Hi hello everyone. I've updated my NSFW sketchbook/zine!!! It's got twice the content than it did before, including some brand new I just drew it over the last few days to help even out the page numbers art!!

I've also added in some less spicy yet still gay art to it too, so that all my most powerful shippy art is in one location.

This idea will not leave my brain so I guess it's time for it to be the Internet's problem.

Eleven wanders the upside down. The seal feels warm against her fingers. There is no way out. As she wanders the empty, uncharted wasteland, she's unafraid. She thinks maybe she should be, as this is just another prison, another task for her to complete in total isolation.

As she wanders, she thinks about closing the portal, how she latched her consciousness onto the only other living mind she could find. On Will. On his fears. On his love. For his brother. For Johnathan.

Maybe love is more than she thought. Maybe love as Mike tried to explain was not all the love there is. Maybe there are different kinda of love. After all, Mike showed her Eggos. Lucas showed her thick homemade pancakes with chocolate chips.

Kids could be peers, not rivals, something for her to put herself against and win.

She wanders for a long time. The hunger becomes unbearable as her stomach tingles like it's bubbling. All she can think of are the incredible pancakes she had the Sinclair house. She dreams of maple syrup and honey. When her legs are sore from hours, from days of walking, she collapses.

The smell of dead demodogs is not so bad in the Upside Down. The texture of is terrible. But she's eaten worse things.

As her mind simmers back to consciousness, she realizes she's moving through the dense air of the Upside Down. Being carried. She tenses, but her consciousness just reaches out on instinct, slipping into the one who carries her.

And she sees herself. She sees him. When she closed the portal, he cried out and collapsed in water. Big water. In his mind, it's called a beach. The sun was all around him and the world went small. The bright sun fades around him as his body burns as if he's fire made flesh.

In the darkness, all she can see is him. All he can see is her.Their eyes met.

There's a woman's voice there screaming that he has a name, he is not Twenty-One anymore. The voice is far off but is cut off by the sound of crashing waves.

"You're alive," he then says.

She blinks her eyes open.

The path he carves through the chaos is intentional and quick, eyes ahead, focused. He knows where they're going. She can see in his mind where he's carrying her. She's not afraid.

As she shifts through his mind, his memory jumbles. Echoes of screams, doors slamming, and full body pain. It's hard to tell her pain from his.

He climbs through what seems like a rift in the Upside Down. It's terrifying enough to consider such an idea that she wraps her arms around his neck and hides her face.

Eventually, he carries her through a final portal into a laboratory. This one is not stark white. It's shades of light gray and green. It's less artificial and harsh. The temperature is warmer.

A woman with glasses kneels down in a smart white lab coat and asks for her number. Asks what lab she's from. Asks what her powers are?

Eleven stands on her own, but presses herself close to the boy who carried her. He's older than the boys she met in Hawkins, but a boy all the same. Or so she thinks.

He shifts his weight and clears his throat. The woman looks to him and she sighs, defeated.

After that, another woman escorts her to bathe and eat. She keeps a connection to the boy, tracking his location in the facility.

"Are you like me?" she thinks into his consciousness.

"No." is his response. "I have no powers, and was deemed failed experiment Twenty-one."

"But you heard. When I cried out for help, you heard me."

He thinks for a while. Confusion. Hurt. Uncertainty. Doubt. Failure. Failure. Failure.

"You have more powers than you think. Keep it from them. I will try to keep you safe."

Would anywhere be truly safe for her again? Being inside his consciousness, she could feel his strength, the determination to keep her safe. If she could stay connected to him, like this, it was possible she could lie, could be safe. He escaped. In the back of his mind, there is a loud, booming thought that he escaped all this and yet he's back. They're trapped. He wants them to be free.

"My friends," she smiles as the thought of them, "they called me El, but I chose the name Jane. Did you choose a name?"

So I've been listening to Chonny Jash's "The Mind Electric" And this idea brewed in my mind for a experiment au for twisted wonderland. So far all the freshmen + Silver, Idia, Cater, and Trey are experiments.

Ace, Deuce, and Yuu are paired: Ace is titled 'The Heart', Deuce is 'The Mind', and Yuu is 'The Soul' They have been in this Lab the longest, the reason they are paired together is because they originally were one person before Ace and Deuce managed to split apart into different forms without realizing that they split into three, they can fuse back together, if Ace and Deuce coporate.

