#entry 63

“why dont i remember anything”

-google search

I still don’t know

Day 186, and I guess I’m making these for now, since I’m with her now, instead of just listening to her and trying to cut out all the sexual stuff she tends to do. She’s 43 feet and 1 inch tall.

She decided to take the time yesterday to model for me to just show how massive she’s gotten. She set me down gently on the ground, and had me lay down, then set her giant foot down next to me. Which gave me a heart attack, since it’s like, almost 7 feet long, and like 2 and a half feet wide.

(OC: Date [05&06-10-2016] Day[Wednesday&Thursday])

Dear diary…

Oh the issues of forgetting to do this one day…

As I recall, yesterday we went out on a mission to destroy Felstalkers and Satyrs that were corrupting druids in their sleep. Aside from part of a tree falling on me, the trip was uneventful. Once we arrived we found the cave blocked by some strange corrupted vines. Me and Taryane were tasked to see if we could cut through them. Though we had some success, Elder Sarues managed to punch his way through instead. We moved inside and searched the place, eliminating all hostile entities in our path. At one point I took two powerful blasts of shadow that sent me down hard. I remember the painful ill sensation took its time to go away.

Once we returned to base, most of the warband settled down into a game called “Truth or Dare”. The concept was simple enough and I think I have seen it before. Eventually some members from another group joined in. One of them was the strangest demon hunter I ever saw. I never imagined I would look at a demon hunter and the first thing I thought was how poor their sense of fashion was. He seemed like a stark contrast of Varo’edis who had just got to his feet causing me to leave. I remember returning once I saw him depart to hear that he had started some trouble with the other demon hunter. From what I heard Varo took offence and tried to kill him. Which didn’t surprise me.  

I never expected that day to be special in any form. But Sylvarys changed that when he asked me to marry him. At first I was just stunned. What brought we back was his cheeky assumption that I was going to say yes and that is what he expected me to do. It was amusing but his assumption was correct. How could I say no? I never had marriage on my mind. But I will stand and make those vows with dignity and pride. The ring is a beautiful purple crystal. It is something I can look at when I write. I look forward to the wedding…. Though that goes without saying.

The last thing I remember that day was a shadowmancer wishing to join the warband. At the time Sylvarys didn’t trust him but left the induction down to me. However by the time it came to it, I was tired and needed to rest from my wounds so had to leave it until the next day.

Now for today.

I was taking a rest and got up to find Rassos and Aelathdrin having an argument over who through the nuts at Rakeshi. They then went outside to spar. I followed them out of interest to see how they both thought as both could still use improvement. It was a close fight but Miss Sunshard took victory. Rassos then walked off when the fight ended. Everyone else decided to grab more nuts and wait for him to return to do… I don’t really know. It sounded stupid so I left them to it. It was raining and my hair and armour was getting wet for no reason. Upon returning, Magistrix Narindiel Windblaze arrived at the hole. She seemed to be looking for somebody though she didn’t say who. She didn’t stay long.

Sometime later Graularr wanted to practice in combat before he rested. As it had been some time since I had fought with my hands only I went with him, Rakeshi and Miss Sunshard back outside. The rain held off at first but returned part way through the fight. In the end they decided to do a free for all. My plan was to focus one person at a time and avoid being somebodies target. This plan was successful. They all fought with each other which allowed me to put Rakeshi out of the fight. Grualarr was already removed by the others leaving me to claim victory over Aelathdrin. The only attack that succeeded against me was when she pushed me so I would trip on Rakeshi on the floor. Her fight again was too easy. She is still yet to beat me in sparing on her own. But with the right training she might catch me by surprise one day.

We went back inside with Validan who had joined us. He is the ex-shadowmancer. He wants to be a mender inside of the warband and is stopped his use of the shadow to use the light. I inducted him and informed him that this is his time to earn our trust. Sometime later Taryane and Ara’ni seemed to arrive with an elf from the Firestar estate. His name from what I heard is Nivendi’en and is first born of the Firestar estate. It was very evident he was inexperienced. From what I hear, he has not been outside the lands of Quel’Thalas. Watching him slowly realize that he will not have all the luxuries of our city at his disposal was slightly amusing but to be expected. I have seen a few of my kin’s reactions to leaving our city for the first time. From what I saw, Taryane seems to be watching over him and giving him assistance and advice on things relating to being in an active warzone. I doubt his ignorance in some matters would be an issue however. Hearing him speak of his magic and just being near him were enough to tell he was a competent magi. And listening to him casually talk about how one of his students heads exploded tells me that he won’t be phased or break in combat. But I do not know them enough to judge fully. I will just have to wait and see as it seems they are staying with us.

Taryane took me aside at one point to apologize for the previous days actions. I was unsure on what she was referring to however. The only think I could think of that would maybe cause an apology was her attempts to change a topic of conversation a few days prior. But I accepted then that she can keep her privacy if she wishes and it’s not my business to pry. Of course I told her I was unsure on what she was talking about. I don’t like apologies when I don’t know the grounds for them. I thought maybe she would explain why she is but she dismissed the topic and wished me and Sylvarys well. She also will be at the ceremony. I will be happy to see her there. Maybe her thoughts will be of how I was when we first met and how I am now. Maybe she will see what her assistance did for me and where it has put me now. We both went back inside. Shortly after she left to follow Nivendi’en and I went for some rest.

These have been some excellent. And even with all that is going on I still can’t help but feel happy. I look forward to being able to share my future with Sylvarys, even if it for just a short time.

 Yours faithfully