#ernitz

This is short as fuck but I wanted to get this out bc it’s quarantine and we deserve nice things

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57. Breaking the kiss to say something, staying so close that you’re murmuring into each other’s mouths

Ernst could feel Moritz’s hands shaking as he held them in his own. It was adorable that Moritz still got so nervous after being Ernst’s boyfriend for almost a year. They found themselves on Ernst’s bed tonight, arms and legs intertwined as they lay side by side. Ernst had one hand cupping Moritz’s face while the other stilled his shaking hand. They kissed lazily, lips brushing against each other, sometimes stopping to kiss deeper. 

“You can relax baby, I’m here,” Ernst whispered, barely breaking the kiss. Moritz still trembled slightly against his touch and Moritz rubbed little circles on the back of his hand. 

“I know you just- this is a lot I guess,” Moritz murmured. His eyelids were half shut and if it weren’t for his trembling hands, Moritz would look absolutely blissful. 

“Do you want to stop?” Ernst moved his lips further away from the other boy’s, but Moritz pouted and shook his head. Warm, calloused hands held Ernst’s waist, softly pulling him closer. The beginnings of autumnal rain pattered softly on the window but the boys were dry and warm in the cozy apartment. Lips met again as the couple held each other, Moritz’s leg on the side of Ernst’s, hands sliding lower as kisses grew more heated. 

“You’re beautiful,” Moritz whispered, rather loudly, against Ernst’s lips. Ernst giggled; even Moritz’s faux-whispering was cute. 

“And you’re absolutely gorgeous.” 

Moritz starts to blush and buries his head in Ernst’s neck. Ernst sighs in pleasure, tenderly running his fingers through Moritz’s hair. 

“Are you staying tonight?” Moritz murmurs into Ernst’s neck. 

“Isn’t Georg coming back?”

“No, he’s going out with this guy he’s been seeing, he usually doesn’t come back till noonish.”

Ernst smiles and closes his eyes, focusing only on holding Moritz and Moritz holding him. “I can stay then, if you want.”

Moritz makes an affirmative noise and presses a kiss to Ernst’s neck. The rain dances softly on the window as the two hold each other, heart beats in tandem. 

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Of course my dear!! Sorry this took so long, here are some of my favorite ships ft no smellchior.

so josey and i came up with the wonderful idea of ernitz and marthanna having brunch together and mo and ernst are so tall, martha and anna feel like they’re in the land of the giants. 

I have a hc that martha and anna kissed for the first time at prom during this one frank ocean song that im forgetting the name of

Hanschen bought Ernst his first binder at the end of high school :’)

Moritz kissed martha for the first time on the swings in third grade. She ran away after.

Anna goes to Thea’s softball/basketball games because she’s high key crushing on her but has no idea how to talk to her. Thea starts to notice and looks forward to seeing this cute girl in the stands and her teammates hype her up to talk to her eventually. 

You know that Ernst brings Moritz flowers on their first date and Moritz almost falls over, he’s so blushy and doesn’t know what to do. Ernst was already nervous about this and he starts apologizing and Mo is like no it’s fine I’m sorry.

Georg tries to bake for his bf Otto but the smoke alarm goes off and it’s a disaster. Otto thinks it’s hilarious but Georg feels bad so they go to a bakery and get cupcakes and otto pretends like Georg made them

If Georg and thea dated they would start off pretending to hate each other. Like Thea makes fun of everyone, right? It’s just her. Georg is bros with Hanschen and he brings Georg over and Thea’s like ew why would you bring nerdy mcnerdface into our house. So Georg sets out to show her that he’s the smartiest. they’re both in ap english and Georg starts to attack every point she makes. they have battles during socratic seminars and thus, a rivalry begins. one time Georg comes over when Hanschen isn’t home yet and he and Thea argue over something stupid and then they start making out angrily and that’s that. 

Ernst will wake Hanschen up on nights he finds especially beautiful and beg him to come outside and look at them. This could be a gorgeous, warm summer night, but Ernst also does this in the dead of winter and if Hanschen didn’t love him so damn much it would be really irritating. More often than not Ernst convinces Hansi to join him, and the night is always just as beautiful as Ernst insists. 

Yesss of course!! This is in au where Moritz survives his suicide attempt, so tw for that. Enjoy :’)

wc: 524

11. “I almost lost you” kiss

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Moritz felt a touch on his shoulder and rolled over in the bed. “Mmm?”

“Moritz?”

Moritz’s eyes snapped open, and just as he suspected, Ernst Robel is standing next to him, dark eyes shining with tears. Moritz slowly sat up, unable to tear his gaze from the brokenhearted boy next to him. 

“Ernst, I…” Moritz trailed off, unable to find the words. Ernst’s eyes shifted to the fluorescent lights and the rose arrangement on the table next to the hospital bed. 

“Who sent them?” he asked, gesturing to the flowers. 

“Martha,” Moritz chuckled nervously, trying to decipher if Ernst is mad at him or not. 

“Why?” 

“Well you know how she talks about letting her children grow like the weeds-”

“Why did you do it, Moritz?”

Moritz froze and swallowed hard, eyes cast downward at the sheet on his lap, pale as his own skin. 

“I didn’t have any other choice. I felt like no one cared and that I had no other option. The whole world was coming down around me and I thought everyone would be better off if I wasn’t here.” Moritz wanted to say more but Ernst had sat down next to him. 

“Can I hug you?” his voice cracked with tears and it made Moritz’s heart break. He nodded and melted into Ernst’s touch. Ernst head laid on Moritz’s shoulder and he could feel his friend’s body start to shake with sobs. Moritz couldn’t help but crumble, tears pouring for the upteenth time this week. Ernst was so warm and Moritz felt safe in his arms. He could feel Ernst’s tears wetting his shirt but he didn’t care, it was the best human contact he had felt in months. Ernst ran his fingers up in down Moritz’s back and he sighed. He could smell Ernst’s shampoo and his sweater was soft against Moritz’s face, he felt like he could drown in everything Ernst was. 

“Don’t do that ever again,” Ernst whispered through sobs.

“I won’t, I promise.”

“I love you,” Ernst whispered. Moritz froze and felt Ernst’s body tense. 

Moritz broke away from the hug to stare at Ernst’s face which was flushed beet red. Moritz wanted to say something, tell Ernst he loved him too and probably had since seventh grade, that he was the person Moritz would have missed most if he had died. Instead he leaned forward and connected their lips for a moment and pulled back before Ernst could react. 

“I’m so sorry!” Moritz gasped and tried to apologize more, but Ernst pressed his lips against Moritz’s. His hands cupped Moritz’s cheeks. Moritz wasn’t really sure to put his hands until he felt Ernst guide his arms to his waist. Ernst’s hands move back to Moritz’s face and he sighed into Ernst’s mouth. 

When they finally break apart Ernst laid his head on Moritz’s chest. Moritz’s hand finds Ernst’s and he feels Ernst’s thumb trace the back of his hand. Moritz’s chin rested on the top of Ernst’s head and in that moment Moritz felt so safe; silently thanking whatever higher being there may be that he was alive. 

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