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Soooooo more rambling...

But- I wanted to talk about being a zoanthropist and an endel, and why i'm just using endel right now.

Zoanthopy is a sister word of lycanthropy. It's basically when a human can turn into a beast. Like a werewolf but more for everything.

Clinical Zoanthropy, which is what I had (more on that in a bit) is when one believes that they are or can turn into an animal AND it's a delusion.

No matter what anyone tells me, I will not believe I am human. Period.

And... I'm not sure if I count anymore.

Again, I am a shapeshifter. Something that CAN turn into whatever I want. I can be an animal or a devil or an alien or ect ect ect. So I guess Zoanthropy COULD work... But it just doesn't feel right when there's more that I am or can be.

Endel is the umbrella term of that. Basically, it encapsulates all alterhuman experiences that has to do with delusions. And I feel like giving myself an umbrella rather than sticking myself in a box that doesn't fit me is much better for everyone involved.

TBH, I don't really think of myself as having delusions. That's just a label that was stuck onto me and I've carried it to find others like me or to explain my experiences more.

kintype request for @sea-wolfie !!!