I feel like I have hit a hard spot in my recovery. My mind tells me that it should all be over, that my body should be fully healed by now and that I should just be able to move on with my life. My body is also ready to get started again if it were not for my genital region.Â
It still needs time to heal. It still needs time to process the surgery and to calm down again. It still looks kind of odd to me and bumpy and overall kind of weird and seeing other results at around the same time post OP looking way more healed just sucks. I know I should not compare myself to other bodies but I can’t really stop my brain doing what it does best.Â
I also heard today that Dr Miro is starting to operate a few days a week in a hospital in Germany, meaning my health insurance would have covered him. His technique and results are just really amazing and now about 5 weeks post OP I hear about this. Timing really sucks. At least if I am not satisfied with my results in a few months I could maybe get a revision with him, but I really hope my body gets his shit together and heals the way it should...
