#evil ask

Haiiiii ^_^

I think because it fits alot with how he blames himself for literally everything that goes wrong in service!au with his and nova’s relationship. He blames himself for forcing nova to let him move in (nova did that out of their own free will) he blames himself for making nova upset with him (didnt happen hes reading way too into it) he blames himself for nova getting their friend andromeda move in to replace him (hes insecure and cant admit hes jealous of andro).

Hes put nova on such a high pedestal that he puts himself down more to become more i guess worthy of being around them?.

Anyway with the song i think the chorus fits with him desperately wanting to apologise for running away from nova and wanting to beg for forgiveness. He regrets it so bad but is also soso scared of seeing nova again out of fear of novas anger and disgust in his behaviour. The strawberry fields lines reminds me of how he views their friendship as withering and worsening and that he cant do anything about it except try delay the inevitable that nova will kick him out (another reason why he runs away so he doesnt “force” nova to have to do that) WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT THROWS STONES. Zoid has like a sims friendship bar above everyones head and its always ticking down in his mind.

Zoid try not to demonise himself challenge (failed)

*tries to snap but fails miserably*

🎶They’re house is a museum something something family🎶

You can't do this to me. I know the words, I can swirl this in my head all week.

numbers made me cry too much for far too long. especially in my early youth. i don’t have the kind of energy for things such as numbers in my life anymore. much less have favorite amongst them.

Hmmmmm. Interesting question. I don't like them on their own... I wouldn't eat them in anything, actually. Idk. Green onions though, are pretty okay taste wise.

Despite not liking them as a food, they are useful for making your enemies cry.