New Gender From Within Discovery With Incoherent Ramblings About Such From Yours Truly, Francis George epiceneandroid with BONUS descriptions of what epicene feels like and is as a gender From Within as well as my vague musings on genderqueerness As A Genderqueer and musings on transmisogyny + Faggot As An Acceptable Third Gender Within Society
Speaking of gender: I don't like to be seen as ONLY a woman, ONLY a man, ONLY nonbinary, or ONLY xenogender (as though I have a lot of xenogenders and neogenders I personally use for myself as xenogenders i.e. altumen or angelettric) but I'm comfortable with:
-being seen as ONLY pangender, pxngender or genderlight (as both imply I have all and infinite AND no genders within my life experience)
-being seen as ONLY epicene (as it implies to me I'm simultaneously both, neither, none, null, neuter, and other, with neither and other naturally implying xenogenders and outherine genders and aporagenders by their very nature as well as none implying it bc "none of the above" can also imply xenogenders bc they're not considered as options in addition to genderlessness that none implies, neither man nor woman and neither masculine nor feminine that neither implies, both male and female AND both masculine and feminine that both implies, in addition to null falling under agender by default, it can also encompass kenochoric, some xenogenders like nyctogender or staticgender or genderfree or genderblank, and neuter can imply both neutral, genderless (because neuter can also mean sexless, which implies genderlessness) AND androgynous genders, so epicene naturally is a pxngender or genderlight centrigender of all genders like I've envisioned it to be in my mind while being it's own thing)
-and being seen as ONLY genderqueer (because genderqueer is both more specific AND more vague than nonbinary, the specific part in that the gender is queer and a deliberate rejection of gender hierarchies and binaries, thus making it a maverine/outright maverique adjacent anarchogender in my mind, and a general umbrella term for genders that can be ANYTHING and NOTHING at the same time, thus less of an implied Generic Third Simply Monogender Neutral/Androgynous/Genderless/Woman-Lite, Occasionally Man-Lite or Transmasculine if TME and Woman-Minus, (Wo)man-Lite (schrodingers womanhood because of the natural function of transfemininty within society, especially if not binary) or Gay Man/Faggot (i can reclaim that, i have been specifically targeted by that slur more times than I've even been targeted by dyke and I've been essentially seen as a rare TME Acceptably Faggotized Subject because of my Autigender Assigned At Society Socialization) Plus (as unfortunately a lot of TMA people even if functionally identical to an AFAB nonbinary butch lesbian on T are automatically considered) if TMA By The Broad Public Gender like nonbinary has been made out to be)
