Pretty When You Cry
Wanda Maximoff x fem!reader
You are tied up. Wanda is having the time of her life.
content: restraints (ropes), vibrator use (bzzz), sadist emo wanda (she loves it), dacryphilia (i felt called out so why not write it)
18+ NSFW oneshot | 3.2k words
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The black rope was Wanda's work, and she was proud of it.
She ran her fingers along the knot at your wrists first. Pressed her thumb along the inside of each loop, checking the tension, making sure the rope held without cutting. It was good ropeâthick and smooth, expensive, the kind that kept its shape. Several loops over your crossed wrists. A knot placed exactly where you couldn't reach it. You'd tested that twice. She'd watched you test it both times with the same expression: patient, faintly amused, entirely unsurprised.
She moved to your ankles.
You were on your knees on the bed with your face turned into the pillow. Your ankles were tied to your thighsâfolded up and held there, the black rope looped several times over each ankle and up around each thigh. No way to extend your legs. No way to straighten. No way to do anything with your lower body except stay exactly as she'd arranged you.
She checked the ankle knots the same way she'd checked your wrists. Thumb along the inside. A small adjustment to the right one. Then she ran both palms up the backs of your thighs, feeling the tension of the rope, feeling the warmth of your skin under her hands. She took her time with this part. She always took her time with this part.
"Good," she said to herself, satisfied.
She moved up the bed. Her fingers found the rope at your wrists again and she checked it one more timeânot because she doubted her work, but because she liked doing it. Liked the feel of it. Liked knowing it was right. Her rings grazed your forearms as she moved and the metal was cool against your skin. She pressed her thumb once more along the inside of the loop.
Perfect.
The gag came last. A clean fold of rope between your teeth, tied at the back of your head with careful hands. Not tight enough to hurt. Just enough to take your words away completely. You'd made a sound when she put it in placeâsomething between protest and not-protestâand she'd smoothed your hair back from your face and looked at you for one long moment. Dark eyes. The smear of her lipstick already at the corner of her mouth from earlier.
She hadn't said anything. She'd just looked, and sheâd been satisfied by what she saw.
Now all you had were sounds.
Wanda sat back on her heels and looked at what she'd made.
She was in her black bra and panties, her dark hair loose in waves around her face. The room was warm and she'd worked up a heat with the ropesâthe patient effort of itâand some of her hair was sticking to her cheeks, pressed against her skin. Her eyeliner was sharp at the outer corners. Her dark lipstick was smeared at the corners of her mouth and transferred in dark streaks across your back and shoulders from every time she'd pressed her lips to your skin before the ropes went on. The marks ran from your shoulder blades down toward your spine. She'd made them deliberately. She hadn't been careful and she wasn't sorry.
The pink wand vibrator was tied to your inner thigh.
She'd angled it up and held it in place with the black rope, the head pressed directly against your clit. Your thighs were bound apart by the configuration. No way to press them together, no way to shift the wand's angle or ease its contact. It was tied there. Running. And there was nothing inside your cuntânothing at allâand Wanda had been watching the way you kept clenching around nothing with an attention that had not wavered once.
She looked at you for a long moment. Taking inventory of everything she'd made. The rope. The wand. The lipstick on your back. Your hands grasping at nothing behind you.
Then she pressed her lips to the center of your back.
Her dark lipstick dragged as she moved downâshe wasn't being careful, she'd decided hours ago not to be carefulâand she kissed slowly down your spine. Warm mouth against warm skin, deliberate pressure at each vertebra, leaving dark marks in her wake. You shivered. She felt it against her lips and kept going. She kissed to the small of your back and stayed there for a moment, her mouth resting against your skin, feeling the tension held in the muscles beneath.
She moved lower.
She kissed the top of your right asscheekâpale and unmarked, untouched yetâand she did it gently. Barely any pressure at all. The softest possible contact.
You jerked.
A full-body flinch, your hips driving forward with nowhere to go, a muffled cry through the gag that had real shock in it. She lifted her mouth and looked at the dark smear of lipstick she'd left. She looked at it for a moment.
She smiled.
"Oh," she said softly. "Interesting."
She did it again. Same spot. Same gentle press of her lips.
You jerked harderâyour hands pulling at the ropes, your back arching off the pillowâand the muffled sound through the gag was higher this time, more desperate, the sound of someone whose body was making decisions without consulting them. The wand shifted fractionally with the movement and you made another sound entirely.
Wanda sat back and looked at you with dark, delighted eyes.
"You are very sensitive," she said pleasantly. "We have barely started and you are alreadyâ" She tilted her head, watching your hips make their small involuntary movements. "Like this."
She moved her lips to your other cheek. The same barely-there pressure.
You flinched hard. She felt it and she felt the clench of your cunt around nothing and she watched both happen with the focused attention of someone cataloguing something for future use.
"I am going to enjoy tonight very much," she said. To herself, mainly, as a simple statement of fact.
She sat back and brought her palm down on your left asscheek.
