*gritting teeth* Pay attention to me pay attention to me pay attention to me PAY ATTENTION TO ME.

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*gritting teeth* Pay attention to me pay attention to me pay attention to me PAY ATTENTION TO ME.

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Narc joy is celebrating your friend/ep's achievements instead of being jealous. Yessss, this is my friend who's so very smart and determined and pretty and is destined for great things. And I get to be beside it every step of the way. What's not to love?
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this is narcissistic joy !!
when i hear anybody else has a problem: ok so actually i don't care + L + not my problem + go die + doesn't involve me + get over it loser
When i hear my ep has a problem: NOOO!!! the world is so cruel how could they do this to us??? Im so sorry that this is happening , im wishing death and torture upon whatever brought this to you!! You fully deserve to crash out about this, lets crash out TOGHETER actually.
ive never really understood the concept of an ep (equal person), but i know it happens. why would you want someone to be equal to you? why do you consider this person equal to you? what is it like to have an ep? do you like having an ep? etc etc
⠀⠀ ⠀ term coined by @schwanli
equdol (ee - que - dull)⠀a term for one that is both an idol & an equal person.
this is intended for someone with npd who views their equal person as their idol/vise versa & for someone that is an equal & idol to someone with npd. this is not intended for parasocial relationships. relationships that might fit in this field is an younger & older sibling, a lower & upper classmate, between best friends, etc. this can be used in whatever way that may fit you
colors somewhat taken from @rwuffles EP flag & @woodbyne EPapl flag
@radiomogai @io-archival
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something thats odd about my ep is that when someone is my ep, they immediately become part of me, not in an extension of myself way, but like they are on the same level as me so we are the Same kinda way. So my ep being mistreated in any way, being ignored, being pushed out of any spots, not getting the recognition they deserve, people being rude, etc etc makes me react like i would if that was me but its them and its on their behalf because how dare anyone show anything less to my ep when we stand at the same level, which is above everyone else? And my current ep is also my chp so its like not only are we on the same level, but i chose this person as someone worthy of my time and emotions, i chose them as worthy enough to stand next to me instead of below me, and you’d disrespect that choice??
i hate how my ep/chp has other people. they should only need me—im perfect, nobody else is better than me, why do they want to chose somebody other than me? please you only need me. im perfect for you, im perfect i swear. you shouldn’t have other people, you don’t need other people. please love me like i love you, you’re the only person in the world thats actually deserving of me, please. i need you or else im gonna go fucking crazy.
Still missing my favourite/equal person every day...