Mar 6, 2016
Because being the second option is the only role you have in his life. And you got to do nothing about it. Because you love him so much that you can't dare to leave him even if being with him means having lots of scars.
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Because being the second option is the only role you have in his life. And you got to do nothing about it. Because you love him so much that you can't dare to leave him even if being with him means having lots of scars.
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Ngayon tinatanong mo ko kung hindi na ba kita mahal... Di mo ba nakikita? Mahal kita. Mahal pa rin kita. Hindi ko lang alam kung makakaya ko pang maranasan ulit lahat ng sakit na binigay mo sakin nung piliin mo siya. Alam kong kaya ka lang bumabalik ngayon kase sinaktan ka na naman niya. Ayoko nang maging option o back-up plan mo lang. Mahal kita, pero I know I deserve better.
I miss you so much, if only I have the guts to go at your house and see you I would do it. If only the situation right now is not complicated, I swear I would do everything just to make you happy but life's a little bit unfair to me.
That's all I've been feeling lately. Confused. Nothing but confusion in my mind and heart.
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I know you may not be around forever. People don't always choose to stay. Maybe things will not be the same tomorrow or the following day or the next, but right now, I want to be happy with you. I want to enjoy what little joys we have now. I want to make you feel special even with just the simple things I can do. I want you to feel how blessed I think I am to have you as my companion. I want you to feel appreciated for all the effort you have given me.
I'm not asking for anything in return. I don't want anything in return. I think I would rather have anybody make me feel special on the 14th except you. I don't want you to make me feel really special because I know that there's a possibility that you won't be here forever, and I know that when that time comes, I would shatter.
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No One's Gonna Love You - Band of Horses
My cousin introduced me to this band and this was the first song i fell in love with
KADALASANMINSAN: Quin
May mga tao sa mundo na iniiwan natin dahil alam nating hindi na maipagpapatuloy kung anong meron kayo. Pagkakaibigan, pag-ibig, kasosyo sa negosyo, kahit mga estranghero. Minsan, kahit alam nating hindi na maipagpapatuloy ang mga koneksyon natin sa kanila, hindi naman natin iyon matanggap. Bakit?
Baka masakit pa. O baka siguro meron pa, na may ibubuga pa, baka may maipipiga pa.
Baka kaya mo pa sana siyang ipaglaban. Baka hinihintay mo lang na maramdaman na ikaw naman ang ipinaglalaban.
Baka hindi ka madaling lumimot o baka masyado mo pa ring natatandaan ang lahat.
Baka importante pa. Kaya ipagpapatuloy pa.
Yung para bang may gusto ka pa sanang sabihin pero wala na yung pagsasabihan. O di kaya yung may gusto ka pa sanang isulat, pero naubusan ka na ng tinta at wala ka nang mahiraman ng ballpen. Ang resulta? Susubukan mong tandaan, pero gaya ng ibang bagay, mawawala ito sa isip mo. At pa-traydor na babalik kung kailan akala mo okay ka na.
Pero minsan din, iniiwan natin sila dahil hindi na sila nakabubuti para sa atin.
Baka masakit na. Baka wala na, ubos na, wala nang maipipiga.
Baka hindi mo na siya kayang ipaglaban. Baka napagod ka nang maghintay na ipaglaban ka din niya.
Baka hindi na masyado o hindi na talaga importante para ipagpatuloy pa.
Yung sinisigaw mo na, pero hindi naririnig kasi ayaw din naman na pakinggan. O di kaya naisulat mo na, kahit dugo pa yung tinta, pero hindi niya naman babasahin dahil baka ayaw din niyang buksan ang mga mata niya.
Baka mas okay na rin kung gusto mo nang ayawan kaysa naman sa paulit ulit na pagsasabi na ayaw mo na siyang magustuhan, pero hindi naman natutupad. At least kung gusto mo na siyang ayawan, nagiging proseso, paunti-unti, kahit igapang, kahit nahihirapan, ipaglalaban. At sinusubukan.
Nakaka-miss yung mga ipinaramdam mo sa akin na iba na ang nakakaramdam ngayon.
Nakaka-miss na kilala kita dati, at sana rin hanggang ngayon.
Nakaka-miss ka ng sobra. Pero hindi na ako babalik, dahil wala na rin naman akong babalikan.
Kahit na nahihirapan, ipaglalaban. At hanggang ngayon, sinusubukan.
I love you.
*tummyflip*
I miss you.
*cringe*
And I don't know when it will stop. Shit.
*breatheout*
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