CW: kinda dom!jungwon, teasing, secret relationship, making out, grinding, oral (f! receiving), dirty talk, pet names (baby, sweetheart,etc), rough sex, unprotected pinv (no no), he cums inside, implied aftercare
word count: 2,880ish
synopsis: movie night with your brother/roommate and his friends (including the guy you’ve been fucking that know one knows about) what could go wrong?
note: winner of my 500 followers poll!! hope everyone who voted for it enjoys 🥹
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“Y/n! Will you grab me a drink from the fridge!” Heeseung yells from the living room. Although you’re in your bedroom, apparently you are the one your brother chooses as his maid. Living together has its perks, but sometimes you wanted to beat the shit out of him.
“Seung I’m not even in there!” You shout back, rolling your eyes as you throw on some sweatpants instead of the tiny sleep shorts you were in before the rest of your brother’s friends arrived.
“I meant when you come in here. Duh.” He follows up, chuckling at you from the next room and you open your door, shooting him an annoyed look as you emerge from the hall.
“You’re unbelievably annoying.” You say through gritted teeth with a fake smile as you walk into the kitchen. It’s an open concept apartment, so the walk to the kitchen was quite literally less than a dozen steps, which made you more frustrated when your brother acted like he couldn’t do anything himself. You grab a water from the fridge and toss it to him on the couch, he’s not paying attention so it hits him in the chest.
“Hey! Rude.” He mumbles, glaring at you as you take a seat on the end of the couch next to Jungwon. You lock eyes for a moment, smiling kindly at each other before Jake speaks.
“How the shit do you all live together and not tear each other apart?” He laughs, a few others around the room nodding as well.
“Eh he’s not the worst roommate. I learned how to deal with him along time ago.” You offer, throwing a pillow at Heeseung and he sticks his tongue out at you from across the living room, just like when you were kids.
“Gotta give my lil sister a little grief, right?” He says, throwing the pillow back, partially hitting Jungwon next to you instead.
“Hey! What did I do?” He says softly with a fake pout. Your eyes are on each other again, sharing another moment that you fear might’ve gone on too long. You look around the room to make sure no one caught the way you pay attention to one another. Thankfully, none of them seemed to have noticed.
“Poor Wonnie.” You push against his thigh, teasing. You and Jungwon have been secretly talking and fooling around for about a month. You’ve hooked up twice, but it feels like so much more than that. You seem to understand each other on a level you didn’t know was possible. The secrecy was difficult, but there was also something about it that turned you on more. You were somewhat close with all of your brother’s friends. Close in the way that you felt comfortable with them in your shared apartment and could rely on them if there was an emergency, but something was always different with Jungwon, there was something deeper.
After starting some action movie that Niki picks, the group becomes quiet, focusing on the story. An hour or so passes through the movie and you check your phone, scrolling through your notifications and you see a missed call from your best friend. You stand up from the couch, hitting her contact and putting your phone to your ear as you walk down the small hallway back into your bedroom before the line connects. You close your bedroom door behind you, movie booming through the thin walls. Your friend doesn’t answer, so you decide to just shoot her a quick text to make sure everything is okay. You walk over to your bedside and place your phone on charge, seeing the yellow of your battery, and you hear the squeak of your bedroom door opening behind you.
“Jungwon-“ you turn quickly, questioning his choice to be in here with you alone, with all of his friends, including your brother, in the next room. Before you can protest, his lips are on yours, crashing into you so hard that you’re taken aback by his confidence. He wraps his arms around you immediately, hands trailing all over your body as he slides his tongue along your bottom lip, asking for access to your mouth, wasting no time. You allow, although your mind is trying to race with logic, knowing this isn’t the time nor place for him to be all over you. Your bodies move in rhythm with one another and you wrap your left hand into his hair, as your right hand rests alongside his jaw. When he finally pulls back you’re both a breathless mess.
“Wasn’t expecting that, Wonnie.” You whisper, giggling lightly at his neediness to kiss you. “And what exactly does my brother think you’re doing right now, given we’re the only two not in that living room watching the movie?” You question, trying to get his head in check.
“Said I needed to use the bathroom. Didn’t say which one.” He smirks, kissing you again quickly and passionately. “Y/n…baby. I know this is not the smartest idea, but I want you so bad.” His tone changes as he speaks, the laughter disappearing, replacing with something darker, hunger.
“We can’t. Not right now.” You try to be the voice of reason, but his hot, wet mouth finds your neck, placing kisses all over. He finds a specific spot that causes you to let out a small whimper, so he attaches his mouth, not only kissing, but licking and sucking on your soft, sensitive skin.
“Then tell me to stop.” He says smugly, taking his lips off you only for a moment. You know you should, but you can’t seem to force the words out of you, because realistically you don’t want him to stop. You wrap both of your hands into his hair, tugging ever so slightly, desperate for some sort of control. He walks forward, your body moving with him, and you both collapse on your bed. You land underneath him, his mouth never stopping its attack all of your neck.
“W-we shouldn’t be doing this. Not now, Jungwon. This isn’t smart, we’ve been smart about this so far.” You’re barely able to form your thoughts, let alone speak them, mind blinded by what you really want, him, inside you.
“All you gotta do is tell me stop, sweetheart. I’ll stop. But that’s not what you want, is it?” He says, lifting up to look at you directly. He situates his body comfortably between your legs and starts grinding his hips into yours, a moan escaping your lips before you can even process it.
“No-shit. Don’t stop.” You whimper, the friction of your bodies together causing shivers to run up and down your spine. The thrill of being caught by any of the men on the other side of the wall spurs you on, more than it should.
“You’re gonna have to be quiet. Think you can do that?” He questions, moving his hips faster against yours, the outline of his hard cock rubbing against your now aching cunt through all the layers of fabric.
“Mhmm.” You moan out quietly. His hands gripping at your sweatpants, tugging desperately to get them down and off of you. You raise your hips, helping him slide them from you completely.
“Good girl.” He whispers into your ear, his mouth snaking kisses down your body, raising your shirt to expose your breasts, giving them attention as well. Your breathlessness fills the room, holding back all the sounds you wish could escape your lips. Jungwon situates his head in between your legs and you know your ability to stay quiet is about to be tested. “Look at you, sweetheart. Dripping for me.” He mutters, mouth so close to you that it feels like torture. He places a soft kiss directly onto your clothed clit, causing you to buck your hips forward in need. He chuckles at your neediness, the tables turning from when he entered the room. Before you know it, he pulls your underwear to the side and plunges his tongue into you, no warning. You smack your hand over your mouth, it becoming harder and harder to hide your moans as he devours you below. Your mind is clouded by desire as his tongue circles your clit, aching and throbbing for more.
“Y/n!!” Another voice breaks the sounds of airless whimpers and wet sounds of Jungwon’s mouth on you. “Hurry up the movie is getting wild!” Your brother yells from the living room. Your entire body tenses, you sit up on your elbows, gripping at Jungwon’s hair, telling him to stop, but he doesn’t even flinch, not even hesitating when he hears Heeseung’s voice. Your fear of being caught suddenly takes over, whining his name, and he stops only for a moment to look up at you through his eyebrows.
“Answer him, sweetheart. But if you give him any clue what’s happening in here, I’m walking out that door, leaving this poor little pussy wet and alone.” Your eyes widen in surprise, the sudden dominance in his voice only making it worse. His tongue is back on you in an instant, lapping at your arousal like he’s just as desperate for you to cum as you are.
“I-I’ll be out, fuck, in a minute!” You shout back, clamping your hand back over your mouth as soon as you’re done speaking. You’re sure the stuttering and the brief pause to moan caused some suspicion, but you’re sure you could blatantly tell your brother you were fucking Jungwon and he still wouldn’t believe it.
“What are you doing in there? You’re missing like half the movie!” He continues, and you actively roll your eyes at your brother’s undying need to never shut the fuck up. Jungwon smirks against your cunt, and you wiggle underneath his grip on your thighs relentlessly. You’re so close to climax, but are terrified to see if you can actually stay silent.
“I’m-I’m on the p-phone, dammit, j-just give me a minute!” You somehow manage to yell, hoping he leaves you alone after that. “Wonnie, I’m..fuck. I’m so close” You whine, begging for release. His hands grip down on your thighs harder, his tongue moving quicker around your clit, determined to make you cum. As your breathing quickens, Jungwon reaches up with his right hand and secures his hand over your mouth, adamant on keeping you quiet. Your orgasm explodes, your body convulsing as your high rushes through you. You practically scream into his hand, thankfully the sound is muffled enough that only you two can hear it.
“Atta girl.” He mumbles, licking you through it, then kissing back up your body, reaching your face. He finally takes his hand away from your mouth, your breathing quick and uneven, and his lips collide into yours again. You moan into him, tasting yourself on his tongue.
“I need you, please, I’ll be quiet.” You whimper, pouting, begging with your eyes, although you know it wasn’t gonna take any. He reaches down, unbuckling his belt, unzipping his jeans and pulling them down, along with his boxers, to his knees.
“Whatever you say, princess.” He says smugly between your legs. You take the moment to please him, snaking your hand down and wrapping it around his angry cock, fisting it tightly as you begin to pump him. “Shit, baby. Turn over. On your knees.” He demands, and you comply. You flip onto your stomach and raise up onto your knees, arching your back and leaning on your elbows. You feel Jungwon adjust behind you, kneeling, situating his cock right at your entrance.
“Won, please.” You beg, needing him inside of you desperately. He pushes into you slowly, your back arching more instinctively. Once he’s fully sheathed inside of you he doesn’t hesitate. He begins fucking you slow, but hard, trying to make sure the sound of skin slapping doesn’t echo over the loud television only a couple walls away.
