#emotionalcore

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>status: volatile

I spent all day untangling my feelings for you.

They’re here.

They’re real.

Fuck, and they are NOT going anywhere…

Not into your ears and not anywhere that isn’t the forefront of my mind.

If this is how you felt, I am beyond sorry.

For years?

You’re so strong and you’ve always been so stable.

How did you do it?

I’m strong in the way that I’ll carry so much weight that doesn’t belong to me and let it crush me.

I’m four days into my realization and I think I’m losing my mind.

Seriously though… how are you so well adjusted?

It’s so impressive and appealing.

I’m ashamed at how far I buried all these thoughts and feelings.

I am in awe of you.

I am missing you.

I want to reach out so badly but wtf! I have to be strong and stable like you.

You’re right, love is like gambling and sometimes you get punched in the face…

and I think it’s only right that I got molly whopped.

The roles being reversed?

I could have fun with that. 💚

Who am I? I go by multiple names online, my main one is Evangeline. Just an online persona that I basically use everywhere. I’m black, more specifically, African-American. I’m also alternative— emo!

Don’t be a creep.. nor a weirdo on my page, it’d be appreciated.

INTERESTS:

Music:

My Chem, Panic, Alesana, Sws, and more.

(Shoutout to the Hot Topic worker back in 2024 who referred to MCR as My Chem. I now cannot stop referring to My Chemical Romance as My Chem and I love and hate you for that.)

Fandoms:

Twilight, JJK, HxH, D4DJ, PJSK, SDV, OHSHC, DB, DBZKAI, DBS, Vocaloid, and more.

I fucking hate Teto like ya’ll don’t get it ya’ll rly don’t.

#memesquadfl

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If you want my socials just DM me, I don’t really provide my socials unless it’s like Ao3 or sum.

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#FUCKTRUMP

#FUCKMAGA

#FUCKICE

#TEAMEDWARD

||system looping

||response still “i’m fine”