The crack of it filled the room. You cried out through the gagâthe sound going up and upâand your hips snapped forward, the wand catching at the new angle, and you produced a second sound that was entirely different from the first. She pressed her palm flat over the heat she'd made. Held it there, feeling the warmth bloom under her hand.
"You clenched," she said. She sounded like she'd confirmed something she'd been wondering about. Her palm rubbed a slow circle. "Every time I do that. Did you know?" Her rings left cool impressions against the heat. "Probably not. You are a little occupied."
She pressed her lips to the spot she'd just struck. She was gentle, tender and loving, and she adored how she could feel you jerk violently at the contrast. The hum she let out was entirely satisfaction.
"Good," she said against your skin. Then she sat back up and brought her palm down on the right side.
Your back arched hard. The rope at your wrists pulled taut. Your fingers spread wide grasping at nothing behind your back and found nothing and kept grasping anyway. She rubbed slow circles over the right cheek, her palm warm and thorough, and then she kissed that spot tooâher lips soft against the heatâand felt you try to pull away from the gentleness of it with the same desperation you'd tried to pull away from the impact.
She laughed.
A real laugh, brief and bright, surprised out of her.Â
"You cannot decide," she said, delighted. "The hit or the kissâyou do not know which is worse." She ran her palm over both cheeks, feeling the warmth. "I find that very funny. And very useful."
She kept going.
She was methodical, returning to spots that made you make the sounds she liked best. She'd bring her palm down and then immediately follow it with her lips, soft against the heat, and watch you jerk and strain at the contrast. The crease where your thigh met your ass. The tenderest part of your left cheek. She catalogued everything. She was completely unhurried about all of it, stopping occasionally to run her palms over the heat she'd made, occasionally pressing her mouth to your spine above your ass where you were unmarked and feeling you shudder.
"You are turning such a pretty color," she observed at one point, looking at both cheeks with genuine appreciation. "Both sides." She ran her thumb lightly across the left one and felt you clench. "I like this very much. I want to remember this."
She brought her palm down harderâharder than any of the ones before, right at the tenderest spotâand you screamed through the gag, muffled and wrecked. She smoothed her palm over the heat immediately, pressing it in, and felt you tremble under her hand.
"There," she said, satisfied. "There it is."
She placed both hands at your hips.
Both palms, firm, fingers wrapping around the curves of your hipbones. She held you completely still.
You immediately tried to move.
She felt your whole body strain against her gripâyour hips pushing forward and back, trying to find any angle with the wand, some relief or more or anything at allâand she held on without giving you any of it. Immovable, without mercy. Her thumbs pressed into the muscle of your hips and she felt every futile push your body made against her hands.
"Oh," she said, like she'd discovered something wonderful.
She could feel everything from here. Every tiny movement against her grip. The strain of your thighs against the ropes. The way your hips kept pushing and finding nothing and pushing again. Her thumbs moved slowly, pressing in, feeling the effort underneath themâthe continuous, futile effort of a body that could not stop trying even when trying got it nowhere.
"You cannot stop," she said softly. "Even when you want to." Your hips drove against her grip and she held steady. "Your body has stopped listening to you." Her thumbs pressed in deeper. "It is just asking. Over and over." She watched you clench around nothing again. She felt it from outside your body through the tension of your thighs. "And there is nothing there." A pause. "There will not be anything there until I decide."
She held you there for a long time.
She held you against the wand and felt your body fight her grip, and she talked to you in that low warm voice. She told you what she was watching. She told you that she could feel the clench of you from outside your body and that she found it beautiful. She told you that you were being very good.
She meant all of it.
You started crying and didnât even realize it.
Your eyes filled, spilling over and soaking into the pillow. A sob came through the gag that was completely real and completely unmanaged, and you didn't have anything left to stop it with.
Wanda felt the change move through you under her hands. The sob moving through your body. The shudder of it.
She released your hips, moving off the bed. You heard her cross the room. You heard her pause. Then she came back and the mattress shifted and she settled somewhere behind you at the foot of the bed.
You knew the sound of her bra coming off. You knew it well by now. The soft snap of the clasp. The shifting as it caught on her pierced nipples. You knew those sounds. And you knew the sound of her panties being pulled down her thighs slowly, teasing you even though you couldnât even see.
You heard an exhaleâlong and slowâand the quality of it was different from anything she'd made all evening. Something turned inward. Something that was for herself.
"I want you to hear this," Wanda said. Her voice had dropped a register. Warm in a different way nowâthe warmth of something she'd stopped managing. "I want you to hear exactly what you have done to me tonight."
You sobbed into the pillow again, the relentless buzzing of the vibrator on your clit driving you close to orgasm but not letting you get it. You realized that the only thing you could do was listen, and that mustâve been her plan all along.
Her hands moved over her own skin. You heard the sound of her palms against herself, the quiet friction, and then the small catch in her breath when she found what she was looking for. Her breasts first. Her hands moving over them, her rings against her own warmth, and then the sharp small sound she made when she found her right nippleâthe silver barbellâand rolled it between her fingers.