“Listen to me. You make a sound and I stop. Got it?” He says and you whine. He pulls your arms behind your back, restraining them there, your face pushes against the pillow underneath you. “Bite the fucking pillow if you have to. Don’t make me stop, baby.” He continues, and you nod uncertainly and as much as you can, not sure you’re strong enough for the task at hand. He starts thrusting into you faster and harder, testing your ability to stay noiseless. You whimper and whine against the pillow, holding back your moans the best you can. As he fucks you harder, his cock reaches your sweet spot, caressing it over and over, making you cry out and his every movement halts and he pulls out of you.
“No, please. F-Fuck I’m sorry. I’ll be quiet. Please don’t s-stop.” You plead, desperate to feel him deep inside you once again.
“Damn right you will be.” He says, grabbing your torso from underneath and angling you upwards, your back flush against his chest. He frees your arms, giving you them to stabilize yourself before he enters your aching cunt again. He wraps his hand in front of you and around your mouth, showing you exactly what he meant by “you will be.” Your moans spill uncontrollably, muffled by Jungwon’s hands behind you as his cock grazes your gspot repeatedly. Before you know it, the familiar coil in your stomach crashes through you without warning. Your legs spasm around him, and you hear a faint chuckle from behind you. He speeds up his thrusts, fucking you through your orgasm and chasing his own. His hand remains over your mouth, unable to trust that you can remain silent. Soon enough you feel his warm cum shoot inside you, a deep growl exiting his mouth as it does. After a few more strokes, he withdraws from you, removing his hand as well. Your body practically collapses on the bed below, breathing still heavy and uneven. He grabs the water bottle from your nightstand, sitting on the bed next to you and pulling you forwards to him.
“Drink, baby.” He insists. One thing you loved about Jungwon was how he always took care of you afterwards, cleaning you up, or forcing you to relax. You gulp down some water before handing it back to him. He takes a sip from it as well and sits it back where it was next to your bed.
“Think they heard anything?” You question, now unbelievably nervous since your mind isn’t clouded by pleasure anymore.
“Hopefully not. They’ve got the movie pretty loud.” He says, handing you back your clothes and redressing himself as well. “I’ve been thinking…..Maybe we should just tell them. Your brother first, obviously.” He admits, taking you by surprise.
“Wonnie, there’d be no one left to tell if Hee kills you first.” You chuckle. “And didn’t we say we weren’t going to tell anyone unless things got serious?” You mutter, nervous for his answer. You’d developed intense feelings for Jungwon, feelings that went beyond physicality, but you weren’t sure how he was feeling, and when you started this, sex is all it was.
“Y/n. I like you. It’s never just been about sex. Not for me.” He admits, lying next to you on your bed. Your heart flutters and your cheeks burn red.
“Me either.” You confess, heart beating out of your chest at the acknowledgment. You lean on him, curling into him closely for a moment. He lifts your chin upwards with his hand and pulls you in, lips crashing onto yours with great passion.
“Well shit. Heeseung’s gonna kill me.” He grins when he pulls back and you giggle, nodding in agreement. Your brother has always been protective of you, but on the other hand, if it had to be any of them, you think Jungwon is the one he would’ve chosen. But he still won’t believe it, not until he sees it. “Stay here. I’ll tell them you fell asleep or something. We’ll tell him later if you want to. After the others are gone.” He kisses you quickly again before hopping up out of your bed. You whine from his absence and he smiles at you, opening your door quietly and walking out to the living room.
“Dude what took you so long?” You hear Sunghoon announce from the living room. “You missed like twenty minutes of the damn movie!”
“Yeah, sorry my mom called me.” You continue to listen, Jungwon giving a decent excuse as he joins the rest of the boys. They don’t question him further. “I think your sister fell asleep, Heeseung. Her door was open when I passed by.” He continued, hoping that was a good enough lie to believe why you were both missing.
“Sounds about right.” You hear your brother say, and that’s the end of it. No questions are asked and the movie continues. You lie there for a moment, soaking up the feeling of Jungwon’s confession, knowing that you’re now together officially has you reeling. After a few moments you hear your phone ding, assuming it’s Jungwon you pick it up quickly, eager to see his message, but instead, a different name pops up.
Jake 🐶
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synopsis your bestfriend that you've always bickered with suddenly.. starts to appear.. more.... attractive?
genre frenemies to lovers, comedy, romance, fluff, reader sucks at her studies, riki sucks too but he's smarter, reader and riki bickers like.. a lot.., riki and reader is lowkey like risa and otani from lovely complex, friend group goes on a trip together, jealousy, slight miscommunication, riki surprises reader a lot, New Years (eve), countdown and fireworks rahh, both of them get worked up so easily lols, reader's parents are mad chill, confessions, so much fucking teasing, not proofread (yet)
pairing nishimura riki x f!reader
featuring jake, jungwon, sunghoon, sunoo (all are the same age/grade)
word count ~11.1k
warnings not much, lots of insults ig?, please lmk if i missed out on anything
cly's note i do nawt know why i left this draft dusting when it literally had so much POTENTIAL. this is probs my fave fic cos i enjoyed writing it so much. unfortunately there are certain parts that i half-assed but hopefully they arent that obvious. THIS FIC IS SO CUTE hope yall enjoy it. AND i made a playlist for this too so ill post it soon. okay gn guys.
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"In your face, loser!" you laughed out, pointing at Ni-ki who was now pouting at you. With the Wii controller in your hand, you shook the console around to make your in-game character continuously swing their racket.
That's right.
You were playing Wii Sports out of all things even if your exams were nearing.
Sulking at his loss, he sat himself down on the couch beside Jaeyun who was enjoying everything and released a loud sigh for you to hear. Still celebrating your victory by laughing and jumping around, you took a moment to glance at Ni-ki, who could be seen glaring at you. You stuck your tongue out at him and he simply rolled his eyes.
"Y/N won again?" Sunghoon spoke up, entering the living room from the kitchen with Jungwon by his side. Ni-ki scoffed. and you simply felt your ego get boosted from Sunghoon's words. You turned your body to Sunghoon, both hands resting on your hips as you loudly replied, "That's right!".
"Ni-ki lost 3 times in a row" Jaeyun teased, earning a hard slap from Ni-ki causing him to yelp loudly and rub the area where he got smacked from, "Ouch..".
You giggled at the sight of Ni-ki being salty, and you pointed the console at him, "Rematch?".
Ni-ki flipped his head up towards you, his expression displeased as he responded, "So you can beat me again? Not happening".
You whined at him and Jungwon chuckled, sitting himself beside Jaeyun who was still gently rubbing his arm from the hit.
"Don't forget that there's still work to do," Jungwon voiced out, earning a groan from you as you remembered the work you have yet to finish.
"Just one more rematch!" you pleaded, turning your head back to Ni-ki who was now scrolling on his phone. "Ki," your tone sounding serious and he sighed before setting his foot to the floor and standing up. "Just one more."
Spoiler alert, you won again.
Before you knew it, you were scribbling on your homework. You let out a soft sigh, sitting back on your chair as you glanced around. In front of you revealed Sunghoon, Jaeyun and Jungwon typing on their laptops, remaining completely silent. To your right was Ni-ki, who also seemed completely focused at the work at hand.
You poked your tongue against your cheek, thoughts to just abandon your work and play again filling your head. Your face lit up and you turned your head to Ni-ki to ask him to play again until you noticed the frown on his face while doing his work.
You scanned his features, noticing his black hair being rested nicely on his forehead, partially covering his eyes. Your eyes shifted over to his ears, noticing his piercings that you never took the chance to see up-close. One helix and one earlobe piercing. His jawline looking sharper than usual, and prominence of his Adam's apple. He had always complained that he disliked his left side, but for some reason, you found it pleasing to look at.
Woah, he's actually kinda good looking..
When did he look this attractive?
You quickly slapped yourself, a loud sound emitting through the room, earning you a mix of concerned and confused expressions from the rest.
"Have you gone mental or something?" Ni-ki scoffed, clearly judging you. You rolled your eyes and looked back at the papers that were nicely laid on the table in front of you.
"I think Biology's driving her insane," Jaeyun teased and you stuck your tongue out at him. You brushed the thoughts you had of Ni-ki away. Jaeyun was probably correct, right? It was just Biology driving you insane?
You groaned before you look back at Ni-ki, glancing at his papers to see what he was working on.
"Ki, you're doing Biology too, right? Help me out." you leaned closer to Ni-ki, looking at the contents of the papers he was doing. It was indeed the same paper as yours, and you faced him, giving him a pleading look.
He raised an eyebrow at you and leaned backwards on his chair, folding his arms, "Why should I help you?".
Your jaw slightly dropped as you scowled at him, "Don't tell me you're still salty?".
"Oh. No more help then." he stated, his body turning back as he continued writing on his paper. You groaned as you continued to keep your gaze on him, watching as he scribbles on his paper.
You slowly lean closer to him, attempting to see his answers but he notices your antics and scoffed at you, leaning forward and using his body to prevent you from looking. You rolled your eyes and you sat back on your chair, releasing a sigh of defeat.
Few minutes pass by and you try to keep your attention on your homework, having to re-read the question multiple times due to your mind drifting away while reading. You glanced over at Ni-ki again, and he was no longer blocking you from seeing his work.
It didn't work when you tried to see his work, so why not take it from him..?
You couldn't help but to smirk at the clever idea you thought of, slowly leaning towards him before snatching the paper from him. He immediately let out a loud gasp and snapped his head at you, attempting to snatch it back from you.
You laughed out loud as you turned your back to him, trying to read all of his answers before he manages to snatch his work back. Ni-ki kept trying to snatch it but your back was facing him, making it impossible for him, and as you were about to finish reading his answers, he stood behind you, his body hovering over yours and his arms taking his paper back into his hands from both sides.
