Sounds Of Blackness  ⎯  Everythings Is Gonna Be Alright

"Don't worry about a thing,

'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

im at the point in my life where im thinking about what my life would be 5 years from now. 

i miss the times when i am earning enough and getting what i want. life was so much better when i was working in kuwait. 

i was able to pay my bills, monthly payment of my phone, my laptop, my wifi, my camera

including my groceries, and shopping expenses..  and im glad that i was able to survive with my bills for 3 years and i payed that alone!! without the help of anyone!..  i dont have debts left to pay!! 

i wanna go back to the real world. life is so haaaaaaaaaard right now. but Thank God for this part time job, my salary is not good enough. but i know that i can handle this! i can manage everything. 

atleast whenever my daughter ask me anything to buy her, i can give her what she want. she’s very smart. because she knew that i dont have that much, and she never ask me anything expensive. hehe. :) 

im so happy that i raised a beautiful smart daughter <3 

one day...  i know one day everything will be ok. :) let’s just be optimistic all the time! <3