She made that sound twice. Let you hear it both times.
"So sensitive," she murmured. "They have been like this since before the ropes." Her breathing was already slightly unsteady. "I kept thinking about this while I was tying you. About exactly this." Her thumb moved over the piercing again and she moaned, biting her lip. "Having you here. Like this."
One hand moved lower.
The slick sound of it reached you. Unmistakable. A soft sound as her fingers found her clit and she inhaled sharply.
"BoĹže," she breathed. God. Low and unbidden.
She held there for a moment. Then her fingers began to move.
"I am so wet," she said. The words came out slightly uneven nowâthe effort of talking while her fingers worked. "I have been wet since I put the gag in. Since I heard the sound you made." Her fingers worked slow circles and the sound she made had you crying again, your body desperate for anything. "That sound."
She touched her piercing again with her free hand. The sharp inhale. A curse in Sokovian, soft and fervent.
âFuck,â she breathed out, building her rhythm.
"I keep looking at your back," she said, between shorter breaths. "All my lipstick on you. I did that." Her fingers moved and she made another sound, less managed. "And your assâ" A breath. "Both sides. So red." The slick sound of her hand reaching you clearly from the foot of the bed. "You will feel it tomorrow. Every time you sit. And you will think of tonight. You will think of me. You willâfuckââ
She stopped talking because she didn't have breath for words anymore.
What came through was just sound. The sound of her fingers and her breathing losing their shape together. Small sounds that were entirely hers and entirely unperformed. The rhythm of her hand getting faster. A curse in Sokovian, followed by English, and then everything ragged.
"Ahâ"
She shuddered through it quietly. You knew she had cum, could hear her start to settle.Â
The room held her silence, just the sound of your cries and the vibrator.Â
She came around the side of the bed, phone in hand, and she looked at youâat your face, still turned into the pillow, tear tracks drying on your cheeks, rope gag at your mouth, eyes redâand something warm and deeply satisfied moved across her face.
"I need to remember this," she said.
She crouched beside the bed and brought the phone to your face. She looked at you through the screen and then at you directly and then at the screen again.
"Look at me," she said.
Somehow, you managed to lift your head and look at her. How you did this despite the constant stimulation on your clit and the desperation your body was barely handling, you didnât have the capacity to question.
The shutter clicked. Of course she had the sound turned up. Just another way for her to let you know she was in control.
She took several of your faceâclose, the tear tracks and the gag and the wrecked expressionâthen pulled back for a wider shot. She moved behind you and documented your back: the lipstick marks down your spine, the shape of them, how far they went. She took a close-up of your reddened ass that made her make a quiet sound of satisfaction when she looked at it on the screen. Then she crouched at the foot of the bed.
She took her time here.
She photographed the wand tied against your thigh, the head of it against your clit, the way your thighs were bound apart by the black rope. She photographed the slick that had gathered on your inner thighs. She photographed the way your cunt kept clenching around nothing while the wand ran.
"Beautiful," she said quietly, looking at the screen. "Absolutely beautiful."
She stood and came back to your face.
"Smile," she said, her voice lilted like a song.
A sound came through the gag that was not a smile.
"I know," she said, conversationally. "You are very busy.â She patted your cheek affectionately. âSmile anyway."
She took the picture, looking at it for a long moment. Then she set the phone aside and reached up and untied the gag, drawing the rope carefully from your mouth. She worked the knots at your ankles next, easing your legs flat, running her palms up and down your calves with steady pressure. Your wrists last, the knot releasing, and she brought your arms slowly around to your front and rubbed warmth back into them.
She turned you over.
One hand at your shoulder, one at your hip, and you were on your back looking up at her. She was kneeling over youâfully bare now, her dark hair falling around her face, rings on every finger, the smeared lipstickâand she looked down at your face with an expression that was open in a way she didn't often allow herself to be open.
She reached out and touched your cheek.
Her thumb moved under your eye, along the track a tear had made. She looked at what was on her thumb. Then she leaned down and put her tongue to your cheek and lickedâslow, the flat of her tongue dragging from your jaw to the corner of your eyeâand when she pulled back the sound she made was low and quiet.
She looked at your face. At what she'd reduced you to.
"Perfect," she breathed.
She sat with that for a moment. Then her hand moved to your inner thigh, adjusting the vibrator.
Your whole body went rigid.
"Wandaâ" Your voice was barely a sound. Raw. "PleaseâI'm doneâI can'tâ"
She looked at you, tilting her head.
"Are you?" She asked softly. She made a cooing noise, something sympathetic, but she pressed her palm flat against your cunt without any care for how you cried again.
The full warm weight of her hand. You were soaked and swollen, impossibly sensitive. She held her palm there and felt you against itâfelt the heat of you, felt how wet you were, felt you clench against nothing under her hand.
She leaned down, her lips finding your ear. Her hair fell cool against your jaw. Her voice, when she spoke, was a whisper.
"We are just getting started, darling."