Sebek and Silver are paired Sebek is 'The Knight' and Silver is 'The Prince' They cannot be separated no matter how hard the scientists have tried it always ended in failure. Silver is in a constant sleep walking state as well as being covered in briars that tend to move on their own, Sebek is very protective over Silver, being a suit of armor that is puppeted by briars that gained consciousness. They've been at the Lab 4th longest but they definitely have a system.

Grim is alone: Grim's title is 'Puppet' due to the fact that he stays by Yuu the most, seeing as Yuu is technically the main leader of their trio. Grim though being a flaming cat can be seen to have slight puppet insignia that only appeared after he stays with Yuu. He's the newest arrival.

Epel is alone: Epel is titled 'poisoned apple' due to the fragrance that surrounds him, it smells of freshly baked apple pie, but if you inhale this too much you'll experience intoxication, then it leads towards death due to the poisonous gas that's masked under the sweet fragrance. It currently doesn't seem like Epel can control this ability. Epel has been here around the third longest.

Orthro and Idia are paired: Orthro title is 'Cyborg' and Idia is 'Hologram' Orthro is exactly like his canon form, Idia had been trapped inside his tablet and can only show up as a Hologram. Orthro carries Idia and cannot ever part with his brother. After an incident with a other subject, Orthro is known to be a lot more dangerous than he leads on to be, due to his brother's predicament he puts himself into the role of the protector. Orthro and Idia have been here the second longest.

Jack is Alone: Jack's title is 'Peacemaker', as peacemaker he always has a golden glow around him, he has a sense of duty that always follows him, the most unusal thing about him is that it is impossible to lie to him, like he always has a spell of truth over anyone who is within his vicinity. He's been around same time Epel came in, it has been found that only Jack (so far) can be around Epel.

And Finally Cater and Trey are paired: Cater is 'March Hare' and Trey is 'Mad Hatter', Trey had gotten himself and Cater stuck in a time loop at a tea party, both have been in this loop for so long that they've lost their minds. Anyone to approach and join the Tea Party tends to be called 'Alice' and is forced to stay until they follow the story of what happens. Cater has gained the features of a hare with the ears, tail, and paws. Trey has began making all sorts of hats allowing guests to wear them and swap them with his own. they aren't that dangerous, unless you do everything wrong, then it get a bit more intense as the wondrous tea party becomes more sinister. They've been under watch for a while, having not being able to be contained in the lab.

a crossover/fusion between P3 and P4 where Ren was involved in a severe accident that left half of his face severely burned and most of his lower body as well, where Ren underwent experimental surgery to counter the pain and ended up an android after multiple treatments.

Ikutsuki, somehow surviving the events of P3 and endorsed by Shido and his shady government, was given the chance to experiment on children they knew had the Potential, turning them into human Anti-Shadow-Weapon hybrids because he has no access to any of the Kirijo research and items anymore. His experiments are successful on two subjects (Ren and Goro).

Because of the severity of the 'treatments' (i.e. human experimentation), the persona suffer negative feedback as well, though Ikutsuki isn't above torturing the persona either. Arsene's wings have been pinioned, rather inexpertly, for example.

Some more bullet points of this AU, because I do want to maybe write it someday:

Subject #6 - James

Subject continues to be combative and defiant. Efforts must be made to keep him further away from the other subjects than is common protocol - he is already aware of Subject #2, although it is still unconfirmed how much he knows. Staff are reminded to listen to music when around Subject #6, as it can hinder his ability to hear thoughts. He is to be restrained at all times.

Subject #2 - Sarah

Subject’s control of her telekinesis is rapidly improving, and she is now able to open and close doors from a distance. She is also showing the potential for levitation, and her ability to manipulate electricity is further along than what is considered ideal. Further experiments will be conducted to reverse this process.

Subject #7 - Crockett

Subject is making progress in his ability to heal. He no longer scars, although his previous scars remain, and his wounds now completely heal in minutes rather than hours. The next stage is to determine how well his body is able to fight off infection, and this is expected to take the better part of a year. He hasn’t required resuscitation for 234 days.

Subject #4 - April

April continues to thrive. With the additional knowledge of various non-native species, she is now able to grow whichever fruit she desires, year-round, and has a tendency to gift said fruit to those she comes into contact with. She still shows a favouritism towards the Dionaea muscipula, but there is nothing to suggest she will use them to harm. Plans are being made to allow her to leave the compound with supervision, if she so desires, to explore the ecosystem outside.