes over your head. before it even hits the floor, his face is back where it belongs. no barrier now, bare skin to bare skin. the sound he makes is half groan, half relief, like he's been holding his breath all day and finally gets to exhale.
"mmmm." buried deep in the valley between your breasts, voice vibrating against your ribs. "better. so much better."
his hands cup both sides of your ribcage and he pushes your tits together around his face. drowns himself in them. his curls tickle your chin. his nose presses into your sternum and he breathes. long, slow inhales, like he's trying to memorize the scent of your skin.
"you're ridiculous," you say, but you're already arching into him.
"i’m stressed." mouth moving against the inner curve of your right breast now. "this is therapeutic."
"is that what we're calling it?"
"medical reasons. doctor said." his tongue drags across your nipple and you gasp. he grins against your skin, you can feel it. "see? healing."
"i didn't make a sound."
"you made a sound."
"shut up."
his mouth closes around your nipple, sucking hard, and this time you definitely make a sound.
kimi lifts his head just enough to look at you. his lips are wet. his eyes are glossy, half lidded, drugged on you. "i could stay here forever," he says. "just... here. face in your tits. nothing else. don’t need to race. don’t need to win. just this."
"you don't mean that."
"no." he presses a kiss to the swell of your breast. "but i almost do."
he switches sides. mouth on your right nipple now, hand working your left. thumb rolling slow circles while his tongue does something filthy. his hips shift against the mattress. he’s hard. you feel him pressing against your thigh through his boxers.
"you're thinking about the race tomorrow," you say. it comes out breathier than intended.
"momentarily forgot there was one." he doesn't stop, now alternating. mouth left, hand right, then switching, finding a rhythm that makes your hips rise. "remind me. is it important?"
"only your entire career."
"career. right." he drags his mouth from your nipple down to the underside of your breast, kissing the soft skin there, the spot he knows makes you shiver. "this is more important."
"kimi-"
"i’m serious." he stops. lifts his head. the playfulness drops and it's just him. 19 years old, the weight of mercedes on his shoulders, looking at you like you're the only safe harbor. "you’re more important. this, us. whatever happens tomorrow, i come back to this. to you."
your chest tightens. he sees it in your face and his ears go pink.
“too much?"
"not enough."
he smiles. the real one, the shy one, the one that makes the internet lose its mind. then he buries his face back in your tits and groans.
"cazzo. i love them. i love them so much it's embarrassing."
"it’s not embarrassing."
"i wrote 'boobies' in my notebook today instead of brake bias."
"you did not."
"swear on my mother." he’s laughing into your cleavage. "engineer asked to see my notes and i had to pretend i dropped the page."
you laugh. deep, real, the kind that shakes your chest, which makes him groan again because now your tits are moving against his face.
"do that again," he says.
"what, laugh?"
"yes. laugh, breathe, anything. i want to feel them move."
"andrea kimi antonelli, you have a problem."
"i have a solution." he pushes your breasts together and motorboats you. not ironically, not as a joke, but with genuine, desperate enthusiasm, groaning into your skin like he's being paid for it.
your laugh turns into a moan.
"there." he surfaces, curls wild, eyes bright. "now i can sleep."
"you’re not sleeping. you just woke something up."
he glances down at your chest, then back up. "yeah. i can see that."
"not what i meant."
his grin goes crooked. one hand slides down your stomach. fingers hook into the waistband of your shorts. "tell me what you meant."
"you have a race tomorrow."
"it’s one a.m baby. i’m already fucked." he presses a kiss between your breasts. "might as well be fucked properly."
the word properly lands in your stomach and spreads heat downward.
"kimi."
"tell me to stop and i’ll stop." his fingers trace lower, just brushing. "tell me you don't want this and i’ll roll over and stare at the ceiling for three more hours."
you don't say stop.
"thought so." another kiss, lower this time, moving down your stomach. "now let me thank you properly for being the best pre-race ritual i’ve ever had."
he rolls onto his side, pulls you with him so you're facing each other. his hand finds your hip, thumb tracing lazy circles.
"you're still hard."
"i'm a teenage boy. i'm always hard." he presses a kiss to your forehead. but something shifts. his hips roll, just barely, against your thigh. involuntary. his breath catches.
"kimi."
"what?" playing innocent. his hand sliding lower, over the curve of your ass.
"you said you didn't need anything."
"i lied."
he kisses you. deep this time, tongue sliding against yours, and you taste yourself on him. his hips grind forward. his cock presses against your hip through his boxers, hot even through the cotton.
"i need everything," he says against your mouth. "i need you."
"then take me."
he doesn't need to be told twice.
the boxers go. he kicks them off with none of the grace of a formula one driver, all elbows and urgency, and then he's naked above you and his cock is pressed against your stomach and he's already leaking.
"look what you do to me." his voice is wrecked. "i haven't even touched you yet."
"you literally just had your mouth on me for ten minutes."
"doesn't count. i mean-" he rolls his hips, cock sliding against your belly, leaving a wet trail. "this, us, together."
"so together me."
his laugh breaks into a groan as your hand finds him. you wrap your fingers around his length and he drops his forehead to your shoulder.
"cazzo.."
"good?"
"so good. too good. i'm not gonna-" he's already thrusting into your hand, shallow little movements. "i'm not gonna last if you keep doing that."
"maybe i want you not to last."
"no." he pulls back, catches your wrist, pins it above your head. his eyes are wild. "no. i want to be inside you. i've been thinking about it all day. i'm not wasting it on your hand."
"romantic."
"honest." he settles between your legs. the head of his cock nudges against your entrance, and you both inhale at the same time. "tell me you want this."
"i want this."
"tell me you want me."
"i want you, kimi."
"fuck." he stays there, buried to the hilt, forehead pressed to yours. his whole body is trembling. "give me a second. give me a second or i swear to god i'll come."
"it's okay if you-"
"it's not." his eyes open. dark. determined. "you deserve better than okay. you deserve—" he pulls out, just an inch, and the drag of it makes you gasp. "—everything."
he finds a rhythm. not fast. not desperate. deep, grinding strokes that press him against your cervix and hold there, like he's memorizing the shape of you from the inside.
"you feel-" he can't finish the sentence. his mouth is on your neck, open and gasping. his hips roll in slow circles. "i can't- i don't have words for how you feel."
"show me instead."
he does. his pace quickens. his hand finds your clit, thumb working in messy circles that don't match his thrusts but somehow make it better, the chaos of it, the raw wanting of it.
"you're close," he says. not asking.
"yes."
"good. good. come for me. come on my cock. i want to feel it."
his voice breaks on the last word. his hips stutter. he's holding back, you can feel it, every muscle in his body wound tight.
"kimi. let go."
"not until you-"
"i'm there. i'm right there-"
he drives into you. once. twice. on the third thrust your orgasm hits and you clench around him and he cries out, actually cries out, and then he's coming too, buried deep, hips jerking through it, your name falling from his mouth like a litany.
he collapses on top of you. his full weight. you take it.
for a long moment the only sound is breathing. his heart pounds against your ribs. the city hums outside the window.
then he lifts his head. his curls are plastered to his forehead. his eyes are glassy and dazed and so, so young.
"wow."
"wow?"
"i don't have better words. i failed english." he grins. lazy. fucked out. "wow is all i've got."
"wow works."
"yeah?" he presses a kiss to your collarbone. "wow. wowowow. i'm gonna say it all night."
"you're supposed to be sleeping."
"i just had sex with the most beautiful person on earth. sleep is not happening." he pulls out, slow, and you both wince at the loss. he flops onto his back, tugs you against his side. his hand finds your breast. just resting there. not sexual. proprietary.
"personal space," you murmur.
"don't know her."
"kimi."
"look." he turns his head on the pillow to face you. "you're my girlfriend. these are my tits now. i've imprinted on them like a baby duck."
"that's not how imprinting works."
"it's how italian imprinting works. very special. molto romantico."
you laugh. your chest shakes. he watches your breasts move with the kind of reverence most people reserve for sunsets.
"you're staring."
"i'm appreciating." his thumb traces the curve of your nipple. "there's a difference."
"is there?"
"massive difference. huge. gigantic. other words that also describe your—"
you elbow him. he laughs, catches your arm, pulls you closer.
"okay, okay. i'm done." a pause. "for now."
the silence settles. comfortable. his fingers trace patterns on your shoulder.
"i feel better," he says quietly. "about tomorrow. whatever happens."
"you're gonna be great."
"maybe. maybe not." he shrugs. the bravado is gone again. just him, nineteen, figuring it out. "but i'm okay with either. because i have this."
he gestures between you. vague. encompassing everything.
“post nut clarity,” you say
he snorts. "don't call it that."
"what should i call it?"
"love." his ears go pink. "or whatever."
"or whatever," you repeat, smiling.
"shut up." he buries his face in your chest. his voice is muffled. "go to sleep. you're the one who was nagging about sleep."
"i don't nag."
"you nag lovingly."
"that's not a thing."
"it's a thing. i'm making it a thing." he yawns. his body finally, finally goes heavy. "goodnight. ti amo. don't steal the covers."
"ti amo anch'io."
he smiles against your skin.
outside, the city hums. inside, the boy who carries mercedes on his shoulders is just a boy, breathing slow, face pressed where it belongs.
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summary: lando joins you in your selfcare routine and decides he will never go back to his or how lando sticks around when you take some time for yourself
starring: bf!lando norris x reader
word count: 2.7k
includes: fluff ; domestic scenes ; established relationship : no use of y/n ; clingy lando ; down bad ; petnames (angel, baby, etc.) ; proofread but sneaky mistakes
yap: and she finally wrote again ! it was bit on the spot but i hope you enjoy this lovely piece
date: 6th August, 2026
all interactions, comments, advice and thoughts are welcomed
It all started subtly. Lando was watching you over his phone, a random tiktok looping over and over on the dimmed screen. He liked watching you when you were busy, he found it heartwarming how you looked focused or how you fussed around sometimes.
This afternoon, you decided that you needed to clear your head, and what better idea than to take care of yourself. You had settled on a chair and put all your attention on your nails. They looked in good condition, healthy although fragile. You usually do not let them bare because you have the bad habit of biting your nails when you are stressed. Somehow, with nail polish on, your brain understands that you should leave your poor nails alone.
You were applying a clear coat of protective nail polish when a familiar shadow fell over you. You could see the outline of your boyfriend looming above you, the light filtering through the messy curls he nursed at the top of his head.
You looked up to meet Lando's eyes, who himself looked intrigued by something as basic as nail polish.
“Whatcha doin’ ?”, he simply asked.
You replied easily since you are used to Lando asking you questions and being interested in your activities, even the most mundane ones. “Putting on clear nail polish. To protect my nails.”
“You don’t put on colours today ? I like it when you ask me to choose the colour you’ll wear on your pretty hands.”
You smiled faintly, touched that he put thought and care on something as trivial as a nail colour. “No, not today, I’m just trying to protect them from breaking or chipping. They get quite fragile when I don’t put anything on them.”
“Mmh.”
He seemed to be reflecting on what you said, like it hadn’t occurred to him that it could happen to his “beautiful and perfect girlfriend”, his words. You both fell back into a comfortable silence while you went through the motions until Lando’s voice reached your ears.
“Would you put it on me ?”
“You want nail polish ?”, you looked back up at him, a bit surprised. It was not unusual for Lando to join you in whatever you were doing but you still didn’t expect it.
“Well, if it could help to protect my nails, why not ?”, he shrugged.
You pushed a bit, inquisitive of your boyfriend’s reason for joining you. “What’s with the sudden interest ?”
“Just wanna try and see if it works.”
“Curious ?”
“Very.”
“Alright, take a seat.”
Lando pulled a chair next to yours. He sat down and looked at you, expectantly. You gestured him to put his hands flat on the table, palm down resting on the expensive wood of the piece of furniture. Then, you dipped the brush back in the glassy vial before you started to smother his nails in the protective liquid.
Lando’s gaze travelled down to his hands, almost mesmerized by the sight of the brush gliding smoothly over his nail. When you were done, you instructed him not to move so the coat could harden evenly into the protective shield.
He hummed with a rasp of his voice as he tried to keep the bubble around the two of you from bursting. “It feels kinda nice. I feel clean. Properly pampered too.”
“It always feels nice to settle down a little and take care of yourself.”
“I like it more when it’s you taking care of me.”, he replied straight off, without missing a beat.
You felt a bit flustered by his answer. You know he didn’t mean it in a flirty way, but it still landed the same for you. “Glad I could be of service, baby.”
That night, he was extra clingy and cuddled you twice as long as usual on the sofa of your shared apartment. He liked sharing small moments like this with you. Quiet understanding, care oozing out of you without any restraints. Seeing you looking relaxed was one of his favorite views, and that vision alone was enough to make him feel more at peace than ever.
The day had been crushing. Work had been harsh, your patience had reached its limit and it seemed the day couldn’t get worse until rain poured down on your way home. You opened the front door of your flat, frustrated and soaked through. Lando immediately noticed the tension emanating from you, your shoulders squared up paired with sighs leaving your mouth periodically.
You hurried to the bathroom to take a long hot shower. It was already late in the evening and all you wanted was to destress and join the very appealing bed waiting for you at the other side of the apartment. After you were done, you put on one of your boyfriend’s t-shirts, the comfort of his clothes laced with the scent of his cologne soothing your mind. The worn fabric was soft in a way that felt familiar and grounding. You didn’t hear him slip inside the room, too busy looking around for your beauty products. You knew doing your skincare would help you to settle down and get ready to go to bed in a slightly better mindset.
Lando slipped behind you and wrapped his arms swiftly around your waist. He leaned down just a bit to press a small kiss over your right shoulder, his lips brushing against the thin textile of his t-shirt.
“Hi, beautiful.”
“Hi.”, you whispered back while shuffling through the cabinet to find all the products you needed for your routine.
“Long day ?“
“You have no idea.”, you exhaled, looking wrecked and defeated in a way that made Lando’s heart clench.
Slowly, he brought his hands up, tracing up your sides gently before reaching for your shoulders. Lando applied a careful pressure with his fingers, massaging your skin and loosening all the deep knots stuck in your flesh, buried deep under your muscles. You took a moment to close your eyes and let your head fall back against his shoulder in contentment. It felt incredibly good to be known and cared for. Lando never missed to make you feel loved and understood in every situation.
After a few minutes you opened your eyes again. You met your partner’s gaze in the mirror and felt immensely grateful to have him by your side. A genuine smile made its way on your face and he replied with one of his own, the type where all his face is illuminated and his eyes are shining brightly. All your feelings were deeply reciprocated, like an intangible line was linking and syncing your hearts together.
“There you go. Feeling better, angel ?”
“Yeah…”, you uttered quietly as you felt your shoulders drop thanks to Lando’s meticulous work.
You turned back to the products which were neatly arranged on the marble counter. You opened a drawer to retrieve a headband, and before you could close it completely Lando spoke up.
“Forgetting about me ?”
“You wanna do skincare ?”
“Yeah, with you.”
You understood that it was just a means to stay close to you, a way to make sure you were feeling better. It was his manner to be present with you, for you, without saying it outright. In reality, Lando didn’t want to leave your side yet, not this fast, not when you looked so upset earlier.
Without another word you picked up another headband from the drawer. You handed it to your boyfriend who murmured a “thank you” in your direction. Then, you both put on your headbands, making sure your hair was out of your faces. Lando reached for you shortly after, his fingertips grazing your skin as he pushed a strand out of the way. The brief contact sent a wave of warmth to your heart.
You both looked cuter and cozier with the fuzzy headbands adorning your heads, a gift from your friends a while back. It was coming in handy now, to have a little two piece set of matching ones to share with Lando. He seemed pleased with your new looks, judging by the grin etched on his face. Under the dimmed bathroom light his skin was almost glistering, his tan looking way too good on him to be true. You reached behind with your hand, tangling your fingers in his curls as you turned your head sideways to pull him into a kiss. Lando replied instantly, closing his eyes and parting his lips willingly. It only lasted a couple of seconds before you pulled back but Lando wasn’t having it. He pulled you back in on his own for another one, kissing you with a fervor that made your head spin. When you finally parted he licked his lips like he knew it drove you crazy before flashing at you his signature smirk.
You gave him a light tap on the chest but the effect was ruined by the way your smile echoed his. You both waited a bit, looking at each other intensely, trying to burn this memory in your retinas. After a beat you turned back to the counter and all of your awaiting products.
You started by washing your face, simply removing the day’s polluted air from your skin. You picked up your favorite rose scented foam cleanser and gently rubbed it on your face, drawing circles to remove all of the remaining residue. Behind you, Lando mimicked you, studying your movements and copying every gesture. You rinsed your face and wiped the excess off with a washcloth before turning around and reaching for him. You carefully ran the washcloth on his face, cautiously drying his epidermis without causing any irritation. He stayed perfectly still, watching your concentration in complete awe. There was something so raw unfolding in front of him, something so private, so thoughtful. He wanted nothing more than to freeze time and stay in this bathroom with you forever. It was his personal heaven. At that moment, he decided that he wanted to do that again. To share your routine, to be with you every day while you prepare to go to bed.
He felt so lucky, immensely lucky to see you, just like you are. Unguarded, free, peaceful. This was the version of you only he saw, and this is the one he was going to cherish and celebrate eternally.
Far from his train of thought, you moved on to the next step. You applied toner, and continued with serums. Lando imitated you each time, following along. He didn’t know what he was doing, or what he was applying onto his face, but he didn’t care. What mattered was the moment. You.
When moisturizer came, Lando fetched the tube from your hand. You turned around to pick it back but he kept his hand up, away from your reach.
“Let me do it for you.”, he spoke softly, barely breaking the silence.
You blinked up at him before relenting. It took you less than a second to nod and accept his proposition.
Lando twisted the cap open and poured a generous amount of cream on the back of his hand. The lotion was cool at the tip of his fingers and melted quickly on your cheek as he started to rub tiny circles on your skin like he had seen you do countless times before. You let out a sigh of satisfaction as you relaxed furthermore. This time it was your turn to observe his focused face as his gaze trailed over each inch of your skin. He was throughout and wanted to make sure that he wasn’t missing a single spot. He was relishing on the feeling of your soft skin under his fingertips. His eyes sparkled warmly under the muted lights, his lashes batting rhythmically over his cheekbones. He looked unfairly pretty, as always, you thought.
Once he was done you returned the favor, giving him the same treatment, covering his face in a thin layer of moisturizer. You continued with lash serum that he politely declined before you both finished off by applying lip balm to the other like you did every night. Cherry flavoured, Lando’s favourite, he declared. He gave you a gentle peck before beckoning you to bed. You both settled comfortably against the mountain of pillows scattered on your sheets. You laid down with your head resting on his chest as he circled your hips with his arms, pulling you closer. Before any of you could drift off, you muttered a quiet “thank you” and planted the smallest of kisses at the top of his nose.
Lando felt warmth develop in all his body, his cheeks flushed and hidden by the darkness of the room. You truly were the only one that could get these reactions out of him. He beamed at you, pulling you even closer until no gap was left between the two of you. He kissed you all over your face as you giggled and protested about how he was ruining all of your skincare, but your complaints were lost in a sea of small chuckles. He whispered more “I love you’s” than you could count, smearing your face with dozens of kisses until you lost your breath.
He saved your day and your mood, and you fell asleep in his arms, feeling like you were floating around in the most comforting embrace ever.
A week later, you were getting ready to go out. Lando had planned a date for the both of you and you were really excited to go. With his notoriety and his schedule, it was rare for you to enjoy a bit of intimacy, hence why you were basking in happiness and glowing when he announced that you were going to have a bit of privacy. A one-to-one moment like you had missed so much.
You were shuffling around the bathroom and taking care of the last details when Lando knocked at the door.
“Angel, you don’t need to put makeup on, we are not going anywhere fancy and you always look pretty without any regardless.”, he said as his head poked through the gap between the door and the frame. He was impatient to spend some quality time with you. Share a good meal, hold your hand, simple stuff really, but the most important in his eyes.
“M’not. Just freshening up.”
You were occupied with your eyebrows, plucking them to redefine the shape just how you liked it.
“How often do you do this, I swear I saw you do that like three days ago.”
“It grows back, baby.”
“In three days ?”
“Yes, in three days.”
You kept plucking out until you felt slightly weird. You knew what was coming and paused before a sneeze came out.
“Bless you, that was a big one.”
You thanked him absentmindedly and kept plucking until you sneezed again.
“Babe, I think your body wants you to stop, you keep triggering its defence mechanism !”, he suddenly said, frowning.
“It’s harmless, Lan.”
“Your skin is red.”, he countered.
“Because I just plucked it.”, you deadpaned.
“You are hurting it.”
“I am tending my eyebrows, baby.”
“You don’t need to, you look perfect.”
“You are really sweet but I do need to. Makes me feel better. More put together.”
He hummed as an answer and looked at you while you made sure that the shape was just how you usually preferred it. No hole in the middle of the eyebrow, no single hair apart from the others trying to be a statement on your face. You put your tweezers down once you were satisfied. You then took your sunscreen from the shelf and massaged a substantial amount of SPF 50 on your face.
“You should put some.”, you half suggested, expecting a retort about how there was no need. You were granted with a simple surprising “okay” as Lando took the bottle from your hand.
You wondered when it became a habit of his, to just use your skincare product without any shame. Not that you minded of course, you just remembered a time when he would reject everything without even really considering it. You wouldn’t go back for anything in the world though. Nothing felt more amazing than sharing your products and your quiet moment with your boyfriend. After all, they say sharing is caring, and you were not one to disagree.
warnings : cockwarming (duh), teasing, praise kink, pet names, p in v, not proofread, use of y/n
word count : 1.7k, masterlist, a/n : first smut fic BAI I HATE DIS..
earlier, his mouth was on your neck. earlier, his hand was between your thighs.
the movie had been playing for maybe ten minutes before he turned the sound off. didn't ask. just muted it and looked at you.
"c'mere."
you straddled him. his hands found your waist, your ribs, the hem of your shirt. his mouth dragged along your jaw. lazy, unhurried, like he had nowhere in the world to be but here.
when his fingers slipped under the waistband of your shorts, you exhaled.
"yeah?"
not even a question. a confirmation. you nodded.
"tell me."
"yes."
he pushed your shorts down. didn't take them off but just enough room to work. his fingers found you wet. slick already.
"fuck," he breathed. "how long?"
"i dunno.."
"been sitting here wet for me." not a question. his middle finger dragged through your folds, slow. "and you didn't say anything."
"you were watching the movie."
he laughed. quiet, a single exhale. his lips brushed your ear. "i wasn't watching the movie."
his finger circled your clit. once. twice. your hips jerked.
"ah." his other hand clamped your hip. "don't move."
"lew-“
"mhm."
"i want—"
"i know what you want."
he pulled his hand out. brought his fingers to his mouth. licked them clean while holding your gaze.
"you want me inside you."
you couldn't speak.
"say it."
"i want you inside me."
he nodded slow. reached down. unbuttoned his jeans. his cock sprang free. hard, thick, already leaking at the tip.
"you can have it," he said. "on one condition."
your stomach dropped.
"what condition?”
"you don't move."
"what?"
"you sit on my cock." his hand found your clit again. one wet finger, tracing maddening circles. "and you stay still. keep me warm. that's it."
his finger pressed down. your whole body thrummed.
"no fucking," he said. "no grinding. no chasing it."
circle. press. circle.
"just this," he murmured. "just me inside you. still."
"for how long?"
"until i say so."
his finger left your clit. you almost whined. almost.
"deal?"
you looked at him. his braids pulled back, the dark ink curling up his neck from his collarbone, the way his chest rose and fell like he was the calm one here. he wasn't.
"deal."
something flickered behind his eyes.
he lined himself up. let you sink down on your own time. inch by inch. the stretch burning sweet, until your hips met his.
you both stopped breathing.
"there," he whispered. "right there."
his hands settled on your hips.
"now stay."
that was twenty minutes ago.
his hotel suite at 1 a.m. the tv's on but the sound's off. the dim light flicked across the bed, across his bare chest, across the dark ink of the tattoos sleeving his arms, his shoulders, the compass on his chest.
you're in his lap. have been for twenty minutes.
his cock is inside you. thick, warm, still. hasn't moved since you sank down onto him. that was the deal.
lewis’s head rests against the back of the bed. eyes half lidded in that way that makes it impossible to tell if he's about to fall asleep or about to ruin you.
his hands sit loose on your hips. not guiding. not pressing. just there.
"feel good?" his voice is low. gravelly. the first words in ten minutes.
you nod.
"tell me."
the word lands low in your stomach. his thumb traces a slow circle on your hip bone. no urgency. he's got nowhere to be until the next grand prix, and that's a week away.
you try to shift. just a little, just to feel the friction. and his hands tighten.
"nah." soft. almost kind. "stay still, love."
his accent curls around the word. you've heard him use it in interviews, in press conferences, but never like this. private, just for you, spoken into the inch of air between your mouths.
your cunt clenches around him involuntarily. he exhales through his nose. the closest thing to a reaction lew will give up for free.
"that's it," he murmurs. "just that."
the tv flickers. some movie neither of you are watching.
his thumb keeps moving. that slow, absent circle. his cock doesn't. you can feel every inch of him. the heat. the pulse. the way he fills you completely without doing anything at all.