Your giggles slowly start to die down as you look behind you, noticing the close proximity between you and Ni-ki. His back was pressed up all against you, and his face were mere inches away from yours, and as you felt your heart skip a beat, you immediately pushed him away.
"Seriously? You steal my paper and now you push me away?" he grumbled, glaring at you before sitting back on his chair. Your mind quickly recalled the proximity you and Ni-ki had just a few seconds ago, causing your heart rate to pick up the pace and blood to rush to the tip of your ears.
You shot a displeased look at him, retorting back, "It's not that hard to share your answers!". He simply rolled his eyes and continued to do his work after sitting back down. There were a few giggles from the others, clearly enjoying the bickering that was happening in front of them, it was like their form of entertainment, but afterwards the room grew silent again.
The silence helped you to realise the pace your heart was beating at, your chest feeling like it was going to burst. You blink repetitively, feeling confused as to why you were feeling that way. You once again recalled the moment when you and Ni-ki was at close proximity, causing your breathing accelerated and your face to feel hot.
What was this feeling?
Why were you feeling this way?
Why does it feel so weird..?
You cleared your throat as you took a waterbottle in front of you into your hands, gulping it down in hopes to make this unusual feeling go away before you heard another loud voice again.
"That's mine!" Ni-ki's voice called out again, and you quickly gain back consciousness, glancing at the bottle you were holding and confirming that it was, indeed, Ni-ki's bottle before you gasp and quickly place it down on the table. You looked at Ni-ki with widened eyes, your eyes blinking repetitively in confusion as he flashed you another disapproving look.
"Seriously, what's going on with you today?" he grumbled and snatched his bottle, placing it to his side which was out of reach to you. He was right though, what was going on with you today? You pouted, feeling guilty as you tried to think about all the reasons why you acted that way. "Sorry.." you apologised.
"That's a first." Ni-ki stated, his tone remaining strict as you rolled your eyes at his sarcastic comment. You looked up at the boys sat in front of you and realised all 3 of them were watching you and Ni-ki, giggling at you two were bickering.
It wasn't new that you and Ni-ki bichered, but it never failed to be entertaining. "Gosh, 3 of you, just do your work." you said, shaking your head and giving them an annoyed look.
You sat back on your chair, staring into blank space and completely disregarding the loud environment around you as conversations emerged from all corners of the room. You hated how majority of the conversations were about Biology, especially since the exams were coming up. The fact that you have to hear it even before class gave you a major headache, and it immediately brought your energy level down.
"Someone's already unhappy," a voice spoke out, sounds of the chair beside you being dragged as you noticed a figure sit themselves down beside you. You turned to the figure and realised it was Ni-ki. The smug expression plastered all over his face didn't go unnoticed by you, giving you the desire to remove that expression from his face with your own hands. "Someone's already being a nuisance," you shot back.
He chuckled, enjoying how it was clearly evident that you were ticked off. "Did you manage to get that paper done?" he questioned, but it came off as a taunt to you. "Oh shut up.." you rolled your eyes.
He chuckled before leaning in closer to you, "Don't want the answers?". Your face lit up and you turned your body to him, completely sold to the idea of him giving the answers to you. "Please!" you begged, holding your hands up with your palms against each other.
The corner of his mouth curved up, realising how much power he has in this situation, and he folded his arms while slouching onto the chair, "You can't just get things for free, right?". You looked at him in disbelief. Was he seriously going to play like this?
The thought of smacking him and arguing with him again seemed ideal, but you actually needed the answers, so for once you gave in. "What do you want?".
"How about..." Ni-ki dragged his words, holding his chin as he looked at the ceiling to think. You felt yourself growing impatient as he continued to hum.
"A kiss on the cheek?"
"HUH?!"
Your face instantly grew red, your mouth agape as you looked at him with widened eyes. Your heart rate could be felt increasing, and it felt almost as if your chest was going to burst. You blinked at him repetitively in confusion, and he looked at you with a confused expression from your loud reaction.
Ni-ki cleared his throat, "I.. was just joking..". He scratched his neck and looked away, clearly not expecting your reaction and only now realising his joke.
"The c-cafe! Treat me to the cafe later, got it?!" he pointed at you, the apples of his cheek slightly tinted with a hint of pink. Still in a state of shock, you slowly nodded and he could be seen taking out the paper from his bag, loudly placing it down on your table before going on his phone and scrolling, so obviously feeling awkward at the situation.
You slowly took your eyes off of him, pushing your chair in and straightening your posture before you started to copy his answers. Your hands were quite wobbly as you read Ni-ki's answers and wrote it down, but the moment from a few seconds ago not failing to stay in your head. Why would he ask such a question?
Right after the class, he immediately dashed out without uttering a word, leaving you in a state of shock. Yesterday you were out of it and today was his turn. You scoffed as you took your own time to pack your stuff since you didn't have a noisy being that was usually nagging at you to quicken up.
The classroom started to quitetten down as students start to leave to have their lunch. As you hung your bag around your shoulder, you probably like the 4th last person to leave. You huffed out, feeling irritated at the thought that Ni-ki just left you alone without saying a word, and you immediately started walking out of the classroom.
He wants to leave you stranded? Okay. Fine. You won't find him until he finds you like a helpless puppy. He wants to play like this? Sure.
You had finished grabbing a packet of bread from the cafeteria and immediately made your way to the benches, where you and Ni-ki always ate together until you heard voices at the front of the field.
"What do you think about her?".
The voices were muffled and you couldn't care less, continuing your way until you heard a familiar voice.
"What the hell are you talking about?!" the familiar voice sounded, their tone sounding flustered and irritated.
You immediately stop your tracks and held your breath, focusing on hearing their conversation and interested in the juicy details.
"Who else, Y/N of course!"
Your heart immediately stopped hearing your name, your eyes widening and your jaw dropping all at once.
Now you must really listen and get all the juicy details about your maybe.. secret admirer. You were still flabbergasted but you immediately recovered, wanting to see who was talking about you. You hid behind a bush, peeking your head out just so you could see who they were.
Your eyes squint as you try to make out who it was and.. oh....
"She's weird as hell, 'kay?! She's always been weird but lately, it's just- more!" Ni-ki ranted, his entire face sour as he spoke about her.
Your chest tightened and your stomach felt queesy as you learn how Ni-ki talked about you behind your back. Typically, you'd barge into the conversation by now and punch Ni-ki for shit talking you like that, but this time you felt different.
This time you'd wish that he'd talk nicely about you for once.
You'd stealthily leave, not wanting to hear more of their conversation as your entire mood shifted. You'd found acquintances back in the cafeteria and lucky enough, they were kind to let you eat with them. Everyone was a bit skeptical because you weren't with Ni-ki as usual, but they remained silent, sensing the tension.
You wanted to run away and go home immediately, but here you were, sitting in the cafe just as you promised Ni-ki earlier. He didn't give you a chance to run away since he immediately grabbed your wrist before you could make a move. You wanted to excuse yourself but he brought up the fact he did a favour for you by letting you copy him — hence, you couldn't just run away.
He sat down across you, setting a tray with only his drink since you refused to get a drink of your own, not wanting to get comfortable with him. Your irritated expression didn't go unnoticed, and when you glared at him then rolled your eyes, he immediately snapped back.
"What's your problem?"
You scoffed, smirking as you rolled your eyes again. "What's my problem? I could ask you the same".
"Dude, I literally have no clue what you're talking about—"
"Oh, like remember how you just left me in the classroom?"
He seemed a bit stunned, but there was this guilty look on his face.
"Okay I'm sorry for tha—"
"Or when you called me 'weird as hell'? I'm sorry that I've been weirder lately!" you interrupted, your tone sarcastic.
"You heard that?!"
"Well no shit I heard you talk behind my back proudly!"
His tensed up face relaxed slightly. "Wait, that's all you heard?"
"Well what else was I supposed to hear?! What else about me were you planning to insult? My face, huh?"
He heaved a sigh of relief, "Thank God..".
"Excuse me? What the fuck are you thanking God for?"
"No! I-" he seemed loss for words. "It's not like that, okay? Just- forget about it".
"You're unbelievable," you sighed loudly, taking his drink and sipping from it, looking out the window and missing his flustered expression.
He knew you wouldn't talk to him unless he lit your mood up immediately, so he suggested a solution within a snap. "I'll pay. Order your own drink, I'll pay".
Your eyes immediately lit up at his suggestion, your eyes suddenly filled again with so much life.
"Even for your drink?"
"Even for my drink."
You licked your lips and after you set his drink down on the table, you pointed your finger at him. "You.. Next time you talk shit about me, say it to my face, kay?!".
He nodded, not wanting to anger you further. "Okay, fine". He sheepishly watched you, mumbling in a soft voice, "Sorry..".
You puffed your cheeks at him and pouted, your heart fluttering as you saw his guilty expression. Oh my god, it was that feeling again. You snapped your neck the other direction and brushed him off, "Whatever".
You clasped your hands together, feeling elated. "Exams are finally over!" you announced, earning cheers and claps from the others. You jumped onto the couch beside Jaeyun and immediately got comfortable, a wave of relief washing over you — no more thinking about grades, exams, studies at least for a while.
"Guys, we have to do something," Jaeyun suggested, leaning forward while steepling his hands, looking at everyone as he invited for hangout ideas.
"Arcade!" Jungwon recommended.
"We already do that," Ni-ki shot.
"Camping?" Sunghoon voiced.
"Yeah nah, no way," Jake answered with slight fear in his voice.
"How 'bout swimming?" Jake recommended.
