hello! thank you for checking out my blog <3 i go by xan, i'm 27 & i never learned how to fucking read. i'm on est time & i am a triple virgo!

i want to start by mentioning i am wildly inconsistent with how often i write & am available. i am mentally ill as hell ( i juggle schizophrenia & bpd ) & my energy bounces back & forth in a lot of wild ways. it can take me hours or it can take me months to respond to a thread & it is nothing personal. i never, ever rush myself because this is a hobby not a jobby <3 that being said, if there is a thread you are excited about always feel free to talk to me about it! sharing mutual excitement is good for the soul & a huge motivator.

ableism is not tolerated. if you think bpd, schizophrenia or any other disordered mental state is grounds to push someone out of your life, this is not the blog for you.

i don't do drama. i block the people i don't want to interact with & move on with my life. i do not have the energy to spend on tumblr drama. if someone is icky or has made your space unsafe in any way, feel free to talk to me about it but i don't do cancel culture, i don't do callout posts ( unless someone is genuinely dangerous ), so on & so forth. most problems can be solved by a conversation or the block button

i don't do exclusives. i just don't like to. i do like to find mains & muses to weave into my default canon, but every person has a different story to tell with their muses & i want to hear them all. on that note, kakashi's default canon has him married to danny's iruka. any other ships will take place in a separate universe & if we are not shipping, assume this as my kakashi's canon <3

i am also SUPER into writing with & chatting with other kakashi blogs! mains tend to be people i mesh super well with ooc & maintain a friendship with. i do not take mains lightly as they Literally Shape how i write my muse so they will come with time & exploration <3

i reblog a lot of memes. they're my favorite way to break the ice & i encourage you to send as many as you want. i will probably do the same, honestly. this being said i don't expect you to respond to every meme i drop in your inbox & i probably wont respond to everything in mine. i like having & providing options so we can end up with the most natural/fun paths we can take our characters.

active on the dash =/= active ooc. again, i have difficulty keeping up with ic & ooc things sometimes but it helps me to have a divide between which parts of my brain i'm using. writing uses different energy in my brain than talking to friends

i definitely like to plot. i prefer to plot, in fact. but i also know this is super super difficult with some of my ooc inconsistencies & it's not required to write with me. i love screaming back & forth about how our character dynamics may or may not develop & it's a good way to fill in the spaces between whatever we end up writing. if our muses have a canon relationship [ in any context ] i would prefer we plot a little bit before writing anything too deep! i don't mind starting a few threads/poking around in dynamics so long as we're mutuals but when it gets to the meat of their relationship i prefer to cook it first.

if you do not want me following you, please block me! i will also block anyone i don't want on my dash. it's nothing personal, it's just what the option is there for & softblocking leaves room for misunderstandings. i prefer direct solutions to problems honestly. don't be an asshole. it's easy, it's simple. treat people the way you would like to be treated. if you vague, i will block you. if you bring drama onto my blog, i will block you. i am here to play barbies not mean girls.