"lew."
"mhm."
"can i—"
"no."
not harsh. just final. the kind of no that makes your stomach drop and your clit throb at the same time. he tilts his head forward. looks at you properly.
"you said you wanted to keep me warm." his voice is almost conversational. "so keep me warm."
you breathe. he doesn't.
"i like you like this," he says. "right here. full of me. not going anywhere."
his thumb stops circling. presses down.
"can you do that for me, sweetheart? just sit here. just this."
his eyes on you. dark. patient. expecting an answer.
"y/n."
the name pulls you back.
"yeah," you breathe. "i can do that."
"good girl."
he doesn't move. doesn't thrust up into you, doesn't reward you with friction. just those two words, low and warm, and the way his hands relax again on your hips.
the movie keeps playing. some action thing, cars and explosions in total silence. lewis glances at it briefly. then back at you.
"you're clenching again."
"i know."
"good." he says it like a secret. "don't stop."
the minutes stretch. your thighs start to ache from holding position. every tiny adjustment makes you aware of him inside you. the full length, the slight curve, the way your body keeps trying to pull him deeper even though there's nowhere deeper to go.
he notices everything. the shift of your weight. the catch in your breath. the way your nipples have tightened against his chest.
"you're doing so well," he says.
his voice has gone softer. there's something in it now that wasn't there before. something unguarded, something that sounds like gratitude.
he lifts one hand. tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. the gesture is so gentle it hurts.
"nobody's ever done this for me before."
his thumb traces the shell of your ear, down to your jaw.
"just stayed."
the word lands. stays.
"you're always moving," you say. "racing.. flying.. doing interviews..”
"mm." his eyes search your face. "not right now."
his hand cups your jaw. his cock twitches inside you. the first movement, involuntary, and you both feel it. his jaw tightens.
"sorry."
"don't be."
"i'm—" he almost laughs. almost. a ghost of it at the corner of his mouth. "you feel really fucking good."
"then do something about it."
his thumb presses against your bottom lip. "when i'm ready."
that's when you realize. this isn't about denial for him. it's about control. about holding something still in a life that never stops. about you, warm and patient, wanting him and waiting anyway.
you understand him better in this moment than you ever have.
"take your time," you say.
something flickers behind his eyes. he pulls you closer. not to fuck you, just to hold you. your chest against his. his face in the crook of your neck.
"thank you," he murmurs into your skin.
his cock stays buried inside you. still. warm. yours. and you stay.
his breathing changes first. slower. deeper. his face still buried in your neck, but something's shifted. his hands on your back, fingers splayed, pressing you closer.
then his hips move. barely. a half inch. the smallest roll.
your gasp is sharp in the quiet room.
"there it is," he murmurs against your throat. "that sound."
he does it again. another small roll. another. finding a rhythm that's barely a rhythm. slow, deliberate, like he's relearning your body from the inside.
"lew-"
"i know, love." his lips drag up the column of your neck. "i've got you."
his hands slide down to your ass. he grips. lifts you. just an inch, and pulls you back down onto his cock.
your moan cracks the silence.
"thaaat's it." his voice has changed. gone is the patient, measured control. something hungrier underneath now. "let me hear you."
he thrusts up into you. slow. deep. every inch deliberate.
"you've been so good for me." thrust. "so patient." thrust. "been sat here feeling you clench around me for half an hour."
his forehead presses to yours.
"you deserve this."
his thumb finds your clit. the contact is electric. you've been aching, untouched, for so long that the first circle makes your thighs shake.
"look at me."
you do. his eyes are dark. focused. the way he looks at a corner he's about to take at two hundred miles an hour. total clarity, no hesitation.
"i want to feel you come on my cock."
his thumb works your clit in firm, steady circles. his hips keep that same slow rhythm. deep, unhurried, filling you completely every time.
"can you do that, sweetheart?"
"yes,"
"yes what?"
"yes, lew."
"good girl."
his pace doesn't quicken. that's the thing that destroys you. he doesn't rush. doesn't chase. just keeps fucking you slow and deep, his thumb circling your clit with the same maddening patience he used to tease you earlier.
the buildup is unbearable. heat coiling low in your stomach. your thighs trembling. your cunt fluttering around him with every thrust.
"feel that?" his voice is rough now. straining. "feel how tight you're getting?"
you can't answer. can barely breathe.
"come for me."
his thumb presses down harder.
"now, y/n."
it breaks over you. waves of heat. your body clenching around him, pulsing, and he groans. a real sound, unguarded, torn from somewhere deep in his chest.
"that's it. fuuuuck. that's—"
he doesn't finish the sentence. his hips stutter. his rhythm finally unraveling as he spills inside you, hot and thick, his forehead dropping to your shoulder.
"fucking hell."
he breathes against your skin. his hands still gripping your ass like he's afraid you'll disappear. the tv flickers. the bed creaks. outside, a siren passes somewhere far away.
he lifts his head. looks at you.
"i was gonna wait longer."
"was that supposed to be punishment?"
a smile. a real one. "for you or me?"
you laugh. he kisses you. slow, soft, nothing like the way he just fucked you.
his cock is still inside you. softening. neither of you moves.
"next time," he says, "i'll make you wait an hour."
"next time?"
he tilts his head.
"that a problem?"
"no..”
"good." he kisses your forehead. "now stay. just a little longer."
Hiiii lovely!! Can you do lando x reader like you had a long day at work and you come home wanting to just cuddle with your boyfriend and have a quiet night in your lando's arms and his warmth and protection from your long day from work until you walk on him streaming and he notice somethings up so he mutes everything just to make sure your okay
so cute <3
cuddles, please?
pairing: lando norris x f!reader
contains: pure fluff, upset reader, lando is a cutie who comforts, established relationship
summary: your day was horrible, and of course, lando knows how to make it better
word count: 5k~
masterlist
enjoy!<3
this day was everything but good. it wasn't even decent. first of all, you woke up with a pounding headache, and you weren't really sure about the reason. then, you spilled your morning coffee on yourself while getting ready, so you had to iron another shirt, it even seeped through your damn bra, you had to change that too, even though you were already in a rush. however, at work, it all just went downhill again. you've got too much work on your shoulders, your colleagues were endlessly annoying and way too mean without any reason. you've got a bunch of paperwork to finish, everyone was yelling, and it was simply just all too much for one day. when you thought it couldn't get any worse, life proved that it, in fact, can get worse. on the way home, you got stuck in traffic, and you had to sit there in the line for at least half an hour. you were also really hungry because you've forgotten to stop and get yourself some lunch, so by the time you finally reached home, you were properly angry, exhausted, annoyed, grumpy and simply just upset.
you stepped into the house with the most dramatic sigh possible, kicking off your uncomfortable heels, not even bothering to put them in their places. you tossed your bag on the couch as you walked to the living room, then flopped down on the couch. then you realized what you needed, lando. you wanted him to kiss you and smother you with cuddles, right now, preferably. so you stood up, and made your way to the bedroom. you were sure that he was there and played some stupid shooting games again with his friends. you really hoped that's not what he's doing though, because all you needed was him and his comfort. you wanted to snuggle up next to him in bed, melt yourself into him and just finally relax.
you slowly opened the door, and since luck was not at all your friend today, you instantly noticed that he wasn't even just simply gaming, he was streaming again. as soon as you realized this, you wanted to step back and leave the room, so you were already backing out with a pout plastered on your face. but before you could leave and let the gloomy mood totally overcome you, he looked over at you after turning off his camera and mic quickly.
"hey baby,what's up?" he asked, looking at you with a bit of worry showing on his face, because your mood was very much obvious just from a quick glance at you.
"I just.. dunno.. want cuddles or somethin', please.." you were mumbling, looking down at the floor, suddenly feeling a bit silly for interrupting him just because of this. you were biting hard at your bottom lip, suddenly feeling your throat tighten. you really didn't want to start crying so you avoided looking at him totally. he didn't buy the act though, he was sure that something was wrong, so he gave you a half smile, then turned back to the monitor which made your face fall even more, thinking he'd just ignore you.
"hey chat, something came up, I gotta go, I'll see you soon!" he then simply ended the stream. this was the next thing which made you want to start absolutely cry out your eyes. he stopped the live so effortlessly, just because you needed him. you stepped a little closer, fidgeting with your hands.
"come here baby, what happened?" he asked and approached you, opening his arms for you. you gladly took the invitation, hugging him, sinking into his embrace. the familiar smell of him, his body heat, his arms tightening around your lower back, it all immediately gave you a sense of comfort. "nothin'.. just a shitty day" you mumbled into his chest, eyes closed, enjoying finally being able to just feel him against yourself. "missed you.."
"mhm.. then I think you should change into something comfy, then we should definitely get in bed, what do you think?" he suggested, kissing the top of your head a few times gently. you just nodded, then reluctantly let go of him, dragging yourself to the closet. you grabbed the first shirt which you found, then right there in the middle of the room, you shuffled out of your work clothes and threw the shirt onto yourself. he was smiling like an idiot and even giggled a little as he watched you, which earned a glare from you, but your face quickly softened when he stood up again and walked up to you. "c'mere baby, the bed is waiting." he grabbed your hand and guided you to the mountain of pillows. you gladly climbed on it, and melted into the soft fabrics under you. it wasn't enough though, you quickly stretched out your arms, wanting him next to you, or on top of you, preferably immediately. that earned another small chuckle from him as he lowered himself on the bed, propping himself up against the pillows. "I missed you too though, so much baby.." he said as he turned to you, placing an arm around your waist and pulling you closer to himself. he kissed your forehead, then both sides of your face, then finally your lips. "it's okay to feel a little sad, you know? I'm here to make it better." he smiled at you, then he wrapped himself around you, pulling you flush against himself. your legs quickly tangled together, and your face was pressed against his chest. "can you even breathe?" he laughed softly, placing a hand on the back of your head, starting to gently stroke your hair. you didn't answer with words, just let out a small hum and nodded, tightening your arm around him which made him smile once more, though you couldn't see it.
"I love you so much baby, just rest here and sleep a little if you can, okay? then we'll talk about what's really upsetting you, if you want to, of course." he finished his sentence with yet another kiss on your head. "oh and, I'll order some food for you when you wake up." he thought you wouldn't really react, but that made you nod again, "yes pleaseee" you dragged out your words, muffled against his shirt. "okay okay, I'll do that, but sleep first."
he didn't have to tell you again, you quickly fell asleep in his arms after mumbling some more about how you love him so much, feeling a lot better already. afterall, all you needed was him, and his cuddles to ease up your mind.
❝ the chemistry between us ❞ — oscar piastri x fem!reader
chemistry was supposed to be your worst class. instead, it introduced you to the one person who somehow made balancing equations a little less impossible. what starts as a mandatory tutoring arrangement turns into late afternoons, shared snacks, quiet conversations, and the realization that maybe the best chemistry wasn’t happening in the classroom after all.
warnings : fluff, strangers to friends to lovers, slow burn, academic stress, tutoring, teasing, kissing, happy ending, use of y/n, not proofread
word count: 6.9k , masterlist , a/n : HAIIII im sosososo sorry for being so inactive omgg work has been kicking my ASS😭😭😭
if there was one class you could erase from your schedule entirely, it would have been chemistry.
it wasn’t because you hated mrs. harper. if anything, she was probably one of the nicest teachers at your school. she stayed after school to answer questions, explained things more than once without making anyone feel stupid, and somehow managed to keep twenty eight teenagers from setting the lab tables on fire every thursday. she did everything a good teacher was supposed to do. chemistry just refused to make sense to you.
it didn’t matter how neatly you copied your notes or how many times you rewrote the textbook definitions onto flashcards. you’d sit down convinced you finally understood ionic bonds, only for the next lesson to introduce something completely different that somehow expected you to remember everything from the week before. by the time class ended, your notebook usually contained more question marks than actual answers.
today wasn’t proving to be any different.
mrs. harper had spent the last fifteen minutes walking everyone through balancing chemical equations, writing each step across the whiteboard while the class copied it down. around you, pencils moved almost nonstop. every now and then someone would raise a hand to ask a question, she’d answer it, and the room would settle back into the quiet rhythm of writing.
you on the other hand, had been staring at question six for so long that the numbers were starting to blur together.
you erased your answer for what felt like the tenth time before giving up completely, dropping your pencil onto the desk with a sigh you hoped nobody heard.
“everything alright back there?”
your head snapped up.
mrs. harper was looking directly at you.
the twenty seven other students immediately became very interested in their worksheets.
“…yeah.”
she smiled in that way teachers always did when they knew you weren’t telling the truth.
“are you sure?”
you glanced back down at the paper. “i just don’t know how to do this one.”
“which part?”
“all of it.”
a couple of quiet laughs came from somewhere behind you.
your face warmed.
mrs. harper didn’t laugh. instead, she walked over to your desk, resting one hand against the edge of the table before looking over your work. “you’ve got the first step right.”
“i do?”
“you do.”
“then why does everything after that look wrong?”
“because you skipped something here.” she pointed to one line before moving her finger farther down the page. “and once this is wrong, everything underneath it ends up wrong too.”
you stared at the worksheet for another few seconds.
“…i still don’t get it.”
“that’s alright,” she said gently. “we’ll go over it again.”
you nodded, even though you felt awful.
you weren’t the kind of student who ignored homework or slept through class. if anything, you probably spent more time studying chemistry than any other subject. somehow, it never seemed to matter.
mrs. harper gave your shoulder a reassuring pat before returning to the front of the room.
“can anyone tell me what coefficient should go here?”
before you’d even looked back up, someone answered.
“three.”
of course.
oscar piastri.
you turned your head just enough to see him sitting two rows over by the windows, exactly where he always sat. his notebook was open beside him, every page filled with impossibly neat handwriting that looked more like it had been printed than written during class. unlike the rest of you, who were still halfway through the worksheet, he’d already finished it and was absentmindedly spinning his pencil between his fingers while mrs. harper checked his answer.
“correct,” she said. “can you explain why?”
without sounding even remotely nervous, oscar launched into an explanation that somehow made perfect sense to everyone except you.
you tried listening, really! but by the end of it, you were somehow even more confused than before.
when the bell finally rang, chairs scraped across the floor as everyone packed up in a hurry. conversations filled the room almost instantly, people already talking about weekend plans while shoving books into backpacks.
you did the same, slipping your unfinished worksheet into a folder before standing.
“have a good weekend, everyone,” mrs. harper called after the class.
you offered a quick goodbye on your way out, already deciding that tonight would probably involve another two hours of chemistry videos you still wouldn’t understand.
unfortunately, monday arrived anyway.
the test had felt impossible.
you’d left three questions blank, guessed on at least four more, and walked out of the classroom with that horrible feeling that no amount of wishing was going to change the grade waiting for you.
now the papers sat in a neat stack on mrs. harper’s desk.
one by one, names were called.
students walked up.
some came back smiling, others folded their papers before anyone else could see the score.
“oscar.”
he stood, accepted his test with a quiet, “thanks,” and headed back toward his seat.
someone leaned over from the next desk.
“what’d you get?”
“one hundred.”
“seriously?”
he looked down at the paper for a second.
“…i would’ve been more surprised if i didn’t.”
the guy stared at him.
“that’s actually insane.”
oscar only shrugged before putting the test inside his binder as if getting perfect scores was the least interesting part of his day.
you looked away before he noticed you staring.
a minute later :
“y/n.”
your stomach dropped.
the bright red 58% in the corner practically mocked you before you’d even reached your desk again.
you didn’t need to read the corrections to know you’d done badly.
you’d done badly last quiz, and the one before that, and somehow, despite all the studying you’d forced yourself through over the weekend, you’d managed to do badly again.
the rest of the lesson passed in a blur of answer sheets, corrections, and explanations you desperately tried to follow. every time mrs. harper solved a problem on the board, you understood it while she was explaining it. the second you looked back at your own paper, it was like your brain had reset.
by the time the dismissal bell echoed through the classroom, most students were already halfway out the door.
you had just zipped your backpack shut when mrs. harper looked up from her desk.
“y/n? could you stay for a moment?”
you stopped.
before you could answer, she added,
“and oscar, if you wouldn’t mind staying as well.”
your eyebrows pulled together.
across the room, oscar paused halfway through putting on his backpack. for the first time all semester, the two of you looked at each other with the exact same expression.
the classroom emptied slowly until the loud conversations and footsteps in the hallway faded into the background. the once crowded room felt strangely quiet with only the three of you left inside, the afternoon sunlight coming through the windows and stretching across the desks.
you stood beside your chair, fingers loosely wrapped around the strap of your backpack, while oscar remained near his desk with one hand resting on the back of his chair. neither of you said anything. there wasn’t really anything to say. you had barely spoken to each other before today, and now you were both standing there because your chemistry teacher had apparently decided something involving the two of you was a good idea.
mrs. harper finished organizing the papers on her desk before looking up.
“i’ll get straight to the point,” she said. “y/n, your test results aren’t where they need to be.”
you looked down.
“i know.”
“i know you know,” she replied, not unkindly. “and that’s exactly why i wanted to talk to you. you’re putting in the effort. i can see that. but something about the way you’re studying isn’t helping you actually understand the material.”
you nodded quietly.
she wasn’t wrong, which somehow made it worse.
“i was thinking,” she continued, glancing toward oscar, “that you might benefit from working with someone who approaches the subject differently.”
you already knew where this was going before she even said it.
“no.”
both mrs. harper and oscar looked at you.
you immediately regretted saying it out loud.
“i mean…” you corrected yourself, clearing your throat. “i just don’t think—“
“that it would help?” mrs. harper asked.
“that it would be necessary.”
oscar raised his eyebrows slightly.
“interesting choice of words considering the 58%.”
you turned toward him.
“did you just insult my grade?”
“i was pointing out a fact.”
“you made it sound worse.”
“i didn’t know that was possible.”
you stared at him. he stared back. and for a second, you couldn’t tell if he was actually being rude or if that was just how he talked.
mrs. harper cleared her throat.
“as entertaining as this is, my decision has already been made.”
you looked back at her.
“your decision?”
“oscar will be helping you with chemistry after school.”
oscar’s expression changed immediately.
“wait, what?”
you almost smiled because, apparently, you weren’t the only one who hated this idea.
mrs. harper folded her arms.
“twice a week.”
“i have homework too.”
“so does y/n.”
“exactly.”
“and yet somehow, i think you’ll both survive.”
oscar looked like he was trying very hard to come up with a reasonable argument.
you honestly admired the effort.
“doesn’t the school have a tutoring program?”
“it does.”
“then why-”
“because i think you’re a good fit.”
he paused.
“why?”
mrs. harper looked at him like she couldn’t believe he was asking.
“because you’re patient.”
you almost laughed.
oscar looked offended.
“i’m not sure everyone would agree with that.”
“i don’t need everyone to agree with it.”
there was a small silence, then mrs. harper turned to you.
“and y/n, before you argue, this isn’t a punishment.”
you opened your mouth. then immediately closed it.
“i just think you need someone who can explain things in a way that makes sense to you.”
you looked down at the floor. you hated admitting it, but you were tired of struggling. tired of feeling like everyone else understood something that you couldn’t.
“…okay.”
oscar looked over. you looked back at him.
“don’t look so happy.”
“i don’t.”
“you do.”
“i really don’t.”
“you do.”
mrs. harper sighed, although there was a small smile on her face.
“wonderful. i’m glad you’ve both reached this level of enthusiasm.”
you didn’t think either of you looked enthusiastic.
“i’ll email your parents with the details,” she continued. “you can figure out a schedule together.”
you pulled out your phone when she gave you oscar’s number.
for a few seconds, you just stared at the contact screen.
oscar piastri. it felt weird seeing his name there.
you had known who he was, obviously. everyone did. but there was a difference between recognizing someone in class and actually having their number.
you typed out the first message before you could overthink it.
you : hi. this is y/n. for the chemistry thing.
you immediately regretted how awkward it sounded.
a response came less than a minute later.
oscar: i know
you frowned.
you : okay
oscar: what?
you: nothing
a few seconds passed.
oscar: we need to figure out a day
you looked at your schedule.
you: tuesday and thursday work
oscar: okay
you waited. nothing else came.
you stared at the screen.
you : that’s it?
oscar: what else would there be?
you couldn’t help it. you laughed quietly.
it wasn’t because he was funny exactly. it was more because he was so unintentionally strange.
you : idk maybe “great, see you then.”
oscar: great, see you then.
you rolled your eyes.
you: you are impossible.
oscar: we’ve spoken for five minutes
oscar: ill see you tuesday.
you looked at the message for a second longer than you meant to. you weren’t sure why.
maybe because you expected him to be worse. maybe because everyone always described oscar piastri as this serious, untouchable person who only cared about grades, and somehow he was just… normal.
annoying, maybe. but normal.
tuesday afternoon arrived before you were ready.
you had spent most of the day convincing yourself that the tutoring session wasn’t a big deal.
it was just chemistry. just two hours. just oscar helping you understand something you couldn’t figure out on your own.
except now you were standing in front of your bedroom mirror, wondering if your room looked too messy. which was ridiculous.
he was coming over to study, not inspect your room.
still, you moved a few things around anyway.
your desk was cleared except for your chemistry notebook, textbook, and a few pens. the pile of clothes you had forgotten about was moved into your closet. your bed was made, even though nobody was sitting on it.
when the doorbell rang, you froze for a second.
your mom called from downstairs.
“i’ll get it!”
“no i’ll-”
too late. you heard the front door open.
a few seconds later, your mom’s voice carried up the stairs.
“you must be oscar!”
there was a pause. then his voice.
“yeah. hi.”
you walked out of your room and down the stairs.
oscar stood near the doorway with his backpack over one shoulder, looking exactly like he did at school. neat uniform, messy hair, the same calm expression that made it impossible to tell what he was thinking.
your mom smiled.
“come in! y/n’s just upstairs.”
“thank you.”
he stepped inside and took his shoes off without being asked.
you noticed that for some reason.
“hey,” you said.
he looked up.
“hey.”
there was an awkward pause. then he lifted his backpack slightly.
“ready?”
you looked toward the stairs.
“as ready as someone can be for chemistry!!”
he chuckled at your sarcasm.
“okay, okay. lets just go.”
oscar followed you upstairs.
your bedroom suddenly felt a lot smaller with someone else standing in it.
you weren’t sure why. it wasn’t like people had never been in your room before. your friends came over all the time, and your cousins practically treated it like their own whenever they visited. but oscar wasn’t either of those things. he was someone you’d only exchanged a handful of conversations with, and now he was standing awkwardly in the doorway like he wasn’t sure if he was actually supposed to come in.
“you can come in,” you said, noticing he hadn’t moved.
“i know.”
“…then why are you just standing there?”
he glanced around the room before looking back at you.
“i didn’t want to assume.”
you stepped aside so he could walk in.
he looked around for a moment, not in an obvious way, but enough that you caught him taking everything in. your bookshelf was overflowing because you’d run out of room months ago, little polaroids were taped around your mirror, and your desk sat beneath the window covered in neatly stacked notebooks, highlighters, and a candle you always forgot to light. your room wasn’t spotless, but it wasn’t messy either. it looked lived in.
his eyes landed on the giant pink bear sitting in the corner.
“…does that thing have a name?”
you blinked.
“what?”
“the bear.”
you looked over at it.
“…no?”
“really?”
“why would i name it?”
he shrugged.
“most people do.”
you crossed your arms.
“how would you know?”
“i have cousins.”
“…oh.”
he nodded once.
“they name everything.”
you looked at the bear again.
“…well, mine don’t.”
“seems a little unfair.”
you let out a laugh before you could stop yourself. it surprised both of you.
oscar looked almost as caught off guard as you felt.
“are we actually talking about my stuffed bear right now?”
“it was the first thing i noticed.”
“that is deeply embarrassing.”
“for you, maybe.”
you rolled your eyes, walking over to your desk before pulling out the second chair you’d borrowed from downstairs. “sit.”
he set his backpack beside the chair before taking out a binder that looked far too organized to belong to an actual high school student.
every divider had a label, every paper was hole punched, nothing was folded.
you stared.
“…you’re one of those people.”
he looked up.
“what people?”
“the organized ones.”
“it’s called using a binder.”
“mine looks like it survived a natural disaster.”
“i noticed.”
you gasped dramatically.
“you’ve seen my binder?”
“you dropped it last week.”
“…i forgot that happened.”
“i didn’t.”
you frowned at him.
“you’re kind of annoying.”
“i’ve heard.”
“do you care?”
“not particularly.”
you couldn’t tell if he was joking. that was starting to become a pattern..
he opened your chemistry textbook and pulled your most recent test closer.
“alright.”
his voice shifted ever so slightly. less conversational. more focused.
“show me how you got question four.”
you looked at the paper.
“…i guessed.”
“okay.”
“that’s it?”
“what?”
“you’re not gonna tell me guessing was a bad idea?”
he looked at you for a second.
“i think the fifty eight already did that.”
“you know what?” you said, pointing a pen at him. “you are funny.”
he looked genuinely confused.
“i wasn’t trying to be.”
“exactly.”
he ignored that.
