Feb 13, 2017
Please, God, don't let him be the one that gets away. Please, please... let him be the one who stays.
Night time prayer
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Please, God, don't let him be the one that gets away. Please, please... let him be the one who stays.
Night time prayer
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Forever, forever, forever... it goes on and on eternally. But with you, forever is still not enough time.
Drunken thoughts
I never quite knew what love was, but my goodness... I didn't expect something this good.
Him
"I love you." He whispered. She didn’t dare look into his eyes. All she could do was stare at his pressed lips. “I love you.” He spoke a little louder. This time, she knew for sure. There was no denying it. She had watched the words fall from his mouth and knew she wanted to catch each one, hold them to her chest, and never let them go. “I love you, too.” She spoke softly. And as her words fell, so did she.
"Is it found between the stained bed sheets, Or the soft curve of his lower back? Is it found in the staring eyes of the boy at the train station, Or the way his left hand taps his thigh? Can I find it whilst holding the hand of a strong jawed man, Or see it in the droplets of sweat forming above his eyebrows? Is it found in any of these things? Or none? Please tell me, where do I find love?"
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Bottled up Feelings..
My first post on tumblr and I’m using it to burst the bottle open. I want to let everything out. Frustrating? Yes. Feelings? A definite yes to that. I'll be Sorry for the upcoming swear words but DAMN. A serious damn to all those crap!
Have you ever got that feeling, the feeling of being left-out by the people you thought would really be there for you? or the feeling that you are so invisible in the eyes of the people you cared about? And those people are like a family of some sort. I think we all did, but I wonder why it hurts so bad when you get that feeling. Like a big slap on the face or better yet a shot through your own heart.
I get that stupid feeling sometimes. Like for example, I'll go inside a room filled with people and I feel like everyone's staring at me like they want to throw some daggers on me or the feeling that they look at something so revolting or something like that. I could say I have a great spiritual family but sometimes they don't do whatever they preach to each other. Yes, we make mistakes. We ain't a perfect bunch of beings. We tend to do crazy or stupid things. I thought those words like "We're a family", "Remember, We don't condemn each others.", "Hey, we don't do that." or stuffs like that. Gosh they get on my nerves. I met a lot of people who feels the same damn thing... So on behalf of them, I'll be the one who'll be rambling.
What now? What else is there? A shallow relationship with those people? A stupid "Oh-she's-here-don't-talk-to-her thing? I admit, I did a lot of wrongdoings or faults. But hey, they do too. It's not like I'm the only person that ever had faults. I hate those people who thinks highly of themselves, that we can't be able to do what they can do. They should really consider other people's feeling also. We get hurt easily and Ugh! ... Disappointing. Disappointing bunch of people.
I just want to leave this post hanging. I’m gonna end this now, before I lose my sanity. I'm just tired. Tired of all the crap that has been thrown on me. TIRED.
Ember <3
Entangled Thoughts LXIX | 23 January 2013
Words cannot fully describe how I felt about your departure today. Two Fridays ago on the eleventh of January, I remember holding your tiny body in the car and introducing you to your new home. But little did we all know that we were unprepared for your arrival. During your 11 day stay in this house, you were a little rascal. You've not only dug your way through the weed blocker, but you've also dug your way into our hearts. We've always ridiculed people who were overly caring towards their pets until we, ourselves, had you. Who knew we would enjoy having you around so much? All of a sudden, we didn't mind cleaning after your messes, playing with you in the cold, and constantly taking you out to go pee. It was all worth it. But after a several days of realizing what your needs were and what we had to sacrifice, we realized that what you needed wasn't there for us to give. We didn't have enough time to play with you. Every time we came home, and saw your trapped in your little area, it broke our hearts. You're a dog, you're supposed to be running around, destroying all sorts of stuff. But here you were, laying there lonely and sleeping all day. With so many time consuming activities in our family, we decided to let you go back to your old home. You'll be in better care, you'll have friends to play with, and space to run around. And maybe you'll stay there for the rest of your life or you'll find a new home. You'll get what you deserve and perhaps more. You'll get all the time and attention you need. So today, I once again held you in the car on our way to your old home. I thought I could depart from you easily, but little did I know that when I came home and saw your kennel empty that my bottled up emotions would soon overflow. I never got to say this to you directly, but bye Ember. Bye bye baby Ember.