#engangement

I just really liked the idea of drawing Lillie & Mallow as adults... so they're about 23-25 years old in this drawing! I don't know if y'all noticed this but Lillie and Mallow are both wearing silver bands! Yep! They're engaged. I actually have a few headcanons behind this because of course I would:

You asked

I said yes

Ternyata begini rasanya..

It’s just like I have a new hope untuk terus berjalan karena aku tau sekarang ada kamu yang temenin aku. Even when I know it’s never easy. Jalan ke depannya tidak akan mudah, but it’s just fine because I have you.

That’s why I love you. Karena kamu adalah kamu. You have ur own way. The way u buy me a ring, the way u say it at the parking lot in a car. Something that I never thought before 😄

U always say : gimana cara ngomongnya.. aku pikir it would be spectacular, but you make it as simple as that. Hahaha

Rasanya tuh cemas n seneng gabung jadi 1.

Seneng karena ada yang pilih aku yang ga ada apa2nya ini.

Cemas karena takut. Takut kamu nyesel, takut aku ga sesuai apa yg kamu mau. Takut gak bisa.. takut ini itu banyaaak 😩

Dulu yaa

U always say “you are mine”. Dulu aku bete dengernya, aku ya punya aku, kog kamu ngaku ngaku.. hahaha

Aku paling takut sharing. Sharing feelings, thoughts, time, or even my life. Kebayang ga si musti berbagi hidup sama orang lain.

Tapi setelah dipikir2... sharing is not that bad.🙂

And God is so Great, there is more than million people in this world, and He gave me you..

Dan sekarang aku tau, Tuhan udah atur sedemikian rupa.

Dari awal ketemu di Ratu Plaza, I barely remember you. Aku ingetnya kamu ngalah lift buat aku wkwk. Kamu yang cengengesan masuk ruangan meeting. Kamu ngerokok di jalanan which is not my type.😩

Kamu yang katanya minta nomor aku, yang katanya suka sama aku. Yang katanya gak mau deketin aku. A lot of “katanya” yang gak tau bener apa enggak.

And you were there when I was facing the darkest time of my life. Waktu itu aku ga tau kamu beneran mau deketin aku apa terpaksa karna udah menahun jomblo. 🤭 Meskipun ga fulltime nemenin sih kadang ngilang juga.. Tapi mungkin eskrim di hagen daz terlalu banyak gula, jadi aku mau mau aja sama kamu hahaha 🙂

We are having fun

A lot of laughters

A box of flowers

Our first kiss

Arguments

Our first touch

Out first holiday

A lot of ups and downs

Berapa kali aku minta putus. But you are there.. stay..

Berapa kali kita stuck.. But we go through it all..

And I thank God. Aku bersyukur Tuhan ketemuin kamu buat aku. Banyak banget godaan, ujian, rintangan selama ini, tapi Tuhan selalu gambar jalan lurus ke kamu.

I cant promise I would be nice all the time, because I am the most cranky and moody person in the world. I know.. and you know that.

But I promise I will be with you for the rest of my life.