“question four.”
with an exaggerated sigh, you picked up your pencil and started working through the problem. you explained every step the way you’d been taught, speaking more to the paper than to him because you were already expecting him to tell you it was wrong.
he didn’t interrupt once. he waited until you finished before saying, “that’s where it went wrong.”
you looked up.
“where?”
he pointed to the middle of your work.
“right there.”
“…that’s the part i was confident about.”
“i know.”
“how?”
“because you stopped checking your work after that.”
you blinked.
“…i did?”
“yeah.”
he slid his own notebook toward you.
“look.”
his handwriting was so neat it almost annoyed you.
he’d solved the exact same problem, but instead of skipping from one step to the next the way you had, he’d written every tiny calculation in between.
you compared the two pages.
“…that’s a lot more writing.”
“it’s also the right answer.”
you looked back down.
“…oh.”
“you keep doing things in your head.”
“because it’s faster.”
“not if you get them wrong.”
you hated that he had a point.
he picked up his pencil.
“let’s try another one.”
the next problem wasn’t any easier. or the one after that.
every time you thought you understood something, he’d ask another question that made you realize you were only memorizing steps instead of understanding why they worked.
after almost forty minutes, you dropped your pencil onto the desk.
“my brain hurts.”
“good.”
you stared at him.
“good?”
“it means you’re thinking.”
“that’s evil.”
“a little.”
before you could answer, there was a knock on your bedroom door.
your mom leaned inside carrying a tray with two mugs and a plate of chocolate chip cookies.
“thought you two might want a break.”
you smiled immediately.
“thanks, mom.”
she set everything down on your desk before looking at oscar.
“help yourself, sweetheart.”
oscar smiled politely.
“thank you.”
“don’t let her convince you she can’t do chemistry,” your mom said, pointing toward you. “she says she can’t do math either, then comes home with an A every semester.”
“mom.”
“what?”
“you’re embarrassing me.”
“a mother’s job.”
you buried your face in your hands while she laughed to herself and walked back downstairs.
the room was quiet for a second.
“…she seems nice.”
you looked up.
“she is.”
he reached for one of the cookies.
“she also seems right.”
“about what?”
“you being dramatic.”
your jaw dropped.
“you’ve known me for, like, an hour.”
“an hour was enough.”
you grabbed a cookie and threw it at him.
it bounced off his shoulder before landing harmlessly in his lap.
he looked down at it. then back at you.
“hey! that was a perfectly good cookie!”
you stared at him for a second before bursting into laughter.
“you’re joking.”
“what?”
“i just threw a cookie at you..”
“exactly!”
“and your first concern is the cookie?”
he looked down at it again before picking it up from his lap.
“it’s still perfectly fine.”
before you could stop him, he took a bite.
you blinked.
“…you’re actually eating it.”
he looked at you while chewing.
“why wouldn’t i?”
“because i threw it at you.”
“it’s still good.”
“you’re weird.”
“i’ve heard.”
you laughed under your breath, shaking your head before reaching for your drink again.
“i don’t know how you’ve managed to survive this long.”
“good decision making.”
“i don’t think eating a cookie that’s been launched across someone’s bedroom counts as good decision making.”
he took another bite.
“agree to disagree.”
you rolled your eyes, but you couldn’t stop smiling.
for the first time since he’d walked into your house, the silence between the two of you wasn’t awkward. it settled naturally while you both finished your drinks, broken only by the occasional page turning or the sound of him closing one of his binders. you hadn’t expected the afternoon to be enjoyable. honestly, you’d spent most of the school day dreading it, but somewhere between arguing over chemistry problems and throwing baked goods at each other, it had become… tolerable.
oscar set the empty mug beside the plate and glanced back at your notebook.
“ready?”
“no.”
“good.”
you frowned.
“why is that good?”
“because if you were ready, i’d assume you weren’t paying attention.”
“you’re annoying.”
“probably.”
you picked your pencil back up with the enthusiasm of someone being forced into manual labor.
“what are we doing now?”
“the problems you skipped.”
“…there’s a reason i skipped them.”
“i know.”
“they’re hard.”
“they’re not.”
“they are to me.”
he didn’t answer straight away. instead, he pulled the worksheet closer and looked over the questions for a few seconds.
“they’re unfamiliar,” he said. “that’s different.”
you looked at him.
“what?”
“you keep calling yourself bad at chemistry.”
“because i am.”
“no.”
you actually laughed.
“oscar, i got a fifty eight.”
“yeah.”
“that’s bad.”
“your grade is bad. that doesn’t automatically mean you’re bad at chemistry.”
you frowned.
“how does that make any sense?”
“because every time i ask you why something works, you know the idea. then you rush through the calculations, skip steps, convince yourself you’re wrong, erase half your work, and start over.”
he tapped your pencil lightly against the desk.
“that’s not a chemistry problem.”
you didn’t know what to say. nobody had ever put it like that before.
every teacher you’d had simply told you to study more, practice more, pay closer attention. none of them had actually watched how you worked.
“…try number eight,” he said.
this time, you didn’t argue.
you worked through it slowly, forcing yourself to write every step instead of trying to do everything in your head. once or twice your hand hovered over the eraser, but you stopped yourself before using it.
when you finally reached the answer, you pushed the paper toward him.
he read over it carefully. your stomach twisted.
“well?”
he circled one line near the middle.
“this is wrong.”
your shoulders dropped.
“but…”
“because you copied the coefficient incorrectly.”
he pointed farther down the page.
“everything after that is right.”
you blinked.
“…wait.”
“if you’d copied this number correctly, you would’ve gotten the right answer.”
you looked back and forth between your work and his.
he was right.
you hadn’t misunderstood the question. you’d copied one number wrong.
“…that’s the closest i’ve gotten all week.”
“exactly.”
you couldn’t stop the smile that spread across your face.
“i almost got it.”
“you did almost get it.”
he reached for another blank sheet of paper.
“do it one more time.”
“right now?”
“while it’s still fresh.”
you sighed dramatically, but there wasn’t any real annoyance behind it anymore.
“you’re lucky you’re good at explaining things.”
“i know.”
“wow.”
“what?”
“that sounded so confident.”
he shrugged.
“it’s true.”
“you’re humble too.”
“i try.”
“no, you don’t.”
“…fair.”
by the time you finished the problem again, the answer matched his exactly.
you checked it once. then twice. then looked up at him.
“…i did it.”
“you did.”
“without guessing.”
“without guessing.”
you leaned back in your chair, grinning despite yourself.
“i haven’t gotten one completely right by myself in forever.”
“get used to it.”
you narrowed your eyes.
“that sounded suspiciously motivational.”
he looked mildly offended.
“don’t accuse me of that.”
you laughed again.
“i knew you had one in you.”
“don’t expect another.”
the clock on your nightstand read almost half past six. oscar followed your gaze before closing his binder.
“we should probably stop there.”
“already?”
he looked surprised.
“i thought your brain hurt.”
“it does.”
“then?”
you hesitated.
“…i don’t know.”
the truth was, the afternoon had gone by much faster than you’d expected. chemistry still wasn’t your favorite subject. it probably never would be.
but for the first time in a long time, you left your desk feeling like you might actually be able to pass the next test.
by the time thursday rolled around, you weren’t nearly as nervous as you’d been two days earlier.
that didn’t mean you were excited. it just meant you no longer felt like you were about to embarrass yourself for two straight hours.
you had chemistry first thing that morning, and for once, you weren’t completely lost.
mrs. harper wrote three practice problems across the board before asking everyone to solve them independently. you stared at the first one for a few seconds, instinctively reaching for your eraser.
then you stopped.
write everything down.
you could practically hear oscar saying it.
instead of trying to solve half of it in your head, you wrote every step, no matter how obvious it seemed. it took longer than everyone else around you, but when mrs. harper began walking around the room checking answers, she paused beside your desk.
“much better.”
you looked up.
“really?”
she nodded, tapping your paper lightly.
“you only made one mistake.”
your eyes widened.
“one?”
“and it was just arithmetic.”
before you could respond, she moved on to the next desk.
you couldn’t help smiling to yourself.
it wasn’t perfect. it wasn’t even close. but it was better.
when class ended, you were stuffing your notebook into your backpack when someone stopped beside your desk.
“how’d it go?”
you looked up.
oscar had one hand hooked around the strap of his backpack, waiting. you glanced back down at your worksheet.
“apparently i only got one thing wrong.”
“that’s good.”
“mrs. harper said it was just arithmetic.”
he gave a small nod, like that confirmed something he’d already expected.
“told you.”
you frowned.
“you literally never said that.”
“i implied it.”
“…that’s not the same thing.”
“close enough.”
you laughed quietly before slinging your backpack over your shoulder.
“your definition of “close enough” is concerning.”
“your definition of studying is concerning.”
“wow.”
“what?”
“i was trying to be nice.”
“i noticed.”
you walked out of the classroom together, only realizing halfway down the hallway that you were still talking.
usually, the second class ended, everyone split off in different directions.
you headed toward the student center and oscar usually disappeared toward the science building. today, neither of you seemed to notice until you reached the intersection where your paths split.
he stopped first.
“…i’m going the other way.”
you blinked.
“oh.”
there was a brief, awkward pause.
“see you later?”
“yeah.”
“four?”
he nodded once before turning the opposite direction.
you watched him walk away for a second before shaking your head at yourself. you’d known him for less than two weeks.
why had that interaction felt so… normal?
at exactly four o’clock, there was a knock on your front door.
when you opened it, oscar was standing there with his backpack over one shoulder and a paper bag in his hand.
you looked at the bag.
“…what’s that?”
“food.”
“…i can see that.”
he held it up slightly.
“i stopped on the way.”
“for yourself?”
he looked at you for a second.
“i got two.”
you stared.
“…you got me food?”
“don’t make it weird.”
“i’m not making it weird.”
“you are.”
you stepped aside to let him in.
“what’d you get?”
he handed you the smaller bag.
“a grilled cheese.”
your eyebrows lifted.
“how did you know i like grilled cheese?”
“you told your mom on tuesday.”
“…i did?”
“yeah.”
you tried to remember. somewhere between chemistry, cookies, and your mom asking if either of you wanted anything from the kitchen, you must’ve mentioned it without thinking.
“…you remembered?”
he shrugged as he took his shoes off.
“it wasn’t hard.”
you looked down at the warm paper bag in your hands for a second before following him upstairs. once everything was spread across your desk again, the two of you ate before opening a single notebook.
“this is definitely a better start than last time,” you said.
“because of the food?”
“because i’m less likely to cry over chemical equations.”
he took another bite of his sandwich.
“that’s encouraging.”
“i’m serious.”
“i know.”
you smiled to yourself.
the conversation came easier now.
there were still quiet moments, but they didn’t feel like they needed to be filled immediately. instead of sitting in uncomfortable silence, the room felt… peaceful.
after finishing your food, you gathered up the wrappers while oscar opened your chemistry notebook.
“before we start,” he said, “did you do the practice questions i left?”
“…maybe.”
he looked up.
“‘maybe’ isn’t an answer.”
“it’s the only one you’re getting.”
he held his hand out.
“notebook.”
you sighed dramatically before sliding it across the desk.
he flipped through a few pages.
“…you actually did them.”
you folded your arms.
“you sound surprised.”
“a little.”
“rude.”
“i’m being honest.”
“you could’ve lied.”
“why would i do that?”
“to spare my feelings.”
he looked back down at the notebook.
“…your feelings survived.”
you couldn’t even argue with that.
he was right. again.
and somehow, that annoyed you a lot less than it had during the first session.
oscar spent the next hour going through the practice questions one by one. this time, he barely had to explain the concepts. instead, he caught tiny mistakes before they became bigger ones.
“what’d you do there?” he asked, tapping the middle of your page.
you looked down.
“…i skipped a step.”
“why?”
“because i thought i could do it in my head.”
“and?”
“…i could not.”
“correct.”
you rolled your eyes.
“you enjoy being right way too much.”
“i don’t enjoy it.”
“you smile every time.”
“i do not.”
“you do.”
he didn’t bother arguing this time. instead, he reached over, circled one number with his pencil, and slid the notebook back toward you.
“fix that.”
you stared at it.
“…that’s the only thing?”
“yeah.”
you changed the number, looked over the rest of your work, then pushed it back across the desk.
he read through it once. twice. then closed the notebook.
“…that’s it.”
you frowned.
“…that’s it?”
“you’re done.”
“no im not.”
“you are.”
you glanced at the clock on your nightstand.
five fifteen.
you blinked.
“…wait.”
last session, you’d barely finished half the worksheet by six-thirty. today, you’d worked through every practice problem in a little over an hour.
“…there has to be something else.”
oscar leaned back in his chair.
“there isn’t.”
“check again.”
“i did.”
“one more time.”
he looked at you for a second before opening the notebook again with exaggerated seriousness.
he slowly flipped through every page. paused. nodded thoughtfully. closed it again.
“…still done.”
you laughed.
“you’re so annoying.”
“i’ve heard.”
“from me.”
“mostly.”
you leaned back in your chair with a sigh that sounded more relieved than tired.
“…i thought i was gonna fail this class.”
“you still might.”
your head snapped toward him.
“oscar.”
“i’m kidding…mostly.”
you grabbed one of the throw pillows from your bed and tossed it at him. he caught it against his chest almost effortlessly.
“…violence again?”
“don’t push it.”
he set the pillow on the floor beside him.
“noted.”
for the first time since he’d started coming over, neither of you reached for another worksheet.
the desk stayed exactly as it was.
open notebooks. scattered pencils. empty paper bags from dinner.
the late afternoon sun had shifted lower, filling your room with warm light that made everything feel slower somehow.
“…so,” you said after a minute.
“so?”
“what do you actually do when you’re not making my life miserable with chemistry?”
he looked genuinely confused.
“this isn’t making your life miserable.”
“agree to disagree.”
“…fair.”
you smiled.
“seriously.”
he thought for a second.
“i race.”
“…race?”
“go karts.”
your eyebrows lifted.
“like… competitively?”
“since i was little.”
“why have i never heard about this?”
he shrugged.
“i don’t really talk about it.”
“why not?”
“doesn’t usually come up.”
“i feel like “i race go-karts competitively” comes up more often than you think.”
“apparently not.”
you laughed quietly.
“okay… that’s actually kind of cool.”
“kind of?”
“don’t get cocky.”
he nodded once.
“too late.”
you shook your head.
“what about you?”
“what about me?”
“what do you do?”
you looked toward the ceiling for a second.
“i bake.”
“…really?”
“yeah.”
“like… cookies?”
“cookies, brownies, cupcakes… anything, really.”
he looked over at the now mostly empty plate sitting on your desk.
“…did you make those?”
you nodded.
“…i thought your mom did.”
“wow.”
“what?”
“those were my cookies.”
he looked back at the plate.
“…they were good.”
you tried very hard not to smile.
“thank you.”
there was a brief silence.
then he added, almost absentmindedly,
“…that explains why you got offended when i called them perfectly good cookies.”
you laughed so hard you nearly knocked your pencil case onto the floor.
“that joke took you two hours.”
“worth it.”
“absolutely not.”
“i think it was.”
you were still laughing when your phone buzzed on the desk. you glanced down at the screen. one of your friends.
“where are you??? everyone went to dinner lol”
you looked at the time.
six forty eight.
“…no way.”
oscar followed your gaze to the clock.
“what?”
“you’ve been here for almost three hours.”
he blinked.
“…huh.”
“we finished studying, like… an hour and a half ago.”
“…yeah.”
neither of you had noticed.
you’d just… kept talking.
about classes. favorite movies. music. the professor who somehow made an eight a.m. lecture feel even earlier. the café on campus with terrible coffee but amazing muffins.
none of it had anything to do with chemistry.
you looked back at him.
“…i should probably answer that.”
“probably.”
instead, neither of you moved. there was another few seconds of comfortable silence before oscar finally stood, slinging his backpack over one shoulder.
“…i should go.”
“yeah.”
you walked him downstairs, still talking about some ridiculous story he’d told you involving one of his roommates nearly setting off the smoke alarm trying to cook pasta.
when you reached the front door, he slipped his shoes back on and adjusted the strap of his backpack.
“same time tuesday?”
you smiled.
“yeah.”
he gave a small nod.
“see you then.”
“drive safe.”
“…i walked.”
you covered your face with one hand.
“right.”
“i’ll… walk safely.”
you laughed.
“please do.”
a tiny smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
“goodnight.”
“night oscar.”
after he left, you closed the door and leaned against it for a second. you’d started this whole tutoring arrangement convinced it was going to be the longest, most awkward few weeks of your life.
instead, you’d somehow spent nearly three hours with him…
and wished he’d stayed a little longer.
tuesday afternoons had quietly become your favorite part of the week.
you didn’t realize it until halfway through your sociology lecture when you caught yourself checking the time.
3:18.
forty two more minutes.
you frowned at yourself.
why are you counting down?
it was just a study session. the same one you’d had every tuesday and thursday for the past month.
except… it didn’t really feel like just a study session anymore.
your phone buzzed as you walked out of class.
oscar: need anything from the café?
you smiled before you could stop yourself.
you: are you offering?
oscar: depends
you: on?
oscar: whether you’re asking for six drinks
you: i was only gonna ask for five
three dots appeared almost immediately
oscar: manageable.
a minute later,
oscar: what do you want?
you sent him your order before slipping your phone into your pocket. you’d stopped thinking it was strange that the two of you texted outside of chemistry.
at first, it had only been things like “what chapters are on the quiz?” or “don’t forget your calculator.”
now half your conversations had nothing to do with class.
when you got back to your house, there was already a knock at the door.
you opened it. oscar held up a drink carrier.
“delivery.”
you took yours.
“thank you.”
“don’t mention it.”
he stepped inside, slipped his shoes off without thinking, and walked toward the stairs.
you blinked.
“…you didn’t even ask where my room was.”
he stopped halfway up the first step.
“…i know where it is.”
“mhm.”
“i’ve been here eight times.”
“whatever!”
he wasn’t wrong. still… it was strange seeing someone move through your house so naturally.
he greeted your mom on the way upstairs.
“hi.”
“hi sweetheart,” she answered from the kitchen. “there are brownies on the counter if either of you want them.”
“thanks.”
he reached over, grabbed the plate without even asking, and carried it upstairs. you stared after him. your mom looked over at you.
“…what?”
“nothing.”
she smiled to herself.
“mhm.”
by the time you got to your room, oscar had already set the brownies on your desk and pulled his binder out.
he looked up.
“what?”
“nothing.”
“oscar.. don’t do that.”
“do what?”
“where you say “nothing” but clearly mean something.”
you sat down across from him.
“i just think it’s funny.”
“what is?”
“you’re comfortable here.”
he looked around the room.
“…shouldn’t i be?”
“well…”
you thought about it.
“…yeah.”
he nodded once.
you opened your notebook.
“you’re still annoying.”
“consistency is important.”
“for chemistry?”
“for everything.”
you laughed under your breath.
“that might be the nerdiest thing you’ve ever said.”
“probably.”
instead of starting immediately, you reached for one of the brownies and broke it in half. without really thinking, you held one piece out toward him.
he took it with a quiet, “thanks,” before opening your notebook to the next chapter.
the exchange was so automatic that neither of you acknowledged it. you didn’t think about it until almost ten minutes later.
when did sharing food stop being awkward?
an hour passed. then another.
“you’re done.”
you looked up.
“what?”
“you’re done.”
he turned your notebook around so it was facing you. every answer had a small checkmark beside it.
“…seriously?”
he nodded.
“you didn’t need my help for most of that.”
you looked down at the page, reading over your own work. for the first time all semester, it actually made sense. a laugh escaped you before you could stop it.
“i actually understand it.”
“yeah.”
“that’s… kind of insane.”
“oscar?”
“hm?”
“…thank you.”
he smiled, softer than usual.
“you don’t have to thank me.”
“yes, i do.”
you closed your notebook, letting your hands rest on top of it.
“i would’ve failed this class without you.”
“no.”
“yes.”
“you would’ve figured it out eventually.”
“maybe.”
you looked at him for a second before smiling.
“…i’m glad i didn’t have to.”
the room fell quiet. the rain tapped gently against the window, and neither of you made any move to pack up.
after a moment, you glanced at the untouched chemistry book sitting between you.
“…i don’t think we’ve actually been studying for the last twenty minutes.”
“nope.”
“we’ve been talking.”
“yep.”
you let out a small laugh.
“you know what’s weird?”
“what?”
“i used to count down the minutes until these sessions were over.”
he looked at you.
“now i kind of wish they were longer.”
his expression changed ever so slightly.
“me too.”
your heart skipped.
“…really?”
he nodded once.
“i stopped coming because of chemistry a while ago.”
you looked down at your hands.
“…then why did you keep coming?”
he didn’t answer immediately.instead, he watched you for a long moment before saying quietly,
“…because i liked spending time with you.”
you looked back up. for once, there wasn’t a dry comment waiting to ruin the moment.
you smiled before you could stop yourself.
“…i was hoping you’d say that.”
“yeah?”
“i kept making extra cookies because i knew you’d eat them.”
a quiet laugh escaped him.
“…i knew they weren’t all for your mom.”
“shut up.”
“I’m serious.”
you shook your head, smiling so hard your cheeks hurt.
“i think i’ve liked you for a while.”
he held your gaze.
“…i think i’ve liked you longer.”
before you had time to overthink it, you leaned forward.
he met you halfway.
the kiss was hesitant at first, both of you smiling into it almost immediately because it felt strangely impossible that this was finally happening.
when you pulled away, you rested your forehead against his for a second, laughing quietly.
“…all of this because i couldn’t pass chemistry.”
he smiled.
“best failing grade i’ve ever seen.”
you laughed again before kissing him once more, a little more confidently this time.
when you finally pulled back, you looked over at the notebook still sitting open on the desk.
“guess we’re done studying.”
he glanced at the page covered in neat equations and checkmarks before looking back at you.
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The smell of sautéed garlic and onions fills the kitchen, mixing with the scent of fresh basil. You stir the pasta sauce, the wooden spoon clicking against the side of the pot. Beside you, Pietra chops parsley with a rhythmic thud, thud, thud. The sound of shouting and erratic laughter echoes from the floor above, vibrating through the ceiling.
"They are probably killing each other in that game," Pietra says, glancing up at the ceiling with a smirk.
"Knowing Lando, he is probably losing and blaming the controller," you reply, a small smile tugging at your lips.
Pietra laughs, her shoulders shaking. "He is so competitive. It is actually impressive how much he cares about a digital race."
"He is just passionate," you say, though you know she is right.
You have been dating Lando for a few months now, and every moment feels like a whirlwind. The adrenaline of his world, the speed, the fame, it all swirls around you. But there is one thing you have kept tucked away, a secret that feels heavier every time you touch him. You have never been with anyone. You are a virgin, a fact that feels out of place in a world of fast cars and faster lifestyles.
Upstairs, the atmosphere is different. Lando is leaned forward on the edge of the sofa, his thumbs blurring over the controller. Max sits beside him, looking far too relaxed for someone in a high stakes race.
"You are slipping, Lando," Max says, his voice laced with a teasing edge. "Your line is completely off."
"Shut up, Max," Lando grunts, his eyes narrowed at the screen. "I have the better setup. I am just warming up."
"Sure you are," Max replies. He leans back, tossing his controller onto the cushion. "You know, you are being surprisingly patient with my sister."
Lando blinks, his focus momentarily breaking as his car hits a wall. "What do you mean? I am not being patient, I am just, you know, treating her right."
Max chuckles, a knowing look in his eyes. "I just find it funny that you are taking it slow. I mean, you probably think she is just playing hard to get, or maybe she is shy."
"She is a bit shy," Lando admits, finally pulling his car back onto the track. "But it is cute. I do not want to rush her."
Max shifts, his expression turning casual. "You do not have to worry about her playing games. She has never actually done it, Lando. Like, at all."
Lando freezes. His car drives straight into a barrier, the screen flashing a loud failure message. He slowly turns his head to look at Max.
"What?" Lando asks.
"She is a virgin," Max says simply, as if he were talking about the weather.
Lando stares at him for a long moment. A slow smirk spreads across his face, and he shakes his head, returning his gaze to the screen.
"Nice try, Max," Lando says. "You are just saying that to get a reaction out of me. You want me to get all nervous and mess up my driving."
"I am not lying," Max says, his voice flat. "She is my sister. I know these things. She has always been the cautious one."
Lando laughs, though there is a flicker of curiosity in his eyes. "Right. Because you just go around discussing your sister's virginity with your best friend. Very brotherly of you."
"I am just giving you a heads up," Max says, standing up and stretching. "Just so you do not go in there expecting a pro. Be gentle."
Lando rolls his eyes, but as Max leaves the room, the silence feels different. Lando looks at the screen, but he is no longer seeing the race. He thinks about you, the way you blush when he kisses your neck, the way you hesitate sometimes when things get too heated. He had assumed it was just a preference, or perhaps a lack of interest in certain things. The idea that you are completely inexperienced sends a strange, warm jolt through his chest.
"Dinner is ready," Pietra calls from downstairs.
Lando stands up, his mind racing. He follows Max down the stairs, his eyes immediately finding you in the kitchen. You are wearing an oversized t shirt, your hair tied back in a messy bun, and you look so soft and innocent that Lando feels a sudden, intense surge of protectiveness.