Ni-ki frowned and shook his hands, "We should do something that isn't some one-day thing".
"A trip". You slammed your hands on your thighs and stood up, "A trip. Staycation. How 'bout that?"
Everyone looked at each other and nodded in agreement, an expression of amusement taking over. Ni-ki teased, "You're finally using your head for once, huh?".
You raised your fist and you shot a glare, earning a giggle from Ni-ki. Jake ignored the two of you, "Should we invite other people?".
Jungwon who sat beside Jake nudged his shoulder and smirked, "Like.. that girl friend group you kept eyeing?".
Jake's eyes immediately widen, and he started to shake his head and wave his hands, "N-no!". He denies it but everyone can see through him from the way the tip of his ears turns red.
You rested your arms on your hips and looked at Jake, giving him a doubtful look. Everyone else followed suit, their expressions filled with doubtfulness and mockery. Jake, out of peer pressure, confessed, "Okay, yes, fine! I do mean them".
Everyone snickered in victory, enjoying his flustered state.
You teased, "Invite them — the more the merrier, right?".
Walking into the resort, you let out a sound of amusement as you take in the view. There was a swimming pool and a jacuzzi side by side, a big kitchen and stairs leading to the second and third floor, probably where all the sleeping rooms were. There was a beach near your resort, making this place the paradise for everyone.
Someone nudged your shoulder and your head snapped up, seeing the iconic mischevious smile on Ni-ki's face. Your chest tightened at how close he was, but you cleared your throat then glared at him.
"One day, I'll kill you," you threatened and he simply laughed. He patted your head making you hitch your breath, "You can try". Your cheeks heated up slightly, and you stuck your tongue out at him.
"Huaah! No way!" Jake cheered as he entered later than you, breaking the banter between you and Ni-ki. You looked back and grinned, feeling proud about your friend's success.
"This shit's amazing, thank God you invited us Jake!" Sabrina gazed into Jake's eyes, a bright smile plastered all over her face.
You glanced back at Ni-ki, both of you giving a knowing gaze at each other and chuckling together. You stopped as you entered the building, checking out the place. Your eyes eventually wander back to Ni-ki and you gulped, feeling nervous that you were on a trip with him.
For some reason, a part of you wanted you to grab his hand to hold him, and the thought of it was torturing you because your heart wanted to explode and you also didn't want to make things weird. You bit your lip as your eyes stared at his hand, and just as you were about to reach out, Ni-ki was nudged forward by someone clinging to his side.
"Ni-ki! Doesn't this place look great?" Nao exclaimed as she held onto his arms, giving him puppy eyes. You immediately pulled your hand back, biting your lips as you realise your chance had slipped away.
"Mm, yeah it does," Ni-ki responds, smiling at her and making you feel awkward, making you puff up your cheeks. You almost felt like you were the third wheel, so you immediately turned around, in hopes that there would be someone to talk to — and to your luck, there was a wandering Sunoo.
You immediately walked up to him and conversed with him, trying to ignore Nao and Ni-ki.
Throughout the entire day, Nao and Ni-ki sticked together, and the bare thought of it made you feel queesy in the stomach.
Whatever. He must be happier with her, right?
During dinner, you sat beside Sunoo, but for some reason, you were laughing more, giggling more, playfully slapping Sunoo more as you two talked. You didn't usually act like this, and it was making you puzzled. And for some reason, you kept eye-ing Nao and Ni-ki, trying to see how they were going and also wishing on their downfall.
You didn't know why you were suddenly acting weird. Probably because this was your first proper trip with your friends, right?
Throughout the entire night, though you kept taking glances at Nao and Ni-ki, everytime Ni-ki wanted to talk or get close to you, you came up with an excuse every single time, saying that you need to talk to Sunoo, or use the toilet or whatever.
You felt irritated at him, feeling the urge to just slap him, but you also didn't know why. You knew he had a punchable and slappable face, but this urge was uncalled for.
Luckily for you, you had a 100% rate in avoiding him. You sighed as you pulled the covers up to your face, staring at the ceiling of the dark room. Dozing off was what you wanted, but your mind was racing with thoughts.
Was Nao a better best friend than you?
Is she more fun?
Does he like her more?
You screamed into your pillow and kicked your legs, feeling overstimulated by all these thoughts. You threw your head onto the pillow, closing your eyes. Lucky for you, you got room to yourself so you could do this all you wanted.
With your face on the pillow, you tried to focus on your breathing and clear your mind until you heard your door click. You immediately froze as if you'd been caught doing a crime and you held your breath.
You'd thought that it was a burglar who broke in and was targetting you, so when you felt a tap on your shoulder, you flipped yourself to your back and screamed.
The person immediately panicked at your scream, using their hand to cover your mouth. "What's wrong with you?!" a familiar voice complained.
You stop screaming as you realise the person was someone you knew, and you try to make out their features until you realise..
"Do you want to wake the rest or what?!" Ni-ki whisper-shouted.
You immediately calmed down, looking into Ni-ki's eyes. When you processed that Ni-ki was actually here, you suddenly realise how close he was. How he was slightly hovering over you, covering your mouth with his hand and how close his face was.
At the moment of realisation, you pushed him away by instinct, causing his butt to hit the floor. "Ow! What was that for?!" he whisper-shouted once again.
"You were too close!" you replied, also whisper-shouting. You could hear ruffling sounds as he stood back on his feet, supporting himself with his arm as he hovered over the bed to look at you, "You're such a dimwit, you know that?".
"God, do you ever have anything nice to say?" you rolled your eyes, but he didn't catch it because of the darkness.
He sighed as he held himself back from arguing with you. He inhaled as he spoke up, "You and me, let's go".
Confusion took over your face as you try to process his question. You sat up on the bed as you looked up at him. "What are you talking about?'".
"Just- follow me, damnit!" he held your hand as he tugged your arm, signalling you to get off the bed and follow him.
You pursed your lips as you felt his hand holding yours, and you get off the bed, allowing him to drag you.
The house was dark, the area only being lit up from the light of the street light entering through the windows. He was bringing you down the stairs, still holding onto your hand and you pouted your lips.
This was a weird experience, but you weren't complaining.
Since it was dark, you couldn't really see, and you missed a step causing you to slip. Ni-ki immediately turned around and caught you, "Woah there!".
Your arms were rested against his chest as he had his hands on your waist to give you support. "Are you okay?" he asked. and you were almost surprised that he wasn't insulting you or saying anything like "Are you blind?".
You looked down, "Yeah.. Sorry".
You both stepped back, and you almost wished you didn't say anything because you enjoyed his warmth so much, but before you could regret anything, he held your hand again and continued to drag you, being more slow and cautious to prevent anymore falls.
Your heart was beating so fast it could almost jump out of your heart. You could hear your own pulse in your ears and you were thankful that it was dark, because you could physically feel your face heat up.
As he dragged you near the entrance of the resort, you two put on your slippers and he brought you out. You two are immediately met with the cool wind of the night, the wind blowing your hair.
None of you said anything, secretly enjoying each other's presence though you two wouldn't admit it.
You clenched your fist as you grew more nervous. You weren't nervous that Ni-ki was going to kill you or whatever — you were nervous because it was just him. Just him and you, and you two were holding hands. His pace hastened up, almost like he had a clear destination in his head, and you simply followed, not wanting to say anything in fear of making things awkward.
You took more steps, unsure where you were going but you trusted him. You continued walking until you felt the texture of the ground you were walking on change, sand immediately getting on your feet and slippers.
He continued to drag you, the sound of the ocean waves becoming clearer and the view of the water coming closer. The moonlight made the ocean look so pretty, and this was a view you loved so much.
"Check this out," he finally spoke, breaking the silence between the two of you. He continued, "You mentioned once you wanted to see the ocean in the beach in the middle of the night..".
He cleared his throat, continuing further, "So here we are".
You remained silent, completely moonstruck by the view as you watched how the waves flowed, and hearing your silence, he was about to nag you for not thanking him until he saw your dazed look. He sighed, taking your dazed look as a 'thank-you', "You're welcome".
"You remembered,"
"What?"
"You remembered that I said that.."
He smiled, "Why else would I bring you here?".
"You have good memory huh? For someone who has a small brain," you teased, giggling.
"Okay, sure, whatever," he rolled his eyes.
You continued, "Gosh, do you really have good memory?".
"Duh! I'm smart!" he boasted.
"Then what did I say to you when we first met?"
"You called me all the vulgarities God knew. What a foul mouth you have," he sighed, looking at the waves as he reminicsed.
"You remember that too? I remember you couldn't even tell me how you and Sunghoon met, y'know?!".
"Me and Sunghoon just happened, 'kay?! Besides, I remember important things only," he muttered.
You raised your eyebrows, warmth filling your chest, "Are you calling me important?".
Ni-ki scoffed, "Don't flatter yourself".
You'd ended up telling Sunoo everything. From when you realised you felt weird about him, to how he brought you to see the waves last night. You almost exploded bottling everything up, but you felt like you could trust him, so you told him everything. He listened earnestly, willing to give you advice.
"From this, I feel like.."
You looked at him attentively, anticipating to his words.
"You like him. Love even," he broke the news and you shouted in shock, causing him to cover your mouth with his hands.
"No way! Me?! Loving that dork?! As if!" you denied as he lowered his hands, feeling your cheeks heat up as you grew more irritated for an unknown reason.
"You can believe what you wanna — but you definitely love him".
You pouted as your chest tightened, the weird feeling coming in again as you thought about him.
You? Loving Ni-ki?
I dunno...
Maybe.
Loud conversation and laughter filled the room as everyone sat in a circle, a glass bottle in the centre spinning. Everyone exclaimed in suspense, watching the bottle slow down till it eventually lands on Nao.
