#emmanoodle

there's nothing here for me except the constant fear of disappointing every single person I meet. I think its best you stay away. I think its best that you all leave me be 'cause I can't stand another day pretending everything is okay. It's not okay; I'm not okay I'm fairly scared of what comes next, I'm always worried that I'll never stand out from the rest. Other people confuse me; They think that they know the real me. I feel like I've lost the real me. I'm not the real me I don't really see the point of having someone by my side when I know everything is temporary, they're just gonna leave; Give it time. I think it's time to go away. I think its time that you all leave me be 'cause I don't want to hear you say that everything is okay. It's not okay; I'm not okay. I'm fairly scared of what comes next, I'm always worried that I'll never stand out from the rest. Other people confuse me, they think that they know the real me. I feel like I've lost the real me. I'm not the real me. Why wasn't I enough? Why can't I ever be enough? I'm never gonna be enough. I wish that I could be enough. I'm fairly scared of what comes next, I'm always worried that I'll never stand out from the rest. Other people confuse me, I feel like they know the real me. I feel like I've lost the real me. I'm not the real me, believe me, and all the people around me, they think they know all about me, but they will go on without me; the world will go on without me