"About time," you say, gesturing to the table. "I thought you two had fallen asleep on the couch."
"Max was trying to distract me with lies," Lando says, stepping close to you. He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you back against his chest.
You giggle, leaning your head back against his shoulder. "What lies?"
"Nothing important," Lando murmurs, kissing the side of your neck.
Dinner is a loud affair. Max and Pietra bicker over the pasta, and Lando spends most of the meal watching you. He notices the way you avoid eye contact when the conversation turns to dating, the way you chew your lip when you are thinking. Every small gesture feels amplified. He wonders if Max was telling the truth, or if it was just a prank to mess with his head.
Once dinner is finished, Pietra and Max decide to head out for a bit to run some errands. As the door clicks shut, the silence of the apartment settles around you.
"I will help you clean up," Lando says, stepping into the kitchen.
You start rinsing the plates, the warm water splashing over your hands. Lando doesn't start cleaning. Instead, he moves behind you, his chest pressing against your back. He wraps his arms around you, locking his fingers together over your stomach.
"You are very quiet tonight," he whispers into your ear.
"I am just tired," you lie, though your heart begins to hammer against your ribs.
Lando turns you around in his arms, lifting you up and sitting you on the edge of the counter. Your legs naturally wrap around his waist, and you look up at him, your breath hitching. He looks at you with an intensity that makes you feel exposed.
"Max told me something earlier," Lando says, his voice low and steady.
You freeze, your pulse spiking. "What did he tell you?"
Lando leans in, his forehead resting against yours. "He told me that you have never been with anyone. That you are a virgin."
The silence that follows is heavy. You feel the heat rush to your cheeks, and you try to look away, but he gently cups your chin, forcing you to meet his gaze. You swallow hard, your throat feeling tight.
"Is it true?" he asks.
You nod slowly, a small, shy movement. "Yes."
Lando doesn't pull away. Instead, he lets out a soft breath, a small smile forming on his lips. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't know how," you whisper. "I thought you would think it was weird. Or that you would be bored because you have more experience than I do."
Lando chuckles, the sound vibrating in his chest. He kisses your forehead, then your nose, then finally your lips. The kiss is slow, tender, and full of a sweetness that makes your toes curl.
"You idiot," he murmurs against your lips. "I do not mind at all. Actually, it makes me feel special. That I get to be the first."
"Really?" you ask, your voice trembling.
"Really," he says. "We can go as slow as you want. We do not have to do anything you are not ready for. I just want you to feel safe."
The tension that has been coiled in your stomach for months finally snaps, replaced by a wave of relief and desire. You pull him closer, your fingers tangling in the curls of his hair.
"I am ready," you whisper. "I want to be with you."
Lando doesn't waste another second. He scoops you up in his arms, carrying you down the hallway to the bedroom. He kicks the door shut behind him, the sound echoing in the quiet space. He sets you down on the bed with a gentleness that makes you feel like you are made of glass.
He begins to undress you slowly, his eyes never leaving yours. He peels the t shirt over your head, leaving you in your lace bra. He lingers there, his gaze tracing the curve of your breasts, the way your chest heaves with every breath.
"You are so beautiful," he whispers.
He removes his own clothes with a hurried efficiency, and for the first time, you see him fully. Your eyes widen, your gaze dropping to the length of his cock, already hard and pulsing. It looks intimidating, larger than you had imagined, and a flicker of nervousness returns.
Lando notices. He climbs onto the bed, hovering over you, but he doesn't push. He begins to kiss you, his tongue sliding against yours in a slow, rhythmic dance. He tastes of mint and something uniquely Lando. His hand slides down, brushing against the fabric of your panties, and you gasp, your hips arching instinctively.
"Just breathe," he whispers, his voice a husky command. "Just focus on me."
He slides his hand inside your underwear, his fingers finding the wetness already gathering between your legs. He finds your clit, circling it with a light, teasing pressure. You moan, the sound loud in the quiet room. You have never felt something like this, a sharp, electric current that shoots from your core to your extremities.
"You are so wet for me," he murmurs, his voice thick with desire.
He removes your panties, tossing them somewhere on the floor. He spends a long time just touching you, exploring every fold of your pussy, making sure you are fully aroused. He kisses your breasts, his mouth latching onto your nipples, sucking them into his mouth until you are whimpering, your fingers digging into his shoulders.
Lando moves down, his face hovering inches from your center. He looks up at you, seeking permission. You nod, your breath coming in short, jagged gasps.
He dives in, his tongue sweeping across your clit in a long, slow stroke. You scream, your back arching off the bed. The sensation is overwhelming, a flood of pleasure that makes your head spin. He uses his tongue with precision, flicking and swirling, creating a squelching sound as he works you into a frenzy.
"Lando, please," you sob, your hands clutching the sheets.
"Not yet," he mumbles against your skin.
He continues until you are shaking, your body on the verge of a climax. Just as you feel the first wave of orgasm hitting you, he pulls back. He moves up the bed, positioning himself between your thighs.
He grasps his cock, the head glistening with pre cum. He presses the tip against your opening, the heat of him searing through you.
"This might hurt a little at first," he warns, his voice soft. "If it does, you tell me. We stop immediately. Okay?"
"Okay," you whisper, though you are too breathless to speak clearly.
He pushes in slowly, an inch at a time. You feel a sharp stretch, a sensation of fullness that is almost too much. You gasp, your eyes fluttering shut.
"You okay?" he asks, pausing.
"Yes," you moan, though you are gripping his arms tight. "Just, just keep going."
He continues the slow progression, his breath hot against your neck. He pushes deeper, the skin of your pussy stretching to accommodate him. There is a wet, sliding sound as he sinks further in, the friction creating a heat that begins to outweigh the pain. He pushes through the final resistance, his hips meeting yours with a soft thud.
He stays still for a moment, letting your body adjust to the intrusion. He kisses you deeply, his tongue tasting your panic and your pleasure.
"You are doing so well," he whispers. "Just relax for me, baby."
Once he feels you soften around him, Lando begins to move. He pulls back almost entirely, then pushes back in, a slow, rhythmic motion. The sound of skin slapping against skin fills the room, a rhythmic, wet shlicking noise that makes your heart race.
"Does that feel good?" he asks, his voice strained.
"Yes, oh god, yes," you moan, your legs wrapping tighter around his waist, pulling him deeper.
Lando picks up the pace, his thrusts becoming more confident. He watches your face, the way your eyes roll back, the way your lips part. He is careful, keeping his movements controlled, but the desire is evident in the way his muscles tense.
The friction builds, the pleasure intensifying with every slide. You feel him hitting something deep inside you, a sensation that sends sparks through your entire body. You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him down so you can whisper in his ear.
"Don't stop," you plead. "Please, don't stop."
Lando groans, his pace increasing. The sounds of the encounter become more visceral, the squelching of your combined fluids, the heavy thud of his balls slapping against your perineum. He is no longer just being gentle; he is driven by a raw, primal need.
"You feel so tight," he gasps, his voice breaking. "You are perfect."
He begins to thrust harder, his movements becoming more frantic. You are riding the wave of a massive orgasm, the tension in your lower belly reaching a breaking point. You scream his name, your internal muscles clamping down on him in rhythmic pulses.
The feeling of your climax triggers his own. Lando lets out a guttural roar, his body stiffening as he delivers a few final, powerful thrusts. He buries himself deep inside you, his chest heaving, as he releases his seed into you. You feel the warmth of his cum filling you, a thick, pulsing sensation that leaves you feeling completely spent.
He collapses on top of you, his head tucked into the crook of your neck. Both of you are drenched in sweat, your skin sticking together.
"I love you," he whispers, his voice exhausted but happy.
"I love you too," you reply, your voice a mere shadow of itself.
The next morning, the sun filters through the curtains, casting a golden glow across the room. Lando is still fast asleep, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. You wake up feeling a strange sense of empowerment. You feel closer to him than ever before, and you want to show him how much you appreciate his patience and tenderness.
You slide out from under the covers, the cool air hitting your skin. You look down at him, his face peaceful, his lips slightly parted. Your gaze drifts down to where his cock lies, soft but still impressive.
You have read about this, you have seen it in movies, but you have never actually tried it. You want to surprise him, to give him something back.
You kneel between his legs, your heart racing. You lean down, your breath warm against his skin. You start by kissing his inner thigh, the scent of sleep and musk filling your nose. Lando stirs, a low moan escaping his throat, but he doesn't wake up.
You move closer, your lips brushing against the head of his cock. You tentatively take him into your mouth, your lips closing around the glans.
Immediately, you realize it is much harder than it looks. You don't know where to put your tongue, and your teeth accidentally graze the sensitive skin. You gag slightly, the thickness of him triggering your reflex. You pull back, coughing, your face flushing red.
"Mmm," Lando mumbles, his eyes fluttering open. He looks down to see you hovering over him, your expression a mix of determination and embarrassment.
"What are you doing, love?" he asks, his voice thick with sleep.
"I wanted to, you know, thank you," you whisper, your voice small. "For last night."
Lando smiles, a tender, amused expression. He reaches out, running a hand through your hair. "You wanted to give me a blowjob?"
You nod shyly. "I am not very good at it."
"That is okay," he says, his voice softening. "You do not have to be good at it. We can just figure it out together."
He shifts, sitting up slightly to give you better access. "Here, look at me."
You look up, your eyes meeting his.
"Do not try to take the whole thing at once," he explains, his voice a gentle guide. "Just start with the top. Use your tongue first."
You follow his instructions, licking the head of his cock, swirling your tongue around the rim. Lando lets out a long, shaky breath, his hips twitching upward.
"That is it," he whispers. "Right there. Now, try to wrap your lips around it, but keep your teeth tucked behind your lips. Like a cushion."
You try again, more carefully this time. You slide your mouth over the head, using your hand to grip the base of his shaft. You move slowly, sliding up and down, focusing on the sensation.
"Yes, exactly like that," Lando groans, his hand gripping the sheets. "You are doing great."
As you get more comfortable, you start to experiment. You use your tongue to tease the frenulum, the most sensitive part, and Lando lets out a strangled sound, his head falling back against the pillow.
"Oh god, you are a natural," he gasps.
You feel a surge of confidence. You increase the speed, the sound of your mouth on his skin creating a wet, rhythmic suction. You can feel him growing harder, the veins in his cock pulsing against your tongue.
"Lando," you murmur around him, looking up at him.
He is looking at you with pure adoration, his eyes hooded. "Keep going, baby. Just like that."
You use your hand to stimulate his balls, gently squeezing them as you suck him deeper. The combination of the pressure and the heat is too much for him. He begins to breathe heavily, his hips thrusting instinctively into your mouth.
"I am close," he warns, his voice strained. "I am so close."
You don't stop. You push yourself, sliding your mouth as far down as you can, ignoring the slight gag reflex in favor of the pleasure you can see on his face.
Lando lets out a loud, guttural moan, his body shuddering as he cums. He doesn't pull away, allowing you to feel the pulses of his release. You swallow, the taste of him salty and potent, a mark of your intimacy.
When he finally relaxes, he pulls you up, bringing you onto his chest. He wraps his arms around you, kissing the top of your head.
"Best wake up call ever," he whispers.
You giggle, snuggling into his warmth. "I think I am getting the hang of it."
"I think you are," he agrees, his voice filled with love.
The two of you lie there for a long time, the silence of the morning wrapping around you like a blanket. The world outside, with its racing circuits and flashing lights, feels miles away. In this room, in this moment, there is only the two of you, the shared secret of your first time, and the quiet promise of everything that is yet to come.
You think about Max and Pietra, and how they would react if they knew. Max would probably make some joke about how he was right all along, and Pietra would probably beam with pride. But for now, this is yours. This connection, this vulnerability, is something you cherish.
Lando shifts, his hand sliding down to squeeze your hip. "Hungry?"
"Starving," you admit.
"I think we can manage some breakfast," he says, kissing you one more time.
As you both get up to head to the kitchen, you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. You look different. There is a glow in your eyes, a softness in your expression that wasn't there before. You aren't the shy little sister anymore. You are someone who is loved, someone who is explored, and someone who isn't afraid to explore back.
Lando catches your gaze in the mirror and smiles, pulling you back into his arms for one last, lingering kiss.
"I love you, you know," he says.
"I know," you reply, smiling back. "I love you too."
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Summary: Following Lando's pole-setting qualifying run at the Hungarian Grand Prix, a deeply traumatized Amelie arrives in Budapest after three sleepless, anxiety-ridden days in Vancouver.
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Warnings: smut
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July 26th, 2026 - Budapest, Hungary
The private jet touched down smoothly on the runway at Budapest Ferenc Liszt International Airport just as the late afternoon sun painted the tarmac in warm shades of amber and gold, the engines gradually falling into a low, steady hum as the aircraft slowed beneath the clear Hungarian sky.
Through the oval window beside her seat, Amelie watched the rows of private hangars drift past almost absentmindedly, barely registering the movement outside because her mind felt wrapped in the same heavy fog it had been trapped inside for the past three days. Normally arriving somewhere new always filled her with quiet excitement, especially when that destination meant seeing Lando after a week apart, but exhaustion had dulled everything. Every emotion felt slightly delayed, slightly heavier, as though her body had forgotten how to exist without constantly waiting for something terrible to happen.
She remained sitting for several long moments even after the aircraft had come to a complete stop, the seatbelt still fastened loosely across her lap while the rest of the cabin slowly came to life around her. One of the flight attendants quietly thanked her for flying with them as another crew member opened the overhead compartments, but Amelie only offered them a polite smile before looking back out of the window.
Three days wasn't enough to recover from something like that. If anything, each night had somehow become worse than the one before. Every attempt to sleep ended exactly the same way. The moment she closed her eyes, she saw headlights filling her rearview mirror again. She heard her own uneven breathing inside the car, remembered the feeling of checking every mirror every few seconds, and the crushing uncertainty of not knowing whether she was actually safe or simply hadn't realized she wasn't. Eventually, sleeping had stopped feeling possible altogether.
She had tried everything.
Chamomile tea before bed because Minnie swore by it. Long, hot showers that usually relaxed every muscle in her body after filming. Keeping the television playing quietly in the background so the apartment didn't feel quite so silent. Even sleeping with one of Lando's hoodies pulled tightly against her chest because it still carried the faintest trace of his cologne.
Nothing worked.
The exhaustion settled deeper beneath her skin with every passing hour, yet the second her head touched the pillow, her brain immediately convinced itself that closing her eyes meant lowering her guard. Every distant car passing outside the apartment made her shoulders tense. Every unexpected sound pulled her awake before she'd even managed to drift off. By the third morning she had accepted that surviving on scattered twenty-minute naps wasn't sustainable anymore, no matter how stubbornly she insisted she was fine whenever anyone asked.
Unfortunately for her, Lando knew her far too well to believe those lies.
It had taken him less than thirty seconds during another FaceTime call to notice the increasingly dark circles beneath her eyes and the way she occasionally lost her train of thought halfway through a sentence. She hadn't wanted him worrying during a race weekend, but after enough gentle questions—and one particularly long silence where she'd simply looked at him through the screen without pretending anymore—they had both quietly reached the same conclusion.
Neither of them had actually framed it as some dramatic rescue mission.
It had simply become obvious.
She wasn't sleeping. She wasn't eating properly because exhaustion had stolen most of her appetite. She spent every journey from the studio to the apartment checking the mirrors more often than the road ahead, despite now travelling with additional security production had immediately arranged after the incident. She laughed when people expected her to laugh, she smiled whenever someone asked how she was doing, and she kept insisting she was alright because she genuinely wanted to believe it herself.
But she wasn't and Lando had stopped pretending not to notice.
He had quietly suggested that maybe, just maybe, spending a day or two with him before returning to Vancouver might help her breathe again. She already had a short break in filming before production resumed, the logistics worked surprisingly well, and McLaren had no objection to her quietly joining him in Budapest for the remainder of the weekend before flying back.
The timing had somehow aligned almost perfectly.
Only a few hours after she'd boarded her flight, Lando had gone out for qualifying and delivered a lap that reminded the entire paddock exactly why he was wearing the number one on his car this season. His final run had been nothing short of spectacular, stringing together three flawless sectors to secure pole position by just over a tenth of a second.
Amelie had watched every second of it from her seat inside of the private jet, her iPad balanced carefully against the folded blanket covering her legs while the onboard Wi-Fi struggled every now and then to keep the broadcast from buffering. Even through the occasional frozen frame, she had seen enough. She had watched him climb out of the car with that disbelieving smile spreading slowly across his face, heard the engineer's excited voice crackling over the team radio, and seen the entire McLaren garage erupt into applause as the timing screens confirmed what everyone already suspected.
Pole position.
His first pole position as the reigning World Champion.
She had smiled so hard her cheeks had actually hurt for a few minutes afterward, pride momentarily overpowering every anxious thought that had been living inside her head for the better part of three days. She had even clapped quietly to herself inside the almost empty cabin, making one of the flight attendants laugh softly as she congratulated her on what she assumed was a family member's achievement.
Amelie had simply smiled and thanked her, because explaining that the person she had just watched achieve pole position was not only one of the best Formula One drivers in the world but also the person who had been keeping her together from another continent for the past few days felt impossible to put into words.
Now, as the aircraft finally came to a complete stop and the cabin crew began preparing for her departure, the reality that she was actually here started slowly settling in.
The flight attendant gently reminded her that the stairs would be ready shortly, pulling Amelie out of the quiet trance she had fallen into while staring through the window. She finally released the seatbelt, moving slowly as if her body was still trying to catch up with the fact that she was no longer thousands of kilometers away from the person she had been desperately wanting to see.
Amelie gathered her things quietly, sliding her phone into the pocket of her oversized hoodie before reaching down for the longchamp travel bag resting beside her seat. Normally, she would have probably complained about how heavy it was despite knowing perfectly well that half of the things inside were unnecessary items she had packed simply because they made her feel more comfortable.
This time, she barely noticed the weight.
The exhaustion had settled into every part of her body, making even simple movements feel slower than usual. She adjusted the strap over her shoulder, thanked the flight crew one more time with a tired but genuine smile, and made her way toward the front of the aircraft where the small staircase had already been positioned against the door.
Amelie paused for a brief second at the top of the stairs, one hand resting against the doorway of the jet while the warm Hungarian air brushed against her face. It was a small thing, something she probably wouldn't have even noticed under normal circumstances, but after three days of feeling trapped inside her own thoughts, simply stepping outside and breathing different air felt strangely grounding.
She slowly descended the first few steps, one hand lightly gripping the railing while the other remained wrapped around the strap of her Longchamp bag. The airport tarmac stretched quietly around her, the usual chaos of a race weekend private arrival noticeably calmer than the crowded paddock she would eventually enter later that evening. For once, there were no cameras immediately waiting, no journalists calling her name, no overwhelming wave of attention demanding that she pretend everything was perfectly fine.
Amelie looked down toward the sunlit tarmac where a sleek, tinted Mercedes was parked just a few short meters away from the jet's steps. Lando was standing right beside the driver's side door, looking distinctly like himself despite his best efforts to stay discreet behind dark sunglasses and his black hoodie pulled up firmly over his dark curls.
Beside his car, a massive black SUV was parked silently, flanked by two burly security guards who stood alongside the personal guard Amelie had brought with her from Vancouver. Yet, despite the subtle layer of protection hovering around them, Lando's attention was locked entirely on her. The moment his eyes caught her standing at the top of the stairs, the guarded stance he had maintained melted away, replaced by a wide, affectionate smile that instantly reached his eyes.
Amelie’s heart did a strange, painful flutter in her chest, a soft, weary smile breaking through her exhausted expression as she began carefully climbing down the metal stairs with her Longchamp bag slung over her shoulder.
She barely even registered her security guard stepping back to give them privacy; her eyes were fixed completely on Lando, who didn't wait for her to walk all the way over to the car. He immediately closed the small distance between them with quick, purposeful strides, dropping his arms wide open in an unmistakable invitation. The second she stepped onto the solid pavement and felt his strong, warm arms wrap tightly around her waist, pulling her flush against his chest, every single piece of composure she had been desperately clinging to for the past seventy-two hours completely shattered.
Amelie buried her face deep into the warm crook of his neck, her hands instantly letting go of her bag as her fingers clung tightly to the fabric of his hoodie. A sharp, violent sob tore through her throat before she could even try to stop it, followed by a heavy stream of hot tears spilling uncontrollably down her cheeks. All the suffocating anxiety, the relentless paranoia, and the agonizing weight of three sleepless nights came pouring out of her all at once in a wave of raw, helpless weeping right there on the tarmac.
Lando didn't hesitate for even a second.
The moment he felt her body start shaking against his, his arms tightened instinctively around her, one hand moving slowly up and down her back while the other rested securely against the back of her head, keeping her tucked safely against him. He didn't care that they were standing outside a private terminal, that there were security guards nearby, or that anyone from the team could potentially see them. Right now, none of that mattered.
The only thing that mattered was that she was finally here.
That she wasn't alone in Vancouver.
That he could finally hold her instead of trying to comfort her through a phone screen.
—I’ve got you, sweetheart,— Lando murmured softly into her hair, his deep, familiar voice thick with emotion as his hand gently rubbed steady circles into her back. —I’ve got you, baby. You’re safe now, okay? You're right here with me.—
But those words somehow made it worse.
Because for the first time in three days, Amelie didn't have to be strong anymore.
She didn't have to convince Alex and Minnie that she was okay. She didn't have to smile through conversations with production. She didn't have to pretend during FaceTime calls that she had slept more than twenty minutes at a time. She didn't have to keep checking every reflection, every passing car, every unfamiliar sound.
She was with the one person who had heard every shaky breath, every attempt at pretending she wasn't terrified, every moment where she had forced herself to keep driving even when all she wanted was to stop and disappear. And now, after three days of carrying all of that fear alone, she finally had permission to let it go.
Lando felt the change immediately.
He felt the way her shoulders, which had been tense since the moment she stepped off the plane, slowly began to relax against him. He felt the way her grip on his hoodie tightened at first, almost desperately, before gradually loosening as her body finally understood that she wasn't in danger anymore.
She was safe with him and that realization was enough to completely break through the last bit of control she had been holding onto.
—I'm sorry,— she whispered between uneven breaths, the words barely audible against his neck. —I'm sorry, I didn't want to do this the second I saw you.—
Lando frowned slightly, pulling back just enough to look at her face.
His hands stayed firmly around her waist, keeping her close while his thumbs gently wiped away the tears that had collected along her cheeks. Seeing her like this hurt more than any race result ever could. He had seen her stressed, frustrated, exhausted, overwhelmed, but this was different.
This was someone who had spent three days convincing herself she was fine when she clearly hadn't been.
—Don't apologize for crying,— he said softly, his voice almost immediately making her eyes fill again. —Please don't ever apologize for that with me.—
Amelie tried to nod, but the movement was small and shaky, her bottom lip trembling slightly as she looked at him. She hated feeling this vulnerable. She hated that the first thing she had done after arriving at the place where she had been so excited to see him was fall apart completely.
But at the same time, she couldn't deny how much easier breathing felt now.
The simple fact that she was no longer alone with those thoughts made a difference she hadn't realized she desperately needed.
Lando studied her face for several seconds, taking in every little detail he had already noticed through a screen but that somehow looked even more obvious in person. The exhaustion beneath her eyes, the way her shoulders still carried unnecessary tension, the faint redness around her cheeks from crying, and the fact that even now, standing safely in his arms, a small part of her still seemed afraid to fully relax.
Lando's expression softened even further.
He wanted to ask a thousand questions.
He wanted to know exactly how many hours she had slept since the incident, how many times she had woken up during the night, whether she had eaten properly that morning, whether she had actually told Alex and Minnie the full extent of how badly she was struggling, whether she was still checking the mirrors every time she got into a car.
The questions were already there, sitting on the tip of his tongue.
But he also knew her.
He knew that right now, after three days of constantly feeling like she had to explain herself, the last thing she needed was an interrogation. She didn't need him to analyze every detail. She needed him to remind her that she didn't have to carry everything alone anymore.
So instead, he simply pulled her closer again.
—Come here,— he whispered, pressing a gentle kiss against her forehead. —You don't have to explain anything right now. You're here. That's the only thing I care about.—
Amelie closed her eyes, allowing herself to lean into him completely.
For the first time in days, she wasn't listening for another car outside her window. She wasn't wondering whether someone was watching her. She wasn't forcing herself to stay alert.
She was just standing there with him.
Eventually, after several more minutes, Lando reluctantly pulled back slightly, although his hands remained firmly around her waist as if he wasn't entirely convinced that letting go was a good idea yet.
—Okay,— he murmured softly, brushing his thumb over the last tear resting beneath her eye. —I think we should probably get you somewhere comfortable before you decide the airport floor is your new home.—
A small laugh escaped her.
It was quiet and tired, but it was exactly what he had been hoping to hear.
—I'm sorry,— she repeated, although this time her voice was much steadier.
Lando immediately shook his head.
—No apologizing.—
—I'm not apologizing for crying,— she clarified, wiping beneath her eyes with the sleeve of her hoodie. —I'm apologizing because I should've started this by congratulating you on pole instead of immediately arriving and looking like an idiot crying on a runway.—
For a second, Lando just stared at her.