"Nao!" everyone called, and you pursed your lips, your gaze looking at Ni-ki to see how he reacted to Nao being called. He was smiling brightly as he watched her, making your heart crack a bit.
"Nao, truth or dare!" Sabrina asked.
"Err, I'm not ready yet... so truth for now!" Nao answered.
Jake immediately shot with the basic question, "Do you have a crush on anyone?".
She looked hesitant to answer, but she eventually did.
"Yes".
Upon hearing her response, everyone started a teasing chant towards her, making her cheeks go red. You were staring at Ni-ki, knowing that he was probably the one that she liked until he looked back at you.
You immediately broke eye contact, feeling awkward as you tried to pretend like you weren't just staring at him. Nao nervously glanced at him before she spinned the bottle in the middle.
Everyone exclaimed again in suspense, watching the bottle speed up and slow down, and it eventually stops on..
You.
Oh no.
"Y/N! Truth or dare!" Jungwon asked this time, and you gave a weak smile.
"Truth".
Nao shot without wasting a second, "Do you like anyone in this room right now?".
The question caught you off-guard, making you cough on your saliva as you looked around to see everyone's curious gazes on you. You'd caught a bit of Ni-ki's calm behaviour, feeling scared that if you answered you'd somehow reveal your feelings for him.
You nervously looked at Sunoo, and he gave you a reassuring nod, silently encouraging you.
"Y-yeah, yes I do".
Everyone in the room cheered. Everyone except you, Sunoo who already knows who it is, Nao who has a gist and also Ni-ki himself.
"Flip up your papers now and see what number you got! There will be another person in the room who got the same number and you two would have to spend New Years Eve together!" Jake announced.
You did so, and you saw a big "4". You looked around the room, seeing everyone's reaction to their numbers.
Jake continued, "Nuh uh, but no saying what number you got! Breaks the surprise, y'know?!".
Everyone groaned and started to complain, and you simply remained quiet, only hoping that you didn't get Nao.
But obviously you were wishing for one person.
You folded your arms, tapping your feet as you stared into blank space, the loud atmospehre of the streets keeping you awake as you waited for your partner. Jake had announced meeting areas for the specific numbers, and right now you were just patiently waiting until the other person who got "4" arrived.
You heard footsteps approaching you from behind, and before you turned around, you mentally prayed to every god that is wasn't Nao. You inhaled and held your breath, turning your body around to reveal who it was.
"Y/N?" Sunoo called, his eyebrows slightly raising, and though there was a part of you that felt disappointed, you also felt relieved that it was Sunoo out of all people.
"Sunoo?" you smiled, feeling thankful. You sputtered out an obvious question, "What are you doing here?".
He replied, "Well, someone needed help coming here because he insisted he'd get 'lost'".
Your eyebrows raised in confusion at his answer, not knowing what he meant as you heard more footsteps behind Sunoo. You peeked over Sunoo's shoulder and saw Ni-ki walking towards the two of you. Your eyes widened and you immediately straightened yourself.
You whisper-shouted, "Are you for real? He's my partner?!".
He gave you a smug look, "Have fun", then leaning into your ear, "Make the most out of it".
Your face immediately redenned and you pushed Sunoo away, earning chuckles from him as he stepped away and centred himself between you and Ni-ki, who set to a stop in front of you.
"Here's your location, and your partner," Sunoo announced, looking at Ni-ki.
Ni-ki was staring at you, probably feeling as stunned as you. "You're telling me I have to spend my New Years with this.. dork?!".
"Excuse me?! You're the even bigger dork!"
"Says the one who almost woke everyone up a while ago!".
Your bickering was instantly placed to a halt when Sunoo firmly grasped each of your shoulders, leaning forward and speaking in an almost.. threatening tone. "I'm not responsible for any of you if you two die or end up in a situation".
You two gulped as you felt the tension in Sunoo's voice, not wanting to irritate him further. You froze as if the sound of your breathing could annoy him. Seeing that the two of you complied after a period of silence, he released the grip on your shoulders and flashed an innocent smile, almost as if he didn't threaten the two of you just a second ago.
"Now I have to find my partner and I might be late because of a certain someone," Sunoo shot a glare at Ni-ki, who was awkwardly avoiding eye contact and scratching his neck.
His smile returned and he greeted before leaving, "Okay, bye guys!".
When Sunoo left, the two of you were left in a state of shock.
"That dude's kinda scary...." Ni-ki commented, his facial expression as if he had just seen a ghost.
"Y-yeah.. I never knew he was like that," you added on, feeling slightly traumatised.
You'd hope that the normal you was out, being able to converse with him before you discovered the fact that you had feelings for him, but luck wasn't on your side. You were constantly thinking through before you spoke, only saying the filtered out words, making you seem painfully awkward.
You two were holding ice cream that you bought from the food trucks at the side of the streets, and you both were walking side by side down the streets.
"Isn't this flavour great?" Ni-ki questioned.
"Y-yeah. Love it," you stammered, mentally cursing yourself for it as you bit your lip.
Ni-ki stopped and sighed, making you stop walking as well.
"Are you kidding me?" he shot and you immediately felt confused.
"I literally got you vanilla. The flavour you hated? And you didn't even curse me out, or even point it out?! Now you're saying you love it?" Ni-ki ranted, obviously feeling over it with your unusualness.
You immediately snap back to reality and look at your ice cream cone, and eventually confirmed that it was vanilla, and you indeed had a strong hatred for vanilla. You immediately screamed and drop your ice cream cone, the ice cream splattering on the ground and your gaze averted to him with widened eyes.
"Gosh, are you finally back?" he squatted down and picked up your cone, taking out tissues from his sling bag to clean up your mess as much as he can. You remained silent, afraid that anything you said would've given you away.
He'd finished up cleaning your mess as he stood back up, looking at you with a sour expression as he held up your dropped ice cream cone and the dirty tissues that were soaked in vanilla ice cream. You nervously glanced away and he only sighed.
"Was I not the partner you wanted? Is that why you're like this?".
"Absolutely not!" you shot back immediately. "It's just.." you tried to find words to explain yourself without giving yourself away, "you look really ugly right now".
He scoffed, but instead of continuing the banter with him, he only sighed and patted your head, "There she is, welcome back".
You looked into his eyes and saw his soft gaze, causing your heart to skip a beat. You immediately frowned and sucked one side of your cheek, turning your body away from him. "You're so annoying".
"And you're weird as fuck. This is exactly why I 'shit-talked' you that day," he giggled.
"Hey! That was really mean!"
It was about an hour left before the New Years, and you'd eventually relaxed around Ni-ki, returning back to your usual self though there was this lingering feeling that made your chest tighten that you tried to brush away desperately.
You noticed Ni-ki to your right looking at the city lights, admiring the view as a big smile was plastered across his face. You softly smiled to yourself, pulling out your phone camera before snapping a photo of him, not realising that your phone would've made a loud 'click!' sound. Ni-ki immediately snaps his neck towards you, realising your antics as you immediately giggle and turn your back on him, making it harder for him to get your phone.
"Hey! That was my bad side!" he whined, trying to grab the phone from you, and you only looked at the photo in awe as you continue giggling, enjoying his reactions.
"What're you talking about? You look really handsome here," you commented, not realising you said that out loud. He was immediately shunned, not believing his ears as you continued to analyse the photo. You continue, "Say, you've never had someone take these types of photos for you right?".
He immediately steps back, clearing his throat and trying to hide the blush on his cheeks, "Yeah, no.."
You looked up at him, "'Cause you never had a girlfriend, right?!".
He immediately rolled his eyes as you struck a sensitive part of his heart, his ego being slightly shattered as you bring up the fact. "Whatever," he brushed off.
"Wait, seriously?! I was joking, y'know?!"
"You've literally been my best friend my entire life how do you not know?"
"I've always seen girls hit on you and you hang out with them, y'know?! Were you not dating them?!".
"Do you see me hang out with them more than 2 times?!"
You were immediately silenced as you tried to recall the moments that he did hang out with the other girls, and no, he definitely did not hang out with any of them more than 2 times.
"That's right!" he continued, standing his point.
"I just assumed you kept it a secret 'cos you were shy and—"
"I never keep secrets!" he huffed out and you could tell me was more irritated than usual. "What about you, huh?! You have a crush on someone and you never told me?!"
"HUH?!?!" you yell out, thinking you were caught.
He continued, "Don't act dumb! During that truth or dare you admitted it!".
You sighed in relief, feeling thankful that he didn't catch on, "Thank God..".
"The fuck you thanking God for?!" he spat. You remained quiet as you observed him place his hands on his hips and take small steps in a circle to soothe his anger, "You're unbelievable".
A part of you was afraid, but a part of you wanted to confess. To express yourself. To tell him all your secrets. But you were so afraid that you'd ruin everything. You were so afraid that he wouldn't feel the same way and reject you.
But, the part of you wanting to confess became bigger, seeing how he was so desperate to find out who your crush was.
You closed your eyes and sighed, your heart thumping as you made your final decision. "I'll tell you on New Years".
"What?" his head immediately shot up.
"New Years. During the countdown. I'll tell you".
He scoffed, "Finally, you're being a decent human being for once".
"Says you?!" you immediately felt taken aback, placing your fists in a fighting stance, ready to punch him and almost regretting that this was the very person that you loved.
There was 5 minutes until the New Years, and you two were sitting on a bench at the park, patiently waiting until it was time. You sat there, feeling like your heart was going to explode as you come to a realisation that you were going to confess. Confess your feelings to your very best friend, and you were enjoying his company before it could all possibly change for the worst.
