#eulogies

They had buried me. I heard them say I was dead. But as the shiver of resurrection went through the earth and the floods of the eternity reached me with their starless blue days I woke up in the light of your eyes and called, called your name soundlessly. You kissed me, and I became like your lips: somewhat pale, turning a bloody dark in kiss and merrily curved, became a high rose, your mouth in the wind, to which this rose, shining from its purple depths, bent down, weighted down, to open for a kiss.

A series of little childhood griefs and their eulogies.

"And then a Plank in Reason, broke, and I dropped down, and down — and hit a World, at every plunge, and Finished knowing — then."

1. Touch. 2. Memory. 3. Body. 4. Identity.

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Liquid Love

A series of recovered passenger gems and little resurrections.

"I'm taking back all the pieces of me that were taken unwillingly. Offering myself up to the heavens. I'm ready to love what I've been given."

1. Heart. 2. Movement. 3. Dreams.

Again, sharing tonight's writing music. :) A very approiate once, since it is Palm Sunday.

"My heart still echoes the words You burned inside that are endless

The anthem of heaven

But if you silence this song the rocks will cry out

The anthem of heaven

I love you

And I know 

These are the words you’ve been wanting to hear

But all I could give were awkward hugs

You knew I was not the affectionate type

All I could do was pray that He would give you some kind of bonus

Maybe a plus one in your life line

In exchange of a subtraction in mine

Checking on your heartbeat 

Before I’d go to sleep

I wish I told you more 

Everyone regrets when it’s too late

I love you

I hope you felt it

Even though I’d rarely say it 

I’ll always say you were gone too soon

Because I tried to be, but I was never ready

Thank you 

For letting me experience love

Because of you

I now know

It’s not such a bad thing to do

The same way it isn’t too bad

To grow

To let you know

I love you