Then a small, almost disbelieving smile appeared across his face.
—Amelie,— he said, shaking his head slightly. —You genuinely think that's what I'm thinking about right now?—
She opened her mouth to answer, but he continued before she could.
—You flew halfway across the world because you needed somewhere you felt safe. I couldn't care less that you cried when you saw me.— His smile softened. —Although, for the record, you could've congratulated me while crying. That would've been very on brand for you.—
Lando's comment earned him exactly the reaction he was hoping for.
A small laugh escaped Amelie despite everything, the sound still slightly broken from the tears she had cried only moments earlier but undeniably real. She shook her head at him, wiping beneath her eyes one more time with the sleeve of her hoodie while trying to regain some sense of dignity after completely falling apart the second she saw him.
—You are so annoying,— she murmured, although there was no real frustration behind the words.
—Yeah, but you love me anyway,— Lando replied immediately, the confidence in his voice making her roll her eyes even though the small smile appearing on her face completely betrayed her.
For a few seconds, they simply stood there on the quiet tarmac, surrounded by security personnel, the distant sound of airport vehicles moving around them, and the warm Hungarian morning air wrapping around them. It was strange how quickly everything could change. Only a few minutes earlier, Amelie had felt like she was carrying three days of fear, exhaustion, and anxiety alone, and now she was standing in front of the one person who somehow made everything feel a little less impossible.
Lando finally reached down and picked up the Longchamp bag she had dropped beside them when she hugged him, throwing the strap easily over his shoulder along with his own backpack.
—Come on,— he said softly, nodding toward the car. —Before my security team starts thinking I'm planning on living on this runway forever.—
Amelie smiled faintly, walking beside him as they made their way toward the Mercedes. She noticed immediately how Lando kept adjusting his pace to match hers instead of walking ahead like he normally would. It was such a small thing, something most people probably wouldn't even notice, but it was exactly the kind of thing he always did.
Lando opened the passenger door for her before she even reached the car, one hand resting against the top of the frame as he waited patiently for her to get inside. The gesture was simple, almost automatic, but Amelie noticed it immediately because it was one of those tiny things about him that had always made her feel cared for without him ever needing to announce it.
She climbed into the passenger seat slowly, still carrying the exhaustion that seemed to have settled into her bones over the past few days. The familiar scent of his car surrounded her almost instantly, a mixture of his cologne, the leather seats, and the faint smell of coffee from whatever drink he had probably bought earlier that morning. It was such a normal, ordinary thing, but after everything that had happened, the normality of it almost felt overwhelming.
Lando carefully placed her bag in the backseat before leaning down slightly.
—Comfortable?— he asked, his voice softer now that they were away from the noise of the airport.
Amelie nodded, pulling the seatbelt across her body but not fastening it yet.
—Yeah.—
He studied her for another second, clearly making sure she wasn't just saying it because she knew he wanted to hear that answer.
She noticed.
Of course she noticed.
She always noticed when Lando was worried.
—I'm okay,— she added quietly, giving him a small smile before he could ask. —Really.—
Lando didn't completely believe her, but he also didn't want to ruin the moment by turning the car ride into another conversation about everything that had happened. So instead, he simply nodded and closed the passenger door gently.
Amelie watched him through the window as he walked around the front of the Mercedes toward the driver's side. Even from behind the tinted glass, she could see the small details that reminded her why being around him felt so grounding. The way he moved with that familiar confidence, the way he pushed his sunglasses higher onto his head as he walked, the way his shoulders finally seemed to relax now that she was physically there.
Lando opened the driver's door and slipped inside, immediately adjusting the seat slightly before closing it behind him. The quiet click of the door shutting created a small bubble of privacy around them, separating them from the activity of the private terminal and the security team waiting nearby. For the first time since she had stepped off the plane, Amelie felt like she could actually breathe without dozens of eyes around them.
She watched him for a moment from the passenger seat, noticing how naturally he moved around the car, how familiar everything about him felt. It was ridiculous how much she had missed simple things like this. Sitting beside him while he searched for his keys, listening to the quiet sound of him adjusting the mirrors, watching him hum absentmindedly while doing something as ordinary as starting a car.
Things that used to feel completely normal suddenly felt like the biggest comfort in the world.
Lando placed his sunglasses into the small compartment near the gear stick before looking over at her again. His expression softened immediately when he saw her still watching him with that tired but calmer look in her eyes.
—What?— he asked with a small smile, slightly amused. —Why are you looking at me like that?—
Amelie blinked, realizing she had been caught staring.
—Nothing,— she replied quickly, —I just missed you,— she admitted quietly, the honesty of the answer making the teasing expression on Lando’s face soften almost immediately.
For a moment, neither of them said anything.
It was such a simple sentence, something she had probably said hundreds of times before in different situations, through different phone calls and after different stretches of time apart. But after the last few days, after needing him through a phone screen and wishing more than anything that he could physically be there, hearing herself say it while sitting beside him felt completely different.
Lando looked at her for another second before reaching across the center console and taking her hand gently in his.
His thumb brushed slowly over her knuckles, a small, comforting gesture that required no explanation. He knew she wasn't just talking about missing him after a week apart. He knew she was talking about missing the feeling of safety that came with being near him.
—I missed you too,— he replied softly.
The answer was simple, but the way he said it made her chest tighten slightly.
Because Lando had spent the last few days trying to be strong for her. He had been the calm voice on the other side of the phone, the person reminding her to breathe, the person telling her everything was going to be okay when he couldn't physically prove it.
Lando's dark eyes lingered on hers for another long second, his thumb still absently stroking the warm skin of her knuckles while the air conditioning hummed quietly through the cabin of the Mercedes.
Before he could reach forward to put the key into the ignition, Amelie leaned across the center console, completely unprompted, and brought her face close to his. She cupped his cheek with her free hand, her trembling fingers pressing gently against his soft skin, and pressed her lips directly to his.
Lando froze in absolute surprise for a fraction of a second, his eyes widening slightly before he let out a soft, low gasp against her mouth.
It wasn't a rushed or frantic kiss, but rather a slow, deeply emotional pressing of their lips together that carried all the lingering weight of the last three terrifying days. Amelie’s soft lips lingered on his, drinking in the familiar, comforting warmth of him, letting the lingering taste of his minty breath completely replace the metallic tang of panic that had been residing in her throat since Vancouver.
When she slowly pulled away, resting her forehead gently against his broad shoulder, she let out a long, shuddering breath and looked up into his stunned, affectionate green-blue eyes with a faint, genuine smile pulling at her tired lips.
—Congratulations on pole position, Lan,— she whispered softly, her voice filled with a deep, undeniable pride that made his entire heart swell inside his chest. —I am so proud of you, World Champion.—
A massive, helpless smile broke completely across Lando’s face, his eyes crinkling at the corners as a quiet, breathless chuckle escaped his throat. The subtle worry that had been clouding his expression for hours vanished instantly, replaced by a radiant, boyish happiness that lit up the entire interior of the car.
Without hesitating for even a single second, Lando leaned straight back in, cupping both sides of her warm face in his broad, gentle hands and kissing her back with slow, lingering tenderness. He pressed a sweet kiss to her lips, then another to the corner of her mouth, and one last lingering kiss against her soft cheek before finally pulling back just enough to look directly into her eyes.
—Thank you, beautiful,— Lando murmured softly, his thumb gently brushing against her jawline as he stared at her like she was the only thing in the entire world that mattered. —You have no idea how happy I am that you’re actually here. Having you here... it makes everything so much better, Amelie.—
Amelie’s smile widened just a little more, the heavy, suffocating knot in her stomach loosening even further as she slowly sat back down properly into the plush leather passenger seat. She reached down with slightly steadier hands and clicked her seatbelt securely into place, while Lando did the exact same, his broad shoulders relaxing completely against the driver’s seat.
Lando started the powerful engine with a smooth press of a button, the car coming to life with a quiet, refined roar before he shifted into drive and slowly began navigating away from the private terminal, the heavy black security SUV falling into place right behind them.
As he steered the vehicle smoothly onto the quiet highway leading toward the heart of Budapest, Lando glanced over at her with a mischievous, loving smirk playing at the edge of his lips.
—Alright, let’s get moving, sweetheart,— Lando said warmly, keeping one hand firmly on the steering wheel while his other hand reached back across the center console to lock his fingers tightly with hers. —Because I urgently need to take a quick shower, and you, my darling, are going to be forced to lie down and get at least one full hour of uninterrupted sleep before we even think about heading over to the circuit.—
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ameliedaymanupdates: Amelie’s jet has officially landed in Hungary 🇭🇺✨ After leaving Vancouver yesterday morning, she’s finally back in Europe 🫶🏻
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papayagirl: she really went from vancouver to hungary overnight 😭✈️ the schedule is insane
→ lan4ever: pop star life is literally another universe
→ amelieupdates: and she still looked perfect arriving somehow???
gridgirlie: wait… are we not gonna talk about how people know her jet location?? 😭
→ papayagirl: this is getting a little uncomfortable tbh
ameliesource: happy she’s in hungary but the fact that this is posted after what happened two days ago… 😕
→ daydreamamelie: exactly my thoughts, she deserves privacy
→ gridgirlie: especially after someone literally followed her
lan4ever: everyone excited she’s back in europe but can we please remember she’s a person and not a flight tracker 🫶
→ amelieupdates: THIS. updates are fun until it crosses a line
f1wags: imagine being on a private jet and still having people watching your location 😭
→ gridgirlie: celebrities really cannot breathe sometimes
→ lan4ever: the internet needs boundaries
daymanfiles: hungary era begins 🇭🇺✨
landoandamelie: not people immediately connecting this to lando being in hungary too 👀
→ gridgirlie: the detectives are already awake
→ lan4ever: they can’t let these two exist peacefully 😭
ameliefanclub: happy she arrived safely 🤍 that’s the only thing that matters
→ daydreamamelie: exactly, not the exact route or timing
gridgirlie: remember when she said she wanted a normal life sometimes… this is why 😭
→ lan4ever: fame sounds glamorous until you realize everyone knows where you are
→ amelieupdates: give her some space pls
papayagirl: hungary welcome her gently 🥹🇭🇺
→ daymanfiles: hoping for smiles, good music and no drama
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The hotel room had finally settled into a peaceful kind of quiet.
Not the uncomfortable silence that had filled her apartment in Vancouver after the incident, the kind that made every small sound feel threatening and every passing car outside seem suspicious. This was different. This was the comfortable silence of knowing someone else was nearby, of knowing that if she turned around, she would see him.
Amelie stood in front of the large mirror near the bedroom area, slowly turning from side to side as she looked at herself from different angles.
For the first time in days, she actually recognized the person looking back at her.
She had spent so long seeing exhaustion every time she looked at her reflection. Dark circles beneath her eyes, tired expressions she couldn't hide no matter how much concealer she used, hair thrown into messy buns because putting effort into anything had felt impossible. She had gotten used to looking like someone who was constantly waiting for something bad to happen.
But now, standing in the warm afternoon light of the hotel room, she looked like herself again.
Almost.
She adjusted the skirt of the orange dress she had chosen for the paddock, smoothing the fabric down with both hands before tilting her head slightly to examine the final result. It wasn't planned. Actually, almost nothing about this entire trip had been planned. The flight, arriving in Hungary, staying with Lando during the weekend, even the dress she had packed had all been decisions made quickly because she had needed to get away from Vancouver.
Yet somehow, it worked.
The bright orange color looked almost impossible to ignore, especially against her skin, and the simple cut of the dress somehow managed to make her feel put together without feeling like she had spent hours trying too hard.
It was funny.
A few days ago, she hadn't even wanted to look at herself.
Now she was standing in front of a mirror turning around like she was getting ready for a photoshoot.
She couldn't help smiling slightly.
—Okay,— she whispered to herself, leaning closer toward the mirror. —You actually look alive.—
The biggest difference wasn't even the dress.
It was her eyes.
Her makeup had covered the exhaustion almost perfectly. The dark circles that had practically become permanent over the last few days were completely hidden beneath layers of careful concealer and foundation. Her makeup artist had taught her years ago how to make tired skin look fresh, but today she had taken extra time herself, blending everything carefully until the reflection staring back at her looked less like someone who hadn't slept properly in days and more like the Amelie everyone expected to see.
She knew it was only makeup.
She knew a few perfectly blended products couldn't erase what had happened, couldn't magically remove the fear that still existed somewhere beneath the surface, couldn't make the last three days disappear as if they had never happened.
But sometimes looking better helped feeling better.
Sometimes doing something as simple as putting on a dress, brushing her hair, and taking the time to carefully paint her face reminded her that she was still herself. She wasn't just the girl who had been followed home from set. She wasn't just the girl who couldn't sleep because every sound outside her apartment made her heart jump.
She was still Amelie.
The girl who loved fashion, who spent too much time deciding what earrings matched an outfit, who would stand in front of a mirror turning around because she genuinely enjoyed seeing herself feel pretty.
And today, she finally felt a little bit like that girl again.
She adjusted one of the straps of the orange dress, tilting her head slightly as she studied the reflection one more time. The dress wasn't something she had specifically bought for the weekend. It had been sitting inside her suitcase since the beginning of filming, one of those pieces she packed without a real reason because she liked having options.
Somehow, now, it felt like the perfect choice.
Orange had become something of a tradition between them this season.
It had started as a joke almost, a small way of showing support during Lando's championship year. Every Sunday she had appeared somewhere wearing orange, whether it was a carefully planned outfit, a subtle accessory, or something much more obvious that made fans immediately connect the dots. She had never expected it to become such a recognizable thing, but eventually even Lando had started teasing her about it.
His personal championship color.
His lucky charm.
She smiled at the memory.
The first time she had shown up wearing orange after he mentioned it, he had laughed and told her she was taking her role as "championship girlfriend" way too seriously. Then, a few races later, when she showed up wearing it again, he had admitted he secretly looked for her in the crowd before every race.
The memory made her smile softly as she looked at herself in the mirror, remembering how something so small had somehow turned into one of their favorite little traditions. It wasn't about superstition or pressure or feeling like she had to prove anything. It was simply their thing.
A tiny reminder, every race weekend, that even when they were on opposite sides of the world, she was still cheering for him.
And now, standing in Hungary wearing orange again, she couldn't deny how much she liked the feeling.
Especially because this time, it wasn't just about supporting him.
It was also about reminding herself that she was still capable of feeling happy.
Amelie turned slightly again, examining the dress from the side before letting out a quiet laugh at herself.
She had genuinely spent the last five minutes admiring her own reflection.
Five minutes.
After three days of barely sleeping and feeling like she didn't even recognize herself, she was now standing in front of a hotel mirror debating whether the earrings she had chosen were the right ones.
Honestly, it felt like progress.
She reached up to adjust a small gold earring, tilting her head before deciding she liked it exactly as it was. Her hair had been styled simply, soft waves falling around her shoulders instead of the messy ponytail she had been living in for days, and the final touch of makeup had done more for her confidence than she expected.
She took one last look at herself in the mirror, allowing herself to enjoy the small victory of feeling like a person again instead of simply someone trying to get through the next hour. It was such a simple thing, standing there in a hotel room in Hungary, wearing a dress and fixing her earrings, but after the past few days, it felt almost strangely important.
She wasn't pretending everything was suddenly perfect.
She wasn't forgetting what had happened.
She wasn't magically healed because she had managed to sleep for one hour and put on makeup.
But she was finally allowing herself to exist outside of that fear for a moment and that mattered.
Behind her, the hotel room remained completely quiet except for the occasional soft sound of movement coming from the other side of the space. Lando had been awake for much longer than she had. In fact, he had already lived through an entire morning while she was finally getting the rest her body desperately needed.
After dropping her at the hotel room following their drive from the airport, he had been incredibly patient about everything. He hadn't rushed her. He hadn't pushed her to immediately talk about what happened or ask endless questions about how she was feeling. Instead, he had simply taken care of the small things.
He had made sure she showered, changed into something comfortable, drank some water, and actually ate something before even mentioning sleep.
And then, when she finally admitted that she felt like she could close her eyes for a little while, he had promised her she would sleep.
Not because he could control whether her brain would allow it.
But because he would make sure she felt safe enough to try.
He had quietly set an alarm, lowered the curtains, adjusted the temperature of the room, and told her to stop worrying about the time because he would handle everything else. When she finally fell asleep, curled up beneath the hotel blankets wearing one of his oversized hoodies, Lando had stayed there for several minutes just watching her breathe.
It had been the first time in days that she looked genuinely peaceful.
So he had let her sleep.
He had gone downstairs, had breakfast, answered a few messages, checked in with McLaren, and spent some time reviewing his qualifying data on his laptop while waiting for her to wake up naturally.
The irony wasn't lost on him.
A few hours earlier, he had been the one telling her she needed to rest.
Now he was sitting there analyzing telemetry while occasionally looking toward the bedroom area every few minutes like he was checking whether she was still there.
Very typical Lando.
Amelie didn't notice him immediately.
She was too focused on herself, too distracted by the unfamiliar feeling of liking what she saw in the mirror again. She adjusted the fabric near her waist one more time, turning slightly to look at the back of the dress before letting out a small satisfied hum.
—Okay, maybe this wasn't a terrible choice,— she whispered.
The comment made Lando smile from where he was standing.
He had been watching her reflection for several seconds already.
Not in a way that felt intrusive.
More like someone appreciating a moment they knew was important.
He was leaning casually against the small desk near the window, his laptop open with different data screens still visible, his backpack already prepared beside him. He had changed into his McLaren clothes for the paddock, his hair slightly messy from his shower, and despite the fact that he had a busy afternoon ahead, his attention was completely elsewhere.
He had been staring at her reflection because, for the first time in days, he wasn't seeing the girl who had been scared, exhausted, and constantly trying to convince everyone around her that she was okay.
He was seeing Amelie again.
The Amelie who took five minutes to decide if her earrings matched. The Amelie who would spin around in front of a mirror just because she liked an outfit. The Amelie who could somehow make a random orange dress chosen from a suitcase look like it had been designed specifically for a race weekend.
And, admittedly, the Amelie who looked ridiculously beautiful while doing absolutely nothing.
He pushed himself away from the desk, closing the laptop carefully before walking toward her. His footsteps were quiet against the hotel carpet, but not quiet enough for her not to notice the movement behind her.
Amelie looked up through the mirror just as his reflection appeared behind hers.
A small smile immediately formed on her lips.
—How long have you been standing there?— she asked, turning her head slightly to look at him.
Lando didn't answer right away.
Instead, he continued walking until he was standing directly behind her, his hands naturally finding their way around her waist as he gently pulled her back against his chest. His chin rested lightly near her shoulder, and for a few seconds, he simply looked at both of them together in the mirror.
It was such a normal moment.
Something that, a week ago, wouldn't have seemed particularly special.
But after everything that had happened, after three days of phone calls and worrying from opposite sides of the world, having her standing there beside him felt like something he didn't want to take for granted.
—You know something?— he murmured, his eyes still focused on her reflection. —For this to be your second improvised orange dress this year, you are still somehow making it look unfairly good.—
Amelie couldn't help the laugh that escaped her at his comment.
It was exactly the kind of ridiculous compliment only Lando could give her, delivered with complete seriousness as if he was making an important observation about race strategy rather than simply telling his girlfriend that she looked good in a dress.
She looked back at their reflection in the mirror, his arms still wrapped comfortably around her waist, his body pressed close behind hers, and the contrast between them immediately made her smile. Lando was dressed like he was about to spend the afternoon surrounded by engineers, cameras, and thousands of fans at the circuit, while she looked like she had accidentally stepped into a completely different universe where she was supposed to be attending a summer event instead of walking through a Formula One paddock.
—Unfairly good?— she repeated, raising an eyebrow at him through the mirror. —That's your professional opinion?—
Lando nodded confidently, not even pretending to think about it.
—Absolutely,— Lando answered immediately, his arms tightening slightly around her waist as he continued looking at their reflection together. —I've seen enough orange outfits this year to consider myself somewhat of an expert at this point.—
Amelie laughed softly, shaking her head as she rested her hands over his arms that were comfortably wrapped around her.
—Oh, have you?— she teased. —An expert in orange dresses now?—
—Yeah,— he said with complete confidence, like he was explaining something obvious. —Very competitive field. Very serious. A lot of research involved.—
She turned her head slightly, trying to look at him from the corner of her eye.
—Really?— Amelie asked, the amusement obvious in her voice as she looked at him through the mirror. —And where exactly did you conduct all this important research?—
Lando didn't even hesitate.
—Mostly from the garage,— he replied, completely serious. —Every Sunday I have to analyze the orange situation before a race. Very important data. Very high pressure environment.—
A laugh escaped her again, softer this time, but it was exactly the kind of laugh he had been hoping to hear since the moment she stepped off the plane. The sound was still a little tired, still carrying the weight of the past few days, but it was real.
And that was enough.
—You are such an idiot,— she whispered, shaking her head slightly.
—Yeah,— he agreed easily, pressing a small kiss against the side of her head. —But I'm your idiot, so technically you can't complain.—
Amelie rolled her eyes, but the smile on her face completely ruined any attempt at pretending she disagreed. She turned around slowly inside his arms until she was facing him, her hands naturally resting against his chest.
She stood on her tiptoes just enough to press a soft, lingering kiss against his lips. It was sweet and full of quiet gratitude, a simple way of saying everything she hadn't quite managed to articulate since she had fallen asleep in his bed an hour ago. When she pulled back, she kept her palms resting flat against the familiar logo on his shirt, looking up at him with dark eyes that finally held a bit of their usual warmth.
Lando’s hands remained planted comfortably on her hips, his own lips curving into a soft, contented smile as he looked down at her.
—Ready to go?— he asked gently, his thumb rubbing small, reassuring circles over the orange fabric at her waist.
Amelie nodded without hesitation, taking a small, deep breath to steady herself.
—Ready.—
Lando smiled, leaning down to press one last quick kiss to her forehead before finally letting go. He reached over to grab his black team backpack resting on the nearby desk, throwing one strap over his shoulder with practiced ease. Amelie turned to retrieve her own small bag, making sure her phone was securely tucked inside, before walking back over to where he was waiting by the entryway.
Lando reached out and slipped his fingers through hers, his grip warm and solidly tethering her to the present. He pulled open the heavy hotel door, holding it for her as they finally stepped out into the quiet hallway together, ready to leave the safety of the room behind and head straight toward the chaos of the paddock.
The soft click of the hotel room door closing behind them echoed briefly through the otherwise quiet corridor before disappearing into the thick carpeting beneath their feet. Almost instinctively, Lando's hand tightened around hers for a fraction of a second, a silent reassurance that he wasn't about to let go the moment they stepped back into the real world. The hallway was empty except for the distant sound of another elevator arriving somewhere several floors below, the polished marble walls reflecting the warm afternoon lights as they walked side by side toward the elevators.
Neither of them rushed.
There was no need to.
They still had enough time before they needed to be at the circuit, and for the first time since she'd landed in Hungary, Amelie wasn't counting the minutes or worrying about what came next. She simply matched her steps to his, enjoying the comfortable silence that had settled naturally between them. It wasn't the heavy silence she'd grown to hate over the last few days. This one felt safe, interrupted only by the soft rhythm of their footsteps and the quiet rustle of their clothes brushing together every so often.
When they reached the elevators, the doors opened almost immediately with a muted chime.
Lando guided her inside first before following after her, pressing the button for the lobby as the stainless-steel doors slid shut. The enclosed space became still almost instantly, insulated from the rest of the hotel by thick walls and soft instrumental music drifting quietly through hidden speakers.
The second the elevator began descending, Lando slipped his arm around her shoulders with complete naturalness, drawing her gently against his side until her shoulder rested comfortably against his chest.
She leaned into him without thinking.
His hoodie brushed softly against her bare shoulder where the strap of her orange dress rested, and a moment later she felt his lips press a slow, lingering kiss against her temple.
—I'm really glad you're here,— he murmured quietly, his lips still close enough that she could feel the warmth of every word against her skin.
Amelie's eyes drifted shut for just a second.
—So am I,— she whispered back.
The elevator continued its smooth descent while she rested comfortably against him, listening to the gentle hum of the machinery beneath their feet. She could feel his heartbeat where her shoulder touched his chest, steady and familiar, somehow managing to calm the last lingering nerves that still occasionally surfaced without warning.
The doors eventually slid open onto the lobby.
Instantly, the peaceful cocoon of the elevator disappeared beneath the livelier atmosphere of the hotel.
Guests crossed the polished marble floor dragging suitcases behind them, reception staff greeted new arrivals, and somewhere near the restaurant entrance someone laughed loudly enough for the sound to echo across the open space. Through the enormous glass façade at the front of the building, they could already see the convoy waiting outside.
Two large black SUVs sat parked directly in front of the entrance.
Security personnel stood discreetly around them while fans remained blocked further away by temporary barriers.
Hundreds of them.
Colorful caps, McLaren shirts, flags, handmade signs and phones already held high above people's heads despite not having spotted them yet. The barricades stretched almost the entire length of the hotel entrance, creating a narrow corridor for drivers and guests to reach their cars.