You kicked your legs in the air, leaning forward as your palms layed flat on the bench, blowing out air from your puffed out cheeks as you tried to calm yourself down.
It was gonna be okay, right? It's just a simple 'I like you', right?
"Y'know you can just say it now, right?" Ni-ki complained.
"Shut up!" you snapped, wishing you liked someone more tolerable like Sunoo. You commented, "You're so annoying, and I hope you know that".
"Thanks for the constant reassurance, Y/N, I hear that from you everyday," he scoffed.
You two continued to banter until he interrupted you, "Shut up! The countdown is starting!".
You choked out, not being ready to confess your very feelings.
"10.. 9.."
Fuck fuck fuck, you weren't ready!
"8.. 7.."
Fuck it. Fuck it!
"6.. 5.."
You didn't even have time to plan how you were going to say it!
Y'know what?
"4.. 3.." you chanted alongside with him, "Actually, y'know what? Fuck it! I like you!".
And as you finished your sentence, the fireworks immediately went off, the bright colours lighting up the dark sky. Loud cheers and celebrations that can be heard from the city near your park and you simply sighed, feeling the weight in your chest finally being released after God-knows-how-long. You stared at the fireworks, watching how it explodes, splits to smaller sparks, feeling his gaze at you.
"Ni-ki, look, the fireworks".
"You mean that?" he asked out of the blue, his tone serious as you turned to look at him. His face was stern and unreadable. You couldn't tell if he was happy, or disgusted, or whatever.
"What do you think? You think I say that for fun?" your tone was light and fun, feeling relieved you finally let it out.
"Just answer the question, damnit!" he snarled, making you feel taken-aback.
"Okay, yes, fine! I like you! I said it. I mean it. What, are you not happy? What, are you gunna reject me, huh?!" you spilled out your thoughts as you snapped back at him, feeling irritated that he was reacting this way. What was his deal?!
He sighed and leaned back on the bench. "Do you ever wonder why I haven't dated any of the girls you mentioned?".
"C'mon, if you're gunna reject me just directly say—"
"Because I like you!"
Features of shock immediately took over your face, not believing what you were hearing. He.. liked.. you?
"I liked you the entire damn time! Even before we became close, okay?!" he ranted, his voice sounding desperate as he confessed to you.
"Remember that time I was 'shit-talking' you in the field?! Thankfully you missed out on the part where I said I liked you!" he continued, his anger spilling out.
You couldn't believe what you were hearing. He liked you. He liked you back. He felt the same way about you. You were silent as you stared at him feeling apalled. Finding all of this amusing and not knowing how to respond, you broke into a soft chuckle.
"What's so funny?! What, now are you rejecting me?!"
"Dork," you teased.
"What?"
"You're a dork. A dork for me," you teased further and you watched as his face grew red.
"You never know how to shut your mouth!"
This was the last thing you expected, but the best outcome that could've played out. You walked beside Ni-ki, hand in hand as you noticed the lively atmosphere of the crowd since it was the new year. He held your hand tightly and pulled you closer to him as you both try to make way through the crowd, instinctively guarding you as someone gets too close.
"Protective over me, huh?" you teased, enjoying how flustered he gets.
"I will literally leave you right here if you say another word," he shot a glare at you, the tips of his ears turning to a light shade of pink.
"It's okay, I like the way your hand feels on mine," you smirked, watching how he looks away and purses his lips, clearly trying to act nonchalant.
"Whatever you want," he clears his throat and straightens his posture, softly tugging at your hand before continuing to walk again.
As you two continued walking, you spotted another ice cream food truck and you immediately pulled on his hand, "Look, another ice cream truck!".
"Do you want another one?" he asked, knowing you'd already say yes.
"Yup!". At the sound of your approval, he was about to start walking to the truck but you stood in front of him.
"Nuh uh, I'll get this myself, I feel bad that you paid and cleaned up my ice crem earlier, so I'll do it," you insisted, feeling ashamed and not wanting to burden him further.
"No I'll—"
"No. You stay." your voice fierce and stern, causing Ni-ki to nod in compliance and quietten down.
You smiled before patting his shoulder and making a turn for the truck.
He mumbled to himself, "God, is Sunoo and her siblings or something..?".
He folded his arms, tapping his feet as he looked around the area, subconsciously searching for your figure which was nowhere to be found. He sucked his inner cheek as he grew more nervous, wondering why you were taking so long to just get ice cream. He sighed as he started to make a move towards the ice cream shop, his eyes wandering in search for you but to no avail.
He slowly started to panic more, his pace hastening as he approached the ice cream truck owner, "Have you seen a beautiful girl in a black hoodie?".
"Oh, the lady who bought chocolate ice cream? Yeah she was—"
"Where is she?" Ni-ki tapped his feet repetitively, feeling the panic rise. The shop owner seemed slightly stunned, but raised his finger to point to a direction, "There, I think".
Ni-ki gave a quick nod and eyebrow raise before going to the said direction, constantly turning his head and bumping people in search for you. His breathing rate started to accelerate as he started overthinking about things that could've happened to you. He started to jog, and as soon as he was about to call out for you, he heard it.
Your laugh.
He turned his head to the same direction and he spotted you. In his eyes, it was almost like a spotlight was shone directly at you from the way his eyes focused on you and you only. Ni-ki stared at you with his jaw dropped as he watched you laugh to another girl, the melody of your laugh sounding like music to his ears.
He was rooted to his spot, completely in awe as his gaze was locked on you. You weren't even doing anything, you were just laughing, wearing your stupid black hoodie and being the dork you were, but it made his head spin.
If only you knew how you made him feel.
People bumped his shoulder, making their way past him and he simply stood there before you felt his stare and you turned around, forming eye contact through the crowd of people.
Your eyes crinkled while you beamed as you raised your hand, "Ni-ki! Over here!".
Ni-ki was immediately brought back to reality, his eyes wandering as he finally realised what was happening around him. He cleared his throat and made way to you and the other girl.
As he arrived, he wrapped his arm around your shoulders and looked at the other girl. He frowned, finding her familiar as he leaned forward, trying to get a better look at her as he tried to recall where he saw her.
"Jake's girl?!" his jaw dropped and his head leaned forward as he felt flabbergasted that Sabrina was here as well.
"I-is that my nickname now?" Sabrina giggled, covering her mouth with her hand, finding the whole situation amusing. "Jake and I was here and I just so happened to spot Y/N," she continued.
"Is that Niks and Y/N?!" a voice emerged from behind Sabrina, and a guy's hand snaked around Sabrina's waist, revealing Jake who's hair was slightly messed up from how the wind was blowing.
"Jake!" you greeted, feeling ecstatic that there was more of you. You continued while giggling, "Happy New Year, lovebirds".
Jake broke eye contact and his gaze started wandering around, giving it away that he was flustered and Sabrina simply cackled, "We're not the only ones, right?". She eyed you and Ni-ki, her eyebrows wiggling as she observed how he pulled you close to him.
Ni-ki glanced at you to see how you'd respond and you immediately rolled your eyes, "This dumbass hasn't asked yet, but he's such a big dork for me".
He gasped, "Me? A dumbass AND a dork? Seriously you have something in your head!".
"You too have something in your head!" you shot back, "And it's me~".
"God, one day I'll tape your mouth shut!"
You and Ni-ki continued to bicker, and Jake and Sabrina looked at each other, exchanging smug and knowing looks and shrugged, knowing your whole situation and predicting everything from the start of the trip.
You jumped onto your bed, laying on your back as you stared at the ceiling. You'd return from the trip almost a week ago, and you thought that you could do more trips or have more outings with the rest but everyone else was busy. You shifted a pillow below your head, taking your phone from the edge of your bed and hoping to see that one name but to no avail.
Jungwon was tutoring students as a part time job.
Sunghoon was working part time at a diner.
Jake had other plans — well — with Sabrina.
Sunoo was busy preparing for the next semester already.
And Ni-ki? There wasn't really a reason. At least not one of you could figure it out.
After processing that you and your best friend had taken the next step, everything started to kick in. You were afraid of what was going to happen. Was he going to ask you out? Will he keep things casual? Will you and him still be normal friends?
You didn't contact him at all, in hopes that he'd initiate first, but it was the same for him. No texts, no calls, not even invites to games or the arcade.
You were starting to regret everything. If you hadn't confessed, would you and him be how it was like?
Your mind flashed to the time he confessed.
'Because I like you! I liked you the entire damn time! Even before we became close, okay?!'
You flipped to your stomach and screamed to your pillow, feeling your heart race and your thoughts go everywhere. You couldn't stop thinking about him and it was driving you insane.
He did say he liked you back, but was he really being serious? Did he say that in the heat of moment or to please you? You didn't know. And the fact that you two weren't communicating was driving you nuts.
You exhaled, giving up trying to think things through and you slowly felt your sanity slip away. You were about to slip into unconsciousness until you heard loud knocks on your window. You froze, thinking that there was a burglar.
You pushed yourself off the bed, staring out of the dark window as your hand rummaged through your table, holding anything that could defend you which was apparently a hair straightener.
You slowly approached the window, taking quiet and cautious steps as you frowned, watching the window. You opened the window and saw a wild Ni-ki, causing you to yell but he immediately shut you up by slapping a small snip of tape on your mouth. It was almost as if he'd predicted this and prepared to shut you up.
You peered at him, remaining rooted to your bedroom floor as you froze, not knowing what to do and not being able to say anything.. literally.
You sighed and you relaxed, letting the hair straightener fall to your side and you rip out the tape from your mouth, slightly hissing from the rip. Lifting up the tape beside your face, "Seriously? Tape?".
He giggled, "I did say I'd shut you up with tape one time, did I not?".