Amelie's steps slowed almost imperceptibly the moment her eyes landed on the crowd outside.
It wasn't dramatic enough for anyone else in the lobby to notice. To everyone around them, she simply looked like someone adjusting her pace before walking through a busy hotel entrance. But Lando felt it immediately. The slight hesitation in her stride traveled straight through their joined hands, and when he glanced sideways, he caught the tiny change in her expression.
Her smile hadn't disappeared.
It had simply become tighter.
Her shoulders, which had finally relaxed during the elevator ride, lifted ever so slightly again, and for the briefest moment her eyes instinctively scanned the crowd beyond the glass instead of simply looking at it.
He knew exactly why.
Three days ago she wouldn't have thought twice about walking through a crowd like this. She would've been smiling before she'd even reached the doors, already planning which signs to read and which little kids she'd stop for.
Now her brain automatically searched for danger before anything else.
Without saying a word, Lando gently squeezed her hand.
She looked up at him.
His expression remained calm, completely free of panic or pity, just steady reassurance.
—Hey,— he said quietly, keeping his voice low enough that only she could hear. —You don't have to stop for anybody today. Just walk straight to the car. Let me deal with everything else, okay?—
Amelie held his gaze for a long second before giving him a small nod.
She appreciated that he hadn't tried to convince her there was nothing to be nervous about. He hadn't dismissed the feeling or told her she was overthinking. He had simply adjusted around it, the same way he always did whenever life suddenly became more complicated than either of them expected. It made the knot in her chest loosen just enough for her to breathe a little easier.
—Okay,— she answered softly.
Lando smiled, bringing their joined hands up for just a second so he could brush his thumb reassuringly across the back of hers before leading her toward the revolving glass doors.
The instant they stepped outside, the atmosphere changed completely.
The quiet murmur of the hotel lobby disappeared beneath a wall of excited voices.
Phones immediately lifted higher above the barricades, camera shutters beginning to fire one after another until they blended into a constant clicking soundtrack. Orange McLaren shirts mixed with homemade signs, Hungarian flags, British flags and even a handful of Mexican flags waved enthusiastically from different sections of the crowd.
Despite the overwhelming noise, Lando never released her hand.
Instead, he subtly shifted their position so he was walking half a step closer to the fans than she was, instinctively placing himself between Amelie and the largest part of the crowd without making it look obvious.
The mixture of different accents blended together beneath the early morning sun, creating the familiar soundtrack of a Formula One weekend. Under different circumstances, Amelie would've instinctively turned toward the barricades with a bright smile already forming on her face, waving at the children sitting on their parents' shoulders and reading the handmade posters held high above the crowd. She had always loved these moments, the little interactions that reminded her how passionate Formula One fans could be.
Today, however, she simply kept her eyes fixed on the waiting SUV.
Not because she didn't appreciate them.
Because every single second spent surrounded by a sea of unfamiliar faces made the lingering trauma of Vancouver flare up beneath her skin, her heart hammering wildly against her ribs as she forced her feet to keep moving forward.
Lando stayed glued to her side, his large hand completely enveloping hers with an iron grip that gave her something solid to hold onto while the loud calls for signatures and photos echoed around them.
Beside the first black SUV, Jon and Mark were already busy tossing the final flight bags into the open trunk, as they were scheduled to travel directly to the airport straight from the paddock once the session concluded later that evening. The trunk was nearly packed, with both trainers working efficiently to secure everything so they wouldn't waste a single second after the track action ended.
Amelie finally allowed herself to slow once they reached the SUV, the tension she'd been carrying across the hotel forecourt easing by a fraction simply because there were now familiar faces waiting for them. Jon looked up first from the open boot, a duffel bag still balanced against his shoulder, and immediately offered her one of the warmest smiles she had seen since landing in Hungary.
—There she is,— he greeted cheerfully. —Long flight?—
Amelie nodded with a tired but genuine smile.
—Very long,— she admitted. —Hi, Jon.—
Mark glanced over from where he was securing another suitcase with one of the luggage straps before offering her a small wave.
—Good to see you, Mel,— he said kindly. —Glad you made it here alright.—
Those simple words unexpectedly made something soften inside her chest. They weren't asking questions, they weren't bringing up Vancouver, and they weren't looking at her with pity. They were simply happy she was there, treating her exactly the same way they always had.
—It's good to see you both too,— she answered sincerely.
Lando gently released her hand only long enough to open the rear passenger door for her, his attention never truly leaving her face. Even now, surrounded by his team and the constant noise of fans calling his name from behind the barricades, he was quietly checking whether she still looked comfortable enough to keep going.
Amelie noticed the silent question hidden in his expression before he ever voiced it, and she answered it with a small reassuring smile that didn't quite reach her tired eyes but was enough to tell him she was alright for now. She lightly squeezed his wrist where his hand still rested on the edge of the open door before carefully lowering herself into the back seat of the SUV, smoothing the orange skirt beneath her legs as she settled against the cool leather seats. The moment she was inside, the outside noise became slightly muffled, creating a small barrier between her and the sea of voices that had surrounded the hotel entrance only seconds earlier.
—I’ll be okay,— she murmured softly before he stepped away.
Lando gave a single nod.
—I know you will.—
He waited until she had closed the door behind herself before gently pressing it shut the rest of the way, making sure it latched properly. Only then did he finally turn back toward the barricades, immediately lifting one hand in greeting as another wave of cheers erupted from the waiting crowd.
The fans had clearly been waiting for him.
The moment he approached the barriers, dozens of caps, die-cast cars, photographs and McLaren hats stretched toward him from every direction, accompanied by an overwhelming chorus of voices all trying to capture his attention at once.
Lando moved along the barricade with rapid, efficient practice, his silver marker gliding smoothly across pristine cap brims, miniature helmets, and glossy photographs offered up by the enthusiastic Hungarian crowd. He smiled politely for quick, frantic selfies, nodding attentively as fans shouted congratulations for his pole position, but his eyes kept darting back toward the dark, heavily tinted windows of the SUV every few seconds to make sure Amelie was still sitting comfortably inside.
Within less than two minutes, he offered a polite, sweeping wave to the remaining crowd, politely thanking them before turning around and jogging straight back to the vehicle. He opened the rear door and pulled himself inside, the heavy door shutting out the chaotic roar of the fans with a solid, satisfying thud.
The spacious leather interior was already occupied by his core team—Jon and Mark sitting comfortably in the row ahead of them, quietly checking their phones while the driver adjusted his side mirrors. Lando immediately slid across the soft leather seat, sinking down right next to Amelie and instantly reaching out to take her hand again, lacing his fingers through hers with an easy, protective warmth.
Before the driver could even put the vehicle into gear, Lando leaned forward between the front seats, his tone polite but firm as he addressed the local driver.
—Could we head in through the back entrance today, please?— he asked the driver politely. —If that's alright. I'd rather avoid the main gate if we can.—
The driver glanced at him through the rearview mirror, nodding without a second thought.
—Of course, Mr. Norris. We’ll take the rear team access route behind the hospitality units. It’s completely closed off to the general media.—
Amelie felt a sudden, profound wave of sweet relief wash over her chest at his words. The thought of having to navigate through a dense, flashbulb-filled gauntlet of photographers at the main turnstiles had been quietly weighing on her mind ever since they left the hotel room, and watching Lando effortlessly handle the situation before she even had to ask made her heart swell with affection.
She looked over at him, a soft, incredibly tender smile pulling at her lips. Without saying a word, Amelie leaned sideways, gently resting her head directly against the solid, comfortable slope of his shoulder. She closed her eyes, letting the clean, familiar scent of his cologne envelop her senses as the SUV began its smooth, steady journey toward the Hungaroring.
Lando shifted slightly to accommodate her weight, lifting his arm just enough to wrap it securely around her waist and pull her a little closer against his side. He pressed a quiet, lingering kiss to the top of her head, resting his cheek against her soft hair as the quiet hum of the engine filled the car.
—Rest for a few minutes, sweetheart,— Lando whispered softly against her hair, his fingers stroking her hip through the soft orange fabric of her dress. —I’ve got you.—
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lanmelieupdates: Lando and Amelie arriving at the paddock through the back entrance today 🥹🧡 The two of them were laughing the entire way in, with Amelie wearing the prettiest orange dress ✨
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papayagirl: THE WAY THEY’RE ALWAYS LAUGHING TOGETHER 😭🤍 they look so in love
→ lan4ever: literally two best friends who happen to be obsessed with each other
→ gridgirlie: the smiles say everything
amelieupdates: the orange dress??? she knew exactly what she was doing 🧡✨
→ daymanfiles: she looks like sunshine next to him 😭
gridgirlie: wait i actually love that they used the back entrance today
→ lan4ever: same, after everything that happened recently they deserve some privacy
→ papayagirl: enjoying the content but respecting their boundaries 🤍
f1wags: not them sneaking in through the back door like they’re trying to avoid us 😭
→ gridgirlie: as they should honestly
→ lan4ever: let them have their quiet moments
landoarchive: LANDO LAUGHING THIS MUCH BEFORE A GP??? amelie effect is real 😭
→ papayagirl: someone keep him this happy forever please
daydreamamelie: i know everyone loves seeing them but i’m glad they’re choosing privacy when they can 🫶
→ lanmeliehub: exactly, a relationship doesn’t need to be public 24/7
→ gridgirlie: boundaries are actually romantic
papayagirl: the fact that they’re walking in laughing instead of posing for cameras 🥹
→ lan4ever: that’s how you know it’s genuine
→ f1wags: they look like a couple on a casual morning walk not two celebrities 😭
gridgirlie: everyone talking about the dress but can we talk about lando’s face??? he looks GONE
→ lan4ever: man is down bad and has been for years 😭
ameliefiles: orange is officially her paddock color now 🧡
→ daymanfiles: she wears his papaya and he matches her energy, i can’t
→ lanmeliehub: the color coordination without even trying 😭
f1girlie: after the airport situation two days ago, seeing them take precautions makes me happy
→ gridgirlie: same, fame doesn’t mean people lose the right to privacy
→ lan4ever: protect them both 🤍
landoandamelie: another day, another “they’re just friends” reminder that nobody believes anymore 😭
→ papayagirl: the laughing and hand holding allegations are too strong
lanmeliehub: wishing them a peaceful weekend 🤍 no drama, just good vibes and orange dresses
→ amelieupdates: YES PLEASE ✨
→ daydreamamelie: let them enjoy being happy 🫶
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The paddock had fully come alive by the time the drivers returned from the parade.
The constant hum of conversations blended with the unmistakable sounds of air guns being tested inside garages, hospitality staff rushing between motorhomes carrying trays of coffees, engineers walking briskly with tablets tucked beneath their arms, and photographers attempting to position themselves wherever they thought the next interesting moment might happen.
It was the kind of organized chaos that somehow only existed on race Sundays.
Amelie had spent most of the morning tucked away inside the McLaren motorhome.
After arriving through the quieter service entrance, Lando had barely left her side until his schedule inevitably pulled him away. Driver briefings, engineering meetings, media obligations, the drivers' parade—his day had been planned almost to the minute, and although he clearly would've preferred spending every spare second with her after everything that had happened, Formula One unfortunately didn't pause because life became complicated.
The first few times he had disappeared into meetings, he'd apologized every single time.
By the fourth apology, Amelie had simply laughed, gently pushing him toward the door before McLaren's team coordinator had the opportunity to come looking for their World Champion herself.
—Go,— she had smiled, nudging his shoulder. —I'm perfectly capable of entertaining myself for twenty minutes.—
Twenty minutes, however, had somehow turned into nearly an hour.
Not because Lando had forgotten about her.
Quite the opposite.
Every time he had a spare thirty seconds between meetings, another message appeared on her phone asking whether she needed anything, if she had eaten, or if she wanted someone to walk her somewhere if she decided to leave the motorhome.
She had replied to every single one with the exact same answer.
Ames💛: i'm okay
Ames💛: stop worrying 💛
Unfortunately for her, Lando wasn't the only Formula One driver suddenly making it his personal mission to keep track of her whereabouts.
Charles had apparently discovered she was in Hungary less than fifteen minutes after she'd landed this morning.
Ever since then, he had become absolutely relentless.
Her phone buzzed once again against the armrest of the sofa where she had been sitting.
She didn't even need to unlock the screen to know exactly who it was.
Charlie: Where are you?
Amelie sighed the second the notification appeared across her lock screen, already knowing exactly how the conversation was going to unfold because it had been repeating itself for the better part of the last forty-five minutes.
Amelie stared at the message for several seconds before finally unlocking her phone, already knowing that ignoring Charles would only make him worse.
The problem with Charles was that he had two completely opposite settings.
Either he was the calmest, sweetest person in the world, the kind of friend who would remember tiny details about someone's life and show up with coffee without being asked.
Or he became completely incapable of accepting that someone could simply exist without immediately informing him of their location.
Apparently, today was one of those second days.
She typed back while sitting comfortably on the couch inside the McLaren motorhome, her legs tucked beneath her as she watched the constant movement of people passing through the glass walls.
Meels: In the motorhome.
The response came almost immediately.
Charlie: Which motorhome?
Amelie closed her eyes.
Of course.
A small laugh escaped her despite herself, earning a curious glance from one of the McLaren staff members nearby. She simply shook her head, putting her phone down for a moment before picking it up again.
Meels: Charles.
Meels: You know exactly which one.
A few seconds passed.
Charlie: Ferrari?
She didn't even bother answering, instead she sent him a simple thumbs-up emoji.
The typing bubble appeared instantly.
Charlie: Good.
Charlie: Come here.
Charlie: I'm waiting in my room.
Amelie stared at the screen, completely unimpressed.
It was honestly impressive how Charles managed to sound both demanding and somehow adorable at the same time.
She looked around the motorhome, knowing she had a little bit of time before Lando finished his next round of commitments. She could stay there and wait, but she also knew Charles well enough to understand that if she didn't appear soon, he would probably send someone to physically find her.
And considering the amount of chaos already surrounding the paddock, she didn't need another driver creating a scene.
She grabbed her phone from the table and stood up.
The bodyguard Lando had arranged for her immediately noticed the movement, stepping away from where he had been quietly standing near the entrance.
—Heading somewhere?— he asked politely.
—Ferrari,— Amelie answered with a small smile, already knowing exactly what question would come next. —Apparently I have been summoned.—
The bodyguard raised his eyebrows slightly but didn't question it. After everything that had happened in Vancouver, nobody around her was taking unnecessary risks anymore. Even when the destination was another team's motorhome only a few meters away, the routine remained the same. Someone walked with her, someone stayed close enough to react if needed, and someone always knew where she was.
Amelie appreciated it more than she admitted.
Not because she felt incapable of taking care of herself.
Because after the last few days, having someone quietly making sure she never had to worry about the small things was a relief she hadn't expected.
She grabbed her sunglasses from the table, sliding them over her eyes before adjusting the strap of her small bag over her shoulder. The orange dress she was wearing immediately caught the attention of a few people passing through the McLaren hospitality area, not because it was unusual for her to wear the team's color, but because after everything that had happened, seeing her walking around the paddock again felt like a small victory to the fans who had been following the situation online.
Amelie noticed some people looking.
She smiled politely, but didn't stop.
Today wasn't about taking pictures or spending ten minutes signing every cap and poster that appeared in front of her. Today was about moving from one safe space to another, finding the people who made the paddock feel less overwhelming.
And apparently, one of those people was currently waiting for her inside Ferrari.
The walk between motorhomes wasn't long, but in a Formula One paddock, even a short distance could feel like a journey. Every few steps someone greeted her, engineers nodded respectfully, team members smiled when they recognized her, and a few fans standing behind the designated areas called her name.
Her bodyguard stayed a few steps behind her, allowing her enough space while still maintaining a careful watch around her. Amelie noticed how naturally he had adapted to the paddock environment already, how he understood that she didn't want to feel like she was being followed by security everywhere she went but also needed the reassurance that someone was nearby.
By the time the red Ferrari hospitality structure came into view, her phone buzzed again.
She didn't even need to look at the screen this time.
She already knew.
Charles had the patience of a saint when it came to almost everything in life, except apparently waiting for Amelie to arrive somewhere after finding out she was within a five-minute walking distance.
She unlocked her phone anyway.
Charlie: Are you walking or did you get kidnapped?
Amelie stopped for a second, staring at the message with a completely unimpressed expression.
A small laugh escaped her despite herself.
Only Charles Leclerc could somehow make a completely unreasonable question sound like a genuine concern.
She quickly typed back while continuing toward the Ferrari motorhome.
Meels: I'm literally twenty seconds away.
The response came before she had even reached the entrance.
Charlie: Finally.
Amelie shook her head, slipping her phone back into her bag.
—You are unbelievably dramatic,— she murmured quietly to herself.
Her bodyguard, who had heard enough of Charles' messages over the last few days to understand the situation, couldn't help smiling slightly.
—A friend?— he asked casually.
Amelie looked toward the Ferrari hospitality building ahead.
—Unfortunately, yes.—
The comment earned a small amused reaction from him before they continued walking.
The Ferrari motorhome was just as busy as the rest of the paddock. Team members moved quickly between entrances, guests were being guided through the hospitality area, and the unmistakable red colors surrounded every corner of the building. Despite the chaos outside, stepping inside immediately felt different.
There was something familiar about Ferrari.
Maybe it was because Charles had been part of her life for so long. Maybe it was because she had spent enough race weekends around the team to know where everything was. Or maybe it was simply because she knew that somewhere inside this building was one of the people who had always managed to make her laugh, even during the hardest moments.
Her bodyguard remained near the entrance, allowing her to continue alone toward Charles' driver room while staying close enough to intervene if needed. She appreciated the balance. She didn't want every person around her to make her feel like she was fragile, but she also wasn't pretending the last few days hadn't changed things.
She walked through the familiar hallway, passing framed Ferrari photographs and team equipment stacked neatly along the walls. The sound of conversations became quieter the further she went until finally she reached the door she knew belonged to Charles.
She raised her hand and knocked twice against the door, although she already knew there was a high possibility Charles would have opened it before she even finished the second knock if he had been waiting as impatiently as his messages suggested.
Nothing.
Amelie frowned slightly.
For someone who had practically been monitoring her GPS location through text messages for the last hour, the silence was suspicious.
She knocked once more, louder this time.
—Charles?— she called through the door.
Still nothing.
A small part of her wondered if he had somehow gotten distracted by another meeting, which would have been the most Charles thing possible. He could spend forty-five minutes insisting someone come see him immediately and then completely forget he was the one who requested the meeting in the first place.
Amelie sighed softly, placing one hand on the door handle before pushing it open carefully.
—Charles?— she called again, stepping inside.
The first thing she noticed was that the room was not empty.
Actually, someone was very clearly inside.
Max Verstappen was sitting comfortably on the small couch placed against the wall, one ankle resting casually over his opposite knee while he stared down at his phone. He looked completely at home, which honestly wasn't that surprising considering how often he seemed to appear in random places where nobody expected him to be.
He didn't even look up immediately.
He simply continued typing something on his phone as if Amelie walking into Charles Leclerc's driver room was the most normal thing in the world.
She stopped just inside the doorway, her eyebrows immediately pulling together in confusion.
The door closed softly behind her and Max finally looked up.
His eyes widened slightly the moment he realized who was standing there.
For a second, neither of them said anything.
Amelie simply stared at him, one hand still resting on the strap of her bag while her brain tried to understand why the person sitting in Charles' driver room was not, in fact, Charles.
Max, on the other hand, looked equally confused.
He slowly lowered his phone onto his lap, his eyebrows lifting as he looked toward her orange dress and then toward the closed door behind her.
—What are you doing here?— he asked first, completely genuine.
Amelie blinked at him.
The question was so unexpectedly similar to the one she had been about to ask that for a second she didn't even know how to respond.
—Excuse me?— she finally said, pointing between him and the room around them. —I'm here because Charles has been practically harassing me through text messages for the last hour telling me to come to his driver room. The real question is why are you here?—
Max looked down at his phone for a second as if checking whether he had somehow missed a crucial piece of information, then looked back at her with the same confused expression.
—Charles told me to come here too,— he explained simply.
—That is somehow both helpful and not helpful at all,— Amelie muttered, stepping further into the room while looking around as if Charles might suddenly appear from behind a piece of furniture and explain the entire situation himself.
Max simply shrugged, picking his phone back up for a second before looking at her again.
—He said it was important,— he added, his expression still slightly confused. —But he didn't tell me what it was about.—
Amelie stared at him.
That was unusual.
Charles was many things. Dramatic, emotional, incredibly expressive, occasionally impossible to deal with when he became determined about something. But he was rarely secretive. Especially with Max. Those two had known each other long enough that they usually communicated with the kind of effortless understanding that came from years of racing together.
The fact that Charles had separately summoned both of them without explaining anything immediately made her suspicious.
—Okay,— Amelie said slowly, placing her bag on the nearest chair. —This is officially weird.—
Max nodded.
—Very weird.—
The two of them sat there in silence for a few seconds, both clearly trying to figure out what exactly Charles was planning. Amelie crossed her arms over her chest, looking toward the door every few moments while Max casually returned to whatever he had been doing on his phone.
It was almost funny.
If someone had walked into the room at that exact moment, they probably would've assumed this was a completely normal gathering. Max Verstappen sitting comfortably inside Ferrari's driver room, Amelie Dayman standing there in an orange dress, both of them waiting for Charles Leclerc to appear and explain himself.
Except, somehow, this was actually their reality.
The silence lasted exactly long enough for Amelie to start wondering whether Charles had somehow planned the entire thing just to watch two of his closest friends become increasingly confused in his driver room.
Knowing him, honestly, it was not completely impossible.
She had known Charles for too many years to ignore the possibility that behind the innocent, sweet, slightly chaotic personality there was someone who occasionally enjoyed creating unnecessary drama simply because he found everyone's reactions entertaining. Max was no different in that sense. The difference was that Max usually did it with a completely straight face, while Charles would eventually break and start laughing the second someone figured out what he was doing.
Amelie was just about to pull out her phone and send Charles a string of deeply offensive emojis when the door to the driver's room suddenly burst open with unnecessary, calculated flair.
Charles stepped inside, pausing for a split second in the doorway as if he were waiting for a round of applause to echo through the small space. He was wearing his red Ferrari team kit, his brown hair styled with its usual effortless precision, and he possessed the distinct aura of a man who believed he was currently directing an Oscar-winning psychological thriller.
He slowly closed the door behind him, leaning his back against it for a long, dramatic beat while staring intently at the two people in front of him.
—You might be asking yourselves why I have asked you both to come here today,— Charles declared, lowering his voice into a gravelly, cinematic register that made Max audibly groan.
Amelie pressed two fingers against the bridge of her nose, letting out a long, heavy sigh.
—Charles, please,— Amelie pleaded, pointing an accusing finger at him. —I literally haven't slept properly in three days, I walked across the paddock looking like a bright orange highlighter, and I am far too exhausted for whatever theater kid performance you are trying to put on right now.—
Max didn't even look up from his phone screen as he added, —If this is about your padel loss yesterday, I’m leaving.—
Charles completely ignored both of their complaints. He smoothed down the front of his red team shirt, took three purposeful steps toward them, and gestured grandly toward the empty cushion right beside Max on the couch.
—Amelie, please. Join Max on the couch,— Charles instructed with absolute seriousness, making a pressing motion with his hands until she begrudgingly moved across the room and sank into the soft leather beside the Dutchman.
Amelie crossed her arms over her chest, exchanging a quick, wary glance with Max, who had finally locked his phone and tossed it onto the coffee table. Both of them stared up at Charles, who was now pacing back and forth in front of them with his hands clasped tightly behind his back.
Charles cleared his throat, stopping mid-stride to look down at both of them with an unusually intense, nervous glint in his eyes. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small, beautifully wrapped white box tied with a silky golden ribbon, holding it delicately between his fingers as if it contained fragile glass.
—Now,— Charles began, his voice dropping into a solemn, reflective tone that instantly piqued their interest. —I know you two, along with basically the rest of the paddock and the media, might have been asking yourselves why Alex hasn't been around as much lately. Why she stayed back in Monaco instead of traveling to the last few races...—
—And why every single time someone asks me about her, I suddenly become very good at changing the subject,— Charles continued, his fingers tightening slightly around the small box as the seriousness in his expression slowly began replacing the playful dramatics he had started with. —I know everyone has noticed. I know you both have noticed. Honestly, I am surprised you didn't figure it out sooner.—
Amelie immediately narrowed her eyes.
There was something about the way Charles was speaking that made every instinct in her body suddenly shift from amusement to suspicion. She knew him too well. She knew the difference between Charles being dramatic because he enjoyed creating a scene and Charles being dramatic because he was genuinely trying to prepare someone for something important.
This was the second one.
And that made her nervous.
Max, who had been casually leaning back against the couch moments earlier, straightened slightly as well. His usual relaxed expression softened, his attention moving completely away from the phone that had previously distracted him.
—Charles,— Max said slowly, looking between him and the box in his hands. —What are you doing?—
Charles smiled.
Not his usual mischievous smile.
Not the one he wore when he was about to make a ridiculous joke or tease someone during a press conference.
This one was different.
It was nervous.
Almost impossibly happy.