You glared at him and he slowly peeked behind him, gripping onto the side of your window tighter, "C-can you let me in? I might fall any second..".
"I might just kick you".
He sat on your carpet, his legs crossed as you sat on the edge of your bed, your arms folded as you frowned your brows at him. "What're doing here, huh?" you interrogated him, his appearance being so sudden it almost irritated you.
"I wanted to see you," he replied honestly.
You waved your hands towarrds him, "No, nah, nuh-uh, don't give me that bullshit — it makes me nervous". You continued, "Don't you have a curfew?".
"Well, I can't get into trouble if my mom doesn't know I'm out, right?" he snickered, feeling like he was the coolest person in the world and you scoffed, rolling your eyes.
"You're ridiculous," you spat, pulling yourself in more towards the bed as you layed down, your back resting against the headboard. "What do you want? I know you're not just here to piss me off," you gnarled.
"Look, I know why you're pissed, okay? I came here to talk about it," he calmly informs you, his big doe eyes pleading you to cool off.
You remained silent for a second before you huffed out, sitting up straight. He requested, "Can you sit in front of me, please?".
You whined, trying to negotiate that you and him can just talk like this but he insisted, so you eventually requested, "Get on my bed".
He nods and he complies, sitting on your bed with his legs crossed, directly opposite of you. You stared at him, your arms folded. "So what now?".
"I mean everything I said," he suddenly spoke, catching you off-guard. "I've liked you before we became friends, up till now. I did tell my friend that I liked you on the field. I rejected every other girl and said that I liked you," he confessed.
You stared at him, struggling to find words to respond with. You bit your inner cheek, watching his vulnerable state.
"I'm sorry that I haven't contacted you, I know you must've had difficulties sleeping—"
"Excuse you! You're flattering yourself! I would never lose sleep because of you!" you shot, but the two of you knew you were lying from how you had heavy eyebags even during break.
He rolled his eyes and held your face, causing you to wiggle back, "What're you—!"
"What are these, then?" he caressed your eyebags with his thumb, tilting his head and looking at you with a soft gaze as he leaned in closer.
You pouted and huffed, looking away. "I hope you know you're selfish for being the reason I can't get any sleep," you mumbled, feeling sulky that he caught you.
The corners of his mouth dropped as he continued to caress you gently, "I'm sorry".
"You're apologising so much it's so weird," you mumbled, barely audible that Riki almost didn't catch it.
"I know, right?" he leaned back, his arms on the mattress and the warmth on your cheek disappearing, disappointment washing over you.
"So what? You apologise, then what?" you frowned, feeling impatient.
"Can you zip your mouth and let me do things how I envisioned it in my head?" he shot, his sassy side coming out again.
You giggled as you leaned backwards on your hands, looking at him and raising your eyebrows, "Okay, do things your way then. What did you plan to do now?".
He blurted, "This is the part where I ask you to be my—". You raised one eyebrow at him and he stopped himself. "Wait, no, I'm not supposed to tell you that. Wait, shit."
You burst out laughing at his awkwardness, his next move making this whole situation more hilarious. He checked his palm as if he had written his entire plan there.
"Don't tell me you wrote it on your palm? Lemme see!" you immediately crawled to him and grabbed his wrist, trying to see. "No! get away!" he resisted, trying to pull his hand back and prevent you from seeing it.
"No way! You actually did!" you read his palm as he eventually gave up trying to hide it. He sighed loudly and glared at you. You had the best laugh in the longest time, and his ego shattered more for each second it lasted.
Tears were forming from how hard you were laughing, your stomach starting to hurt, but through your tears you noticed his sulky expression, causing you to cool down and wipe your tears, "Okay I'm sorry, do whatever you wanna do next".
He rolled his eyes, before clearing his throat to shoot the question, "Y/N, will you—".
His speech was interrupted from you making a drum roll on your lap, and he simply stopped halfway into the speech, staring at you in disbelief and you cleared your throat, feeling guilty.
"Sorry".
"Gosh, I can't believe you're the one I like," he snarled, his expression annoyed.
Your stomach felt tingly at his comment, the corners of your mouth curling upwards.
"Y/N, will you pay for my gam—"
"Yes!" you answered in excitement, but your smile immediately dropped realising what he actually asked.
It was his turn to snicker and you lifted your fist, threatening to punch him as he had his own laughing session.
"God, that was hilarious, Y/N will you be my girlfriend?" he asked in the midst of laughing, catching you off-guard as your jaw drops and you completely freeze.
He wiped his eyes then realised the state you were in, "C'mon, you already knew I was going to ask, what's the problem?".
"Well, duh! But I didn't know you'd just ask that so suddenly!" you complained, sulking that he asked when you leet your guard down. You demanded, "Ask again! But in a more serious tone!".
"You're a needy one, aren't you?" he commented as he shifted himself to be more comfortable and straightened his back. You look at him with a proud look, waiting for the question to come out.
"Y/N," he whispered, "Will you be my girlfriend?".
"YAY!!" a loud voice emerges from outside your room and someone falls into your room. You two immediately looked at your door, not knowing what the hell was going on and to your surprise, you saw your mom and dad.
"Honey! You didn't have to push me!" your dad complained, rubbing his hip as he layed on the floor.
"I got too excited, sorry honey!" your mom apologised as she clapped her hands and looked at the two of you.
Your turned your head to Ni-ki, your jaw remaining agape in disbelief and not feeling comfortable to do anything else. You turned your head back to your parents, "God! What's wrong with the 2 of you! It's literally—" your eyes flickered to your clock "1am! Aren't you guys supposed to be sleeping for work tomorrow?!".
You nagged at your parents for eavesdropping the conversation between you and Ni-ki and eventually managed to get them back to their rooms after lots of nagging and scolding. Your parents begged to listen but you stood your point and made them comply.
You dusted your hands as you returned to the spot you were sitting in front of Riki before you got interrupted by your parents. You sighed, "You can continue, I hope you didn't forget what to say next".
"I mean, it gave me more time to rehearse, but you haven't answered the question yet".
"What questio—" you asked, being forgetful after being so overwhelmed by your parents but immediately recalled it, "OHHHHH".
"You remember now, huh?" he mocked you.
You hummed, before requesting, "Ask again".
"Seriously? I already asked twice. Twice!"
"Third times a charm, right? And both times weren't good," you waved your hands at him, brushing him off and he scoffed.
"Gosh," he huffed. "For the last fucking time Y/N, will you be my girlfriend?" he put his hand on top of yours, trying to make the whole situation romantic despite how irritated he felt.
"Mmmm," you pretended to think to tease him, and as soon as you were about to continue teasing him..
"If you give me that 'I'll respond in a few business days' bullshit I'll literally kiss you," he threatened.
"Oh..? But what if I want that kiss?" you smirked, challenging him.
"God, you're so fucking annoying," he muttered before cupping your cheeks and leaning in, smashing both of your lips together. He got you again when you lowered your guard, but instead of pushing him away, you simply lived in the moment.
Your heart was racing from how you were literally kissing your best friend, and you immediately kissed him back.
The kiss was soft and gentle at first, his movements slow as if he was testing the waters but his passion grew as his kiss eventually became more passionate, his hands lowering to your waist to pull you closer to him. His nose nudged yours, and one of his hands was brought up to your face, tilting your head to give him more access.
Your mind went blank as you melted into the kiss, never wanting this kiss to end as you finally felt like you won in life. Your hands gripped his shirt tightly, attempting to pull him impossibly closer.
As you both grew breathless, he eventually pulled back, his eyes directly staring into yours.
"Still need a few business days to decide?" he asked as he tried to catch his breath.
"No need, 'cos my answer's yes," you gave in, finally making things official. He huffed and pulled you into a hug, feeling all his anger for you slip away.
"Look, on a serious note, I feel like I'm not good enough for you, but I'll be better for you, I promise," he pulled away, holding your shoulders and grinning at you.
"You're soo romantic, y'know?" you sarcastically remarked, a light smile on your face, "You come to my house in the middle of the night, spilling your heart out to me after we haven't spoken for like a week".
"At least I'm fun and different, 'kay?" he defended himself, his hands in the air like he was surrendering.
"Whatever, dork," you giggled, scooching closer to him.
"Your dork?" he rested his hands on your waist as he lifted and sat you on his lap.
"My dork," you wrapped your arms around him, pulling him in until your lips collided again.
Walking into school with him wasn't unusual. What was unusual was that you and Ni-ki had your hands interlocked, causing everyone to look at you in shock. Whispers could be heard from every corner of the hallway, everyone being flabbergasted that the 2 friends who argued relentlessly were now hand in hand like a lovey dovey couple.
'Just what happened over the holidays?'
'Woah, this is the last thing I expected!'
'Didn't Nao like him? Shit, quick - take a photo of them!'
Your friend group was leaning on the lockers, their eyes glued onto the two of you, enjoying the performance that you and Ni-ki had put up for the school. Sunghoon nudged Jungwon and laughed as he noticed your proud expression as you two walked towards them.
"What happened, huh? Did you hit your heads when you went home after the trip?" Sunghoon teased as you two approached.
"Who knows?" Ni-ki shrugged, glancing at you and grinning.
You were having lunch, laughing as per usual with the others when Ni-ki suddenly leaned into your ear and whispered, "I like you".
Your face immediately heats up and your chest tightens, your untensils dropping as you smack Ni-ki's chest for teasing you, "Shut up!".
He laughed at your reaction, finding you adorable as he leaned on your shoulder, "I love you, Y/N".
The others rolled their eyes and pretended to puke and gag, finding the whole lovey-dovey situation disgusting and you sighed, not being able to resist him.
"I love you too".