The kind of smile people had when they were holding onto a secret so big that keeping it inside felt physically impossible.
—You might also be asking yourselves why I have been leaving the paddock earlier sometimes,— Charles continued, ignoring Max's question completely. —Why Alex suddenly had more appointments, why she stopped joining me for every race weekend, why she has been telling everyone she is simply "busy" whenever someone asks where she is.—
Amelie looked at him carefully.
Her heart started beating slightly faster.
Because suddenly, the possibilities running through her mind became much bigger than whatever prank she had initially assumed he was preparing.
—Charles...— she said quietly. —Please tell me you don't regret the whole marriage thing,— Amelie blurted out before she could stop herself, her eyes widening slightly as the words left her mouth.
The seriousness on Charles' face immediately cracked for half a second.
Not completely.
Just enough for a small, almost offended smile to appear on his lips.
—What?— he asked, looking genuinely shocked. —Amelie, no.—
Max let out a quiet laugh beside her, shaking his head as he looked between them.
—That was your first thought?—
Amelie immediately looked at him.
—You saw the dramatic entrance, the secret meeting, the box, the mysterious explanation about Alex disappearing, and somehow your brain did not go there?—
Max opened his mouth to answer, then paused.
Because, unfortunately, when she said it like that, it did sound like a reasonable possibility.
Charles sighed dramatically, although this time the amusement in his expression was mixed with something much softer.
—You two have known me for too long and somehow still think I am capable of creating that level of chaos.—
—You literally summoned us separately to your driver's room without telling us why,— Max pointed out.
—Fair,— Charles admitted immediately.
Amelie couldn't help the small laugh that escaped her.
It was such a Charles thing to do. He could make the most beautiful, emotional moment of his life feel like a badly planned mystery movie. He had always been like that. Even when something mattered deeply to him, even when he was nervous, he somehow managed to turn everything into a performance.
But now that she was looking at him properly, she could see it.
The nervousness beneath the excitement.
The way his fingers kept moving around the small box.
The way he kept taking small breaths as if he was trying to convince himself that this was actually happening.
Charles wasn't creating drama.
He was scared.
Not scared in a bad way.
Scared because something was so important that he wanted every detail to be perfect.
His expression softened when he noticed both of them were finally paying full attention.
—Just open the box,— he said quietly.
The playful tone was gone.
Completely.
For the first time since walking into the room, Charles looked less like the Ferrari driver everyone knew and more like their friend.
The person who had spent years sitting with them after difficult races, celebrating their victories, listening to their problems, and somehow becoming family despite the chaotic nature of their lives.
Charles gently stepped forward and extended his arms, carefully placing the small, gold-ribboned box right into the center of Amelie’s lap.
Max instinctively leaned in closer, resting his elbows on his knees, his eyes fixed on the neat, white package sitting between them. Amelie looked up at Charles one last time, searching his face for any final clue, but the Monegasque driver simply folded his hands together, biting his lower lip in absolute, silent anticipation.
Amelie took a soft, steadying breath, her fingers gently pulling at the smooth silk of the gold ribbon. The knot unraveled effortlessly, falling away onto the leather sofa. She lifted the fitted lid, revealing a layer of delicate, white tissue paper tucked inside.
Beside her, Max reached over and helped pull the paper back.
Lying neatly at the bottom of the box was a crisp, black-and-white thermal printout—a clear, unmistakable ultrasound scan image. Taped just below the small, curved profile of a tiny baby was a little wooden plaque with neat, elegant calligraphy burned into the surface: Baby Leclerc — Coming Soon.
For a second, complete and total silence descended over the small driver’s room.
Amelie’s breath hitched sharply in her throat, her eyes widening as she stared at the tiny image resting in her hands. The realization hit her with the force of a sudden, overwhelming wave of joy, completely wiping away every trace of residual fatigue and stress she had been carrying all morning.
—Oh... my God,— Amelie gasped, her voice cracking as her hands flew up to cover her mouth, hot tears of pure happiness instantly welling up in her eyes.
Max stared at the scan for two full seconds, his usual composed, stoic expression completely shattering as a massive, genuine grin spread across his face. He let out a loud, disbelieving laugh, looking straight up at Charles, who was standing there with tears glistening in his own eyes, a ridiculously proud, emotional smile plastered across his face.
—No way!— Max exclaimed, pushing himself off the couch and immediately grabbing Charles by the shoulders, pulling his long-time rival and close friend into a fierce, energetic hug, roughing up his hair. —No way, mate! Are you serious? You're going to be a dad?!—
—I'm serious, man! I'm going to be a dad!— Charles laughed through his tears, hugging Max back tightly before pulling away to look at Amelie, who was still sitting on the couch with her hands trembling slightly around the ultrasound picture.
Amelie set the box carefully onto the coffee table, scrambling up off the couch without another second of hesitation and throwing her arms tightly around Charles' neck. Charles caught her effortlessly, wrapping his arms around her waist and lifting her slightly off the ground, resting his chin against her shoulder as both of them laughed through happy tears.
—I am so, so happy for you and Alex!— Amelie cried out softly, pulling back just enough to frame his face with her hands, looking at him with endless affection. —You are going to be the most incredible dad, Charles. Absolutely incredible. I can't believe you kept this a secret from us!—
—It was so hard!— Charles admitted, wiping a stray tear from his cheek as he finally set her feet back on the floor, laughing breathlessly. —Alex wanted to make sure everything was completely safe and healthy before we said a word to anyone outside the immediate family. She’s twelve weeks today! That’s why she stayed home in Monaco, she’s been dealing with the worst morning sickness, but she wanted me to tell you two in person this weekend.—
—That is amazing news, Charles. Honestly, congratulations,— Max said warmly, stepping over and clapping a hand onto Charles’ shoulder again, his broad smile still firmly in place. —Although... the paddock is going to be an absolute nightmare once the baby is born. You know that, right?—
Charles grinned, shaking his head. —I don't care. I honestly don't care about anything else right now.—
Amelie looked back down at the ultrasound printout sitting on the table, a radiant, soft expression gracing her face as she looked at her two long-time friends standing beside her. In a world that was so often loud, overwhelming, and unpredictable, moments like this were a beautiful reminder of the tight, unbreakable family they had built together over the years.
—Lando is going to lose his mind when he finds out,— Amelie smiled warmly, looking back up at Charles. —You know he’s going to demand to be the godfather, right?—
Charles let out a bright, dramatic laugh, shaking his head. —He can fight Max for it.—
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papayagirl: PLEASE DON’T JINX IT 😭😭😭
→ lan4ever: everyone stay CALM we still have laps left
gridgirlie: the way she’s watching every single lap like she’s the one driving 😭
→ amelieupdates: she gets so invested it’s actually adorable
→ lanmeliehub: honorary McLaren strategist at this point
papayagirl: PUT THE CAMERA DOWN AND STOP MAKING ME NERVOUS 😭
→ lan4ever: she’s literally just existing and we’re all stressed
→ gridgirlie: girlfriend of the leader curse is real 💀
landoarchive: Lando leading and Amelie in the garage… the vibes are IMMACULATE 🧡
→ papayagirl: don’t say anything until the chequered flag PLEASE
f1wags: not the broadcast constantly showing Amelie’s reactions every time Lando pulls away 😭
→ gridgirlie: the producers know exactly what they’re doing
→ ameliefiles: they’re feeding the lanmelie fans today
daydreamamelie: i love seeing how supportive she is but also… girl breathe because WE are stressed too 😭
→ lan4ever: she looks more nervous than happy right now
→ papayagirl: she’s probably counting every corner
mclarenfans: Lando P1 AND Amelie watching from the garage??? 🧡🧡🧡
→ gridgirlie: manifesting a papaya podium celebration
papayagirl: everyone saying “Lando has won” when there are still laps left… PLEASE LEARN FROM HISTORY 😭
→ f1wags: exactly!!! celebrate after the flag
→ gridgirlie: the motorsport gods are watching 👀
lanmeliehub: the little smile she did when he crossed the line first in that sector 🥹
→ amelieupdates: she’s his biggest supporter and it shows
→ papayagirl: i need to see her reaction after the actual finish
f1girlie: imagine being in the garage watching your boyfriend fight for a win in real time… my heart couldn’t handle it 😭
landoandamelie: no celebrations yet!!! everyone manifest quietly 🤍🏁
→ papayagirl: ZIP IT EVERYONE UNTIL THE CHEQUERED FLAG 😭
→ lanmeliehub: emergency group silence activated 🫡
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The instant the chequered flag waved above the Hungaroring, the entire McLaren garage exploded.
Months of pressure, endless strategy meetings, difficult weekends, and near-misses all disappeared beneath an eruption of orange shirts, shouting voices, and people throwing their arms around whoever happened to be standing closest. Headsets were ripped off almost as quickly as they had been put on that day, engineers who normally celebrated with nothing more than a restrained smile were suddenly yelling loud enough to be heard over the screaming V8 support series still echoing around the circuit, and mechanics who had spent the previous two hours performing flawless pit stops were now jumping into each other's arms without the slightest concern for professionalism.
Amelie had been on her feet before the timing tower had even officially confirmed it.
She didn't remember standing.
She didn't remember setting the headset down on the counter beside her.
She only remembered the overwhelming rush of emotion that flooded through her chest the second the words Race Winner – Lando Norris appeared across every screen inside the garage.
Around her, the celebration had become beautifully uncontrollable.
Someone behind her was already crying.
Another mechanic had climbed onto one of the tyre trolleys just long enough to throw both fists into the air before immediately jumping back down to hug the nearest colleague. Andrea Stella disappeared somewhere beneath what looked like half the strategy team embracing him simultaneously, while camera operators scrambled backwards trying desperately not to get swallowed by the sea of jubilant papaya uniforms.
The deafening roar inside the McLaren garage only seemed to grow louder with every passing second.
Someone had already turned the volume of Lando's team radio all the way up, allowing his breathless laugh to echo through the speakers one more time as Will Joseph's voice broke with emotion while congratulating him on a victory that had taken far longer than anyone inside the team had expected.
Every replay playing across the timing monitors showed a different angle of the same moment: the papaya car crossing the finish line, Lando punching the air inside the cockpit before screaming something completely incoherent over the radio, the realization finally settling in that after months of chasing it, McLaren had won again.
Their World Champion had finally won as World Champion.
Amelie couldn't stop smiling.
She wasn't even aware that tears had started gathering in her eyes until someone beside her laughed softly and pulled her into another quick hug. She accepted it automatically, returning every congratulation directed toward her despite knowing perfectly well that she had done absolutely nothing to deserve being congratulated herself.
Flo found her almost immediately.
Amelie had barely managed to disentangle herself from another congratulatory hug before a familiar voice cut through the chaos surrounding the McLaren garage.
—I knew you'd be crying,— Flo laughed as she reached her, immediately wrapping one arm around Amelie's shoulders before pulling her into a tight hug of her own.
Amelie let out a watery laugh, wiping quickly beneath one eye.
—I am not crying.—
Flo leaned back just enough to look at her face.
Her mascara had survived thanks to the waterproof formula, but the unmistakable shine in her eyes gave her away immediately.
—Right,— Flo replied with an exaggerated nod. —And I'm secretly driving the car next weekend.—
Amelie couldn't even argue.
She simply laughed again, the sound mixing with the deafening celebrations continuing around them as Nolan appeared beside Flo carrying two team caps someone had apparently thrown into the crowd of celebrating family members.
Flo laughed again, the sound nearly disappearing beneath the deafening celebration still echoing through every corner of the McLaren garage. Before Amelie had the chance to defend herself, Nolan appeared beside them carrying two spare headsets he had somehow ended up holding during the chaos, looking equally amused as he glanced between the two women.
—I don't know,— Nolan grinned, folding one headset beneath his arm. —From where I was standing, it definitely looked like crying.—
—I hate both of you,— Amelie replied, although the enormous smile refusing to leave her face completely ruined any attempt at sounding convincing.
—No, you don't,— Flo answered immediately, linking her arm through Amelie's before she even had time to protest. —Now come on. If we don't leave now, every mechanic in this garage is going to beat us to parc fermé.—
Amelie didn't need to be told twice.
The moment Flo gently tugged on her arm, the two women instinctively started weaving through the celebrating garage together while Nolan followed only a step behind, politely excusing himself every few seconds as another engineer or mechanic unexpectedly stepped into their path to embrace somebody else.
Leaving the garage proved far more difficult than entering it had been before the race.
The narrow space between the equipment cases had transformed into an obstacle course made almost entirely of ecstatic human beings. Mechanics were embracing one another so enthusiastically they barely noticed people trying to pass between them. Engineers who had spent the entire afternoon glued to strategy monitors were suddenly laughing with an openness that almost looked unfamiliar after months of pressure. Someone had already produced a portable speaker from somewhere inside the hospitality unit, and music had begun competing with the endless chorus of congratulations ringing throughout the paddock.
The three of them finally spilled out of the McLaren garage and into the already overflowing pit lane, where the atmosphere somehow managed to be even louder than it had been inside. Team personnel from every garage lined the narrow strip of asphalt separating the pit wall from the garages, each group waiting for their own driver to return from parc fermé. Orange, navy blue, and black uniforms blended together beneath the afternoon sunshine, television cameras darted from one celebration to the next, photographers climbed onto every available platform searching for the perfect angle, and somewhere overhead the unmistakable thrum of the television helicopter still circled lazily above the Hungaroring.
Flo tightened her arm around Amelie's almost instinctively as they navigated through the growing crowd, both of them smiling so hard their cheeks had started hurting. Nolan stayed only a pace behind, his eyes constantly scanning ahead so neither of them accidentally walked into one of the countless television cables snaking across the ground. Every few steps another McLaren employee hurried past them at almost a run, all heading toward the same destination with the same expression of barely contained excitement.
The energy was infectious.
Even people completely unrelated to McLaren's victory seemed unable to stop smiling as they watched the celebrations unfold around them. Mechanics from rival teams applauded while making room for orange shirts rushing toward parc fermé, journalists abandoned interviews halfway through when they realized Norris was about to return, and FIA officials who normally maintained perfectly neutral expressions couldn't entirely hide the small smiles tugging at the corners of their mouths.
Ahead of them, the familiar corridor leading into parc fermé had already formed.
McLaren mechanics occupied the largest section closest to where Lando would emerge, standing shoulder to shoulder in two neat lines that were quickly becoming far less neat as more people squeezed in from behind. Just beside them stood Red Bull personnel waiting for Max, while Mercedes mechanics had already gathered to congratulate Kimi after another podium finish. The narrow opening between the teams had almost completely disappeared beneath hundreds of people eager to welcome the top three finishers.
Amelie slowed slightly as they approached the back of the crowd.
Her eyes immediately searched for an opening.
There wasn't one.
All she could see were rows upon rows of mechanics, engineers, television crew members and photographers standing shoulder to shoulder, creating what looked less like a walkway and more like an impenetrable human wall.
Flo stopped beside her, craning her neck in an attempt to see over the sea of papaya uniforms.
—I think that's as close as we're getting,— she admitted after a few seconds, letting out a small laugh. —Honestly, we'll still see him from here. It's fine. He'll come over after the interviews anyway.—
Nolan nodded in agreement.
—Probably safer too,— he added, glancing toward the increasingly crowded entrance to parc fermé. —It's absolute chaos up there.—
Amelie barely heard either of them.
Her attention had already drifted far beyond the wall of orange uniforms standing between her and the parc fermé entrance. She rose slightly onto the tips of her toes, trying to peer over the shoulders of the mechanics in front of her, but every angle was blocked by broad backs, headsets, cameras and people stretching their necks toward the same destination.
She frowned.
Absolutely not.
After everything the past few days had thrown at both of them, after the fear, the sleepless nights, the last-minute flight across the world, the quiet moments in the hotel room where Lando had simply held her until she finally believed she was safe enough to sleep, she wasn't about to celebrate his first victory as reigning World Champion from three rows behind a group of engineers.
—Amelie...— Flo warned with an amused smile, already recognizing the determined look spreading across her face.
Flo knew that look.
It was the exact same expression Amelie had whenever she had decided something in her head and there was absolutely no chance anyone around her was going to convince her otherwise. It was the look she had when she decided to surprise Lando after a difficult race weekend, the look she had when she insisted on walking through a crowd because a little kid was holding a sign with her name on it, the look that usually meant everyone else had about five seconds to accept whatever plan she had already created.
—Amelie,— Flo repeated, laughing slightly because she could already see where this was going.
But Amelie barely acknowledged her warning.
She adjusted the strap of her small bag over her shoulder, took a quick look at the wall of McLaren mechanics blocking their view, and then looked back toward where she knew Lando would eventually appear.
Somewhere beyond all those people was the person who had just won his first race as a World Champion... and she wanted to be there.
—Excuse me,— Amelie said politely at first, stepping forward.
The first few mechanics barely noticed her.
Everyone was too focused on the anticipation building around them. People were checking the screens above the garages, watching the timing feed, waiting for the first glimpse of the papaya car returning from parc fermé. Some were holding flags, others had their phones ready, and a few were already emotional after witnessing the victory.
Amelie tried again, this time placing a gentle hand against the shoulder of the nearest mechanic to get his attention without being rude.
—Sorry, excuse me,— she repeated, her voice slightly louder this time.
The mechanic finally turned around, his face immediately forming the familiar expression of someone who had been interrupted during what was probably one of the most important emotional moments of his entire season. His eyebrows pulled together slightly, ready to politely explain that there really wasn't anywhere else to move because everyone was trying to see the same thing.
The mechanic opened his mouth, clearly prepared to explain that there was nowhere for anyone else to squeeze through, but whatever sentence had been forming immediately disappeared the second his eyes actually focused on the person standing in front of him.
The irritation vanished almost instantly.
His expression changed from confusion to surprise, then to a smile that grew wider as recognition settled in.
—Oh,— he said, almost laughing at himself. —Sorry, Amelie.—
He immediately stepped aside.
The reaction was almost contagious.
The two mechanics beside him, who had been standing shoulder to shoulder and completely blocking any possible entrance, noticed who was trying to pass and followed his movement without hesitation. One moved back, then another, and within seconds the seemingly impossible wall of papaya uniforms began opening a path.
Amelie offered them a grateful smile as she slipped through.
—Thank you,— she repeated every few steps.
A few mechanics who recognized her immediately smiled, some even congratulating her before she had fully passed.
—He was looking for you,— one of them mentioned casually, causing Amelie’s smile to grow even bigger.
She didn't even need to ask who they meant.
The simple sentence followed her the entire way through the small opening that had formed in the crowd.
Even after one of the biggest moments of his career, even after crossing the finish line first for the first time as a Formula One World Champion, even after finally breaking McLaren's long wait for another victory, a part of him was still searching for the one person he wanted to share it with first.
Amelie felt her chest tighten slightly.
Not from anxiety this time.
From something much warmer.
She continued moving forward with Flo still linked through her arm, although now Flo was laughing quietly beside her because she had seen exactly what had happened. She had watched Amelie politely ask for space, watched the mechanics prepare to refuse, and then watched every single one of them immediately move the second they realized who was standing there.
—You do realize you just bullied your way through an entire pit lane full of mechanics, right?— Flo teased, although the amusement in her voice made it obvious she wasn't actually criticizing her.
Amelie looked over her shoulder with an innocent expression.
—I asked nicely,— Amelie defended herself, her expression completely serious despite the fact that both Flo and Nolan knew exactly how little truth there was behind that statement.
Flo laughed harder at that answer, shaking her head as Nolan caught up beside them, clearly having witnessed the entire operation from a few steps behind.
—You did ask nicely,— Nolan agreed, completely straight-faced. —For about three seconds. Then you activated the celebrity privilege.—
Amelie immediately turned around to look at him with fake offense.
—I did not activate anything.—
—You walked through a wall of professional athletes and engineers who were not moving for anyone else because they saw you and immediately created a path,— Nolan pointed out, raising his eyebrows. —That is literally the definition of activating something.—
Flo laughed again, squeezing Amelie's arm.
—He's right, you know.—
Amelie opened her mouth to argue, but the sound of a huge cheer rising from the front of the crowd interrupted her before she could respond.
It wasn't the general celebration that had been filling the pit lane since the chequered flag. This was different. This was the unmistakable sound of a driver finally appearing after one of the biggest moments of his career and through the small opening between the team members, Amelie finally caught her first glimpse of him.
Lando had already completed the mandatory parc fermé procedures, already climbed out of the car that had carried him to his first victory of the season, already exchanged the initial congratulations with Max and Kimi, but somehow the exhaustion of the race was now becoming visible in every small detail.
He stood near the edge of the parc fermé area surrounded by cameras, engineers, and officials, but for the first time since crossing the finish line, the adrenaline that had carried him through the final laps was finally beginning to fade.
The helmet was already gone, his racing suit partially loosened around his waist, and his hair was completely flattened from the pressure of the balaclava he had been wearing for almost two hours. His face carried the unmistakable signs of a brutal race: sweat still visible along his forehead, cheeks slightly flushed from the heat inside the cockpit, and the tiredness of someone who had just pushed himself far beyond the limit.
He was drinking from a bottle of water, taking long desperate sips as he listened half-heartedly to one of the engineers explaining something about the final stint.
But his eyes weren't focused on the conversation.
They were searching.
They moved constantly across the crowd gathered around him, scanning through the sea of orange shirts, cameras, and familiar faces.
Because even though everyone around him was celebrating, even though hundreds of people wanted his attention, even though this was the moment every driver dreamed of, there was still one person he wanted to see.
Amelie took a single, deep breath as she stepped completely through the final row of mechanics into the open sunlight of parc fermé.
Seeing him standing there—looking so visibly exhausted, his shoulders slightly slouched beneath the unzipped racing suit, yet still relentlessly scanning the sea of faces—made every single lingering piece of anxiety from the past few days completely vanish into thin air. He wasn't looking at the cameras. He wasn't looking at the trophy waiting on the table. He was simply looking for her.
Before she could even think, Amelie cupped both hands around her mouth and shouted his name as loud as her lungs would allow over the roaring crowd.
—Lando!—
The sound of her voice, distinct and unmistakable even through the wall of shouting fans, clicking cameras, and celebrating mechanics, cut straight through the chaos surrounding the parc fermé enclosure.
Lando froze mid-sip.
The water bottle in his hand dropped instantly to his side, his head snapping around toward the sound before his brain had even fully processed it. His eyes darted past the row of mechanics, past the waving flags and flashing camera lenses, until they locked onto the exact spot where Amelie was standing in her bright orange dress, her arm still loosely linked with Flo's while the crowd parted around her.
The instant his eyes met hers, every trace of exhaustion simply vanished from his face.
A massive, breathless smile broke completely across his face—the kind of bright, completely unfiltered smile that reached his eyes and crinkled the corners in that familiar, boyish way she loved so much. He didn't say a word to the FIA official standing beside him, nor did he wait for his press manager to clear a path. He simply tossed the half-empty water bottle onto a nearby tyre stack and started walking—almost running—straight toward her with quick, purposeful strides.
The crowd of McLaren mechanics made way for him instantly, cheering even louder as they realized where their World Champion was heading.
Amelie unlinked her arm from Flo's and took two quick steps forward, completely ignoring the cameras that immediately swiveled in her direction. She didn't care about the press, she didn't care about the broadcast, and she certainly didn't care that he was completely drenched in sweat from driving seventy grueling laps in the blistering Hungarian heat.
The second Lando reached her, he didn't even hesitate.
The low metal barricade separating the parc fermé area from the section where families and team guests waited was the only thing standing between them.
Neither of them seemed to care.
Lando reached it in only a few long strides, both hands immediately finding the top rail as he leaned his entire upper body over it without the slightest hesitation. Amelie met him halfway, laughing softly through the tears still shining in her eyes as she stepped as close as the barrier allowed.
His hands found her face first.
Warm from the race, still slightly trembling with leftover adrenaline, they gently cradled her cheeks as though he needed to physically reassure himself that she was really standing there.
Then he kissed her.
Not the quick peck cameras were usually accustomed to capturing between public couples.
Not the polite, restrained kind of kiss people exchanged because they knew thousands of lenses were pointed at them.
It was warm.
Lingering.
The kind of kiss that carried seventy laps of tension, three sleepless nights, a last-minute flight across the world, countless FaceTime calls, whispered reassurances in a hotel room, and the indescribable relief of finally sharing a victory they had both needed for completely different reasons.
The roar surrounding them somehow grew even louder.
Fans pressed against the fences, countless phones immediately lifting higher into the air while photographers practically climbed over one another trying to capture the moment from every possible angle. McLaren mechanics erupted into another chorus of cheers, several of them whistling loudly while others laughed at the fact that their World Champion had completely forgotten about every television camera waiting for him the second he'd spotted Amelie.
Neither of them noticed.
Neither of them cared.
For those few precious seconds, the noise faded into something distant and unimportant.
When they finally separated, neither of them moved very far away.
Their foreheads rested together naturally, both breathing slightly unevenly for entirely different reasons.
Lando was still trying to recover from one of the most physically demanding races of the season.
Amelie was simply overwhelmed by the happiness radiating from him.
She smiled so brightly it almost hurt.
Slowly, she lifted both hands to his face, gently cupping his flushed cheeks between her palms. A few damp curls had escaped where his race cap sat crookedly on his head, sticking slightly to his forehead from the sweat that still hadn't had time to dry. His skin was warm beneath her fingertips, and she couldn't stop smiling as she looked into the familiar green eyes that had spent the last few minutes searching desperately through the crowd for her.
—I am so proud of you,— she whispered, her voice quiet enough that despite the surrounding chaos, it somehow reached him perfectly. —So unbelievably proud of you, Lan.—
The words settled somewhere deep inside him.
Not because nobody else had congratulated him that afternoon. His engineers had screamed over the radio, Andrea had hugged him so tightly he could barely breathe, Zak had practically tackled him the second he climbed out of the car, and every single mechanic wearing papaya had celebrated with him as though they had all crossed the finish line together.
But hearing those words from her... they always meant something different.
Lando's smile softened into something impossibly tender, the adrenaline still coursing through his body mixing with an overwhelming wave of affection that made everything else around them momentarily disappear. He leaned forward again without thinking, closing the tiny distance between them until his lips found hers for a second time.
This kiss was slower.
Less desperate than the first.
It wasn't fueled by the immediate relief of finally finding each other in the middle of the post-race chaos. Instead, it was full of quiet gratitude, lingering just long enough for both of them to forget about the cameras documenting every second of the moment.
Amelie smiled against his lips before they finally pulled apart once more, her thumbs brushing gently over his flushed cheeks.
—I love seeing you this happy,— she admitted softly, unable to stop looking at him. —You've earned every single second of this, you know that?—
Lando let out a quiet, breathless laugh, his forehead briefly resting against hers again.
—I think having you here helped,— he confessed with the crooked smile she knew so well. —I'm not saying you're my lucky charm... but I'm also not not saying it.—
She rolled her eyes affectionately.
—You are unbelievable.—
—And yet you still flew halfway across the world for me,— he teased, squeezing one of her hands before reluctantly forcing himself to lean back from the barrier.
Before Amelie could answer, another familiar voice cut through the surrounding celebration.
—Oi! Congratulations, you idiot!—
Lando turned toward the sound immediately, his grin somehow growing even wider when he spotted Flo standing only a couple of steps behind Amelie.
Without hesitating, he walked the few steps along the barricade until he reached the opening where family members were allowed through before immediately wrapping his older sister in one of his trademark bear hugs.
Flo laughed as she hugged him back just as tightly, one hand ruffling what little remained of his flattened race hair.
—I am so proud of you,— she murmured into his shoulder. —That was incredible.—
—Thanks, Flo,— Lando replied, squeezing her once more before stepping back with the biggest smile she'd seen on his face in weeks.
Nolan congratulated him next with a quick handshake that immediately turned into another hug, earning a grateful laugh from Lando before one of McLaren's communications staff appeared several meters away already waving apologetically in his direction.
—Lando! Interview pen!—
Every driver on the grid knew that tone.
It wasn't really a request.
Lando glanced toward the media area, where an increasingly impatient line of television crews, broadcasters, and journalists had already gathered, all waiting for the race winner to fulfill his post-race obligations before the podium ceremony.
He sighed dramatically.
—They're already chasing me,— he muttered, earning a laugh from Flo.
—Occupational hazard,— she replied.
Lando looked back toward Amelie almost immediately, his entire expression softening again the second their eyes met.
For a moment, it looked as though he was genuinely considering ignoring every television network in existence for another minute.
Instead, he stepped closer once more.
He gently tucked a loose strand of hair behind Amelie's ear before leaning down to steal one last quick kiss.
It was brief.
Barely more than a few seconds.
Just enough for him to smile against her lips before pulling away again.
—I'll see you after media,— he promised quietly, his hand lingering against her cheek for another heartbeat. —Don't disappear on me, alright?—
Amelie smiled, covering his hand with hers for just a second.
—I wasn't planning on it.—
He nodded once.
—Good.—
Then, almost reluctantly, he let go.
Lando offered Flo one last playful salute, pointed briefly toward Nolan as if silently thanking him for keeping an eye on everyone, and finally turned toward the waiting media pen.
The second he started walking away, another wave of cheers followed him through parc fermé.
Camera operators hurried backward in front of him while photographers practically sprinted alongside the barriers trying to capture every expression on the reigning World Champion's face. McLaren staff members reached out to pat him on the shoulder as he passed, congratulating him all over again despite having already done so at least three times since the chequered flag.
Within seconds, he disappeared into the sea of microphones, television logos, and flashing camera lenses waiting just beyond the parc fermé entrance.
Amelie watched him until he was almost completely out of sight.
Only then did she finally let out the long breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding.
Flo quietly stepped beside her, following her gaze toward the growing crowd surrounding Lando.
—He's glowing,— Flo observed with a fond smile.
Amelie laughed softly.
—I know.—
She couldn't stop smiling.
Not even if she'd tried.
The last few days replayed through her mind almost involuntarily.
The endless nights staring at the ceiling because sleep refused to come.
The panic that had followed her everywhere after leaving the film set.
The constant checking of mirrors.
The overwhelming fear that had settled somewhere deep inside her chest.
The FaceTime calls where she'd insisted she was fine while Lando gently waited for her to admit she wasn't.
The flight to Hungary.
Breaking down in his arms on the airport tarmac.
Sleeping peacefully beside him for the first time in days.
Standing in the McLaren garage watching him claim victory and now...
Now she was standing only a few metres away while the man she loved walked toward another interview as the winner of the Hungarian Grand Prix and the reigning Formula One World Champion.
Life still wasn't perfect.
She knew the fear from Vancouver hadn't magically disappeared overnight.
She knew there would probably still be difficult nights waiting for her once she returned to filming.
Healing wasn't something that happened in a single afternoon.
But standing here, surrounded by the people who loved her, watching Lando laugh with journalists after one of the greatest drives of his career... she realized something.
For the first time since everything had happened, she didn't feel defined by what she had survived.
She felt defined by where she was.
Next to him.
Exactly where she had wanted to be all along.
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lanmeliehub: One look was all it took. 🧡🏆
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papayagirl: THE WAY THEY FOUND EACH OTHER IN A CROWD OF HUNDREDS 😭😭😭
→ lan4ever: it's actually insane every single time
→ gridgirlie: they're magnets
orange4ever: Lando looked over IMMEDIATELY 😭🧡
→ papayahq: didn't even hesitate
→ lanmeliehub: he always knows where she is
amesnation: she looked SO proud of him 🥹
→ amesdefender: that's the first thing i noticed
f1updates: the cameras weren't even focused on them and somehow they still became the moment 😭
→ papayaprincess: impossible to ignore
→ gridgirlie: main character behavior
papayagirl: i know that smile by heart at this point 😭
→ orange4ever: the "that's my person" smile
lanmeliehub: imagine standing on a podium after a race and the first face you look for is hers 🥹
→ papayahq: DON'T DO THIS TO ME
→ orangeobsession: i'm emotional already
gridgirlie: they literally communicate through eye contact 😭
→ papayaprincess: no words needed
→ orangegrid: soulmates behavior
f1fangirl99: i swear they forget there are cameras 😭
→ orange4ever: that's why these moments feel so genuine
papayahq: the little smile he gave her??? 😭❤️
→ amesnation: i melted instantly
→ gridgirlie: clip saved forever
orangeobsession: she looked happier than half the people actually on the podium 😭
→ papayagirl: proud girlfriend mode activated
f1gossipdaily: they have one talent and it's finding each other in any crowd imaginable 😂
→ orangegrid: hidden superpower
→ papayaprincess: scientifically impossible
amesdefender: the eye contact lasted like two seconds and i'm still thinking about it 😭
→ papayahq: longest two seconds of my life
→ orange4ever: same
orangeobsession: she genuinely looks at him with so much admiration 🥹
→ amesnation: that's what gets me every time
→ papayahq: so much love in one look
lanmeliehub: no dramatic PDA, no huge gestures... just one look across the podium 🥹❤️
→ orange4ever: and somehow that's even more romantic
f1updates: whoever was operating the cameras deserves a raise 😭
→ gridgirlie: thank you for your service
→ papayagirl: best angle of the day
orangegrid: i fear i'm never beating the "they're my favorite couple" allegations 😭
→ lan4ever: none of us are
amesnation: every race weekend gives us at least one moment that makes the entire fandom cry 😭
→ gridgirlie: this was this weekend's moment
→ papayahq: adding it to the collection 🧡
lan4ever: it's always the tiny moments that end me 😭🧡
→ papayahq: never the big gestures
→ orangeobsession: just one look and i'm done
f1edits: that clip is already on loop for me 😭
→ lanmeliehub: i've watched it 87 times
orangegrid: Lando's smile literally changed after he looked at her 🥹
→ amesnation: that's exactly what i noticed
→ gridgirlie: instant happiness
papayagirl: she has the "that's my boyfriend" smile DOWN 😭
→ orange4ever: proud doesn't even begin to describe it
f1updates: no because he actually searched for her with his eyes 😭
→ papayahq: and found her immediately
→ orangeobsession: every. single. time.
lanmeliehub: the crowd disappeared for like two seconds 😭
→ gridgirlie: it was just them
amesdefender: she always claps the loudest for him 🥹
→ orange4ever: biggest supporter
→ papayahq: always
papayagirl: i need whatever eye contact training they have 😭
→ gridgirlie: because HOW
orangeobsession: they look at each other like they're sharing a private joke 😭
→ lan4ever: that's exactly the vibe
→ papayahq: best friends first ❤️
f1fangirl99: every podium lately has secretly become a LanMelie fancam 😭
→ papayaprincess: i'm not complaining
papayagirl: imagine winning a trophy and still thinking "where's Amelie?" first 😭
→ orange4ever: priorities
→ gridgirlie: correct priorities
papayaprincess: every week i think "they can't get any cuter" and then they do this 😭
→ gridgirlie: they keep raising the bar
→ orangeobsession: it's exhausting
amesdefender: the way she looked at him was so full of relief too 🥹
amesnation: she's genuinely his lucky charm at this point 🥹
→ papayahq: i said what i said
gridgirlie: i'm convinced they forget everyone else exists for like five seconds 😭
→ lan4ever: just enough to make us emotional
→ papayaprincess: mission accomplished
orangegrid: all this from ONE LOOK 😭
f1updates: even the photographers knew to catch that moment 😭
→ orange4ever: they know what the people want
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The adrenaline from the podium celebration was still surging through Lando’s veins like electricity, every nerve ending buzzing as he practically jogged down the narrow, carpeted hallway of the McLaren hospitality unit. The afternoon had been an absolute whirlwind of chaotic euphoria: spraying champagne on the top step, enduring an endless gauntlet of media interviews in the pen, getting hoisted onto the shoulders of his mechanics for team photos, and finally sitting through an unusually jubulant post-race engineering debrief where every single person in the room couldn't stop smiling.
He had officially ended the win drought. He had taken his first victory as the reigning World Champion, and his twelfth career win was officially locked into the record books.
As he reached his driver's room, Lando grabbed the handle with a wicked, triumphant smirk already spreading across his face. In his mind, he had the rest of the evening mapped out with absolute, vivid clarity. He was euphoric, high on victory, and thoroughly convinced that the best way to top off the most incredible day of his season was to lock the door and completely lose himself in his girlfriend.
He pushed the door open with a little extra force, stepping inside with eager, energetic strides.
—Ames, you will not believe what Andrea just said in the debrief— Lando began excitedly, his hands already flying to his chest to vigorously yank down the main zipper of his fireproof race suit.
He kicked the heavy door shut behind him, the latch clicking securely into place. But as the familiar quiet of the private room swallowed the loud noise of the hallway, the words died instantly in the back of his throat.
Lando froze mid-step, his hands still hooked into the collar of his half-unzipped Nomex.
The room was dimly lit, the heavy blackout blinds drawn down to filter out the harsh Hungarian afternoon sun. And there, stretched out sideways across the small folding daybed tucked against the wall, was Amelie.
She was fast asleep.
She was still wearing the bright orange dress she’d worn to the paddock, her legs curled up comfortably toward her chest while one hand rested softly beneath her cheek. Her natural hair had spilled loosely over the white pillow, a few soft blonde strands framing her face, and her chest rose and fell in a slow, completely unbroken rhythm. The subtle layer of makeup she had carefully applied earlier that morning couldn't entirely hide the sheer, bone-deep exhaustion her body had been fighting off for the last three days. Crossing the Atlantic, surviving on zero sleep, crying in his arms on the tarmac, and standing through the relentless noise of a Grand Prix had finally, completely caught up to her the moment she was left alone in the quiet room.
Lando stood completely motionless in the center of the room for several long seconds, his chest still heaving slightly from the fast pace he’d kept all afternoon.
The frantic, hyperactive energy that had been driving him for the last three hours suddenly dissolved, melting away into something infinitely softer, quieter, and deeply tender. He looked down at her peaceful, undisturbed face, remembering how terrified she had been in Vancouver, how many nights she had spent staring at the ceiling in fear, and how desperately her body had needed a safe space to simply shut down.
A soft, affectionate smile tugged at the corner of his lips.
Slowly, carefully, Lando let go of his suit zipper. He moved with extreme, deliberate caution, making sure every single action was as quiet as humanly possible so he wouldn't disturb her. He unstrapped his heavy race boots one by one, sliding them off without letting them drop onto the floor. He carefully stepped out of the legs of his Nomex suit, folding the heavy material gently and setting it over the back of an armchair.
Within a minute, he was stripped down to just his black athletic boxers.
He didn't make a sound as he reached into his open travel bag, quietly pulling out a clean grey t-shirt, a pair of soft denim jeans, and a fresh pair of socks. Holding the pile of clothes securely against his chest, he tiptoed across the small room toward the bathroom.
He paused right beside the folding bed for a brief second, leaning down with microscopic care. He gently reached for the thin throw blanket resting at the foot of the bed, pulling it up over her shoulders and tucking her in softly. Leaning down just a fraction lower, he pressed the lightest, most feather-soft kiss against her temple, inhaling the sweet, familiar scent of her hair.
She shifted slightly in her sleep, letting out a tiny, contented sigh, but didn't open her eyes.
Lando’s smile widened, his heart feeling completely full as he quietly turned the bathroom door handle, stepping inside and pulling the door almost all the way shut behind him so he could take a quick, quiet shower, entirely content to let his girlfriend get the rest she so deeply deserved.
Lando set his clean clothes down on the vanity top, making sure they were placed safely away from the sink where no stray water could splash against the fabric.
He reached into the glass shower stall and turned the chrome handle, letting the water run for a few seconds until steam began to billow out and fill the small bathroom with a warm, comforting mist. Stripping off his black athletic boxers, he tossed them into the laundry hamper in the corner before stepping into the stall and letting the heavy glass door slide shut behind him.
The moment the warm water hit his shoulders, Lando let his head fall forward, resting both palms flat against the slick tiled wall in front of him.
He let out a long, heavy breath he felt like he’d been holding all day, feeling the lingering tension in his neck and back begin to dissolve under the steady stream. The heat washed away the dried sweat, the residual champagne from the podium, and the sheer mental exhaustion of managing seventy high-pressure laps around the Hungaroring. It was the first quiet, completely solitary moment he’d had since crossing the finish line hours ago, and he simply stood there with his eyes closed, enjoying the soothing rhythm of the water cascading over his skin.
Everything was completely quiet and normal until the subtle click of the shower door opening echoed softly through the steam.
Before he could even process the sound, a pair of soft, delicate hands reached around from behind, wrapping gently around his abdomen.
The contrast of her cool skin against his warm, wet body made a sudden spark of electricity shoot straight down his spine. Her long, slender fingers traced slowly across his stomach, the delicate touch immediately sending a surge of hot blood straight down to his groin. Lando’s breath hitched in his throat, his body reacting instantly as he felt his dick harden against the tile wall in a matter of seconds.
He didn't turn around right away. Instead, he gripped the wet tile a little tighter, leaning back just enough to press his spine against her front while a low, breathless laugh escaped his throat. The heat in his chest, which he had tried so hard to settle while watching her sleep earlier, instantly returned with double the intensity, completely shattering every selfless intention he’d had just five minutes ago.
—Aren't you supposed to be fast asleep on that bed, Ames?— Lando murmured, his voice laced with a rich, teasing tone that vibrated against her skin as the warm water continued to cascade over both of them.
Amelie didn't answer right away. Her hands continued their slow, agonizingly sweet exploration over the firm planes of his stomach and ribcage, her touch leaving a trail of fire in its wake despite the steady stream of water running down his chest. She stepped fully into the stall, pressing her bare front flushed against his wet back, letting the heat of his body warm her through the mist.
She leaned up on her tiptoes, pressing a soft, wet kiss directly between his shoulder blades, her lips lingering against his skin before tracing a trail of light kisses up toward the base of his neck.
—I woke up and the bed felt cold,— she whispered softly against his ear, her voice slightly raspy from sleep, completely unfiltered and entirely devoid of the hesitation she’d carried for days. —I felt lonely without you.—
That was all it took.
Lando let out a low, rough exhale, abandoning all restraint as he spun around in the narrow stall to finally look at her.
Standing right in front of him, drenched beneath the warm cascade of the showerhead with water clinging to her long eyelashes and plastered blonde waves of hair sticking to her collarbones, was his girlfriend, completely bare and looking at him with eyes full of quiet, unadulterated desire. The sight of her—vulnerable, breathtaking, and completely his—made his chest tighten so hard he could barely breathe.
—Fuck,— Lando whispered, the single word escaping his lips like a desperate confession.
He didn't waste another second. He reached out and cupped her face in both of his wet hands, his thumbs tracing over her cheekbones before he leaned down and violently captured her lips in a deep, heated kiss.
The kiss was frantic, hungry, and full of the chaotic passion he had been suppressing since he walked through the door. Amelie let out a quiet gasp against his mouth, her hands immediately flying up to tangle into his dripping hair, pulling him closer until there was no space left between them. Lando’s arms wrapped tightly around her waist, lifting her up slightly as he pressed her back against the warm, tiled wall, completely consuming her lips while the water poured down around them, sealing them into a world where nothing else existed except each other.
Lando’s hands slid down from her waist to firmly grip the underside of her thighs, his fingers digging into her slick, soft skin as he effortlessly lifted her completely off the tiled floor.
Amelie gasped against his mouth, her arms tightening like a vise around his neck while she instinctively wrapped her legs firmly around his waist. Lando took a half-step back, shifting her weight effortlessly before pressing her spine flat against the smooth wall of the shower stall.
The sharp contrast of the cool tiles against her heated, wet back made a shudder run straight through her body. A soft, breathless moan spilled from her lips at the sudden chill, but Lando refused to give her a single second to draw away. He deepened the kiss instantly, his tongue sliding against hers in a heavy, possessive rhythm that completely swallowed her whimpers and replaced the cold tile with pure, unrelenting heat.
—God, you’re so beautiful, Ames,— Lando growled low against her lips, his voice thick, raspy, and thoroughly ruined by the proximity of her body. —I missed you so fucking much today. Do you have any idea how hard it was to focus out there knowing you were waiting for me?—
Amelie tilted her head back, letting out a shattered sigh as his mouth trailed down her jawline, leaving a trail of biting, fiery kisses along the sensitive skin of her throat.
—Lando...— she whimpered, her fingers tightening violently in his wet hair.
—Look at you,— he dirty-talked against her collarbone, his voice vibrating right through her chest as the warm water poured over their tangled bodies. —Waking up just to come in here and drive me completely out of my mind. You knew exactly what you were doing, didn’t you, princess?—
He shifted his grip slightly, keeping one strong arm locked securely beneath her thighs to hold her pinned against the wall while his free hand slid down her ribcage, past the curve of her hip, and straight between her legs.
Amelie let out an arching, high-pitched gasp the exact moment his long fingers brushed over her core.
Lando’s breath hitched sharply, a wicked, triumphant grin pressing against her neck as he felt the slick, searing heat waiting for him. He slipped two fingers through her swollen folds, testing her moisture and finding her completely, impossibly dripping for him.
—Fuck, Ames... look at how wet you are for me,— Lando whispered darkly right into her ear, his thumb applying a agonizingly slow, rhythmic pressure against her sensitive bundle of nerves while his fingers stroked through her wet heat. —So warm, so ready... You didn't even wait for me to touch you, did you? You were already soaking just thinking about me.—
—It’s... it’s all you,— Amelie choked out, her head falling back against the tile as an intense rush of pleasure coiled tight in her lower stomach. —Lando, please...—
—Please what, sweetheart?— he teased, his fingers sliding deliberately deep inside her, eliciting a loud, broken moan that echoed off the glass doors of the shower stall. He flexed his wrist, hitting that perfect spot inside her with practiced, ruthless precision while he watched her face flush with unadulterated pleasure. —Tell me what you want. Tell me exactly what you need right now.—
—I need you inside me, Lando,— Amelie pleaded, her voice breaking into a ragged, breathless whisper as her nails dug into the damp muscle of his shoulders. —Right now. Please.—
Lando’s jaw tightened, every ounce of restraint he possessed instantly disintegrating at her words.
—That’s my good girl,— he rasped against her lips, his voice dropping into a dark, thick growl that sent a shiver straight down her spine.
Without pulling his fingers from her wet heat, he repositioned himself between her thighs, his rigid length pressing directly against her entrance. He lined himself up slowly, teasing her for one agonizing second with the broad tip of his shaft, watching the desperate, gorgeous way her hips instinctively twitched forward seeking more.
—Look at me, Ames,— Lando commanded softly, his deep voice carrying an irresistible weight.
Amelie fluttered her heavy eyelids open, her hazel eyes dark with passion as she looked down at him through the steady veil of falling water. The second her gaze locked onto his, Lando thrust upward in one smooth, unrelenting stroke, burying himself completely inside her.
A loud, shattered moan echoed loudly off the wet glass doors, instantly drowned out by the heavy roar of the showerhead above them. Amelie’s back arched off the cool tile, her inner muscles clenching tightly around him in a slick, overwhelming grip that made Lando let out a harsh, guttural groan.
He froze inside her for a brief, breathless second, his forehead resting against hers while his hands gripped her hips so hard his knuckles turned white.
—Fuck, you feel so good,— Lando swore, his breath hot against her wet skin as he began a slow, agonizingly deep rhythm. —So fucking tight... God, Ames, nothing feels as good as being inside you.—
He pulled back almost all the way before driving deep into her again, setting a steady, relentless pace that had Amelie gasping for air. Her legs squeezed tighter around his waist, her toes curling as the friction and heat built up exponentially in the narrow space. Every time his hips hit hers, the sharp, wet sound of their bodies connecting mixed with the constant thrum of the water, creating an overwhelming sensory high that left her mind completely blank.
—Lando— she sobbed out, her head rolling back against the wall as he angled his thrusts, hitting that sweet, electric spot inside her over and over with devastating accuracy. —Lando, si—
—Tell me, Ames,— Lando demanded, his voice thick and possessive against her cheek as he maintained his relentless, intoxicating pace. —Tell me who you belong to.—
—You,— Amelie gasped out, her fists tightening in his damp hair as another wave of intense, overwhelming pleasure crashed through her entire body. —Only you, Lando... always you.—
A dark, deeply satisfied laugh rumbled through Lando’s chest. He adjusted his hold beneath her thighs, lifting her slightly higher against the tiled wall to sink even deeper inside her, taking every last inch with a fierce, unwavering devotion that left her completely breathless. The steam filling the glass enclosure seemed to grow hotter with every passing second, locking them into their own private world far away from the paddock, the press, and the rest of the world outside.
—That’s right, sweetheart,— Lando murmured, his lips tracing a fiery path down her jaw before capturing her mouth once again in a rough, desperate kiss that swallowed her shattered moans. —You're mine. Every single bit of you.—
His thrusts became shorter, faster, and agonizingly precise, driving both of them straight toward the edge. Amelie’s breath came in ragged, frantic hitches, her toes curling as the coils of tension tight in her stomach snapped completely. A long, broken cry echoed off the glass as her body trembled around him, her inner muscles contracting tightly in an intense, lingering release that sent shockwaves straight through her spine.
Feeling her walls clench desperately around his length, Lando lost the absolute last thread of his control. He buried himself as deep inside her as he could possibly go, letting out a low, guttural groan as his own climax hit him hard, flooding through his veins like liquid heat while he held her tightly against his chest.
For several long, quiet minutes, the only sound inside the steaming shower stall was the steady, rhythmic patter of the warm water and their shared, heavy breaths slowing down together.
Lando kept his head buried in the crook of her neck, his pulse still racing rapidly as he gently rested her feet back onto the wet floor, though he didn't pull away from her for a single second. His arms remained wrapped securely around her waist, keeping her anchored flush against his body as if he never intended to let her go.
Amelie leaned her forehead against his wet shoulder, letting out a soft, contented sigh as the lingering warmth of the shower washed over their spent bodies.
—Happy victory, baby,— Amelie whispered softly, her hand stroking gently through the damp curls at the back of his neck.
Lando pulled back just enough to look down at her face, a warm, completely smitten smile softening his exhausted features as he brushed a wet strand of hair behind her ear.
—Best victory of my life,— Lando murmured, leaning down to press a tender, lingering kiss to her lips.