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Warnings: Jealousy, insecurity, unfaithfulness, lack of commitment
Synopsis: You decide to give Heeseung a chance after he convinces you he'll change his playboy ways to win you over. But what happens when something occurs between him and your friends—something that leads him to break his promises and makes you question everything that’s ever happened between the two of you?
Growing up as the quiet girl wasn’t easy. Growing up as the secluded, shy girl was even worse.
You made a handful of friends, sure — but that didn’t stop the overthinking. The constant questioning: “What if they’re only pretending to be my friend?” The fear that you’d end up alone again, because no one truly wanted to spend time with you.
It wasn’t just about friends. It was about popularity — who had the better style, the newer phone, the “it” factor. Things that made you feel even more out of place, even more left behind. Ironically, it all started with your so-called friends.
Then came the boys. The classic, the ultimate shocker — note the sarcasm.
You stayed away. Not just by choice, but because deep down, you knew: they wouldn’t choose you anyway.
You weren’t skinny. You wore clothes that didn’t sit right on your body — or so you thought. You weren’t fat, not really. Medium weight, average. But never enough, in your own eyes.
You kept to yourself. Preferred reading and online games to hanging out with people your age.
You didn’t mind — or at least, that’s what you told yourself.
You did mind. You just hid it, thinking it didn’t matter.
Then, a couple of years later, Heeseung came along. The new student. The talk of the town.
Handsome. Charming. A natural flirt who had every girl flaunting themselves just to get his attention.
He introduced himself to everyone — going around the classroom until, finally, he reached you.
You were sitting in your usual spot, in the back.
You were the last one he greeted.
“Hi! I’m Heeseung. You are?” He smiled — straight, pearly white teeth. Silver earrings dangled from his ears. His style was incomparable to anyone else’s, and his charisma? Enough to make anyone swoon.
“…Y/N.” You state and gave him a hesitant, but firm handshake. Unsure what to make of the boy in front of you.
He started talking about himself, but you quickly spaced out — just enough to remind yourself: *Don’t associate with him.*
From the corner of your eye, you saw your “friends” staring. You knew that look they were giving you — the one filled with jealousy, calculation, and a sick kind of determination.
They wanted something. This time, it was Heeseung.
---
“Heeseung, stop. I don’t want this anymore,” You begged him, tears mixing with the rain soaking your hair and clothes.
“Why? It was just a joke. Your friends didn’t mean anything by it.” He tried to reason. But you shook your head.
You shook your head not because he was entirely wrong. Not because your friends weren’t always like this — flirtatious, fake, two-faced — even in front of you. But because it was the moment you realized the truth.
Saying yes to letting Heeseung court you — to believing a playboy would ever change — was the worst decision you could’ve made.
You believed him. Believed him when he said he’d change. That once there was a label between you, the flirting would stop. That he’d stop sneaking around. That he’d commit.
That you were enough.
You believed every word. And in return, you paid the price — in vulnerability, in heartbreak, in hindsight.
Because for a while, things were good. So good.
Nine months of courtship. Nine months of slowly building something. Nine months of your walls coming down — of him earning your “yes”, your trust, your heart. Even the approval of your loved ones.
But it all unraveled. He dismissed your values. Ignored the disrespect you faced from your friends — the ones who knew exactly what they were doing. And he let it happen.
The moment you truly fell in love with him…Was the moment he began to fall back into his old ways.
So no — you’re not fighting for it. Not fighting to still have him court you. Not fighting your friends to get them to stop. And not fight trying the outcome.
Because deep down…You always knew this would happen.
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I feel like I constantly want to be shocked in terms of these readings when it comes to again the 4th / 5th gen boys but like I'm just I'm not. Mainly because again I feel like they're all just a little traumatized and because of that they all happen to be just a little possessive a little obsessive a little if you genuinely want a booktok Wattpad fanfiction ask type of boyfriend. Then baby y'all need to sit there and start using the law of assumption( the law of attractions perfectly fine I personally don't like it but you know whatever we're not talking about spiritual shit technically.) And start trying to manifest yourselves a fourth/5th gen Idol boy.
I personally blame Jackson Wang yeah that man sat there and accidentally became the very thing that fans were unintentionally manifesting him to be and I feel like because of that now the fan energy is so God damn strong in the universe that a bunch of fans have accidentally manifested two entire generations of boy group members that are exactly how the absolute filthiest most unhinged what the fuck was wrong with us slash honestly make sense when you think about it FanFictions that used to be and probably still are written about some of these celebrities and how people would just imagine them to be in a relationships has somehow managed to manifest again into two whole ass generations!
What’s Park Sunghoon Like As a Boyfriend?
First song on the playlist?
“First Guess” by Charli XCX
Translation:
“I knew you were gonna wreck me... and I let you.”
We’re not even five seconds into this and already? CHAOTIC LOVER VIBES.
Sunghoon isn’t the “safe pick” he’s the “I know better but I want it anyway” boy.
You’re not falling in love. You’re getting dragged into (the kinky depths of hell while he rearranges your guts and makes you sit there and cry out in desperation pleading gagging not being able to breathe. All while he has that ridiculous smirk on his face and then act like nothing happened 5 minutes later and that he does not understand why you can't walk straight and instead please the docking oh no are you okay boyfriend while you're sitting there trying not to let everyone else know that he just rearranged your guts dressed you and then offered you out of the house because you had plans and the idea of you possibly turning other men's Head absolutely made him go feral.) it—lip gloss smeared, phone on DND, body aching, soul trembling.
THE ASTRO COCKTAIL:
Neptune Reversed:
Oh babe, he’s hard to read. The man gives illusionist energy one moment he's soft, the next he ghosts you emotionally (not literally, he's too loyal for that).
You think you know him? Plot twist he just shapeshifted into a completely different flavor of boyfriend.
Jupiter Reversed:
He’s slow to open up. Not into big, flashy declarations of love until he’s 110% sure you’re not here to break him. His love language? Earned trust. And once you pass the test?
He spoils you in his own understated, hot-boy-in-love way.( Plan B birth control and condoms are your new best friend.)
Sagittarius:
Don’t get it twisted though he might be cautious emotionally, but this man?
Adventure in the sheets.
( Kelly Rowland Motivation now playing)
Witty, flirtatious, dangerously charming when he’s in his comfort zone. He’ll pull you in with a dry joke and next thing you know your hoodie is off and you’re in a very unholy position, legs in the air head on the ground pretending to be watching the anime playing on the TV.
THE LOVER’S ORACLE SAYS:
“Feel your relationship being healed this very moment…”
This is a man who loves deeply but with scars. He wants to be seen not just for the pretty face and Idol image, but for the quiet, observant, moody boy underneath.
He’s healing.
You’ll feel it when you hold him.
You’ll feel it when he says “thank you” after you kiss his cheek instead of his lips.
(As I had stated and hinted at before homeboy is currently in the middle of healing. 100% still stick by the fact that I don't think you'd be getting into any sort of a serious relationship or ready to be in one for the next few years I'm talking 2029. But he also gives off Slow Burn energy so technically speaking anytime during the next like this year and 3 years following he could still technically meet someone it just will be a slow burn. Unless of course they can like like that fire Underneath Him or they happen to be a spiritual girl eat yourself like I said people need healing and people heal differently all of the time but nothing is set in stone also if you know anything about the laws of the universe you can quit literally manifest shit that you shouldn't be able to. I think I would have to do a story time about like the several times I accidentally manifested going to concerts and then the few times I accidentally manifested having my tickets upgraded because like holy fuck was those experiences. Though I would probably never do standing or VIP pit area unless they're seeing because Ur spiritual bad bitch also happens suddenly be 144 / 145 cm tall for my Americans that don't know how to convert that obituaries only 4 ft 9 1/2 in tall. Even though I tend to wear chunky golf step on me mommy heels two concerts that are comfortable as fuck a bitch is still not seeing over like 5'3.)
ISLAND TIME TEA:
Addiction:
Once he lets you in, he’s OBSESSED. You become his person. His comfort. His addiction. He might get a lil clingy without realizing it (he’ll play it cool, but he checks your texts five times before replying).
Love:
He loves hard. He won’t say it right away... but his eyes will. His actions will. That one late-night “did you eat?” will hit like a sonnet.
Karmic Relationship:
This is not puppy love. It’s "you triggered me and I still want to hold you until I can breathe again” love.
The kind that teaches him things. The kind that hurts a little because it matters a lot.
( all together now. A little traumatized!)
MESSAGE OF LOVE:
Boundaries:
He respects yours but also needs his. If he shuts down? Don’t push. Just hold space. He’ll come back with a softer version of himself and a hoodie for you to steal. Also may end up being slightly clingy for a little bit 48-72 hours of soft boy Hoon.
Vulnerability:
He’s selective. You’ll only see the realest, rawest sides of him if he feels safe. He’s emotionally intelligent under the surface but guarded like Fort Knox.
Support:
The boyfriend who’ll stay up with you when you're anxious. Will never mock your dreams. Will let you lay on his lap while he strokes your hair in silence.
Soft touch. Quiet loyalty. Ride or die in disguise.
SO WHAT’S HE LIKE?
Sunghoon is the “slow-burn, enemies to lovers” main character of your life.
He starts as a mystery,
becomes your warmest blanket,
then surprises you by whispering filth in your ear at 3 a.m. with a smirk that ruins your whole soul.
He’s:
The glacier that turns into lava.
Soft-spoken in public, POSSESSIVE IN PRIVATE.
Quick with a dry joke, slow to say “I love you,”
but when he finally does?
It’s in the form of soft groans, sleepy eye contact, and holding you like his life depends on it.
Aesthetics? Cold prince.
Vibes? Soft dom.
Heart? Hidden in layers, wrapped in silk, pulsing for the one who earns it.
